Chapter Thirty-Six: Life is Helpless and Sad

The handwriting on the letter is not scribbled, and it is carbon ink that is not easy to change color, just like the living Zhang Miaoer, although he is a little out of tune, but he has always lived seriously.

Xie Cunguan wiped the corners of his eyes, calmed his mood, and looked down:

"Dear husband:"

"Actually, I still like to call you a fool! It's just that when I leave, I think that I will never be able to call my husband again, and I feel a little sad in my heart, so I just call you like that! Don't you be complacent?"

Seeing this, Xie Cunguan's nose couldn't help but feel sour again, and he couldn't help but think that in that short marriage, Zhang Miaoer called him, always a fool, never called her husband. She always said that the person who married her must have done it after his head was stupid! Moreover, the two of them were destined to not be able to accompany each other until they grew old, and it was sad to call her husband. Later, under his soft-spoken begging, he barely screamed once or twice, and often after calling, tears came out of his eyes, so that he no longer dared to ask her to scream.

At this moment, when he saw her letter, he could almost feel the indescribable heartache that she had when she wrote the letter.

"I don't know, when you read this letter, how many years have we been apart, or you will never see it, but I wrote it anyway, and I thought, if our love can move heaven and earth, God will let you see it! So, fool, how many years have you seen this letter?"

"If it's a year, I will definitely be happy for you, grateful to God for allowing you to recover from the pain of parting, and finally be able to look me in the face of my departure, and at the same time, I will also bless you to start a new life. ”

"If it's three years, I'll be heartbroken. My fool! Miao Er is stubborn and stubborn, she doesn't know how to be gentle, and it's not worth your three years of time for me. If you want me to have peace of mind, you should boldly go out and enjoy life. Enjoy life. ”

"If it's five years, then I really want to hold you in my arms, bite you twice, and then wipe my tears on your clothes! You reassuring fool, you just need to leave a place for Miao'er in the bottom of your heart, why bother yourself. A man like you, there must be many beautiful women who are attracted to you, and you can hold me in your heart and love them. Don't worry, I won't be jealous, just as you want to see me happy. I don't want you to have a hard time!"

"If it were ten years, then you would have made me cry again! I will surely burst into tears from the bottom of my heart at this time, and there is happiness in these tears, because it is enough to confirm the depth of your love for me. But these tears also hurt, for so many years, you must have suffered a fool! Zhang Miao'er, a little woman, how can he de. It's worth ten years of life and death, and it's still hard to calm the pain in your heart? Really, if you're like this, Miao Er would rather you forget about me......"

"If it's more than fifteen years, then I can't help but complain about you, no matter how deep the affection, ten years is enough time to erase the pain of the years, although I love you, I don't want you to forget me, but I don't want to part with the pain. Hurt you for so long. How can you make me feel embarrassed like this, how can I feel at ease? You don't want Zhang Miao'er to be a ghost and be uneasy, right?"

"In addition, I want to confess to you one thing, I have met Sister Ruoxi! ”

"You know what? In that tea room, when I met her. My feelings are very complicated! I have gratitude, I complain, I feel ashamed, and I have an indescribable feeling of admiration. ”

"I am grateful for your pity on me! Because when I saw her beauty, I knew that because of your initial sympathy, you sacrificed so many precious things that gave me an emotional experience that I would have no regrets in my life; but in my heart, I couldn't help but complain about you, how could I bear to hurt her! I also complained to myself, why can't I sacrifice myself like Sister Ruoxi to fulfill the two of you; I am ashamed that I don't have the same mind as Sister Ruoxi! Yes, I wanted to call her sister, because I could feel the love for me from the bottom of my heart when she knew everything in that tea room. ”

"That kind of love is the same as the love of relatives!"

"I was an only child, and since I was a child, I wanted to have an older sister or younger sister, and at that moment, I felt that she was like my sister for many years. Really, at that moment, I felt like my sister - my own sister!"

"Remember the necklace I gave you when I was leaving? I also gave Sister Ruoxi the same necklace, I know it's not fair to Sister Ruoxi, but I hope that if ...... If it were possible, if she didn't mind, you could really be a couple! If both of us who once loved me, pitied me, and sacrificed for me became a couple, I would not have any regrets in my heart, only deep gratitude to God!"

"If there is really a reincarnation in life, I will definitely be reincarnated as the daughter of the two of you, so that the two people who love me will love me well for the rest of their lives! They all say that my daughter is my father's lover in my last life, and I am a good sister of my mother in my last life, I will definitely call you father and call her mother sweetly, and we will definitely be the happiest family in the world!"

"Finally, I will shout again: Dear fool, thank my mother for me, and honor her for me! As a daughter-in-law, I did not serve her for a day, but let her do many things for me; thank my sister for me, and thank her for accepting a woman who has no future for me as her brother-in-law! If possible, take care of my mother for me, although she may not need your care; as for my father, you say to him on my behalf: I'm sorry!"

"Now I'm going to go to bed, I'm going to hold you in my arms, and I'm going to say to you: I'm sorry!"

