She died, and I had no tears left holding her cold body. All my tears have been drained in three years, and if there is anything that can come out of my eyes, it is only blood.

I was an orphan in a special period, before I became an orphan, my father and I depended on each other, my mother went very early, and I only had a dim shadow of her in my mind.

My father is a Taoist priest, but he has been a layman for many years, and he often makes some dojos for people to earn some money from our father and son, and we also plant some land.

My father's body was very weak, and he coughed up blood all year round, and often couldn't get up in one breath, and then he would cough up blood all over the sky. In this special period, we have become an enemy that must be defeated.

His father died, and after being criticized twice, his serious illness was out of control, and the flame of life was finally extinguished in him.

I was nine years old, and in the second year of the special period, I dragged my father into a pit I had dug for two days. Having kowtowed three times at my father's grave, thinking about what my father said when he was dying, I left the place where I was born, a village with big-character posters posted everywhere.

“...... Do not hate your persecutors, child, for they are not to blame, for there are many deceitful deceitful in us!"

I have no hatred, in the past two years of the special period, I have seen too many people die, many of them are cultural people who have been transformed from big cities, as well as big officials, they can all die, not to mention my father, he is a "god stick".

I met her a year later, when she was sixteen.

During this year, I wandered around, traveled a lot, and in order to survive, I stole and begged.

That day, I came to Beijing, looking at the starlight in the sky, I had been hungry for three days, the fierce cold wind cut my bare skin like a knife, I subconsciously moved my steps, I knew that this time I really couldn't escape, I was about to see my parents.

Like all children born in this era, Beijing is a sacred place in my heart, and before the end of my life, I can see Beijing that some people will not be able to see in their lifetime, and I will die without regrets.

Finally, I collapsed weakly in front of a door plastered with big-character posters.

The door opened suddenly, and the owner of the house was slightly startled when she saw me in front of the door, and carried me into the empty room with her weak body.

The fire, blazing brightly, lit up the devastated room and warmed my body and mind.

The fire was lit in shabby clothes, and at last, the fire was extinguished, and half of the frozen nest was placed in my hands.

"Sister, this should be your last food, what should I do if I eat you!" I asked weakly.

"I don't need it, I just ask you to help me set a fire in this room after you've finished eating!" her tone was so calm and calm, but from the bottom of my heart rose an inexplicable fear, the fear of death.

In the dark room, I don't know if it was because I had been practicing internal exercises with my father for many years, or for what reason, I saw the thin black shadow in front of me as if he had taken something out of his arms and wanted to drink it. I didn't know where the strength came from, I pounced on it, waved my hand and knocked the vial in her hand, and then, my strength suddenly disappeared, and I pressed heavily on her body,

"Oops!" I cried out in pain, her bones hurting me.

The vial arced through the dark room and fell to the ground, shattering.

My head pressed limply against her chest, and I heard her sobbing,

"Why don't you let me die?"

"A year ago, my father died, I buried him, burying people is so tired, I don't have the strength to bury another person. If you want to die, can you please bury me first?" I answered her question with something I shouldn't have said at my age.

On a cold night, two small beings snuggled together to spend this cold night.

Her parents are professors at Peking University, and because her grandfather is now in the United States, the family was beaten as Meite, and three days ago, her parents committed suicide by poisoning, and the medicine in her hand was given to her by her mother.

In the evening, when she was about to commit suicide, she heard a noise outside, and looking at what was left in her last meal, she opened the door.

For the rest of the special period, we snuggled up to each other and spent every night, and I even became a man prematurely, because all we knew was that we were alive today. Sister and brother, husband and wife, we don't care what the relationship is, but we can't live without each other.

In the year of the resumption of the college entrance examination, she was admitted to university and later became a teacher in a middle school. With the help of a friend of his father's, I became a librarian. In '82, we got married, and we no longer have to worry about food and clothing, and we no longer have to be sad about whether we can live tomorrow.

Outside of work, sometimes the two of them snuggle up and read a book, and sometimes the two hold hands and take a walk...... The days were uneventful, but we were happy and grateful, grateful to God for sending us to each other!

The spring of '83, spring, is the season that gives life to all things, but what she gives me is despair.

"The cancer is terminal, the surgery is ineffective, and she will live for three months at most!" the doctor said regretfully.

Looking at her pale face, I walked out of the hospital with her.

