Chapter 16 I'm tired of studying?

The change of the black spot this time made Xu Lai realize the importance of his mentality, every change in his mood is reflected in the soul, if he does not pay attention, it is likely that the elimination of the black spot is far away.

"There are only two black spots left, tomorrow I will go to someone to ask about the situation of the 'coal brother', no matter what, let's find out first. As for ...... now," Xu Lai sighed with a headache, "This learning is the real big problem, tired of learning, tired of learning, how many students can not be tired of learning? Can you still change the mentality of being tired of learning into a mentality of loving learning?"

Xu Lai took out all the high school books with some pain, and lay on the bed and read them leisurely.

Anyway, it's a big night, I can't sleep, and I don't have anything to do, so I just review my books and pass the time.

"Huh, why is it so simple?" After reading the book, it didn't take long for Xu Lai to realize that something was wrong, mainly because the content of the book was really too simple.

I understood it at a glance, and I still remembered it in my heart.

"It's really strange, it's so easy to understand, why can't I understand it before?"

Xu Lai remembered that when he reviewed before, he still wanted to review all the books of all subjects, but not long after the plan started, he reluctantly gave up, because he couldn't understand it at all, and he couldn't remember it.

"It's simple, it's really simple!Wait, I know......" Xu Laimeng suddenly realized, he is not the same person he used to be, as the black spots in his soul are cleared, he is becoming more and more intelligent. It's not trivial to review this kind of thing.

Xu Laiqiu's eyes lit up with excitement.

"I don't know how smart I am right now, well, I've got to find something to test. ”

"Yes, come up with a few questions, let yourself do the math, won't you know?"

Xu Lai quickly found the paper and pen, and then began to write questions on the paper.

"8898 + 7684 = 16582, 24657 + 95646 = 120303......" Xu Lai put down his pen like a fly, quickly came up with the question, however, soon, he found that the situation was wrong, because the question had just been written, and he calculated the answer in his heart. The whole process was not even realized by himself.

"Is this too easy to ask? Okay, then it's a little more difficult. ”

"847 times 659 equals ?558173. Or is it too simple, then another one, 6597 times 7489? 49404933? This can be out in seconds? What about the more difficult one, 84596 times 47853? It seems to be ...... 4048172388?”

The first two still came up with the answer in an instant, but by the time of the last one, it was nearly three seconds of thinking, and the answer was no longer completely certain.

Xu Lai took the calculator and calculated, although the result was still correct, Xu Lai still knew his limit, which should be around the multiplication of five digits.

"I thought my brain could be compared to a computer, but I didn't expect it to be so bad. Xu Lai was a little disappointed at first, but soon became excited again. Would a fool compare his brain with a computer? With such mental arithmetic ability, if he is not satisfied, he will simply thunder and thunder.

And if you have such a mind and can't get the college entrance examination, then you should buy a piece of tofu and shoot yourself to death.

After having a strong mind, Xu Lai feels that he is now full of interest when he reads books, as for being tired of studying, he is tired of your sister!

In fact, only people who can't see hope will get tired of studying, and now Xu Lai feels that he has a bright future.

At this time, with the change of Xu Lai's mentality, a black spot in his soul that represented disgust with learning suddenly slowly faded.

After feeling the change in himself, Xu Lai also penetrated his consciousness into his soul and saw the black dots that were dissipating.

There are a lot of negative emotions contained in this black spot, not only representing his disgust with learning, but also the crazy emotions under the strange eyes of countless people when he first changed schools. It was an extremely sad memory, the ridiculed gaze of countless people, the incomprehensible gaze, the inexplicable gaze, it almost drove people crazy, Xu Lai didn't know how he had endured that time.

Fortunately, at this time, with the change of Xu Lai's mentality, these things can no longer affect him. What filled his heart was an endless amount of self-confidence, and he believed that he was now capable and had the opportunity to give a huge slap in the face to those who had seen his jokes.

Xu Lai clenched his fists tightly, and when he opened his eyes, his eyes were already full of infinite fighting spirit.

In the soul, the penultimate black dot has completely disappeared, and this time the disappearance of the black dot was very smooth, and no new black dots were produced, and it also brought greater changes to his soul.

It made his soul denser and more crystal clear, as if it were as dazzling as crystal, but unfortunately, there was one of the largest black spots in it. It seems that all the negative emotions are absorbed by that black spot, and this last black dot has become unusually large.

"This is the black spot on behalf of Brother Coal, it seems that this last black spot wants to be eliminated, I'm afraid it will not be easy. ”

Xu Lai experienced the memory in the black spot again, it was still the scene of being robbed by Brother Coal when he was a teenager, however, the teenager in his memory, his emotions have become richer, hatred, helplessness, sadness, fear, etc., all kinds of negative emotions are condensed together, even if Xu Lai at this time, there is a feeling of empathy.

Xu Lai took a few deep breaths, and his eyes gradually calmed down.

Xu Lai should be glad that he was born in such a peaceful era and has not experienced any major events, so his heart is still full of benevolence, and he does not have so many deep hatreds, otherwise, if the soul wants to be purified to this extent, it is simply whimsical.

Like those disciples of the Huanglong Sect, or they have the hatred of destroying their families in their hearts, or the hatred of destroying the clan in their hearts, or the hatred of taking their wives, and more importantly, in such a sect, all kinds of hatred missed because of chance and opportunity are endless, today I seized your opportunity, and tomorrow my opportunity was robbed by you again.

If it is uneven, there will be negative emotions, but on the contrary, such negative emotions are not easy to resolve. In the face of a little grievance suffered by my parents, I can see it in my heart, but in the face of these so-called fellow doors, why should I see it?

You took away my opportunity and robbed me of the treasure I fancied, do you want me to see it?

Of course not, since you can't see it, then for the sake of cultivation, you have to get rid of you, but killing people is a foul, even if you really get rid of it, there will be other negative emotions in your heart, such as being afraid that things will be exposed, feeling that you shouldn't kill people, and so on.

In this way, the negative emotions in his heart are simply endless, and this is also the reason why Huanglongzong has the "Invincible Heart Sutra", but it has fallen step by step.