Chapter 112: The Living Confession
"Chang'an!
The girl's coquettish call pulled Su Changan back from his thoughts. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
He looked at Gu Xianjun and Lu Ruyue, who looked puzzled, and even faintly worried, and smiled a little embarrassedly.
He put down Su Cao, who had gradually calmed down in his arms, and wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say it, so after a pause, he said: "Envy, Ruyue, it's windy outside, let's go in and talk." ”
The two daughters glanced at each other at that time, and naturally saw Su Changan's embarrassment, but they did not break it.
On the contrary, he glanced at Su Changan with a tacit understanding, and then followed him into the door.
When the four of them sat down, the eyes of the second daughter looked directly at Su Changan, as if they wanted to see him through.
Su Changan, who had made a mistake with Hongluan and did things for men and women, felt a chill under the gaze of the two. Although he knew very well that the two of them would never know about this matter, Su Changan still felt a sense of guilt for being a thief.
The atmosphere in the room fell into awkward silence again.
"Daddy, mother, you're hungry, I'll get you some supper. Su Cao's eyes on the side wandered between the three of them for a while, and he naturally saw Su Changan's predicament at this moment, but he didn't break it, but stood up and said crisply. Then before Su Changan came to his senses, he rushed out of the door, and at the moment he went out, he didn't forget to turn around and give Su Changan a teasing smile.
"You..." Su Changan originally planned to chat with Su Cao about something to ease such a strange atmosphere, but he never thought that Su Cao had already seen through his careful thinking and got out on the grounds of supper. Su Changan, who had failed in his plan, was naturally extremely surprised, he wanted to call Su Cao, but Su Cao didn't give him the slightest chance, and left the room with a jump.
After a short period of dissatisfaction, Su Changan seemed to realize something, and suddenly froze in place.
If he didn't read it wrong, and he didn't hear it wrong, Su Cao called "Mother" to Gu Xianjun.
This may seem like an ordinary name, but it has a very unusual meaning.
Before this, through some clues, whether it was Su Cao's exercises, the divinity in her body, or her dustless eyes like Qingluan, Su Changan subconsciously thought that Su Cao's mother would be Qingluan, and what happened to him and Hongluan before deepened Su Changan's understanding.
But Su Cao called her mother so naturally and intimately.
This couldn't help but make Su Changan's head a little foggy.
In Su Cao's words, the future has already changed, and because of the loss of the true god power in her body, Su Cao's immortal path has been broken, and her memory of the future is becoming more and more blurred, but after all, she still exists alive in this time and space, so it is certain that no matter what changes happen now, such changes have not affected Su Cao's birth.
But if this is the case, Gu Xianjun is Su Cao's mother, then he will definitely be with Gu Xianjun in the end. But what he couldn't understand was how he could let go of Qingluan, especially after something like that with her.
Su Changan didn't know the entanglement in it, and he couldn't figure it out, and his head hurt even more.
"Chang'an!" At this time, a coquettish voice sounded in his ears.
Su Changan came back to his senses, but saw that Gu Xianjun was looking at Su Changan with a dissatisfied face at the moment.
This is indeed a grievance Gu Xianjun is a little angry, Su Changan was taken away by Hongluan and did not know whether she was alive or dead, she was worried for a long time, and finally looked forward to Su Changan's return, she wanted to talk to him, but Lu Ruyue had to wait for Su Changan with her.
This matter of men and women is an extremely selfish thing, even a true sage can't be generous in this matter, let alone her Gu Xianjun?
And even if these things are forgotten, Su Changan has repeatedly lost his mind when facing her, how can Gu Xianjun not be annoyed.
Su Changan saw that Gu Xianjun's face had a look of grievance, and immediately knew that he had done something wrong, which angered Gu Xianjun, so he smiled at the moment, turned his head with a straight face, and wanted to say something, but because the two daughters were here, they couldn't find a suitable topic.
The atmosphere in the room fell silent again.
It was not until this time that Su Changan finally had a very deep understanding of the most difficult sentence to be affected by beauty.
Alas.
Seeing Su Chang'an like this, Gu Xianjun still couldn't bear it after all, she sighed in her heart, opened her mouth, and asked, "Chang'an, what did Sima Xu say to you?"