At night, I held back the tears that broke out of my eyes, and when she went to bed, I rushed into the world connected by the spring rain. I, who never drank alcohol, wore a wet dress, and in the shocked expression of the hotel waiter, I bought a bottle of Erguotou, leaving a line of water marks behind me, and staggered out of the hotel and fell drunk in the rain......

When I woke up, I found that I was already in the police station, and an old policeman saw me wake up and gently lined my shoulders.

"Young man, I see despair in your eyes, but no matter what happens, there should be someone waiting for you now!"

"There's someone waiting for me!" her face came to mind, and I rushed into the rain that had been falling for a day and a night, and ran frantically towards my home.

"Comrade, you wait, go through the formalities and leave!" shouted a small policeman next to him.

"Excuse me!" the old policeman stopped the little policeman who was chasing me, watched me disappear into the rain, and sighed softly.

In the rain, the scene of her leaving me kept appearing in front of my eyes, and I slapped myself hard,

"You bastard, why did you leave my sister!"

I ran home out of breath and saw her cooking, and my heart slowly relaxed.

"Brother, where have you been, why don't you bring an umbrella, seeing that you are all wet, you don't go to change your clothes and eat!" said that, he walked over and gently wiped my face and head.

Over the years, even though we have been married, we have always been sister and brother.

"I'll go right away, sister, you wait for me!"

I tried to squeeze out a smile and said.

"Go!" she pretended to be angry, pushed me into the room, closed the door, and two lines of tears rolled down her cheeks.

In order to let her live with me, I tried to find a way everywhere, and then I heard that qigong is effective for cancer, and I thought of the internal strength that I had put down for many years, because in those days, all this was to be defeated, I could die, but I couldn't let her be hurt in the slightest because of me, so I gave up the internal strength that my father had ordered me not to give up.

It worked, she lived for three months, but today, three years later, she is still gone from me.

"Sister, I won't let you go alone, then you will be lonely, and I will be lonely!"

I muttered to myself, I smiled faintly, the words were calm, the laughter was calm, but with the smell of death. The true qi I had cultivated for three years ran through the meridians of my body, and blood oozed from the corners of my mouth.

I seemed to see her not far in front of me.

Just as the meridians were about to break, a powerful True Qi rushed out from my dantian, uncontrollably penetrating the eight veins of the Qi Sutra, devouring the faint True Qi that I had cultivated, and the meridians couldn't help but heal from their injuries, and they were more flexible than before.

I smiled bitterly, is it so hard for me to die, God hasn't tortured me enough!

In the darkness, suddenly the light was shining, and my father suddenly appeared in front of me, and a slap came over,

"Bastard, I already knew that one day you would choose this path, fortunately I kept a hand in advance, otherwise your mother would have exchanged her life for your little life, wouldn't she have died too worthless?"

"Father, where am I? Why are you here?How did my mother die because of me? Aren't you? Are I dead too, but why didn't I see my sister?" I asked hurriedly.

"Silly boy, when you saw me, I was already dead, and while I was still alive, I looked at your face and found that there will be a great calamity in your life, a catastrophe of life and death. In order not to make my mother's sacrifice for you meaningless, and I know that I will not live to the time you are nine years old, I have used Taoist magic to seal this message in the depths of your consciousness. You can understand it this way, that is, I wrote a letter and put it in the depths of your consciousness.

And I was scaring you out of that, but if I lived, I'd kill you stinky boy, you know?"

Speaking of this, my father showed a look of nostalgia,

"Boy, your mother is not a human being, she is a jade spirit that has been cultivated for nearly two thousand years, which is what ordinary people call a monster, but it is a demon spirit of a thousand years of spirit.

When I was eighteen years old, I was ordered by my master to go down the mountain to practice and met your mother. Your mother was very badly wounded, and it turned out that she was fighting with an old wolf, and although she killed the wolf, she was also very badly wounded. If no one helped her, it wouldn't be long before she would regain her prototype and her thousand-year-old practice would be ruined. Of course, ordinary people can't help her.

When I saw her, I knew she was a goblin and saved her, and I don't know why I didn't have the slightest idea of beating her back to her prototype at the time. As a Taoist disciple, I saved a monster, I had no shame to go back to the mountain to see the master, so I became a god stick who occasionally made a dojo for people, and your mother has been with me since I rescued her, I know she wants to repay the favor, I told her that it is not necessary, but she still follows me.

Later, I found out that I was in love with her, so we were united, and we lived happily together for more than 130 years, and one day your mother suddenly said to me that she was going to have a child for me.

