The one hundred and seventy-third episode is meticulous and pours out his feelings
"Unexpectedly, at this time, the alliance leader is still thinking about his subordinates. Cheng Feng slowly turned around and looked at Jian Chen on the bed.
The alliance leader's words strengthened the hearts of his subordinates, and also made his subordinates feel that their subordinates' decision was correct. β
Kneeling on the ground again, Cheng Feng kowtowed heavily to Jian Chen, and hurriedly pushed the door away.
Cheng Feng's repeated strange words made Chen Jian's heart not calm for a long time.
Although there are thousands of threads to be unraveled, there is one thing that Jian Chen can be sure of.
Chengfeng's meticulous work must not be his original intention, there should be some kind of hardship.
"Chen Jian!
Outside the door, Shangguan Yunrui was shouting in a hurry.
Before the voice could be heard, the man had already broken into the room.
Seeing Jian Chen lying on the bed and looking at him with his eyes open, Shangguan Yunrui seemed to have a stone falling to the ground in his heart.
"You're okay, you're okay, that's great. β
"I'm okay?" Chen Jian saw Shangguan Yunrui appear, and immediately put on a cold expression, "I'm still okay with my appearance now, what kind of miserable situation does the Shangguan Alliance leader want me to fall into?"
Jian Chen's words made Shangguan Yunrui stunned, but soon, his expression returned to the same as before.
"It's the senior brother who said the wrong thing, you should be beaten!"
Jian Chen frowned, not looking at Shangguan Yunrui's ridiculous appearance of pretending to hit him in the mouth. "The Lord of the Shangguan League is here to do something, do you want to see if I'm dead, or to appreciate my down-and-out appearance?"
There were thorns in his words, how could Shangguan Yunrui not hear it, he restrained the self-blame that was surging faintly in his heart, and said indifferently, "Brother Cheng escaped from prison, so I came to see you, worried about you?"
"You are a master and a servant, I am acting here before and after, you are not tired, I am tired!"
"What do you mean Big Brother Cheng came to look for you? Shangguan Yunrui immediately became vigilant.
"What else can I say, not to be as coy as you, to say some words of repentance, to show those sympathetic scenes to whom!"
Jian Chen's tone was not good, but he still told Shangguan Yunrui what Cheng Feng said to him in a different way.
"He's here to repent?" Shangguan Yunrui's eyes rolled with a contradictory look.
After placing Chen Jian, Shangguan Yunrui immediately found Cheng Feng, who was already in prison.
Chengfeng admits that he did everything by himself, and he also admitted that he was instructed by others to do this, but who was instructed and why, Chengfeng was silent.
After working together in Wulin Yuan for so many years, Chengfeng's personality Shangguan Yunrui knows that he is steady and capable, and he is not as impulsive and reckless as Lu Chong, but he is not as quick and reckless as Mei Songzhu and Lu Lingyue.
Chengfeng gave Shangguan Yunrui the feeling that he was a big brother, a big brother who really loved them.
He would do these things, and Shangguan Yunrui believed that he was forced.
But for so many years, Cheng Feng was alone, and he didn't even have anyone around him, Shangguan Yunrui couldn't think of what kind of coercion he had suffered.
couldn't find the reason for the incident, so Shangguan Yunrui had to investigate it himself.
The direction of his investigation was naturally Yan Songhe, the commander of the Praetorian Guard in the palace.
It's just that before he started the investigation, he found out that he had been poisoned.
After seeing a lot of doctors to no avail, Shangguan Yunrui was a little impatient.
Seeing Jian Chen lying on the bed with all his thoughts now, watching his former brother Cheng Feng silent in prison, and watching the mess in Wulin Yuan, Shangguan Yunrui felt that he was about to be driven crazy.
Especially when he heard that Cheng Feng had fled, he immediately thought of Jian Chen.
On the way here, his heart was full of trepidation.
He had already caused Jian Chen to be seriously hurt, and he couldn't imagine how he would deal with himself if Jian Chen did anything bad this time.
When he saw that Chen Jian was fine, Shangguan Yunrui's heart finally fell to the ground.
It's just that now that he heard Jian Chen say that Cheng Feng came to repent, his heart was even more determined in what he thought at the beginning.
There was an inexplicable comfort in his heart, Shangguan Yunrui knew that Cheng Feng must have been forced by others.
"After you asked, is there anything else that Shangguan Alliance Master has to do?" Chen Jian looked at Shangguan Yunrui steadily, and there was no trace of warmth in his tone.
"I know you hate me!" Shangguan Yunrui looked at Jian Chen's hostile eyes and was silent for a long time, and finally opened his mouth leisurely.
"If you are angry in your heart, scold it, even if you kill me with a sword, I will never fight back! Senior brother did not protect you well, it is the fault of senior brother. β
"Knowing that I can't kill you, do you want to ridicule me by saying this?" Seeing that Shangguan Yunrui was completely unmoved by his words, Jian Chen continued to mock.
Shangguan Yunrui didn't argue, just frowned and looked at Chen Jian's wrist, where there were still bright red traces.
Seeing that Shangguan Yunrui didn't refute, Jian Chen didn't say anything, he closed his eyes and stopped looking at him.
Shangguan Yunrui looked at Jian Chen's stubborn expression and felt guilty in his heart.
Even if the whole world doesn't believe him, how can you not believe him?
How can this man who obeys his words and never hurts anyone's life even if he is humiliated, believe that he is a murderer?
