He's not a good master, he's not a good master, he always has to sacrifice one to save the other.

I can hardly recall how I lived when the small bones did not appear, and the thousands of years flowed silently, but I never took it for granted, and I didn't feel anything bad if I didn't feel good. Later, when Bone came, everything quietly changed, and he began to look less like him, or was this the real him?

The saddest thing in the world is that when the person who loved you dearly in the past becomes everything to you, you are no longer important to her.

He evaded, he was ruthless, he was stubborn, for so many years, he couldn't even hear a sentence, she said she loved him.

Although she keeps saying that now as long as she wants it, she will give her anything. Sadly and ridiculously, she doesn't want herself at all.

The scar is just a pain, in fact, it hurts all the time, sometimes light and sometimes heavy, the piece of flesh he forcibly ripped off seems to have never healed, and there has not been a moment for so many years when the pain no longer reminds him of the mistakes he made. Day and night, she had the same dream that killed her over and over again.

"Master......"

A pair of hands gripped his trembling and cramping left hand, the sleeve was lifted, and he only felt like pulling it back, hiding the scar, but he felt the warm fingertips roaming over the scar, then the cold lips, and the moist cheeks that clung to it.

"Master...... It doesn't hurt......" Hua Qiangu sat in front of the bed, hugging his arm tightly.

Bai Zihua slowly opened her eyes and reached out to stroke her hair.

"Master, I'll never leave you again, don't be angry with me. "I don't remember what happened just now, I just looked at Bai Zihua worriedly, his arm seemed to be hurting more and more, how important was that little bone to him before, and he missed it a lot, so he would be in pain again and again to fall unconscious?" Bai Zihua's eyes were calm and indifferent with a hint of compassion, she was right, she had no right to restrain her, the mistakes she made, the debts she owed, had been paid off with death in the previous life. Dongfang is right, her own demons are flourishing, and it will only harm her as before.

Hua Qiangu held his hand tightly, her head buried in his arms and trembled slightly, although she wanted to marry Dongfang, she never really thought about leaving her master, so many years the master was her everything, he was just too angry at the time, he just thought that no master didn't want her anymore.

But only the moment she saw him fall to the ground, she was so frightened that she almost stopped breathing, and finally understood how important the master was to her, and she would rather die by herself than be a little unhappy.

So...... So she finally ate the elixir of Gui Xian given to her by the East. decided to be the little bone in the master's mind, whether that little bone was her or someone else, he couldn't tell and didn't want to distinguish it. As long as he likes it, he can treat her as whoever he wants, and he doesn't get angry anymore.

Bai Zihua's heart was sad, and he began to be a little blurry for a while, but he suddenly smelled a smoky memory, a coolness on his right arm, and the white yarn hanging down in front of the bed moved lightly with the wind, giving him a dreamlike illusion.

"What is Little Bone doing?" looked down and saw that he was carefully applying plaster to his scar and couldn't help but smile bitterly, how could this be so good.

"Master, don't move, wait until the medicine is gone. ”

Hua Qiangu kicked out and came in with a bowl of porridge.

"Master, are you hungry?" she blew in small gulps, and then fed it to Bai Zihua's mouth.

Where would he be hungry: "Little Bone has learned to cook?"

Hua Qiangu lowered her head embarrassedly: "I will only do this one ......" It was the master who took care of her before, and she couldn't do anything, but now she wants to take good care of the master, but it's too late. After recovering his memory, Hua Qiangu must be smart and clever, and he can do anything, right?

Bai Zihua was fine, but he didn't bother to raise his hand, let himself indulge in her little care, and fed her porridge one bite at a time.

Looking up and seeing that it was raining outside, why did Xiao Gu feel so lonely when he was obviously by his side all these years?

Hua Qiangu looked at Bai Zihua and looked out the window and couldn't help but sigh, for so many years, she was growing up slowly, but the years have never left a trace on the master, he sat so quietly, like a portrait carefully carved by the sky with ice and snow, so beautiful that it makes people feel sad and at a loss......

Knowing that although he was in front of her eyes, what she had been thinking about in her heart was the little bone from before, she reached out and held him tightly.

"Master, don't worry, I ate the Gui Xian Pill given to me by the East, and I will soon regain my memory and spiritual sense. When the time comes, you'll be able to see the same bone you used to have. ”

Bai Zihua was shocked, and grabbed her shoulder with incredible force.