Of course, this question is a matter of great concern to her, but she doesn't have to raise it herself, because Su Changan will say it herself sooner or later, at least in her opinion, and the biggest reason for asking such a question is to help Su Changan resolve the embarrassment at the moment.
Su Changan naturally understood this, and he handed Gu Xianjun a grateful look, but Gu Xianjun didn't appreciate it and gave him a blank look.
Su Changan, who was deflated, couldn't help scratching his head, but he hurriedly continued: "He can say something to me, it's just a threat." ”
He didn't intend to tell him about his conversation with Sima Xu, not that he deliberately wanted to hide anything, but he didn't want the two of them to worry too much about him.
"Threaten, what did he threaten you?" But Rao was like this, and the second daughter's reaction was also extremely intense, only to see Lu Ruyue stand up abruptly and ask with a nervous expression. Although Gu Xianjun on the side did not speak, the look on his face was full of concern no less than Lu Ruyue.
In fact, when they asked this question, they also had their own answer in their hearts, what could Sima Xu have that threatened Su Chang'an, it was nothing more than the lives of everyone in this Jiahan County.
They were afraid in their hearts that Su Changan would compromise with Sima Xu because of this.
"Don't worry. Su Changan had expected the worries of the two, he laughed, and then shook his head, "I have already figured it out, even if I really promised him, he also kept his promise, and you will not be happy because of it." Sometimes, it's more painful to live than to die, so I want to give it a try and make a last stand. Whatever the outcome, we face it together. ”
If this is said to another group of people, it is really suspected of moral kidnapping.
But whether Su Changan was with the two people in front of him, or Hua Feiqian and the others who were not present, he had already made friends, he understood their intentions, and he could only make everyone feel relieved if he could say such a thing.
These are words that can only be said between those who dare to trust their lives.
seems ordinary, but in fact, it is difficult for most people to find such a confidant throughout their lives.
And fortunately, Su Changan met many such people.
"Besides. Su Changan's words didn't end so quickly, his voice paused, his eyes suddenly narrowed, and the cold glow in it suddenly rose, "He Sima Xu imprisoned my father, and he was humiliated several times, how could I fulfill his wish?"
"Ah, Uncle is now in Sima Xu's hands?" Gu Xianjun exclaimed, the expression on his face suddenly became a little more solemn.
"How is that good?" Lu Ruyue on the side also asked.
"Don't worry, I have my own decision. Su Changan smiled, obviously not wanting to mention this matter.
Seeing this, the second daughter naturally didn't dare to raise any more questions, but the word worry was firmly written on her face.
Su Changan saw these in his eyes, but he really couldn't bear to see them like this.
Lu Ruyue has always had a deep love for him, and he took good care of him when he was in Tianlan Courtyard, and when he arrived in Shu to become the king of Shu, he still maintained it everywhere.
Let's talk about Gu Xianjun, it is even more dependent on life and death all the way, and he sacrificed his life to save each other several times, how can he live up to it with such affection.
Therefore, Su Changan has always been hesitant.
But now, not long after, as soon as his ten-day appointment with Sima Xu arrived, a life-and-death battle was about to break out, and no one could predict the number of winners and losers. He didn't know if he would have a chance to give the two of them another explanation.
It doesn't seem fair to them.
Therefore, after a short silence, he opened his mouth again, and said in a low voice: "Ten days later, Sima Xu will definitely attack the city again, and this battle will definitely be endless, and I don't know if there will be a chance to meet the two of you again." I had already promised to give you an explanation. “
Speaking of this, Su Changan paused and groaned slightly.
And Gu Xianjun and the others also seemed to sense what Su Changan was going to say, and the look on their faces suddenly became nervous.
"All the delays before, in the final analysis, are all due to the greed in my heart and the delay in making a decision, but now I have experienced all kinds of things to understand that it is extremely unfair to the two of you. Now that the catastrophe is coming, the number of life and death is difficult to comment, I don't want to go on like this after all, so I'll give you an explanation today. ”
Su Changan said in a deep voice.
To be honest, even now, it is difficult for him to understand his mind, it is true that these women are too perfect, and they are all in love with him, and men are probably indecisive when faced with such a choice, and Su Changan is no exception.
