Chapter 15 Obsession is the root

Darkness dominates the night sky, like a poisonous sting eating away at people's hearts.

When you close your eyes, you can only see endless fear.

"Kid, are you nervous?" the hunter asked his child, who nodded involuntarily.

The hunter asked again, "Are you afraid?"

The child nodded, then shook his head again.

The hunter didn't care, and said with a smile: "Child, what is your dream?"

As if he had an answer, the child replied firmly: "I want to be a hunter as brave as my father." ”

The hunter touched the child's head and exclaimed, "Child, that's not a dream...... It's not a dream!"

The ......child was silent, perhaps there was no dream in his heart, it was just a happy luxury.

After a slight pause, the hunter said: "Child, don't be nervous, don't be afraid, as long as you believe, you are the best hunter." ”

"Yes, Father. This time, the child nodded vigorously to dispel the darkness in his heart.

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In a pool of blood, a tall figure struggled! He was tenacious, he was indomitable!

Fall down again and again, get up again and again......

Despite the pressure, he always used that straight backbone to support his firm beliefs.

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"Son, do you have a dream? Do you have a dream?"

"I don't know. ”

"Kid ......"

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"Father!!"

Yue Fan suddenly opened his eyes, and the hazy blue light around his body converged into his body. Looking up, it was still an endless night.

In fact, Yue Fan didn't like the night, even though he was a hunter, he still didn't like the night. For him, the night is too quiet and too quiet to make people feel heavy, and for him, the night is too dark and too deep for people to see through or through.

If he could, Yue Fan hoped that he would never close his eyes. He was afraid of dreaming, he was afraid of drowning in ethereal fantasies. But when he looked around the silence, he suddenly realized that he also had a dream!

Let my relatives and friends be happy and safe......

Simple, full, tranquil, unpretentious......

Yes, this is a dream that I have too! A very ordinary dream, a dream that cannot come true.

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The growth of cultivation has greatly improved Yue Fan's temperament, and the depression that has been suppressed for a long time in his heart is gradually released. Although I don't have too much emotion, I have a different understanding, and I want it to be a process of growing up to maturity.

Yue Fan took out the bamboo flute from his arms and stroked it gently, this was the only sustenance of his soul.

At this moment, is she okay?

Are you alright?

“~~~~~~”

The flute sound is melodious and tactful, with a touch of sadness in the beauty, which touches the feelings of longing in the heart.

It's still the same melodious tune, but it's a little more relaxed than before.

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The sound of the flute stopped, and the intestines were half-curled.

Empty and quiet, how can the love be embarrassing?

People, how can they be worthy?

"Yun Fang, come out!"

Yue Fan let out a long sigh of relief and carefully put away the bamboo flute.

At the corner of the courtyard, Yun Fang walked over silently and said in a low voice: "Brother Li, I didn't mean to disturb you, it's just that this half of the song ......"

"It's fine. Yue Fan shook his hand, slowly stood up and said, "I have my sorrows, but I don't want to bring them to the people around me...... Especially my relatives and friends. ”

"Brother Li thinks of Miss Ya'er again?"

"Well...... Still haven't heard from her?"

"I've got some clues, but it's going to take a little while. ”

"Time, thank you for your hard work, thank you Grandpa Su and Ji Lao on my behalf. ”

"......" Yun Fang's fingertips trembled slightly, and his expression was hesitant.

Yue Fan saw the abnormality and said bluntly, "Does Yun Fang have anything to say?"

"Yes. Yun Fang nodded heavily and said, "There are some words, Yun Fang doesn't know whether to say them or not." ”

Yue Fan patted the other party's shoulder and said, "You and me, what can't you say." ”

"Brother Li, I think you are too tired to live, can you bear so many responsibilities and feelings alone?"

Regarding Yun Fang's question, Yue Fan didn't have much explanation, just said lightly: "Yun Fang, everyone has their own way to go, since I have already chosen, there is no need to think about anything else." ”

Yun Fang took over and said, "Brother Li, since everyone has their own way to go, then why do you have to force others to go with you. ”

"Forcing others, do you mean ......" Yue Fan frowned and looked at the other party puzzled.

"Isn't it?" Yun Fang said in a deep voice: "I basically know about Brother Li and Miss Ya'er, although I don't understand why a person suddenly can't remember the past, but isn't this really good? Forget the past, that's a new life, a new beginning......"

Is that really bad?

