Chapter 46: Chaos (3rd Year of the First Month)
Xu Ziling's voice froze, and he suddenly didn't know what to say. In fact, when he first heard the news that Meng Zhi was still alive, the only thought in Xu Ziling's heart was to take Meng Zhi back, restore his memory, and reassure everyone who was worried about him. However, after hearing Shi Qingxuan's words, Xu Ziling was a little shaken, should he respect Meng's choice, or should he still go his own way? Xu Ziling had never faced such a dilemma.
Meng Qian saw the silent Xu Ziling and said with a smile: "Sometimes, we don't have to make a choice, because we have already made a decision in our hearts, but you don't know it yet, don't you?"
Even though the master has lost his memory, every word he says is still so deafening and thought-provoking. Taking a deep breath, Xu Ziling said firmly in his deep and gentle voice: "Master, just because you are my master, I respect your decision!" After finishing speaking, Xu Ziling took a deep look at Meng Nan, stopped talking, and left slowly.
"Huh" Meng Jiao exhaled a breath, his eyes were complicated, he suddenly looked down at his shadow, and said in a low voice: "Are you running away?"
Shanxi, Taiyuan.
Li Shimin, the king of Qin, stood quietly beside his desk, holding a brush in his right hand, the color of the pen was purple and black, straight and sharp. I saw Li Shimin engrossed, his right hand pressed down like a heavy mountain, but he was flowing smoothly, and he wrote in one go. "Bang" threw the brush on the table, a trace of helplessness flashed in Li Shimin's eyes, and he said to himself: "Take care!" On the rice paper were written four words -- Top Gun! The font was graceful and elegant, round and beautiful, and seemed to overflow with a kind of tiger and dragon walking, bold and uninhibited heroic spirit.
Just a few days ago, the crown prince Li Jiancheng and the king of Qi Li Yuanji joined forces, accusing themselves in unison, thinking that because of their nostalgia for the old relationship, after the death of Meng Yuan, they did not seize the opportunity to kill Kou Zhong and Xu Ziling, causing the two to become more and more big, and his father Li Yuan didn't know if he was bewitched by Concubine Dong of Xinna, and he actually stood on the side of Li Jiancheng and Li Yuanji, and now he has no way to argue. Now, he has lost his military power, and it is even difficult to get out of the Qin Palace.
"Alas, Brother Ziling, although you and I do not have a position, the people of the world have introduced you as a confidant, but now, there is nothing to be done, nothing to do!"
Yesterday, Xu Ziling was alone in Chengdu Duzun Fort, has entered the ears of the upper echelons of Li Valve, Li Jiancheng and Li Yuanji decided to kill Xu Ziling at any cost, to kill Xu Ziling in Duzun Fort at any cost, by the way to take Sichuan in one fell swoop, open up the path between Li Valve and Jiangnan, Kou Zhongyuan is in Jianghuai, it is difficult to support, Xu Ziling is only afraid that it will be difficult to escape this catastrophe this time.
In the East Palace, there are two people standing in the back garden, one in front of the other.
One is wearing a prince's robe, his appearance is five or six points similar to Li Shimin, and his figure is similar to Li Shimin, but his face is relatively narrow and long, and he also owes Li Shimin awe-inspiring righteousness, but his eyes are compelling, and he is by no means equal. It was the crown prince Li Jiancheng. The other has three or four percent of the appearance similar to Li Shimin, but his body is more fierce and burly than Li Shimin, and there is more of a terrifying and vicious aura between his eyebrows that Li Shimin does not have, so although he is considered heroic, he is always unpleasant. This person is Li Yuanji, the king of Qi
Li Jiancheng slowly broke off a thorny branch on the jujube tree with his hand in the courtyard, wiped it vigorously with his left hand, and the sharp thorns as thin as needles fell to the ground one after another, and said coldly: "Is it done?"
"Hmm. Li Yuanji looked at the thorns on the ground and said lightly, "Xue Wanche led the Changlin Army to secretly cross Daba Mountain. ”
"Nope. Li Jiancheng suddenly shook his head, "You go! Go and make the town yourself! I want to see Xu Ziling's head." ”
Li Yuanji was angry and said, "Okay, I'll go!"
Chengdu City, Duzun Fort.
"Here, here. The steward pointed to the lantern in front of the door and said hurriedly, "It's crooked, it's crooked." ”
The two subordinates standing next to them immediately climbed up the ladder again and tidied up.
"Are you ready, are all the invitees here?" Xie Hui said as he looked at the messenger sent out.
"Except for Li Shimin, the king of Qin, they are all already on the way. ”
"Hmm, why didn't King Qin come?"
"Legend has it that he was framed by the crown prince Li Jiancheng and the king of Qi Li Yuanji, and was imprisoned in Tiance Mansion. ”
Xie Hui's deep eyes looked at the increasingly cold weather outside the window, and said, "It's going to be windy." ”
Outside the city of Chengdu, a small valley in the secluded forest.
Stepping on this land, looking at the picturesque scenery around him, he can't help but indulge in it, even though he has been here many times, but each time he has a different feeling, sometimes the secluded forest valley is like a beauty without makeup, standing here quietly, revealing the breath of fireworks that do not eat the world; sometimes it is like a girl with heavy makeup, here she entertains herself and does what she likes, or dances or plays the piano;
"What?" Shi Qingxuan's voice still came from his back although he was cold, but this time he felt more guilty, "I will come here today." Are you here to blame me for telling Xu Ziling the news that you are not dead?"
Meng Qian smiled bitterly: "No, I won't blame you for such a trivial matter, but today I suddenly found myself very cowardly." Did you say yes?"
"Nope"
Before Shi Qingxuan finished speaking, Meng Zhi said again: "Maybe I don't have amnesia, I'm just escaping, escaping from some things, so I don't want to be sober, I just want to be the person I think in my heart, maybe Lin Shuisheng or maybe Zhang Shuisheng." ”
Shi Qingxuan looked at the covered feet with his back to him, but he didn't know what to say. Whether a person is really willing to become another person only knows by himself, and the bell needs to be tied to the bell, and only he can liberate himself.
"Perhaps, I was such a person in the beginning, I had a person like Lin Shuisheng living in my heart, but I just thought about it every day, but I couldn't change it anyway, I looked like I was doing what I seemed to like, but in fact, I was just deceived by myself, living in lies and self-deception. Finally, something completely hit me, making me afraid to face myself, pretending to have amnesia, and letting go of myself hidden in my heart, but in fact, I was still deceiving myself. ”
Shi Qingxuan felt a sense of sadness for some reason, and suddenly an impulse opened the heart of the person in front of him to see what had happened to him in the past, and what kind of person he was before. At the same time, he also saw the shadow of another person on Meng Wei's body, a person closest to him - Shi Zhixuan.
Suddenly, inexplicable tears fell from Shi Qingxuan's eyes, he had a dearest person in his life, and finally became a madman. Will one person who may also be his dearest person also go to the end of another person?
"I don't want to, I don't want that. Shi Qingxuan pressed his head with both hands and muttered.
"Qingxuan. Meng Nao's voice gradually became desolate, "Am I still me?"
After a long time, he couldn't hear any sound behind him, and when he turned around, Shi Qingxuan was long gone, and he could only vaguely see the tears that had just dropped in the soil, staining the soil and knocking down the grass.
"When am I me?" Meng Wei looked at the swaying shadow under his feet, as if he was at ease, floating in the sky, but in fact he has been bound by himself, like a cow or sheep tied to a pillar, how to go, or inseparable from that range, "Can you tell me?"