Chapter 7: A Change of Personality
Fan Hua declined Wang Jianfeng's send-off, and walked alone on the street, his mood slowly became gloomy, and he became more and more confused in his heart.
Fan Hua asked himself from the bottom of his heart, "What did he do all this for, in order to make Liu Li change his mind, or to make Liu Li and all those who looked down on him regret it?"
But even if Liu Li wants to return to his side, can he still accept her? Can he let her hurt again? Because he is not sure that she is coming back, whether she will leave again, because she will never be satisfied with his change, no matter how he changes, she will feel that he is still not good enough, she may never really love him, she is just used to having him by her side. ”
The more Fan Hua thought about it, the lower his mood became, looking at the hurried pedestrians on the street, the more he felt lonely, why was he so lonely when he was once a god of nothingness, and now he is still so lonely when he is a mortal, and is he a god of nothingness or Fan Hua? Is he really going to enter reincarnation again? But who dares to guarantee that he will not be lonely again after reincarnation?
Why is he immortal, as long as this physical body dies now, then he will recover the divine body and supernatural powers of the god of nothingness, of course, at the same time of recovery, the memory of Fan Hua in this life may also disappear, that is to say, this is not much different from Fan Hua's death.
Fan Hua didn't want to revert to the cold character of the god of nothingness, but he had to be confused, what was he living for in this life? Just when he was confused, an elderly couple came over while chatting, only to hear the old grandmother say to the old man, "Old man! How many more opportunities do you think we have to go shopping together?"
The old man listened to the old man's words, and was silent for a while before he replied, "I said my wife! The future will be counted later, at least we are still shopping together today, then we should cherish today, instead of thinking about tomorrow before today, because no one knows what will happen tomorrow." Many people say that they have to plan for the future, and people can't always think about everything, it's too tiring to live like this. When we were young, we left too many regrets, and now we are powerless to do it. So people can't leave too many regrets for themselves in this life, in fact, many times it is not a good thing to be willful, just follow your feelings. ”
The old grandmother listened to the old man's words and laughed, "Hehe, old man, you have a lot of crooked reasoning, people don't think about it, they don't have a plan, there is no plan, there is no goal, and there is no goal, where does the motivation come from in life." It's still willful, but now it's a legal society, and many things can't be done by you. ”
The old man listened to the old grandmother's words, and said disapprovingly, "Wife, although we don't have the ability to do it willfully, but really capable people can still do it." However, some capable people may not be able to do this waywardly, because they do not understand this. Otherwise, those who can understand this point do not have the ability, and those who have the ability and can understand this point will be truly free and easy to be worldly. "In fact, there are still many capable people in this world, but the ability of the country is not small.
The old couple walked farther and farther, and Fan Hua couldn't hear what they were saying, but the old man's words sounded in Fan Hua's heart like an explosion, making him have a flash of realization in his heart.
At this moment, Fan Hua stood still on the street and closed his eyes, because he had too many things to figure out, and he had always looked at all problems from the perspective of an ordinary person, so there were more restraints on his body, but the old man's words seemed to make him understand a lot. So he has to think about how he will live his life in the future.
Although the pedestrians on the street saw a person standing there with his eyes closed, they also felt that it was nothing, and now there are many strange people, maybe that person is standing on the street and sleeping, and besides, they have no time to care about other people's affairs.
Fan Hua's stop was 6 hours, and he didn't open his eyes until 9 o'clock in the evening, and the moment Fan Hua opened his eyes, Fan Hua's whole body temperament couldn't help but change, no longer the previous melancholy and heart death, but a kind of free and easy. Because he figured out a lot and realized a lot in these 6 hours.
He has to do what the old man said, do it willfully, free and easy to be worldly, although he no longer has the magic power of the god of nothingness, but he now has a lot of things that are not on the earth, once he matures, then he can also do the same wayward on this earth, right? You must know that money is basically omnipotent on the earth, and it is very easy for him to make money.
He will no longer be obsessed with Liu Li's departure, although he has not completely let go of her, but he will not be too persistent. Now he is not a god of nothingness, let alone the Fan Hua he used to be, he is now a brand new Fan Hua, from now on he is no longer living for Liu Li, he only lives for himself, he still has parents, and friends, he was not alone in the past, but a heart, from this moment on, he is no longer a lonely person, he has to let go of his body and mind to live for himself.
Many people say that you should be high-profile in doing things and low-key in life, so he must be a high-profile person in doing things and a high-profile person.
In the future, only he bullies people, and no one bullies him. It was also at this moment that Fan Hua's personality has changed a lot, as for what kind of person he will become, it is unknown, because what he wants to do is to be willful, he will do what he likes whether it is good or bad, what he doesn't like is that no matter how good it is, he will not do it, and in the future, he will only follow his own feelings, and he will not always think about it.
