Chapter 121: Bing Xin is still the same
When Bai Zihua opened his eyes again, he was still tied, but this time he was locked to the wall.
The empty bedroom is large and cold, with just a simple table, a chair and a couch.
Hua Qiangu was facing him, lying on the couch with his head tilted, his eyes open, but it didn't seem like he was looking at him for a long time, motionless, unblinking, Bai Zi's painting material was worth her falling asleep, but her eyes were still open.
He looked at the familiar face of the familiar person in front of him without hesitation. She has grown up and become taller, although she has the best appearance and figure in the world, he likes her more when she was a child, and even her face ruined by the ruthless water is also liked, not as cruel and ruthless as now.
The thin body was almost numb against the cold wall, and he had long forgotten the feeling of hunger, thirst and cold, and it turned out that the mortal body was so fragile and vulnerable. Looking at Hua Qiangu motionlessly, as if in the blink of an eye, she would disappear from his life again.
I don't know how long it has been, and before Hua Qiangu has woken up, he has fallen into a coma again. As in his usual dreams, Bone cried and begged him with his legs, and he carried his sword, sword after sword, and he didn't know how many swords he had stabbed. Then Xiao Gu's figure suddenly transformed into himself, but even if it hurt, he still refused to stop, and the whole body was covered with blood, and he was soaked in blood, and his whole body was thick and sticky.
There was a sharp pain in his chest, and then a clear stream slowly flowed into his sweaty head and he opened his eyes. Hua Qiangu stood in front of him, yes, although the appearance was different, but at least Xiao Gu stood in front of him alive.
"Little Bone ......" exhaled lightly, Bai Zihua's voice trembled slightly.
"Don't call me Little Bone. Hua Qiangu looked at him coldly, and fed him an unknown pill into his mouth, he swallowed the chill in his body without hesitation, and suddenly went a lot.
Although it was said before that Bai Zihua could follow her at all times and wait for the opportunity to kill her, Hua Qiangu didn't seem to have any intention of untying him and letting him down.
"I changed my mind, I don't want to see you. If you're willing to leave, it's better if you don't leave, and I'll have someone blast you out. If you want to kill me, you can find a way to do it yourself, I don't have that leisure to play games with you. ”
He wanted to kill himself, and he was not obligated to give him a chance. It's not a question of whether I'm afraid or not, I just don't feel like I can follow him. What did he want to do to keep him to prove that he no longer had the slightest influence over himself?
Bai Zihua couldn't understand her current capriciousness, and Hua Qiangu, who knew it well, suddenly became indifferent and obedient, and he didn't understand her at all.
"Xiao Gu, what did you do with Ni Mantian? Wrong is wrong, she is your classmate after all, she is the apprentice of your eleventh senior brother, you have already killed eleven, don't you still be angry, don't make mistakes again and again. ”
"I'm long gone, don't talk to me about it again. How could I be willing to kill her, I would only make her worse than dead. ”
Bai Zihua couldn't help but be shocked when she saw the hatred flashing in her eyes: "I'm sorry for you, if you hate me, kill me, don't be angry with others." Even if Ni Mantian killed Sugar Treasure and deserved it, but the creatures of the Six Realms are all innocent, you can't be so permissive, what is the difference between watching him kill and sitting idly by and killing him with your own hands?"
Hua Qiangu sneered bitterly in his heart, at this time, he could still teach her as earnestly as before?
"I killed those people, I didn't bother to do it, and the bamboo dye was just done to deal with it for me. Hate: You and I don't owe each other, why should I hate you. ”
Hate doesn't show that she cares.
But now everything Bai Zi painted has nothing to do with her, and she doesn't want to pay attention to anything.
Sometimes she doesn't understand why she has indirectly killed all the people she loves and cares about for him, why she still can't complain about him. If you can hate him like you hate Ni Mantian, how simple it would be to take revenge directly. But everything in life is her responsibility in the final analysis, and she will not complain about herself.
