Chapter 177: If Life Is Only as First Seen
In this way, Tan Xiaotian and Leng Xinyan went all the way to Zhongzhou Tianjing. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
On this road, Leng Xinyan gradually became cheerful again, and she said that she was very happy to be with Tan Xiaotian every day! (You also inadvertently said that you like to be with me - you at the same table)
Although she knows that this is not a trip to the mountains and rivers, every time Tan Xiaotian can be together in a beautiful environment, it always makes her feel inexplicably romantic and happy.
But every time Leng Xinyan tried to say that he wanted to follow Tan Xiaotian all the time, he always bluntly refused and left no room for it.
"I'm a person who can easily get into trouble, you won't end well, youth, good years, you should have your own happiness!"
"Can't you retire to the rivers and lakes for me?" The moonlight was clearly sprinkled on the world, and the beautiful face of the cold new smoke under the moonlight was full of pleading, pitiful and moving!
But all that was answered to her was endless silence, like this stone that had stood silently on the side of the road for hundreds of years, like this long, lonely night!
"Retire to the rivers and lakes! For you? There was once a girl who said that to me?
It's that I can't stand you, but I'm getting deeper and deeper, and I can't retreat!
Originally, I just wanted to find a job, then I wanted to go home, and then I wanted to be with her, but I don't know why, but I fell deeper and deeper!" Tan Xiaotian left the car and the bonfire, and stayed quietly in the dark jungle alone, thinking, lonely and lonely, even the beautiful moonlight could not change the desperate aura on his body.
Last night
Leng Xinyan once again asked Tan Xiaotian to accompany her to the water's edge, she gently took off her clothes, looked at Tan Xiaotian with dark and bright eyes, and said softly: "I want to give myself to you completely!"
The bright moonlight shone on her beautiful white body, like a goddess under the stars.
Tan Xiaotian turned around at the moment of the beginning and silently refused.
"I'm not repaying you, I'm not thanking you for your favor, I really feel happy to be with my beloved------ even one night!"
Tan Xiaotian did not move, did not speak, and did not look back.
"You dislike me, I'm clean, no one spoils -----"
"Don't talk nonsense, don't talk about yourself like that, you are a very good girl, you have to protect yourself well and cherish yourself!"
Tan Xiaotian's tone sank and interrupted Leng Xinyan, and then said softly.
Finally, he had a little more than that, turned around, and gently hugged Leng Xinyan.
"This is the only thing I can give you, and I sincerely wish you happiness!"
Under the moonlight, Leng Xinyan was crying, Chu Chu was pitiful, she was suddenly a little unwilling, and shouted excitedly:
"Have you ever liked me?"
But the only one who responded to him was Tan Xiaotian, who always refused to answer.
After a long time, Tan Xiaotian finally spoke: "If life is only as it was when I first saw it, what is the autumn wind and sad fan!" There are two sentences he didn't say, but he silently read in his heart, "Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable!" "Is it my heart that is changeable, or is this world impermanent always changing a person unconsciously?"
Tan Xiaotian didn't know.
He has always been hard-hearted, unmoved, no matter what, he has made up his mind that he will never affect another person who loves him deeply.
Because, without me, you will live a happier life!
So this night, Tan Xiaotian and Leng Xinyan were full of worries, and no one slept!
Love is a big problem for Tan Xiaotian, "Have you ever liked you?" I have been asking myself all the way" Tan Xiaotian looked at the cold new smoke holding her hands tightly by the bonfire, and found that her eyes were so beautiful, but there were still residual tears on them! Her sleeping face was so peaceful, only her brows frowned from time to time!
Seven hundred days to look for swordsmen, a few times back leaves and branches. Since I saw the peach blossoms, I have no doubt about it until now!
The next day, Leng Xinyan had regained her calm, and she said to Tan Xiaotian: "Even if we can't be together in the end, I won't forget him, and I should cherish this beautiful time even more!"
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"It's almost there!" Tan Xiaotian said lightly in the carriage. Despite this, Leng Xinyan still understood, and she was no longer the daughter of the past. Sensitive she knew that Tan Xiaotian's three words were urging her and "driving" her away!
"I have an aunt who is a disciple of a sect in Zhongzhou, since you don't want me to follow you, then I can only go to the fence!" Leng Xinyan also said softly, but these words were like a ruthless sword piercing Tan Xiaotian's heart.
But Tan Xiaotian couldn't say anything.
"Believe me, even if you send someone under the fence, you are definitely happier than following someone who has no future!" Tan Xiaotian said silently in his heart.
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The two arrived in a city, although the city was very large and prosperous, but the time of separation was getting closer and closer, Leng Xinyan gradually became silent, almost didn't speak, and it was rare to show his face, but Tan Xiaotian could see the insincerity and forced laughter.
"I'm going to change the carriage! you wait here for a while!" Tan Xiaotian felt really uncomfortable, and wanted to leave for a while.
"This carriage has been with me these days, giving us, no, it has given me a lot of good meetings and happiness, you must not like the new and hate the old, treat them harshly!" Leng Xinyan's words were like a sharp knife stabbing at Tan Xiaotian.
But Tan Xiaotian was still indifferent and turned to leave.
Only Leng Xinyan looked at his back, telling himself to be strong, with tears in his eyes, and silently said, "I'm sorry, I don't want to do this either!"
Tan Xiaotian bought two more horses, and then found a honest family and gave them two old horses, the only entrustment was to hope that they could treat these two beasts better, because this was the only request of that stupid woman, Tan Xiaotian said silently.
After finishing all this, after rushing back, Tan Xiaotian immediately found out that something was wrong, something happened!
"Little brother, what about the woman in this person just now?" Tan Xiaotian's heart tightened, and he hurriedly found the owner of a stall next to him and asked.
"Which one?"
"It was with me just now!" Tan Xiaotian couldn't help but start nervous in his heart, staring at the person in front of him, for fear that some bad news would come out of his mouth!
"Oh, you said that?, well, she's out of luck and in big trouble!" replied the man with a sigh.
"What! What a big trouble!" Tan Xiaotian's eyes changed, that person was just an ordinary person, but he couldn't see that he was already murderous in his eyes! Don't look at Tan Xiaotian's care for both horses, you must know that the world's first animal protection ordinance is still the credit of Hitler, but when it is time to kill people, he will definitely not be merciful, you must know that crocodile tears are not for everyone! )