Having lived in Lucia's mansion for so long, Sophia certainly knew Jonathan's situation, this thin teenager was a completely ordinary human being, without a prominent identity, no transcendent status, no strength beyond the reach of ordinary people, and no outstanding personality, like ordinary people, in order to survive, he lost his characteristics and sharpened his edges and corners.

Sophia was shocked when she first learned about this, she couldn't imagine why Jonathan could be favored by Lucia and accepted by the critical Einstein, in Sophia's opinion, the difference between Lucia and Jonathan was like the sun and moon hanging in the sky and the stones in the mire, in essence, they were very different.

In any case, Sophia's hope was unattainable for Jonathan, and the originally active heart fell silent again.

-- I'm really not as firm as the minister said. The final struggle was shattered before it could begin, and Sophia laughed self-deprecatingly.

One looked at Sophia for the city, and then at Jonathan. This is indeed just a small person, they are not afraid of Einstein's revenge, but they are willing to fulfill the princess's careful thoughts.

So one of them commanded the city to the group of guards and attendants around him.

"It's just an inconsequential little guy who doesn't have an impact on our actions and doesn't have the value of our time. ”

The people knew what the princess meant, and it was only a trivial request, so they agreed.

"Please get on your way, Your Highness Princess, the King is still waiting for you. ”

After saying that, one of them made a 'please' gesture to Sophia for the city.

Sophia bowed slightly to one person for the city, not knowing whether to agree with the suggestion of one person for the city, or to express her gratitude for the acquiescence of one person for the city.

It wasn't until everyone gathered around Princess Sophia that he passed by him, Jonathan sorted out the general situation in his mind, and he didn't care about being frightened at the moment, he hurriedly got up from the ground and stretched out his hand to Sophia's back in a panic.

Sophie ....... ”

Before he could say his name, Jonathan couldn't make a sound, and his outstretched hand froze.

Sophia was right in front of her, but there was an insurmountable gulf in the middle, and Jonathan couldn't make any further movements, not because of external interference, but because of his own fear.

The other party didn't pay attention to himself because the other party knew that he didn't have the ability or courage to do anything, but once he did it, then he changed from an inconsequential little person to a little person looking for death, and he didn't have to think about it to know that only death was waiting for him.

Just like Sophia thought, Jonathan Joestar is just an ordinary person with no prominent status, no transcendent status, no strength beyond the reach of ordinary people, and no outstanding personality, he does not have the courage to face danger, let alone take the initiative to find it.

So, Jonathan lowered his outstretched hand.

It's not your fault, Jonathan, you're just a normal person with no power, it's not your fault, Jonathan, you just chose the option that everybody would choose, it's not your fault, Jonathan, you're just self-aware, it's not your fault, Jonathan, you just want to live.

Finding excuse after excuse over and over again, Jonathan tries to convince himself, convince himself not to feel guilty, to convince himself not to loathe himself.

- And Princess Sophia only went back to the palace to enjoy the blessings, not to suffer. This last reason

Things soon turned around again, and under Jonathan's guilty gaze, Sophia turned around.

Jonathan, who thought that the other party wanted to ask for help, was so frightened that he hurriedly lowered his head and did not dare to look at Sophia's eyes, he was afraid to see sadness, anger, contempt, and despair from it.

But Sophia didn't plan to do this, she didn't know what Jonathan was thinking, or even if she knew, she could understand, her clenched fists became harder and harder.

With each step Sophia takes, the discomfort in her heart increases, so she has to admit that she can't say goodbye without saying goodbye, and even if she can't see each other again, she still hopes that she can stay in Lucia's heart.

So Sophia forced herself to smile, an ugly smile, a sad smile.

"Can you bring me a message for Lucia?"

Jonathan's body trembled, he never thought that Sophia's request would be such a simple and trivial matter.

Not daring to look up, Jonathan just nodded deeper.

Seeing Jonathan nodding, Sophia breathed a sigh of relief, she was afraid that the other party would refuse, even if it was just a small thing that could be done easily, the other party did not have much possibility of refusal, and Sophia would still suffer from gains and losses.

"Tell Lucia ....... ”

At this point, Sophia was in trouble again.

What should I say?The sad parting made Lucia remember her more, but Sophia wasn't sure if she had that weight in Lucia's heart, and even if she did, Sophia was reluctant to make Lucia sad.

Does this frighten Lucia, or backfire Lucia to hate herself.

No, no, I don't want a carefully selected goodbye, I just want to leave myself a little bond with Lucia at the end, even if it's not so unforgettable, even if it's not ****, even if it doesn't show love.

No longer impatient, Sophia suddenly remembered the time when she came home late and missed dinner, and Lucia gently left the food for herself, which was the first time Sophia felt Lucia's care.

It's just a trivial matter, maybe Lucia herself doesn't remember this unintentional act, but it has indeed become a precious memory for Sophia.

Even Sophia herself didn't know that her smile had become gentle and sweet, no longer forced to laugh. She said softly with this bright smile.

"Tell her you don't have to leave me dinner anymore. ”

After saying that, Sophia waited for Jonathan's answer, which was important to Sophia and she had to get Jonathan's assurance.

But after waiting for a while, seeing that Jonathan was just staring blankly at her, Sophia wanted to speak again, but at that moment, a hot drop of water dripped on her cheek.

With a tight heart, Sophia raised her hand to wipe it in front of her eyes, and what she touched was really the same hot spot, she put her fingers in front of her eyes, and her fingertips were stained with clear tears.

Looking blankly at the tears on her fingertips, Sophia's mind was a little confused, and the tears seemed to overflow from the bottom of her heart, and at the same time, they also brought out the emotions she was desperately suppressing.

The tears were getting more and more, and Sophia could only bite her lip and turn around forcefully, leaving Jonathan alone in place.

Watching Sophia turn away, Jonathan came back from his stupor, he had a hard time explaining why he was in a daze, it was too complicated, too simple.

Sophie, who was crying and smiling, was too fragile, and the tenderness and sweetness in her smile could not ease the sadness, because behind that was the same weight of despair.

Jonathan's face turned pale, and his excuses were so fragile under Sophia's tears, whether he wanted it or not.

He is a coward, not because he has no strength, but because he has no courage, and he is a bastard, not because he has done bad things, but because he has done nothing.

Jonathan gritted his teeth, his delicate face looking hideous with anger.

Damn, damn it, damn it, damn it!!

Damn yourself!!

Jonathan suddenly understood that Einstein had always called himself a mud mouse, not because he had no glamorous background, Einstein never cared about this, Einstein was satirizing his worthless life and humble character.

Ahh

Perhaps, but is it really meaningful to live just to live?

Jonathan put his hand into his arms, and there was an iron box inside, which was the gun box that Einstein had made for himself, and it contained the "Winchester" that he had never used before.

Holding the tin box in his hand, knowing what he was going to do, Jonathan felt that the tin box was like a piece of red-hot iron, which made Jonathan tremble.

-- Maybe die...... No, I'm definitely going to die. Jessica's pure smile without a trace of impurities flashed in front of him, and Jonathan smiled heartily, feeling that he must be crazy, obviously so reluctant to let go, but unexpectedly had no intention of stopping.

Sixteen years of living like a rat for you, at least be a man at the end.

PS: Should Jonathan's fight be skipped?