Chapter 53 I don't know what to do, and I go deep
At this moment, Yun Cuixian stepped forward and gently patted Chu Youcai's shoulder and said, "Official, I'm fine, it's just that you have worked hard to cultivate like this, and I will help you relax and relax." ”
Somehow, there was a little confusion in her eyes at the moment, and she seemed to be a little distracted.
Chu Youcai enjoyed this warmth, sighed softly and said: "Cui Xian, we are husband and wife, we are dependent on each other in this life, no matter what I do, it is for you, do you know?"
Yun Cuixian said softly: "The concubine knows. But as she said this, her eyes were a little uncertain.
Chu Youcai shook his head and said, "You don't know. In fact, in my eyes, all things are equal, and men and women are also equal, so you and I don't have a burden, don't have pressure, if you feel that I am doing something wrong, you can tell me. ”
"Are men and women equal?" Yun Cuixian savored carefully, and suddenly felt that Chu Youcai was so flawless, and this kind of concept had an unprecedented impact on her.
Chu Youcai nodded.
"However, there are many things I can't help you!" Yun Cuixian said seriously.
Chu Youcai said gently: "There is an end to manpower, but there is no end to the heart. Sometimes moral support is more important than anything else. ”
Hearing this, Yun Cuixian took a deep breath, then sighed very softly and calmly, and said softly, "Official, I will always support you." No matter what grievances you receive, no matter what infamy, no matter what the world thinks of you, my heart will not change. ”
Chu Youcai smiled slightly and said, "Me too." ”
Yun Cuixian's fist was weak and boneless at the moment, knocking on Chu Youcai's shoulder, in this silent night, it was even more warm, and then she still said softly: "Today I went to Wanru's mother, and I heard her say that Wanru has suffered a lot of grievances since she was a child, including Wanru's father is also full of rejection of Wanru's desire for freedom, and finally she left home to worship Yuan Zhenren as a teacher, but many people accused her of being unfilial. ”
Chu Youcai couldn't help but sigh and said, "Those who don't understand her, whether they support her or not, I don't think it matters to Shangguan Wanru." There will inevitably be many people who will deeply praise and identify with her. Chu Youcai paused and continued: "I have always liked chivalry since I was a child, and in order to become a chivalrous warrior, it is inevitable to pay some sacrifices, and characters such as Erniang and Wanru, their hearts are in the world, how can ordinary people understand?"
"Will the official support her well?" said Yun Cuixian.
"Of course. ”
"If she is in trouble, will the officials help her?" Yun Cuixian continued.
"Of course. Chu Youcai did not hesitate. Although Shangguan Wanru was indifferent, he suffered a lot of bitterness, and he naturally had a lot of sympathy in his heart.
"Is the official willing to marry her?" At this moment, Yun Cuixian's eyes were as clear as the turquoise pool water.
Chu Youcai couldn't believe his ears: "What?"
Yun Cuixian's fingers trembled, but her voice became firm: "I mean, is the official willing to accept her as his wife?"
Chu Youcai said in a deep voice, "Do you know what you're talking about? Why do you have such thoughts?"
Yun Cuixian calmed down and said, "I know. I mean, if Sister Wanru had such an idea, would the officials accept her?"
Chu Youcai smiled bitterly, he couldn't tell whether Yun Cuixian was joking or serious at the moment, but his face immediately rose resolutely: "Cuixian, first of all, I don't like three wives and four concubines, that's not equality." ”
"Secondly, I admire chivalrous warriors, and I also have a good impression of Shangguan Wanru, but my understanding of love is that I don't know what to do, and I go deep, if there is no love, where does the marriage come from? I just regard her as a sister next door. ”
Speaking of this, Chu Youcai's face became solemn, and his voice was full of sincerity: "Cuixian, I told you that I am unswervingly committed to you and only love you alone......"
Yun Cuixian was stunned, at this moment, she didn't expect Chu Youcai to reveal such a heart, she couldn't help but say softly: "But, isn't it normal to have three wives and four concubine......s?"
Chu Youcai shook his head and said: "Everyone's emotions are limited, and when the pay is not proportional to the return, it will cause a huge gap, which will inevitably lead to some people being unhappy." So my wish is to protect the people I cherish around me. ”
At this moment, Chu Youcai remembered his sister in his previous life, he did his best, and he didn't protect her well, and in this life, he must not taste such pain again!
"Protect all the people around you?" Yun Cuixian couldn't help but be stunned when she heard Chu Youcai's words like golden jade.
Chu Youcai stood up immediately, gently took the beautiful girl in front of him into his arms, and said, "Madam, can you tell me why you said this today?"
Yun Cuixian hesitated for a moment, and finally said all the things that the old lady said today.
Chu Youcai couldn't help but smile slightly, feeling pity and amusement in his heart, and said: "Marriage is a lifelong thing, and when others ask for it, you will soften your heart?
"Huh?" Yun Cuixian couldn't help blushing, and said nervously, "I'm sorry, official, I was wrong......
Seeing Yun Cuixian like this, Chu Youcai couldn't help but feel warm in his heart, at this moment he remembered that Yun Cuixian gave up ten years of life to make up for his three-year yang life for himself, and he was extremely moved and pitiful in his heart, and said at the moment: "Cuixian, in fact, I know, you have always wanted to know about my past, you want to know how I swallowed my anger in the county king's mansion, how I hid my invisibility, you want to understand me, right?"
Yun Cuixian was stunned, she didn't expect that what she was thinking in her heart, Chu Youcai would have known it a long time ago.
Chu Youcai then said softly: "Actually, I don't want to think back to that time, maybe it can be said that I have amnesia, I can only remember some mottled fragmented memories, but after all, I still endured it...... That time was the darkest time of my life, until I met you. ”
"However, there were many people around me secretly spying on me at that time, and I had to show stubbornness and let you down. Chu Youcai looked at Yun Cuixian and said warmly: "Fortunately, I finally got a new life." No matter what wind and rain there is in the future, let's face it together. ”
Yun Cuixian couldn't help but hug Chu Youcai in front of her hard at this moment, she didn't expect that at this moment she entered Chu Youcai's heart, what she wanted to know, what she wanted to understand, finally understood everything.
A tear fell softly between her brows, glittering.
Those were tears of happiness.
As the official said, "I don't know what to do, go deep", this is another song that makes people lose their minds.
At this moment, she felt that her body was light, she had been picked up by Chu Youcai, and was carried into the house, at this moment, her whole body was like a fire, obviously she had understood what would happen next, she was nervous and expectant, but at the same time she remembered something, and couldn't help but say: "Official, don't you think about that Wanru sister anymore?"
Chu Youcai couldn't help but laugh for a while, and then said cautiously: "I will not mention this matter in the future." But the body is like a light ape, the body is like a light ape, the fingertips pop out the wind, the candle flame is extinguished, the hand is like lightning, and the quilt has been wrapped together with Yun Cuixian's clothes.
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