Chapter 189: What will you do when you meet your first love?
Jiang Feng felt remorseful, and didn't dare to look at Wang Tingting's angry and tearful eyes, everything was just as Wang Tingting said, when she played games with her roommate all night, she had gradually ignored her feelings.
"Jiang Feng, when we were together, did you really love me?" Wang Tingting had crystal droplets in the corners of her eyes, and her tone was slightly cold,
"Love, even after a breakup, has never forgotten",
Jiang Feng nodded with a painful expression, but his words made Wang Tingting's face flush with a self-deprecating smile, "If you really love me, then why didn't you find a way to keep it when we broke up?"
"I have",
Jiang Feng hurriedly said, "I called you every day, but you never answered, I sent you messages, and you never replied to ......."
"If you really love me, then you won't go to the company where I work to find me? You don't even know where your girlfriend's company is, right?"
The cold words interrupted Jiang Feng's explanation, and the anger on Wang Tingting's face became even thicker, and the crystal mist was distressing, "When I proposed to break up, what did you do besides calling and sending messages?"
"I ......",
Jiang Feng opened his lips and wanted to explain, but he was speechless,
"I proposed to break up, but I just wanted you to care more about me, and I wanted you to coax me more, but you ......"
Wang Tingting's voice gradually raised and sharpened, full of resentment, and the crystal tears frightened the little child next to her, Yao trembled, and timidly grabbed her sleeve, "Mom......"
Her daughter's timid voice made Wang Tingting's angry mood wake up suddenly, and she realized that her daughter was still by her side, so she quickly wiped away the tears on her face.
"I'm sorry"
Jiang Feng felt guilty and remorseful, and had a thousand words to say, but in the end, he couldn't say anything except a word of sorry, and after listening to Wang Tingting's anger, Jiang Feng realized how much of a bastard he was at the beginning,
How many college student couples have broken up because of games, games are really harmful,
"What's the use of being sorry"?
Wang Tingting replied indifferently, and gently stroked her daughter's pink face with her palm, "If we hadn't broken up at the beginning, maybe my daughter wouldn't be called Tong Yao, but Jiang Mengting."
Jiang Mengting, these three words made Jiang Feng's eyes tremble slightly, and the picture of the time when he was in love in college came to mind, two people in love stuck together all day long like gummies.
"You will think about me every day in the future, and you will also think about it when you dream",
A couple of men and women snuggled on the grass, the girl's gentle voice, delicate and domineering,
The boy rolled his eyes and retorted angrily, "You occupy all my time every day, and now you don't even let go of sleeping and dreaming, it's too cruel, can you still have some free space",
"Hmph, can't",
The girl was still delicate, which made the boy scratch his scalp violently, and said depressedly, "Then our daughter will be called Jiang Mengting in the future, and her nickname will be Mengmeng."
The picture of falling in love in college kept flashing in his mind, after Jiang Feng came back to his senses, his heart throbbed, and he was almost about to stop, he just made a joke at the beginning, but he didn't expect Wang Tingting to remember, if she hadn't taken the initiative to mention it, Jiang Feng would have even forgotten the meaning attached to the words 'Jiang Mengting'. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Tingting, I'm ......",
Jiang Feng opened his mouth, and in the middle of his words, he was interrupted by Wang Tingting again, "Don't say anything, no matter what happened before, we will never go back",
Wang Tingting affectionately stroked her daughter's little head, her eyes were full of pity and doting, and there was a bit of heartache and bitterness on her delicate cheeks.
Hearing this, Jiang Feng's ears suddenly roared, and his brain was buzzing, just now he had even thought about chasing Wang Tingting back desperately, but Wang Tingting's words once again made Jiang Feng realize his situation again,
yes, no matter what happened in the first place, we can't go back,
The first love between men and women, a few years apart, met by chance, and as a result, both parties had their own families, no matter how much they loved at the beginning, whether they loved to death or not, they were all in the past.
It is impossible to break up two families in order to make up for the former lovers,
It is even more impossible to abandon everything in order to redeem the residual dream in my heart,
That's right, we have all grown up, we are already adults, we can't continue to be carefree like when we were students, and we can't continue to spend the hard-earned money earned by our parents with peace of mind.
No matter how ugly the school uniform was, it couldn't be worn,
No matter how beautiful the first love is, it will never go back.
Tears of regret swirled in his eyes, making Jiang Feng immersed in pain and unable to extricate himself, he wanted to go back to his college days, rewrite the ending of the two breakups, and want to go back to the past to make up for the guilt of Wang Tingting in his heart.
I really want to go back to Wang Tingting's wedding scene and snatch her away,
"I haven't seen you for so many years, are you married"?
Wang Tingting wiped away her tears, her mood returned to calm, and she asked like an old friend she hadn't seen for many years, her voice interrupted the remorse in Jiang Feng's heart, making him not know how to answer this question,
"There are so many people chasing me, I don't even know which one to marry", Jiang Feng muttered,
"Poof...... You're still as narcissistic as ever."
Wang Tingting covered her mouth and chuckled, as if she had completely put aside the pain that had been hidden in her heart for many years,
The two fell silent again, and after a long time, Wang Tingting put away her smile and said in a calm tone, "If you meet someone you like, you must treat her well, maybe there are many girls in the current society who worship moneyism, but there are still many girls who are still simple-minded, they don't fancy your mansion, they don't fancy your sports car, they just want a true heart that loves each other until they grow old",
After speaking, Wang Tingting put down a hundred-yuan bill, got up and took the little nursery rhyme, and left, leaving Jiang Feng alone.
Seeing the back of Wang Tingting leaving, Jiang Feng felt remorseful, covered his face in pain, and cried in a low voice, more heartache than when he just broke up.
When they broke up, their roommate wanted to comfort him, so he said that Wang Tingting must have made a new boyfriend outside, so he proposed to break up, Jiang Feng was only angry and puzzled at that time, but he believed it to be true, and he always thought that Wang Tingting was sorry for himself.
But after today's chance encounter, Jiang Feng suddenly woke up to the fact that it was not Wang Tingting who was sorry for herself, but because she was obsessed with games, she ignored her feelings, and she did not fulfill her boyfriend's responsibilities.
When she first entered the workplace, she felt powerless and couldn't adapt, she only knew how to play games and never cared about her.
When she told herself on the phone that she was under pressure at work and begged for warmth, she was always impatient and anxious to hang up the phone so that she could continue to play games with her roommate.
"Game"?
Speaking of games, Jiang Feng's mood was extremely heavy for a while, if he hadn't been obsessed with playing games at the beginning, maybe he wouldn't have broken up with Wang Tingting, but if there was no game, how could he get a chance to travel through the Condor World to 'experience life'.
"If I could go back in time, I'd rather never play a game",
Jiang Feng thought regretfully, no matter how much he achieved in the Condor World, no matter how many honors he received, he couldn't bring it to reality after all, if he hadn't broken up at the beginning, maybe he would have a lovely daughter now, maybe he would have started kindergarten. (To be continued.) )