In the spring of the twenty-fifth year of Song Gaozong's Shaoxing (1155), the scenery was still the same, and the flowers were blooming, but the poet Lu You's heart was piled up with depression and depression that were difficult to dispel. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Just a year ago, he went to Lin'an to participate in the Ministry of Rites examination, and he was full of hope that he was winning and soaring to the sky...... But for some reason, maybe it was Qin Xun, the grandson of Qin Hui, the prime minister of the dynasty, who took the second place in the exam, or maybe he was young and frivolous, and he discussed a few words of government affairs in front of the public, and he, Lu Wuguan, who was at the top of the list, was actually removed!

The frustrated Lu You's heart was sprinkled with wind and rain.

He reluctantly returned to Shanyin, and he was so sad that he had to place his affection on the green mountains and green waters of his hometown: or go in and out of the tavern to chant poems, or wander the wild temple to find the ancient times, or linger in the market to sing and cry, with a green shirt and a five-foot body, gloomily carrying the pride of swallowing the ages.

Get on the horse and kill the crazy Hu, and get off the horse to write the military book.

However, at noon on that spring day, in the Shen Garden of Yuji Temple in Yuezhou, a chance meeting still uncovered the wounds that the poet could not heal in his life.

He met his ex-wife Tang Wan.

Shen Garden is located in the southeast of Shanyin City, with elegant layout, sparse flowers and trees, and is a good place to enjoy spring. The two met unexpectedly on a small bridge, staring at each other, not knowing where to start. - Tang Wan is followed by her remarried husband Zhao Shicheng, a kind-hearted scholar. They had no choice but to be silent, passing by, strangers to each other. Alas, even if you can talk, what can you say? Lu You was overwhelmed with grief, his liver and intestines were broken, and the memories that had been closed for many years rushed out at once after a fierce collision—

Tang Wan, all his injuries, his pain......

At this moment, those old grievances and grievances are like sprouting branches and leaves, which thrive in the poet's heart with the seasons: ten years ago, in the fourteenth year of Shaoxing, he was only twenty years old, and he was talented and married his uncle's daughter Tang Wan; his cousin was elegant and beautiful, and he liked to sing Fu, and there was always a certain shyness and surprise on his face...... Two people spent the moon before and after, sang and harmonized with each other, and spent such a beautiful time in life!

However, the nightmare finally came.

Tang Wan can't have children.

Because of this, the mother-in-law was very disgusted with her daughter-in-law, the contradiction gradually intensified, the conflict continued to escalate, and after several quarrels, Lu You finally couldn't resist the mother who was looking for death and life, wrote a letter of resignation, and sent his cousin back to his parents' home. At the time of parting, the two hugged tightly, looked at each other, and let the tears penetrate their clothes again and again. Tang Wan later married fellow villager Zhao Shicheng, and he Lu Wuguan is now the father of three children!

The spring breeze blows the land tour that has fallen into confusion and trance.

He woke up, followed Tang Wan's figure, came to the willow tree by the lotus pond, and looked from afar, only to see that she was drinking with her husband in the water pavilion at this time. Bowing his head and frowning, jade hands and red sleeves, this familiar scene directly stirred Lu You's heart. Yesterday was not today's dream, all kinds of infatuations entangled in his heart, he couldn't help but feel emotional, and wrote a "hairpin head phoenix" on the wall of Shen Yuan:

Red crisp hands, yellow silk wine, the city is full of spring palace wall willows.

The east wind is evil, the joy is thin, a sorrow, and a few years away.

Wrong, wrong, wrong.

Spring is as old as ever, people are empty and thin, and tears are red and silky.

The peach blossoms fall, the idle pond pavilion, although the mountain league is there, the brocade book is difficult to support.

Mo, Mo, Mo.

After that, Lu You served as the chief secretary of Ningde County, Fuzhou, and left his hometown of Shanyin far away, running north and south, and had a bumpy life.

In the spring of the following year, Tang Wan came to Shen Garden again, wandered between the winding corridors, and caught a glimpse of this song "Hairpin Phoenix". Under the recitation, my heart was touched, and I didn't realize that I also picked up a pen and a poem. Soon after, he died of depression.

The world is thin, people are evil, and the rain sends dusk flowers to fall.

The wind is dry, the tears are remnant, the desire to write about the heart, and the monologue is oblique.

Hard, hard, hard!

People are different, today is not yesterday, and the sick soul is often like a swing.

The sound of the horn is cold, the night is dark, I am afraid of people asking questions, and I pretend to be happy with tears.

Hide, hide, hide!

Tang Wan should be a woman who values love and friendship, but her fate is not good.

Originally, the combination between her and Lu You was very perfect, but she was involuntary and ruined by the world; Zhao Shicheng gave her fame and emotional comfort, and gave her tolerance and understanding, but she couldn't forget it in her heart. I can't forget but I can't tell it, I beat my spirit and deal with insomnia. Even if she dragged her thin sick body, she had to wipe away her tears and avoid rumors, after all, Zhao Shicheng did not embarrass her.

"Afraid of people asking, crying and pretending to be happy".

That unforgettable relationship has been tormenting her, and she is getting haggard day by day......

In the first year of Guangzong Shaoxi (1190), the sixty-six-year-old Lu You returned to his quiet and simple hometown thirty-five years after leaving Shanyin; at the age of sixty-seven, he revisited Shen Garden; at the age of seventy-five, he lived near Shen Garden, "every time he entered the city, he would climb the temple and look at it, and he could not overcome his feelings"; at the age of eighty-one, forty years after Tang Wan's death, the poet who was in his last years still did not forget his cousin in his sleep, and did not forget the scene of the meeting in Shen Yuan!

In the spring of the second year of Ningzong Jiading (1209), Lu You was eighty-four years old, this was the last spring of the poet's life, peach red and willow green, he was still supported by his children and grandchildren despite his old age and declining health, and went to Shen Yuan to compose a seven-word poem "Spring Outing":

The flowers in Shen's home are like brocade, and half of them are the ones who knew and let go back then.

I also believe that the beauty will eventually become soil, and the dream is too hurried!

The talented young man back then, now that his face is full of wind and frost, and his description is withered, looking at Shen Yuan, where should he go to find the woman he will never forget in his life?

The jade bones have long been in the spring under the soil, and the ink marks are still locked in the dust between the walls.

The mournful eyes, the heavy steps, the helpless, and the appearance of wanting to stop talking, seem to be everywhere? Tang Wan's long skirt dragged to the ground, her face was hung with the shyness and surprise of the past, and a pair of beautiful big eyes stared at the sad Lu You, and slowly walked across the small bridge: "Come, follow me." ”

Lu You muttered, "I'm old, I can't keep up." ”

Tang Wan stretched out her hand: "Take my hand." ”

"Red Crisp Hands ......" (To be continued.) )