After reading the letter, Xie Cunguan sat on the ground in the west wing room, like an old monk sitting in dry meditation, silent, silent. Time is like water, not confused by feelings, not left with things! The so-called forgetfulness of love, Taishang should refer to time.

By the time he came to his senses, it was dark inside and outside, and it had gone from day to night. Xie Cunguan got up and turned on the light, the corners of his eyes were slightly dry, which was the salt left by the dried tears.

The vicissitudes of the sea turn into mulberry fields, and one night is a hundred years!

The light was a little dazzling, he squinted, folded the letter paper slowly, put it in the envelope, sealed the envelope as it was, folded it, put it in his shirt pocket close to his chest, and then raised his wrist to look at his watch, it was already half past eight. He sat there for nearly ten hours. At this time, I felt a little hungry.

His fingers pressed on the phone buttons, and Zhang Keqin's phone was called.

There was no battle with Xu Jingsheng, and it was time to see the poor dagger, originally he didn't want to take care of the affairs of the Zhang family, so he stood in line. If you stand right, you will go up, and if you stand wrong, you will get down. The Zhang family has a big business, and it is not his turn to speak as an insignificant son-in-law. Moreover, for so many years, he has not been too close to the Zhang family, and he doesn't want to be in his relationship with Zhang Miaoer. Doping with such a thing as interests.

But at this moment, with Zhang Miaoer's entrustment, he felt that he needed to meet Zhang Keqin.

Although Xu Jingsheng was looking at the scenery at this time, Xie Cunguan had been secretly pinching his seven inches in his hand! Xie Cunguan felt that he needed to give the Zhang family a wake-up call. You know, the infinite scenery is at the dangerous peak. In the scenery, there is often danger.

For more than ten years, Zhang Keqin has risen to the next level and reached the deputy commander. There is a big difference between the position of leading soldiers and holding real power and the treatment of deputy military ranks. Moreover, there is a possibility of going to the next level in the near future.

For more than ten years, the years have not carved a few wrinkles on Zhang Keqin's face. Except for the white hair on his sideburns, his spiritual head was the same as when Xie Cunguan first saw him. Goodbye Xie Cunguan, there is no more intimacy that Miao Er just left, but more due alienation.

After all, for more than ten years, Xie Cunguan has not had any intersection with the Zhang family.

Moreover, Zhang Keqin already knew that Xie Cunguan's backstage was Yan Pei Yan Shishi, who was in prison at this time. When he came, he also thought that Xie Cunguan might have asked him for help, and he was thinking about it all the way. How to convince him to let go of this game.

Regarding Xie Cunguan's ability, Zhang Keqin and even the entire Zhang family have recognized it at this time, and he naturally hopes that this son-in-law can enter the power of the Zhang family. After all, as the saying goes, talents in the 21st century are the rarest.

But in fact, it is not talent that is rare. What is rare is that one's own person becomes a talent.

No matter how capable a talent is, if it can't be used for himself, it's not a talent.

A big family needs two kinds of resources, one is and the other is the resource of interests. Benefit resources can send people to a high position, and after people reach a high position, they can bring more benefit resources to the family, which is a virtuous circle for a family.

The result of the virtuous circle is that there are more and more interest resources, so that there are fewer and fewer capable people in their own homes.

Because not everyone deserves to be sent to a high position by the family, if the person does not succeed, the higher the position, the greater the damage to the family. Zhang Keqin only came to see Xie Cunguan because the family has been thriving in recent years, but there is a lack of talents.

However, no one knows what Xie Cunguan talked about when he met Zhang Keqin, only that that night, after Zhang Keqin separated from him, he immediately went to the Zhang family's old house and met the old lady who was already aging in the hospital bed and almost didn't care about things.

Then, the people in Zhangjiaguanjian's position were urgently recalled the next day.

Then Xu Jingsheng was in his room and broke the new cup.

This is already the third cup that he, who is known for his calmness, has dropped since fighting Xie Cunguan. However, after dropping the glass, he calmed down and sat there, thinking carefully about his every move to see if there were any flaws. can persuade the Zhang family to suddenly stack up picks at a critical juncture, and put on a posture of sitting on the mountain and watching the tiger fight, I believe that Xie Cunguan definitely did not rely on the meager family affection with the Zhang family.

Not to mention the son-in-law of a dead daughter, even the son-in-law of a living daughter, or even that son, don't want to move the Zhang family to give up such a major interest because of family affection.

Could it be that Xie Cunguan still has any hole cards in his hand that he doesn't know?

Xu Jingsheng racked his brains, but he didn't come up with it, and that force could turn things around at such a time!

So he had no choice but to order, on the one hand, to let his people try their best to collect intelligence from the Wang family in Shanghai and the people from the Zhang family in Beijing, Kowloon City, and on the other hand, speed up the operation, finalize some things as soon as possible, and tie more people to the chariot of interests, so that under the huge concentration of energy within the system, anyone who wants to oppose him must consider what the consequences will be.

At the same time, Xie Cunguan called Wang Yibing and asked him to keep a close eye on Cai Fengfan, who was in custody. According to his estimates, once the time bomb buried in Long Han exploded and Xu Jingsheng was cornered, Cai Fengfan would become his only bargaining chip in negotiations with him.

(To be continued......)