Under Lin Zhijun's care, although the idea of suicide was dispelled, sullenness has become an inherent mentality. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

The battle outside Handan City made him pay a terrible price. Moreover, it is more painful than death. After the paralysis of the lower half of his body, not only did he not be able to walk on the field, but what was even more difficult was that he even relied on the help of others for his normal life.

There were many times when Hai Tianchou begged Lin Zhijun with tears in his eyes to let him end his life early. However, it was strongly opposed by Lin Zhijun, so there was a big quarrel. Since then, he has not mentioned the words of suicide, but the sadness in his heart is always stimulating him to think like that. After all, such a way of life is the most drastic test for anyone.

I don't know what it was because of today, Hai Tianchou actually began to refuse to eat again.

"What the hell do you want? I don't really know how to do it. ”

With crying and few tears, Lin Zhijun stood quietly in front of the bed.

"I don't want you to do anything, you just give me a little pain and let me die. ”

Very firm, but with resentment to speak.

Hai Tian's red eyes were staring, and he seemed to have reached the point of anger.

His hands kept rubbing against each other, but he was very annoyed scratching everywhere.

"No one wants to do this, but it's become a fact, so you can't wait quietly!

Lin Zhijun's speech was already a prayer of mourning.

She didn't expect that he would always be strong, tenacious, but very cheerful. It was so frustrated in the pain. Moreover, the calm and amiable personality before has also become a violent temper that is easily irritated.

"I know it's fate, it's a fact that you can't choose. However, I also have the right to choose whether or not to continue to persevere! How can you ruthlessly deprive me of even this demand! I really can't hold on to this kind of lying life. ”

When it came to the end, Hai Tianchou turned out to be crying with tears.

"I'm free, everybody is free. Let me lie down like this, and in the case of delaying you, I will also delay the major affairs of the entire Kansai expeditionary army. To you, for the sake of our visit, you have met my request!"

He was already in tears, his hands clenched into fists and pleading.

It seemed that at this moment, he had thought through everything and everything. However, the only thing he didn't think through was how to get Lin Zhijun to do it.

"Zhijun, I know you can't do it, as long as you put some arsenic in my bowl, everything will be free. ”

He stared at Lin Zhijun, who was already crying.

"Don't say it, it's impossible, and I'll never do it. ”

After Lin Zhijun finished shouting, the moment he covered his cheeks with his hands, he turned around and hurriedly ran outside the house.

She didn't want to be pricked by Haitian's sorrowful pleading, and she didn't want to see his tormented demeanor. Maybe after dodging, he can think more quietly.

"To you, is Tianchou losing his temper again!"

With a low question, Luo Jingfeng had already stood by Lin Zhijun's side.

When he raised his head suddenly and wiped away his tears, Lin Zhijun nodded lightly.

"He was clamoring for me to put some arsenic in his bowl, and he didn't want to live like this. ”

As soon as the words were finished, the two lines of hot tears, like the flow of water bursting the embankment, suddenly surged to his cheeks, but they rolled down sharply.

"How can he think like that! Is it because I haven't come to see him recently, and he feels uncomfortable to do this? It should be said that he is not this kind of character!"

Luo Jingfeng began to feel anxious.

Hai Tianchou is his real brother, and he is the one who can join King Xiao's account. He can get to where he is today, without Hai Tianchou's support all the way, he can't become his current strength at all.

At this time, Luo Jingfeng's greatest wish was to let Hai Tianchou get back on his feet, fight side by side, and continue to gallop on the strangulation field. However, he also knew very well in his heart that it had been an accurate decision after several Lang Zhong's visits, and there was no hope at all.

In order to allow Haitianchou to recover, Luo Jingfeng once disregarded his personal consumption of vitality, and wanted to use his true qi and strength to support Haitianchou's recovery. But in the end, it all ended in failure and aggravated the pain of Haitian sorrow.

"Since he became like this, his personality is completely different from before. It's either a big noise or a hunger strike, but I don't know how to become so resolute today, and I don't even look like I'm going to be obedient at all. ”

Lin Zhijun said, looked up at the heavy and slightly bruised face of Luo Jingfeng, and lowered his head hurriedly.

She didn't want Luo Jingfeng to see her helpless appearance, and she didn't want him to see her powerless demeanor.

"Zhijun, don't be anxious first, Tianchou must have done this because he didn't want you to suffer. In fact, we should all think about him, suddenly becoming such a person, it is a psychologically uncomfortable process for everyone. ”

"I know, I'm trying to do it, but if he doesn't eat or drink, his health will get worse. ”

"I'll figure this out, but I'm coming to you today to discuss something with you. ”

Luo Jingfeng turned his head to look at the door, but pulled Lin Zhijun to stand a little farther away.

