Chapter 219: The Feeling of Heartache

Sun Mei slowly stood at the gate, and from the outside, it looked like an ordinary manor gate, but when she came in, she saw more than a dozen big pillars that reached the sky, surrounded by golden dragons, phoenixes spreading their wings, and white ground, and at the door was a titan giant dozens of meters tall, wearing armor and expressionless.

walked out of here step by step, and then walked towards the car on the side, looking back at the ordinary gate and the inside is a world of difference, Sun Mei is reluctant in her heart, not for the fairyland-like picture, or not for the beautiful scenery, just for the people in her heart.

Open the car door, lying on the steering wheel, tears suddenly couldn't stop flowing, and finally turned into a howl, Hong Fu stood outside the car door, looking at the heartbroken figure, listening to the bursts of crying in his ears, his heart hurt, he knew why his heart hurt, just in the garden just didn't want to admit it.

The first woman who is tempted by himself, the first love is always beautiful, with a different vision, maybe the expectations are too high, and he can't tolerate a little sand, so it has led to today's situation, looking at the figure, listening to the cry, he feels mature.

Opened the co-pilot's door and sat on it, the other party didn't know anything about it, looking at the other party's crying, Hongfu wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it, he could only watch, watch.

Look at the first love in your heart and vent the pain there.

The moment Sun Mei entered the car, it was as if a thousand pounds of sledgehammer had smashed on her heart, she couldn't breathe, she was cold, dizzy, and the pain in her heart was like a landslide. All the grievances, all the thoughts burst out at this moment.

Words are shallow. That's a word that makes people cry! Why should we have known each other before, it is a long time of shallow affection: Even if we don't know each other, this love will last forever! The Jiangnan words that are fat and thin no longer dare to speak, but are only deep in the depths of the soul. I smiled sweetly. Tears poured down. Tears in the eyes of the flowers!?

Sun Mei slowly raised her head, wiped her tears, started the ignition, stepped on it hard, and the car shot out like an arrow from the string. Porsche sports car, the fiery red figure was speeding on the road outside the manor, at this time Sun Mei's eyes were staring ahead, constantly turning one corner after another, and she didn't see Hongfu beside her at all.

Hong Fu didn't hide his figure, he didn't do anything, just like an ordinary person sitting there watching Sun Mei who was accelerating, with pity in his eyes.

He never knew he was such a bastard, and he never knew that there was a woman who thought about herself in a midnight dream. I don't know that every time I have a cold face, the lovely people next to me are heartbroken.

Thousands of rivers and mountains are always love, that is the most helpless voice in the world, it is the wings without pain that have already flown from the heart, it is the name that can't be cried in the dream in this life, and it is a desert in the heart that will always be lost. Is it a heart-to-heart verse that no longer exists, a call ...... that will never be answered?

The car drove into the main road. and other vehicles, and Sun Mei also slowed down the car, although she is a bloody demon fox, the queen of the shopping mall, and countless people have died directly or indirectly, but she is also a woman. There is still a minimum of respect for innocent lives.

Looking at the reversing mirror on the left, driving seriously, she just wanted to go home, return to the world that belonged to her, in that world. In his own world, slowly **** the wound, maybe this wound will never heal.

Every night is in the bitter waiting, lonely sleepless, I miss you, even if you will give me a glimmer of sunshine, a glimmer of warmth, everything is so worthwhile. But I didn't get a trace of sunshine, maybe you at the beginning, the little monk at the beginning is the best memory of my life.

Let this follow me for the rest of my life, and I will grow old alone.

Sun Mei is difficult to calm down, she is willing to be an ordinary woman to cook and wash, have children without regrets, and hand over her people, her own heart, and her own happiness and joy to the palm of the other party's hands without reservation.

I think like this every **** night and night, thinking about a good life, dreaming the same dream, and having children after he is vulgar, but every time I wake up, I will be deeply afraid, although I remind the other party in my heart that he is dead, Sun Mei, don't believe it, but there is a trace of hope in my heart, every time I see each other in my dream.

But the reality is so cruel, why? Sun Mei's tears flowed down again, and she murmured:

"The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I am standing in front of you and you don't know that I love you. The farthest distance in the world is not that I am standing in front of you and you don't know that I love you, but that you know that you love each other, but you can't be together. ”

"The farthest distance in the world is not that you know that you love each other but can't be together, but that you can't resist this kind of thought, but you have to deliberately pretend that you don't have you in your heart at all. ”

"The farthest distance in the world, it's not that you can't resist this kind of thought, but you have to deliberately pretend that you don't have you in your heart at all. Instead, with your own indifferent heart, to those who love you. A ditch was dug that could not be crossed. ”

Hong Fu's heart fluctuated, and he dug an insurmountable ditch in his heart, which led to today's incident.

Rabindranath Tagore's Birds and Fish brought tears to the eyes of many, and the farthest distance in the world is heart-to-heart. Hong Fu sat silently on the side, wanting to speak, but seeing that the other party showed a sweet smile from time to time, he stopped talking.

You don't have to think about it to know what the other party is thinking, in the summer of four years ago, the thin little monk, the naΓ―ve little monk, the ignorant little monk, the little monk who met his first love, the girl who was the first to be tempted.

The car was driving on the road, and Sun Mei saw the original scene in front of her eyes, and finally froze on the little monk with a red face, but the reality was ruthlessly cruel.

The indifferent expression made her sad, the beauty in her mind was shattered, the sorrow came from her heart, and the tears that had been withdrawn gushed out again. Holding the steering wheel, his knuckles whined to remind himself.

"Calm down, you have to be calm. With a crying voice, he kept saying to himself, "This is on the road, there are other people, maybe you don't do it, if you are not careful, it will, it will break a beautiful family." ”

With a choked sound of self-talk bombarded Hong Fu's heart, he couldn't help it anymore, but looking at the heartbroken, and the car driving on the road, he forced himself to calm down, and looked at each other lovingly, the love four years ago, the heartbeat four years ago, the amazing meeting again, the independent figure in the garden, and now the deep love of the other party made his heart burst open.

Love water is like a tide, it hurts to the heart, and it is completely different in the car!

PS: This chapter has been written for a long time, and it has been constantly deleted, deleted, and reduced, and Xiao Wu has a feeling of tears when he writes. (To be continued.) )