Chapter 326: Results
Chu Fuyan had just been tired of driving and horses, and he pushed open the door of Lin Qingwan's house. It was already late, and he didn't expect the lights in Lin Qingwan's room to flicker, and she hadn't slept yet.
"Squeak" pulled Lin Qingwan back from thousands of thoughts. She turned her head to look at Chu Fuyan, whose face was slightly tired, and did not speak for a moment.
There was only one lamp in the room, and the light flickered a little, flickering on and off, making the atmosphere very strange.
Chu Fuyan frowned, and said softly, "Wanwan, why haven't you slept yet?"
Lin Qingwan was stunned for a long time, she hesitated, did not question directly, but said in a dumb voice: "I can't sleep." ”
"What's on Wanwan's mind?" Chu Fuyan walked to Lin Qingwan's side and looked at her tenderly, "Or is it because I didn't come back?"
Lin Qingwan lowered her eyes and chose to be silent. For her to ask, it may take some deliberation and courage.
"Wanwan, I'm back now. Don't worry, I'll be with you. Chu Fuyan put his hand on Lin Qingwan's head and stroked it gently.
"Hmm......" Lin Qingwan replied in a low voice, she was attached to Chu Fuyan's gentleness.
Seeing that she had no intention of sleeping, Chu Fuyan quietly dragged a chair and sat beside her. He said softly: "Wanwan, if you have something in your heart, you must tell me, don't hold it in your heart." The doctor said, you have to take good care of your body now, and you can't be overly sad. ”
"The child is gone, how can I not be sad?" Lin Qingwan sighed softly, "It's just that every night I look at the stars and think of my unborn child." Husband, everything is relieved, I have been much better in recent days. ”
Although Lin Qingwan said this, she thought of what Lin Yanruo said to her today.
"Wanwan, since you say so, then I am relieved. ”
When Lin Qingwan heard this, his heart ached for no reason. Her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she was ruthless and pushed Chu Fuyan away. He got up from his chair in an instant, and looked at Chu Fuyan with slightly red eyes.
Lin Qingwan's sudden action startled Chu Fuyan, he frowned, subconsciously leaned closer to Lin Qingwan, and asked, "Wanwan, what's wrong with you?"
Lin Qingwan was silent, a little sadness flashed in her eyes, and then she took two steps to the side, widening the distance between her and Chu Fuyan.
"Husband, do you have something to hide from me? Lin Qingwan asked softly.
"What's the matter?" The wrinkles between Chu Fuyan's eyebrows deepened a little, he didn't panic in his heart, listening to Lin Qingwan's tone, she seemed to know something terrible.
"Think about it, if there's something hidden from me. Lin Qingwan bit her lower lip tightly to ensure that her emotions were stable.
Seeing this, Chu Fuyan also fell silent. There was only one thing that flashed in his mind, that is, Lin Qinghuan couldn't keep the child in his womb.
Chu Fuyan looked up at Lin Qingwan, her face was pale and bloodless, did she know about it? He pondered for a moment, and then said, "Wanwan, I do have something to hide from you." ”
When Lin Qingwan heard this, the strength in his body seemed to be instantly drained. She collapsed weakly against the wall, holding on to the wall resolutely, and her heart was in endless pain.
She tried her best to calm down, and asked in a trembling voice, "What are you hiding from me?"
"Wanwan ......" Chu Fuyan couldn't help but feel distressed when he saw Lin Qingwan's haggard appearance, "You listen to me......"
"You say, I'll listen. Lin Qingwan bent the corners of her mouth, looking very reluctant.
"There is one thing I have been hiding from you, and that is the fetus in your womb, and it cannot be saved. I was afraid that you would be sad, so I didn't tell you. Chu Fuyan's voice was much lower, and he was unwilling to reveal this bloody fact.
"Heh, is that all there is to it?" Lin Qingwan laughed miserably, Chu Fuyan really knew.
Then the person who does it will only be him.
Lin Qingwan never thought that it was his husband, who caused him to fall into the water and lose his beloved son.
So all these days and nights of appeasement, and the tenderness he showed, were all to keep himself from indebted to her?
Lin Qingwan suddenly felt that her affection was really sad, she did not hesitate to conceive a child for him. But he used the child in her womb to eradicate the people he didn't want to see. That's really a blessing, this child can't be saved!
Lin Qingwan smiled weakly, and she said, "Why did you push Lu Zhao to cause me to go into the water?!"
Lin Qingwan had already guessed the truth in her heart, but she still insisted on asking, what if the answer he gave was not this?
"What? what did you say?" Chu Fuyan asked rhetorically without hearing her clearly.
And such words were an invincible mockery in Lin Qingwan's ears. She thought that Chu Fuyan must have heard it, but she didn't want to admit it, so she just delayed time.
"Let me ask you, why did you push Lu Zhao and cause me to go into the water?" Lin Qingwan asked loudly, "Why don't you care about the life and death of our children?!"