"What are you talking about!Do you know what that means?Your shrine is just getting better!" Maybe it seems to others that it is just a matter of recovering her memory, but for herself, who doesn't know anything at the moment, she really has to accept another memory and life, and let herself become another person. How dare she......

Hua Qiangu smiled and nodded vigorously: "Of course I know, I will return the previous small bone to the master." Even if I die, I don't want to live my life in a mess. ”

Bai Zihua's hands trembled, why was she still so stupid, even if she wiped herself out, she wanted to give him a fulfillment? But where did she understand that it was his greatest wish to have her by her side like now. She thought she was returning the old little bone to him, but in fact, she was completely away from his side!

Holding her in his arms, Bai Zihua smiled bitterly. I thought I could covet and enjoy the Japanese son who had been with her for decades and hundreds of years, but finally came early. I can't hide it, and I can't hide it anyway......

"Xiao Gu, you go down, I want to be alone for the teacher. ”

Hua Qiangu saw that his face had become hollow and ethereal, and he went out with some worry.

In the middle of the night, her head ached, and there was nothing else, she sat by the desk, and for the first time she lifted the pen so solemnly.

"This letter is addressed to you, the little bone after recovering his memory. I'm sure I'll remember the past after taking the pill, but me

I'm not sure if I'll forget the present. I don't dare to make such a bet, so I leave this letter to you to remind myself of this happiest and beautiful time of my life, and also to tell you to cherish the present, I hope you can see it. If your return really replaces my current existence, and I don't remember the days when I stayed in Yunshan with my master all these years, I think I will be very sad, but I will not regret it. I don't know what unpleasant things happened between you and the master in the past, so that the master obviously misses you so much, but he doesn't dare to let you come back, for fear of losing you. I just want to tell you, please entrust Hum and my family to you, you must not let me down, you must not leave the master, otherwise I will come back to you for revenge. If you come back and only remember those unhappy things and refuse to stay with Master, then I will tell you all the happy things over the years......

Hua Qiangu finished writing the letter late at night, carefully carrying it in her arms, as her mind became clearer and clearer, she was miraculously very calm, and there was no reluctance or unwillingness. The soul seems to be becoming whole again, like the moon slowly rounding.

When I looked up, it seemed to be exceptionally bright outside the window, and when I opened the door, it was snowing, and it was surprisingly cold.

Walking towards the master's room, there was no palm lamp in the room, and Bai Zihua was sitting in the dark.

"Master?" Hua Qiangu lit the lamp and looked at him suspiciously and worriedly.

Bai Zihua turned his head and looked at him and smiled gently, the serious coldness faded, his eyes were so bright, the ice sculpture seemed to be alive as if Sun Jian had come to life, and he was angry, but it became a little less like him.

"Master, have you drunk?" smelled a strong aroma of wine, mixed with the smell of Bai Zihua's body, which made her a little smoky.

Bai Zihua beckoned to her and handed him a glass: "Xiao Gu, this is the peach blossom brew you buried with your own hands in the Palace of Despair back then, accompany the master to drink the last cup." ”

Hua Qiangu nodded. Took the wine glass and sat beside him, smelled the wine, and then stretched out her tongue and licked it, the intoxicating smell made her squint her glasses, and the master didn't let her touch the wine before.

Bai Zihua drank all the wine in his glass, watching her gaze struggle and be confused.

After spending a few glasses of wine, the words became more than usual, and Bai Zihua seemed to be listening quietly, as if he was distracted.

By the time she finished drinking, she was already a little delirious, lying on the table and looking at Bai Zihua with a smile.

"Master......"

Fingers brushed his cold lips a little presumptuously, and a tear slipped down his red-hot cheeks. She was actually so scared, afraid that what would happen if she forgot him, and forgot all these years in Yunshan.

Bai Zihua's heart fluttered, stood up, picked her up horizontally, and put her on the collapse.

Hua Qiangu looked up at him drunkenly, and Bai Zihua suddenly fell down, buried in her neck, and sighed.

"Xiao Gu, have you never thought of marrying a master?" Why did she keep shouting that she wanted to marry Dongfang, but she never thought of marrying him, did she really not love him at all in this life?

Hua Qiangu's dizzy brain suddenly exploded.

Married to a master?

She had never thought about it like this and didn't dare to think like that, that person was a master......

I felt a hand undo the strap on her clothes: "Master?"

What's wrong with the master?

"Don't go with him, don't leave the master, okay?" Bai Zihua muttered, the huge pain hidden in his voice almost made Hua Qiangu's heart so soft that he forgot everything.