He didn't want to stimulate Haitian's fragile worries again because of his conversation with Lin Zhijun.

"As you must know, although we have captured Handan City, we have also occupied the entire city. However, Red Eyebrows has already installed a lot of people from the Western Regions in the city, and they want to cooperate with the outside when they are attacking the city. ”

He stopped, turned his head to look at Lin Zhijun, who was listening very carefully, and continued to speak.

"In order to completely eliminate Handan City from being snatched by Red Mei again, I want to lead my troops out of the city, and after directly eliminating the upcoming army of Red Mei, all the Kansai expeditionary troops will evacuate Handan City. Therefore, I want to discuss with you to see who is suitable to keep Handan City. ”

According to the original idea, it was to leave Lin Zhijun and Hai Tianchou. However, after letting Luo Jingfeng stand here and listen to Lin Zhijun's story, he changed his initial thoughts.

"Actually, logically speaking, it is most appropriate to leave me and Tianchou behind. I can't move, and I can take care of her, and I can handle the things of defending the city. The problem is that, judging from Tianchou's temper at the moment, after you leave, he will directly lose the confidence to continue living. ”

Lin Zhijun told the truth and said his thoughts as they were.

"Before I came, I thought the same way you did, but now I really can't leave Tianchou and you. However, I just don't have the right person right now. ”

Luo Jingfeng's face, at this moment, became anxious.

Handan City belongs to the key place of the final decisive battle between King Xiao and Wang Mang, and it is the most important place for various forces to watch. If it is snatched by any other party, it will be difficult to break it again. Moreover, since the Kansai Expeditionary Army had received instructions from King Xiao to exterminate the Bronze Horse Alliance, the people defending the city had become a problem that could not be taken lightly.

"General Luo, in fact, you can choose one of the two of Guan Yue and General Peng, stationed in Handan City, it should be foolproof. ”

Lin Zhijun raised his head and stared at Luo Jingfeng quietly.

"However, both of them are brave and good fighters, and it is not easy to deal with the Bronze Horse Alliance. Missing either of them would be a huge obstacle to the conquest. Moreover, the battle of Handan City has caused us heavy losses, especially the governors who can take responsibility, they are almost exhausted, and I have no one to send now. ”

Luo Jingfeng's expression became more and more anxious and embarrassed.

This is a very serious problem, if you want to ensure the safety of Handan City, you must keep a general who can fight well. However, after securing Handan City, the matter of exterminating the Bronze Horse Alliance has become difficult again.

When he was thinking about it, he turned his eyes to look at Lin Zhijun and felt that she couldn't make a decision, and there was no good way.

"Well, you go and tell everyone to wait for me in the hall, and after I talk to Tianchou, let's discuss it again. ”

As soon as Luo Jingfeng finished speaking, he began to turn around and walk, and without waiting for Lin Zhijun's reaction, he stepped straight into the room where Haitian was lying.

"Oh my God, it's okay!"

A very friendly shout, Luo Fengfeng's hands tightly covered Hai Tianchou's hands, and after a gentle press and patting.

"It's bothering you, it's all my fault, I didn't come to see you in time. ”

He forcibly suppressed the anxiety in his heart, and tried to smile and stare at Haitian's sad eyes.

"Aren't you scolding me in a different way!"

Hai Tianchou also smiled with a stiff expression.

"It seems that you still haven't changed your understanding of me, and I really want to scold you. ”

Luo Jingfeng said, pushing the clay bowl full of rice forward.

"We are all manly husbands, and we can't afford to lose our temper by skipping meals when we encounter setbacks! Besides, you and I often don't scold and don't let us, it's better to die than to live! Why don't you use it when you come here!"

When he said this, he actually laughed.

A sad sigh.

"It's not that I don't want to live, but this kind of life will bring you a lot of trouble, and it will affect the major events of the entire Kansai conquest. ”

Haitian's sad face was covered with gloomy clouds.

"What you say is not right, if you really want to contribute to the Kansai Expeditionary Army, you shouldn't be so angry. ”

Luo Jingfeng saw Hai Tianchou slowly changing his mood, grabbed the pottery bowl and handed it to him.

"You eat first, I'll tell you something very important. ”

Hai Tianchou didn't expect Luo Jingfeng to do this, and when he wasn't paying attention, he stuffed the pottery bowl into his hand. If you put it down, you feel embarrassed, if you don't put it down, then you have to eat, you can't keep it!

He cursed in his heart, but a long-lost excitement made him unable to resist and began to eat.