Shu Shaoyu stretched out her trembling hand and slowly put it on her flat lower abdomen, she bit her lip and sat helplessly on the ground to hide her face and cry.

This child could not be kept, but this was her first child.

It's irretrievable.

She knew how serious the harm of abortion was to her body, even if she didn't have the slightest affection for Si Ji'an. I can't say hate now, but it's not love, it's her numbness.

But she was reluctant to let the budding little life in her belly be strangled by her own hands.

But she didn't want to compromise like that.

The ghost sent the gods, Shu Shaoyu picked up the mobile phone and dialed the string of calls.

She waited silently for the phone to ring, until the familiar childish voice came from her ear.

"Auntie, what's wrong?"

Si Xinning's slightly depressed voice came clearly from the other side, and there seemed to be someone else beside her, and the sound of conversation could be faintly heard.

"Xinning, I'm pregnant......"

Shu Shaoyu didn't know how she fell for Si Xinning's mobile phone.

Her voice was soft, like a porcelain doll that shattered at the touch of a button, but it sounded so helpless.

Wan Tao was a little flurry after hearing Shu Shaoyu's words, but she soon reacted again.

An unrestrained person like Si Ji'an spoils Shu Shaoyu like this every day, and the male protagonist in the president's article is the same as the perpetual motion machine, and the demand in that aspect is still strong.

In addition, some time ago, Si Ji'an basically stayed with Shu Shaoyu every night, and he must have been tossed back and forth.

Shu Shaoyu also has no means to resist, so it's strange that she doesn't have a heart for so many days.

Shu Lei was able to escape, but Shu Shaoyu was not so lucky, and Si Ji'an never took her feelings into account.

"I see, do you want to stay?"

Wan Tao lowered her voice slightly, so as not to be heard by Minglin and Zhan Qian, who were shouting on the side.

These two people were the same as Tiansheng Chong, Minglin came to her to take her out, and Zhan Qian immediately came out to stop her.

She watered all the cauliflower with a small watering can, and they weren't done arguing yet.

"I don't know. ”

Shu Shaoyu stroked her abdomen and couldn't make up her mind, her reason told her that it was time to drain the child, but her feelings were influencing her decision.

So she wanted to call over to get Si Xinning's opinion.

As for why she called Si Xinning instead of an adult who could confide, maybe it was because she trusted her to be the one who helped her.

It may also be the trust that she is a child who is mature beyond her age, and this incident tells her that she should have a way.

Shu Shaoyu felt that her brain was very messy, and all her thinking was messy.

She didn't want to think about it anymore, but she didn't know what to do.

In this way, day by day, the child in her belly also grew up day by day.

It's still too late to nip the danger in the cradle.

But she didn't want to see her child come out of her body, with blood and unformed ......

She felt sick to her stomach just by imagining that picture, and she couldn't stand the stimulation.

If she really wants her to see the unformed child coming out of her womb one day, she is afraid that she will have nightmares every night.

"If you don't have mental preparation, don't force it, it's a big deal to be born. ”

Wan Tao also heard the struggle in her words, she couldn't understand Shu Shaoyu's tangled thoughts, but she knew that Shu Shaoyu was unwilling at this stage.

She didn't think there was anything, and Shu Lei still gritted her teeth and gave birth to Si Xinning.

If Shu Shaoyu is also born by then, it is estimated that the overall situation will be decided at that time, and Shu Shaoyu can live her life with peace of mind, and there is nothing bad about it.

However, there may be idlers who chew on the root of their tongues.

Shu Shaoyu has become what she is now, all thanks to Si Ji'an.

Wan Tao suddenly felt that it was too cheap to let him die like this, and it would be great if he could live in repentance for the rest of his life.

But she didn't think Si Ji'an would repent.

"Really?"

Shu Shaoyu's voice trembled, she didn't know if she was right to do this, but she did feel a sense of relief when she heard Si Xinning say that she would not be able to give birth.

Because it's her own body.

"Yes, as long as you don't regret it. ”

Some words are useless no matter how much she says, Wan Tao knows that Shu Shaoyu has made up her mind.

Even if she persuades Shu Shaoyu to kill her, she will probably give her such a reason to think about it again.

It's better to follow her wishes and reassure her.

And the Shu family will not be unable to afford it, Shu Lei will still be Shu Lei after returning to the Ling family, and there is no shortage of food and clothing for a child.

"It's okay, no matter what happens in the future, I'll accept it. ”

Shu Shaoyu's goal in her heart gradually became clear, and she would look for a job again when the child was older.

During this period, in order not to be out of touch with society, she also had to work hard to learn new knowledge and enrich her horizons.

"Auntie, should I tell Mommy?"

Wan Tao couldn't figure out Shu Shaoyu's thoughts, but it was not a trivial matter that she was pregnant with her boss Ji An's child.

She is wearing Si Xinning's vest, then she is Si Xinning now, if Shu Shaoyu is born, I really don't know what to call this relationship.

Si Ji'an is really good at it.

Uncle and father are the same person, hiss...... It hurts to think about it, and the city will play.

"No, don't say it yet, I'm not mentally prepared yet. ”

Shu Shaoyu clenched her mobile phone, she didn't have the courage to face Shu Lei now.

She didn't know if her sister was still in love with Si Ji'an, and she didn't know what face she had to face Shu Lei.

It's really embarrassing.

Even if Shu Lei didn't love Si Ji'an, she didn't have the courage to tell Shu Lei about the existence of this child.

What's more, Si Ji'an didn't know she had it at all.

"Okay, then I'll hang up first. ”

"Well, thank you Xinning, goodbye. ”

The conversation between Wan Tao and Shu Shaoyu ended, she put the phone back in her pocket, and put the empty small watering can on the small wooden table in the garden by the way.

Shu Shaoyu is also an adult, and she has the right to make decisions for herself.

However, she can call Wantao and say this, on the one hand, she trusts Wantao, and on the other hand, she subconsciously relies on her.

Wan Tao was still quite happy about this, so she also respected Shu Shaoyu's decision.

"Si Xinning, do you want to hang out with me?"

Minglin took advantage of Zhan Qian's inattention and quickly got rid of him and came to Wantao's side, Zhan Qian arrived almost in the next second, and dragged Minglin with a cold face to prevent him from getting any closer.

"Miss, if you want to go, be sure to take me with you. ”

Mr. Lighting's character is hard to guarantee that he will not bring the young lady badly, and if he doesn't have a tough attitude at this time, I'm afraid that Minglin will take advantage of it.

Wan Tao watched them pull and pull and always had a sense of déjà vu of a loyal dog and a wild wolf, she couldn't help but sigh a little, she didn't know when the relationship between Zhan Qian and Minglin became so good.

This is the kind of talk that says no body but is very honest.

These two people are surprisingly compatible.