As long as you stick to your ideas and don't sway from side to side, this person will not fall into such a field.
Now that he made a wrong step, but caused such a bad result, how can he face the person in front of him?
Both hands couldn't help but grasp Chen Jian's wrist, Shangguan Yunrui's eyes looked at the wound on his wrist, and his body was trembling.
Jian Chen knew the guilt in Shangguan Yunrui's heart at this time, but he still didn't have a trace.
"Your injuries are almost healed, and you should be able to go down tomorrow. Shangguan Yunrui muttered, "Although I can't-"
Choked up, Shangguan Yunrui finally swallowed the words he wanted to say.
"You should still be able to take care of yourself in life. I will let Little Sister Wan Lin continue to take care of you, and when you are fully recovered, I will take good care of you and take care of you for the rest of your life. β
"You made me a waste, what qualifications do you have to say that you want to take care of me!" Jian Chen's tone was indignant, and he didn't accept Shangguan Yunrui's affection at all.
From the moment he entered the door, Jian Chen didn't give himself a good face, and Shangguan Yunrui's feelings became inexplicably irritable.
The Gu poison in his body had not yet been cleared, and Shangguan Yunrui felt that it was difficult for him to restrain his emotional fluctuations.
There was a rush of emotion in his heart, and he knew he might have another seizure.
Standing up suddenly, Shangguan Yunrui exhaled deeply.
"I-I'll come back to see you later. β
Covering his chest with his hands in pain, Shangguan Yunrui hurriedly opened the door and left.
Jian Chen watched Shangguan Yunrui snatch the door away, thinking that he must be angry with himself.
Although I felt a little unbearable, I didn't feel at ease.
It's better for you to hate me at this time than for me to be involved in you for the rest of my life.
Jian Chen said secretly in his heart.
It's just that Shangguan Yunrui left for only a while, and Wan Lin took a bowl of steaming porridge and stepped into the door again.
Carefully blowing the hot air on the porridge bowl, Wan Lin gently scooped a spoonful and sent it to Chen Jian's mouth.
As soon as he turned his head stubbornly, the spoon in Wan Lin's hand fell into the air.
Embroidered eyebrows frowned slightly, Wan Lin whispered softly, "You haven't eaten for a long time, so let's eat a little." β
Jian Chen didn't speak, just stubbornly turned his head and didn't look at Wan Lin.
Wan Lin sighed, knowing Jian Chen's character.
Helplessly, she put the porridge bowl on the table. "It doesn't matter if you don't want to eat now, tell me when you want to eat, and I'll help you warm it up." β
The considerate Wan Lin made Chen Jian's heart sour.
With such a woman by her side, is it the best ending for you to live an ordinary life?
However, these are just illusory, how can I have such a good blessing.
"Anyway, you don't want to eat it yet, so I'll talk to you. β
Wan Lin sat at the head of Jian Chen's bed and opened the conversation.
"Remember when we were seven or eight years old?
"I'm late to come back, and I have to suffer a lesson from my father, and every time you help me carry it-"
"Every year during the rare flowering season, we will go to the mountains to look for flowers and come back to make dried flowers-"ββ
Wan Lin was babbling, completely ignoring whether Jian Chen was listening or not.
And Chen Jian, his head kept turning to the bed, pretending not to care.
But he closed his eyes slightly, and listened quietly to Wan Lin's story.
The past of the Tianshan Mountains emerges one after another.
Jian Chen's thoughts slowly blurred.
Wan Lin said for a long time, and seeing that Jian Chen didn't seem to react, she gently lowered her head to look at him.
Seeing that the corners of Chen Jian's eyebrows did not move and his breathing was even, Wan Lin knew that Chen Jian must have fallen asleep.
It was already late, Wan Lin blew out the lights in the room, moved a chair by herself, lay on the head of Jian Chen's bed, and fell asleep in a daze.
In the dream, Wan Lin returned to her childhood, to the Tianshan faction, and to the days when she played with Jian Chen.
In her sleep, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and a gentle smile appeared on her slightly red face.
The night was dark, but Jian Chen suddenly woke up.
He froze, and his gaze fell to the head of his bed.
Wan Lin was lying there asleep, her hands clutching her wrists tightly, and a smile on her face.
It seemed that he had never looked at Wan Lin so quietly, and a burst of warmth rose in Jian Chen's heart.
As early as the Tianshan faction, Chen Jian hoped that one day he could stay with Wan Lin, and the two of them ignored the disputes in the rivers and lakes, found a place for men to farm and weave, and live a plain life. It's just that at that time, Wan Lin was the daughter of the head of the house, and she was an outsider who was not welcomed. Therefore, this hope of his is purely a hope.
And now, his wish is even more like a mirror.
From the beginning of being framed by Wan Qian, Jian Chen felt that he and Wan Lin were getting farther and farther away.
After so many turmoil, there always seems to be a layer of separation between himself and Wan Lin, and that layer of separation makes it a luxury for two people to meet.
Although, the glimmer of desire in my heart is still there, but it has long been out of reach.
Now, facing Wan Lin who was beside him, Jian Chen really wanted to get close to her and sue her.
Sue sΓΉ She is still the Chen Jian who was in the Tianshan Mountains at the beginning, or the Chen Jian who secretly went up and down the mountain with her.
But he knew that he couldn't, and now that he had come to this point, staying away was the best way out.