When Chu Fuyan heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and then he pondered the meaning of Lin Qingwan's words clearly. This sentence was like a slap in the face, knocking down his deep love for Lin Qingwan.
Chu Fuyan's face suddenly turned pale, he knew that Lin Qingwan was very sad to lose his beloved son, but he never thought that Lin Qingwan would actually detain this trumped-up charge on his head!
How do you think about this, it doesn't make sense!
"You speak!" Lin Qingwan's face was very entangled, she didn't know what kind of answer she would come to, she only knew that everything seemed to be settled.
"You...... You actually think so much about me?!" Chu Fuyan was angry. The beloved actually suspected that he had hurt their children! How could Chu Fuyan stand it! He asked rhetorically, but what he got was Lin Qingwan's almost desperate eyes.
"Isn't it?" Lin Qingwan's face was like ashes, she only wanted an answer.
Chu Fuyan's face sank, he snorted coldly, suppressed the unhappiness and anger in his heart, and showed a gloomy smile, he said word by word: "Lin Qingwan, you actually don't believe me?"
Lin Qingwan pursed her lips tightly and didn't say anything. She didn't have the strength to ask anymore.
"Do you doubt me, do you think I have harmed your child?" Chu Fuyan kept asking, and deliberately replaced "our child" with "your child", but Lin Qingwan didn't say anything.
Chu Fuyan's anger was completely ignited. The child Lin Qingwan is pregnant with, but it is his flesh and blood. Tiger poison does not eat children, how can he frame his own child? Even if that child cannot survive in the first place, he has never had the idea of murdering Lin Qingxuan.
Lin Qingwan had a miscarriage, and he was also very sad! But he still had to be busy with state affairs and family affairs, and he came to accompany Lin Qingwan when he was free. And Lin Qingwan's understatement put him in a place of injustice and wiped out all his efforts and sorrows.
"You're so vexatious!" Chu Fuyan said angrily, "In your heart, am I not such a person?" he then sneered, "You should calm down." ”
After saying that, Chu Fuyan shook his big hand, and the forbidden step on his waist fluttered, making a crisp sound. He walked outside, because he was worried that Lin Qingwan's body would not be able to stand the wind, so he closed the door heavily.
As soon as the door was replaced, the voice broke the last bit of stubbornness in Lin Qingwan's heart. She sat down on the ground against the wall, a little cold from the soles of her feet to her heart, and the blood seemed to have clotted.
The room was empty, except for the moonlight streaming down the window. It seems cold and lonely.
Lin Qingwan cried uncontrollably.
Tears slid down his face and stained his clothes. She would not have been so sad to be born again in the future, but she also experienced the taste of losing a child, losing a lover, and being betrayed in the previous life.
It's so sad.
Lin Qingwan's cry hovered in the air for a long time. She didn't know how long she cried, but she gradually found herself.
Lin Qingwan wiped away her tears, although her eyes were red and swollen, she couldn't be sad anymore. Her body was already weak, and when she cried enough, she needed to rest.
Lin Qingwan let out a long sigh, his eyes lost concentration. He walked for a while before he lay down on the bed. She stared at the bedside lamp for a moment.
It was the first night she slept alone after losing her child. Even the only consolation, Chu Fuyan, was no longer by her side.
Lin Qingwan's nose was sour, and she closed her eyes tightly to prevent herself from crying again.
Perhaps because of the catharsis, Lin Qingwan slept much more peacefully this night. It wasn't until noon that I woke up.
Tongque had already prepared the meal and was waiting for Lin Qingwan to wake up.
"Bronze Sparrow ......"
Lin Qingwan opened his mouth, but his voice was terrifyingly hoarse.
Tongque hurriedly stepped forward to help Lin Qingwan's body and said, "Miss, the slave is here, lunch has been prepared, Miss will get up and eat quickly." ”
Lin Qingwan touched the cold quilt beside him, and felt a sadness in his heart. Last night's quarrel was vaguely in front of her, making her have to admit that she did have a big fight with Chu Fuyan yesterday.
Now even Chu Fuyan is not by her side......
Lin Qingwan suddenly remembered Lin Yanruo's gloomy smile, and his whole body was excited. She caressed her chest as if comfortingly, and then said to the bronze sparrow, "Let's eat after washing." ”
The night's recuperation made Lin Qingwan's face look much better, and Tongque was a little happy, and he began to chatter more.
"Miss, you have to eat more, so that your body can be better!" said the bronze finch with a smile.
Lin Qingwan glanced at the bronze sparrow, his heart warmed for no reason, and then asked, "Is there a swing in the yard?"
"Swing, miss, we don't have one in the yard. The bronze-finch replied.
Lin Qingwan looked at the yard thoughtfully, she pondered for a while and said, "Later, you let people make a swing in the yard, and I can sit and play." ”
"Yes, miss. The bronze sparrow quickly replied.
Lin Qingwan can have this idea, Tongque is very happy, and Miss also knows that she is going to relieve her boredom!