"Master, if you're drunk, Xiao Gu won't leave you. Hua Qiangu stroked his long hair without any doubt.

"Xiao Gu, haven't you always wanted Master, haven't you...... Isn't that so...... You won't be gone tomorrow......"

The clothes were taken off, and he felt the kiss of Bai Zi's painting sliding down his neck, Hua Qiangu began to panic a little, this seemed to be different from the intimacy in normal days, there was a special smell stirring in the cold air, but he was powerless to resist, even his bones were soft and paralyzed, and he was drunk with alcohol and the breath of Bai Zihua.

"Master...... I'm not leaving......"

"Don't leave me alone......"

"No......"

"Xiao Gu, do you still love your master?"

"Love?"

Bai Zihua raised his head and looked at her drunk, her face full of tears. It's the bones, but it's not exactly her......

The voice of the East rang in my ears again.

———— don't you feel guilty when you make out with her?

A long sigh.

Bai Zihua, what are you doing?

Thinking that she wouldn't leave in this way, she would never have a chance to recover if she missed it. To be with all these years of companionship, it is time to be content. Don't you think you hurt her enough in your previous life, and you want her to hate you even more? This time, just respect her choice.

Hua Qiangu felt tightly embraced in her arms, as if she was about to be crushed, and the familiar and cold voice asked sadly:

"Xiao Gu, what should the master do in this life so that he won't be wrong?"

She wanted to answer, but it was getting dark in front of her, and everything in the past came flooding her.

It was as if I had a long, long dream, and it was a long life, so clear, so real, that I could even remember the dishes I ate every day, the color of the clothes I wore, and the shape of the white clouds floating in the sky.

And those love and hate, pain and suffering seem to be too far apart, and they have been dusted by the years, and they seem to be not worth mentioning, but they still remain somewhere in my heart and ache faintly.

Hua Qiangu opened his eyes, his face calm and indifferent.

She was reclining on the couch of the small pavilion in the lake, the wind curtained and moved, and under the peach blossom tree on the shore was a familiar figure of extremely white dust, facing the shadow.

The past quickly flowed in her mind, and looking back, it was like a passing cloud. But there are times when it is always engraved in my heart. From how she designed Bai Zihua to kill herself with her own hands and come down with the curse of immortality under hatred and despair, to her willingness to eat the elixir just to exchange him for a complete flower thousand bones, and even the original posthumous book that destroyed the entire god realm.

She remembered it all.

Thousands of years of memories have piled up in my heart, and my consciousness has become so clear and thorough that it is better than the instant enlightenment of a person who has attained enlightenment.

But his eyes were always looking at the person in the distance, thinking of the pain he had suffered for him over the years, the suffering he had suffered for himself......

Step by step, as if from the edge of the sky, slowly walked to him. The person in front of him has long since lost the pain and helplessness he had when he tried to keep her last night, and has become cold and distant again.

Why, can he be merciful to Xiao Gu as a child, gentle to Xiao Gu who has lost his memory, is really important to face her who loves him deeply with such a cold face? Even if it is so far, he still refuses to accept himself? But why, he keeps begging himself to stay?

Bai Zihua looked at him quietly, the two met their eyes, thousands of mountains and birds flew away, thousands of people disappeared, and the years that passed in a hurry suddenly shattered into particles of dust at the fingertips.

Speechless, the two of them could barely breathe in the thick and sad entanglement that could not be dissolved.

Hua Qianguhe moved his lips, but it seemed that he had lost his instinct for language, and only a few mutilated syllables came out of his mouth.

But Bai Zihua understood-

Is there anything else you would like to say to me?

He sighed softly, but she still couldn't let go, and always had to give an answer herself. She is still clinging, but at least it shows that she still loves him.

"I'm sorry" thousands of words, as well as all the love and fear over the years, are only condensed into this one sentence.

Hua Qiangu wanted to laugh, but the facial muscles didn't obey the call, and he was still expressionless.

Yes, love is just a few words in the end, "I love you", "I hate you", "Forget it", "I'm sorry", "Forget it"......

And he'll always just say one thing.

She turned around and slowly flew towards the horizon.

Bai Zihua's hand that he wanted to keep stopped in mid-air, and he chose to kill her with his own hands, what qualifications did he have to keep her?

Slowly lowered his eyelids, the cool thin lips moved gently, and then he looked up again, and there was no trace of flowers and bones in the clear sky.

He knew that he had gone to find Dongfang Yuqing. And he, who has no business, should also leave.