"Yes, is it really bad, is it really bad?" Yue Fan had a roar in his head, his soul trembled, and he stood in place in a daze, his eyes staring blankly in front of him.

Yun Fang's expression was gloomy, and he continued: "Brother Li, she has her life, you have your hatred and responsibility, these are two different paths, why do you want to bring the current Ya'er girl into your own world? After all, you are carrying too many things and too heavy, do you want her to bear it with you? I, Yun Fang, have been rolling in the red dust since I was a child, and I have seen a lot of joys and sorrows, and the impermanence of the world, so I can understand Brother Li's mood...... You've done a good job, it's really enough. ”

Joys and sorrows, the impermanence of the world, it is a very simple sentence to say, but how many people can really see through? At least, Yue Fan admits that he can't see through, because he has affection in his heart, and he is obsessed, and it is deeply rooted!

"yes! Everybody has a different path. Whether it's Ya'er or Chenxiang, wouldn't it be great if they could really start over? Very good......" Yue Fan smiled, laughing so desolately, laughing so helplessly. A look of lost soul, as if he had lost everything, and the emotions buried deep in his heart can no longer be suppressed!

"Boom-"

The vitality exploded, and Yun Fang was suddenly shaken away, if it weren't for his profound skills, I am afraid that he would have fainted this time.

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Yue Fan's sudden change made Yun Fang at a loss, if it was someone else, he was confident that he would be able to deal with it calmly, but now...... He couldn't have imagined that he wanted to comfort Yue Fan, but he ended up pushing the other party into a desperate situation.

Yun Fang is very knowledgeable about the world, and he can also understand Yue Fan's feelings, but he is never Li Yuefan, and he can't understand what Li Yuefan thinks after all.

The red dust is three thousand feet, and the fate is long. In this world, there is a kind of attachment called "love root", if it can be cut off, you can transcend the red and earthly world, enjoy the great road of bliss, and be at ease.

Yue Fan is indeed a person of great wisdom and perseverance, but he constantly cuts the obsession of "love roots", perhaps, he is willing to be trapped in it!

Love and family affection are great, she can tolerate and give, but she can't give up...... Because, that is the only sustenance for all Yue Fan's emotions.

Is it detachment or sinking? sublimation or depravity?

Choice, determination, courage, wisdom...... Every test challenges the limits of perseverance, and who can withstand it alone?

"Ahh

Yue Fan's heart ached, and he clutched his chest and tried his best to hoarse: "If... If all this is predestined, what am I fighting for, what have I fought for...... But I, Li Yuefan, am not reconciled! I am not reconciled...... I'm really unwilling!"

"Z!"

In the center of Yue Fan's forehead, a strange golden flicker, a strange light made people's hearts chill! Yun Fang stood in the distance, still feeling his soul trembling, although it was only a short moment, he clearly felt that it was not an illusion!!

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Great sorrow without tears, great understanding without words, laughter without sound, and great love without bounds.

The emotional thoughts in Yue Fan's heart erupted like fire slurry, crying and laughing, going crazy and crazy!

"Brother Li...... Brother Li, what's wrong with you? Brother Li......"

Yun Fang watched anxiously from the side, but he couldn't do anything, secretly annoyed that he was talking. If something really happens to the other party, even if the elders don't blame him, I'm afraid that he won't forgive his mistakes in this life.

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Extreme frenzy often gives rise to extreme thoughts.

Who said that feelings are a burden? Who said that feelings are a drag? Who said that only by being too forgetful can we transcend the red dust?

Yue Fan was determined and had great perseverance, and after a short period of wavering, he gradually came to his senses, and his eyes revealed determination, which was ten or a hundred times more determined than in the past.

Exactly: obsession is the root, love and hate are not forgotten. Whoever speaks namelessly is willing to be a loving day.

The right palm was flipped, and a delicate golden arrow hung in Yue Fan's palm, surrounded by seven colored streamers, which was the mysterious "arrow soul".

Feeling the change of the "Arrow Soul", Yue Fan was a little surprised and happy, believing that it would not be long before the power of this "Arrow Soul" would break through.

"Brother Li......" Seeing that Yue Fan was fine, Yun Fang secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and the former nodded and said, "I'm fine, don't worry." ”

At this moment, a black shadow swept by and landed steadily at Yue Fan's feet.

When the two of them looked at it, it turned out to be a small fire that had been eating and drinking in the kitchen these days.

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