But as he said before, this is really too unfair to the women, so he must give an explanation to the two of them today.
Thinking of this, his lips opened again.
It is necessary to bring together all the things that happened between him and Hongluan.
After all, with his temperament, since he has done it, he must dare to act and dare to act, Hongluan is Qingluan in the final analysis, not to mention that if he is immortal one day, he can exchange it back, Qingluan's affection for him is also the sun and the moon, he and her have done things for men and women, naturally there is no reason to abandon it, this kind of thing, Su Changan can't do it after all.
So he spoke.
"I..."
But before he could say this, he was interrupted alive.
"Wait!" said the second daughter at about the same time.
As soon as these words came out, Su Changan was stunned, even Gu Xianjun and Lu Ruyue were also stunned, obviously their reaction to each other was also unexpected.
At that time, they looked at each other, and their expressions were a little embarrassed.
Of course, Lu Ruyue likes Su Chang'an, and she also wants that explanation, she has waited for a long time, but she knows very well in her heart that the days she gets along with Su Changan are not as good as Gu Xianjun, and Su Cao is extremely affectionate and calls Gu Xianjun as her mother. Lu Ruyue is not stupid, she understands very well that Su Changan cannot choose her.
And what about Gu Xianjun?
She naturally has her self-confidence, compared to Lu Ruyue, the relationship between her and Su Changan is naturally much stronger, but there is also a Qingluan, a Qingluan who almost gave up all for Su Changan.
Su Cao is naturally right to call her mother, she also likes Su Cao in her heart, but is Su Cao really her daughter?
Gu Xianjun didn't think so, Su Cao's eyes were really too special, so clean, they could be regarded as dust-free, and Qingluan was almost carved out of the same mold, plus Su Changan was taken away by Qingluan for such a long time, and when he came back, he even brought a mourner from Xingchen Pavilion as an entourage, Gu Xianjun had reason to worry about whether anything happened during this period that she didn't know.
If Su Changan knew what Gu Xianjun was thinking at this moment, he would probably have to sigh at the horror of a woman's intuition.
But people are like that, if they have hope, even if that hope is slim, it is enough to sustain them to keep walking. But if that hope is completely shattered, under the boundless darkness, no matter how strong a person is, he will not be able to give birth to half of his strength.
Gu Xianjun and Lu Ruyue thought so in their hearts at this moment.
As Su Changan said, the war is coming, and no one can comment on their life and death, rather than dying with disappointment, it is better to sleep with the only glimmer of hope.
It's a bit ridiculous to say this, and it's quite self-defeating.
But how many people in this world are not living like this? They are just willing to admit it or unwilling to admit it.
After a short period of embarrassment, the two girls suddenly laughed, they both understood what each other was thinking at that moment, and they even had a sense of sympathy at that time.
This made Su Changan on the side look a little inexplicable.
He has always been wooden about the affairs of men and women, and how can he guess such a complicated mind between girls.
And just when he was confused, the two girls suddenly turned their heads to look at him, and almost at the same time showed a pretty smile at him.
"Chang'an. Lu Ruyue called, her voice was soft and affectionate.
"Huh?" Su Changan replied, but his heart was inexplicably a little empty.
"We decided. ”
Gu Xianjun also said, and walked to Su Changan with a smile on the corner of their mouths.
There is a way to be a thief, Su Changan didn't understand what Gu Xianjun and Lu Ruyue's reaction was at this moment, he subconsciously leaned back his body, and looked at the two of them who gradually leaned over in surprise, and there was always an ominous premonition in his heart.
But the next moment, the look on his face was completely frozen.
Gu Xianjun and Lu Ruyue came up one left and one right, and kissed lightly on the cheeks on both sides of him.
This kiss made Su Changan stay where he was, and it was undeniable that at that time, there were indeed some waves in his heart, and there was even an expectation that he couldn't speak.
It was because of this expectation that he himself felt ridiculous, that he turned his head to look at the two of them, wanting to ask something.
But this time, the two also didn't give him any chance to speak out.
"We don't want you to give us an explanation now, we want you to live, live to give us an account. ”
After that, the two women glanced at each other again, and then fled from the door in Su Changan's surprised eyes.