Boy, I told you that as a goblin, if she gives birth to a child, her mana will be greatly reduced, and she will not be able to recover it for fifty years. I disagreed, because for her, her Second Millennium Tribulation was also approaching, and if she did, then she would be dead, so I strongly objected.

But your mother insisted again and again, she said that she had wanted to give me a child for a long time, but she had not been able to make up her mind, and now that the catastrophe was coming, she had a premonition that she could not survive this catastrophe, and she wanted to let her child continue her life and accompany me on her behalf.

I don't know if it was because of the ghost or something, but I actually agreed to her at the time!"

Speaking of this, tears of remorse rushed out of his eyes,

"A year later, you were born, and your mother was so happy to see you, because you were born in human society, but because of this, after consulting with your mother, I sealed your ability, but when you are in danger, this seal will automatically break, and we hope that this can save your life when you are in danger.

Three years after you were born, your mother's thousand-year-old tribulation arrived, and I set up a five-element array to fight your mother's heavenly tribulation. But we thought about the second heavenly tribulation too simply, the thunder and lightning gathered together and smashed at us, seeing that both me and your mother were going to be destroyed, at this time, your mother pushed me, who was already seriously injured, out of the Qiankun Five Elements Array, and asked me to take good care of you.

I passed out as soon as I got out of the battle, and when I woke up, your mother was gone, leaving only a large charred pit in its place. I wanted to go with your mother, but I thought you were still young, so I dragged my miserable body that I couldn't live for a few years!

Boy, your life was bought by your mother with her life, so you must be strong to live, in addition, I have left all the Dao Sect spells I know in your consciousness, I hope these can help you live better!"

After saying that, my father disappeared, and I woke up slowly, at this time, I found that I had a huge amount of energy in my body, but when I saw her dead in my arms, I smiled dryly,

Father and Mother, even if you give me the power of God, what is the point of my life?

Qiankun shifts his life to Dafa, hugs the dead person for twelve hours a day, and slowly gives him his own anger, and after a month, you can save the person you want to save at the cost of your own life, but after you save others, your life will come to an end!

One of the Taoist spells that my father left me.

Looking at her in my arms, I smiled faintly......

Half a month has passed, her body has returned to the softness of a normal person, and she has a body temperature, and I can already hear her almost inaudible heartbeat.

Today was the last day of the thirty days, and my face turned pale, but when I looked at her rosy face and listened to her clear heartbeat, I felt an indescribable excitement in my heart.

As night fell, I placed two red candles on the table and performed a small spell that would light them twelve hours later.

Walking to the bedside, I gently took off the clothes I wore for her in the morning, this was the last time I undressed her, my movements were particularly gentle, and soon, she appeared in front of me without a wisp of body, three years of illness, so that her body was only skin and bones, but in my eyes it was still so beautiful!

I gently hugged her in my arms, the movements were so gentle, I lowered my head and kissed her tenderly on the mouth, my face swung with a happy smile, I could finally save her!

Sister, you will soon be able to see this beautiful world again!

I gently pushed my tongue against her mouth, and my breath of life slowly poured into her mouth......

The day was about to dawn, the red candle on the table suddenly lit, illuminating the two dimly lit rooms, she slowly opened her eyes, and when she found herself naked lying in my arms, her face was red, and she screwed my chest......

"Ahh

When she saw me suddenly open her eyes, her face turned even redder and her head hung gently on my chest.

Looking at the incredible everything in front of me, the pain just now clearly told me that I am still alive, but I should be dead, what is going on?

Suddenly, a sentence came to my mind:

Half-demon, the child of man and demon. In fact, the name of the half-demon is not correct, because this life is not half-human and half-demon, but has two lives in his body, one person's one-person demon, because these two lives contradict each other, so he can't fully exert the power of the demon, so people think that such a life is a half-demon!

It seems that I am dead, but it is a part of the person in my body who is dead, but I am still alive as a demon!

Looking at the beautiful woman in my arms, a happy smile appeared on my face......

We will be together forever, life and death!

Gossip.

First of all, I wish you all a Happy New Year.

Secondly, let's talk about this book and updates, office workers, code word speed Jin Lin himself is ashamed, so he can only hide his head and see everyone, but although the update is slow, the idea of millions of words will definitely be written, or even more, whether it is on the shelves or not, please rest assured.

This time is really busy and messy, but during the three days of vacation, I will try to change more every day.

Finally, thank you to the brothers and sisters who gave the tip, and thank you to the brothers and sisters who read this book.