No one knows better than she the power of hatred and the weight of the sins that come with it. If it weren't for the fact that she couldn't even find a reason to live and an excuse to die, she wouldn't choose to hate anyone, including Ni Mantian, as long as she should hate herself.
"Do you regret it? I didn't accept Ni Mantian as an apprentice at the beginning, but accepted a wolf-hearted person like me as an apprentice?"
Bai Zihua's heart tugged, and his lips moved, but he didn't say anything after all.
"You go, I don't want to kill you while I haven't changed my mind. "She still remembers something that warms her up.
Bai Zihua shook his head, rather than sit idly by and watch her killing, he would rather die at her hand, if this could repay her even one ten-thousandth of the pain.
"Do you really think I won't dare kill you? or...... Reluctant to kill you?" Hua Qiangu tugged at the placket of his clothes, and the purple in his eyes seemed to be dripping out.
Bai Zihua couldn't help but smile bitterly, now that she was contemptuous of the power of the Nine Heavens, what else did she dare not do. The reason why I am here is because I always believe that no matter how much she becomes, she is still the kind and simple child she was at the beginning. He would rather lie to himself about everything he has in life now, she is just angry with him and is losing her temper with him. He coaxed her to get rid of everything, and she could go back to the beginning.
"The country is easy to change, and the nature is difficult to change, you obviously hate bloody killing the most, and forcing yourself will only make it more painful. That is, you already have the right to choose everything, why not let go of everything in the past. ”
Hua Qiangu sneered in the bottom of his heart: "Who kept telling me that no matter what the reason is, if it is wrong, it is wrong? Could it be that Tangbao Dongfang Xiaoyue, their death can be regarded as not being born? Could it be that you can forget everything by letting go? Bai Zihua are you here to atone for your sins? Or are you here to influence me? If you are here to atone for your sins, you don't need to, I said, you don't owe me, everything is my own fault." If you want to influence me, it's ridiculous, do you think I've been able to turn it back now? But ......"
Hua Qiangu suddenly stepped forward and slammed into Bai Zi's face, almost touching each other, and his deep purple eyes seemed to look into the depths of his soul. Bai Zihua had no way to retreat, and was almost suffocated by the tempting fragrance of flowers. Then he listened to the whispering voice of the flower thousand bones like a demon, like countless ants biting his ears.
"But if you want to stay and let me play with me, you don't mind. ”
Bai Zihua's eyes were still unfazed, staring at her without fear at all, and slowly spit out three words: "You won't." ”
Hua Qiangu's dead heart suddenly became angry, where did he get his confidence, since he decided that he would not kill him or humiliate him?
Raising his hand, he tore his placket open without hesitation, and the sound of cracking was particularly harsh in the empty room. Bai Zihua remained motionless, but the sudden exposure to the cold air still caused a shiver.
"Bai Zihua, you know my thoughts about you, don't challenge my limits, I don't have any patience with you now, don't force me. "Don't force her to hurt him, while she still has at least a little respect for him, while she still has at least a little conscience for him.
Bai Zihua was silent, Hua Qiangu was disgusted by his compassionate expression, and grabbed his chin with his hand.
Was he really sure he could handle his hatred and anger?
The cold hand passed through the torn placket and gently covered it, slowly descending along the perfect collarbone, leaving a cold streak that soaked into the bone.
Bai Zihua didn't move, but finally couldn't help but close his eyes when the familiar and unfamiliar hands slowly covered his chest, and he didn't want to reveal any of his emotions under his eyes, but he just sighed.
"You still haven't grown up. ”
Looking at her with such a negative anger, Bai Zihua faintly felt at ease, and the coldness was the most terrible, and her anger could only prove that she still cared about herself, so it was enough.
Hua Qiangu raised his eyebrows and slowly withdrew his hand, understanding that even if he lost his immortal body, Bing Xin was still wrapped in his skin, but in his eyes, Hua Shuiyue's own blasphemy had no meaning to him, and it would only make him lose his square inch.
Turned around and left, leaving Shiroko painted in the empty room.