After Fan Hua figured everything out, he felt indescribably comfortable all over his body, and the melancholy of Liu Li's departure for more than three months was also swept away, and Fan Hua felt so hungry at the same time that he was sad, and he didn't have a good meal in more than three months because of his sadness, and now that all the sadness and troubles have been thrown away, he wants to have a good meal.
Now think about the life and death of a woman, what has become of it, and the good life is almost ruined. To hell with the past, I will definitely find someone who truly loves me, I am not a god of nothingness, I am just a mortal, I also want to have my own love, you will see that I will be better off than you.
"I don't want to do so much, let's have a good meal first, this is a great world, you just wait for me Fan Hua to conquer you after I'm full." Fan Hua said to himself while touching his stomach, and then he wanted to find a restaurant to have a good meal, but before he could take two steps, he stopped, because he suddenly remembered that he only seemed to have 50 yuan left on his body.
Don't look at Fan Hua, he casually lost 1 billion jewels to Wang Jianfeng, but he didn't have much cash, and he used up all the money he had saved in the past three months, which means that he only had 50 yuan left, although Fan Hua still had jewelry, but he couldn't have a meal and had to find a place to sell the jewelry and then go to eat, that would be more troublesome. Although Fan Hua's personality has changed now, his fear of trouble has not changed at all.
"Forget it, let's find some snacks to eat, 50 yuan is enough to eat. Fan Hua said as he took out his 50 yuan from his left pocket and looked at it, and then put it in his right pocket.
Fan Hua is not a particularly particular person, snacks are snacks, he doesn't care, he remembers that there is a snack street in front of him, so he walks towards that snack street. Fan Hua walked towards the snack street in front of him, and took out his mobile phone to call one of the numbers, but he still remembered that Wang Jianfeng said about the company's security issues, and now he called to find someone to help.
The phone rang for a long time before it was connected, only to hear a boy on the other end of the phone: "Hey, Fan Hua, why are you so free to call me, haven't you traveled all over the world? What? Are you still sad for that woman? Isn't it just a loss of love? This is the necessary stage for a boy to become a man." No big deal. ”
Hearing the words on the other end of the phone, Fan Hua couldn't help but blush, and said, "Instructor, how do you know that I am out of love? "The person on the other end of the phone is Fan Hua's former student, the instructor who participated in military training, was in the army, was a company commander at the time, and later joined a special forces as a special soldier, but he was discharged from the army last year. That's why Fan Hua thought of him, because Fan Hua had an idea to ask him to help.
The relationship between Fan Hua and him can be said to be very ironclad, and their contact has not been broken for so many years, and he is only a few years older than Fan Hua, so there will be no generation gap. Therefore, Fan Hua will be the first to think of him as a special soldier when he thinks of the company's security issues, and at the same time, Fan Hua also knows that he has not yet found a job, so he can just pull him to his side to help.
"You don't care how I know, someone will tell me, it's you, what's going on now, okay?" The other end of the phone didn't answer Fan Hua's question positively, but just cared about Fan Huadao, and Fan Hua could hear that his instructor really cared about him.
Although the instructor didn't say who said it, Fan Hua also knew who said it, and it must have been said by his old classmates. Fan Hua was still very touched by the instructor's concern, "Instructor, don't worry, I'm fine, I will never make myself like this for a woman again." Fan Hua now feels that he is not alone, and there are many people who care about him. He felt even more guilty for making himself like that for a woman.
Hearing Fan Hua's words on the other end of the phone, he said happily, "Hahaha~~~ Good boy, I knew that you would not let me down." I didn't expect you to recover so quickly, I thought it would take you a year and a half to recover? By the way, you kid hasn't said anything about what you're looking for me, let it go if you have a fart, I'll have to go to the field and farm later!"
Fan Hua sweated wildly, "I said instructor, you are a special soldier who ran back to farm, or the instructor, you can help me, I want to open a company recently, but the safety of the company cannot be guaranteed, so I thought of you." Come and help me. Fan Hua stated his purpose, and he was sure that his instructor would definitely answer.
Sure enough, as Fan Hua expected, the other end of the phone didn't think about it for long before replying, "Hehe, okay, you kid, you have the ability to start a company, what do you want me to help you, say it." ”
"Instructor, I can't say clearly on the phone for a while, why don't we meet and talk about it, I'm in Senzhen. Fan Hua really couldn't explain to him for a while, so Fan Hua asked him out. The other end of the phone replied without thinking about it, "Okay, I'll go out of Senzhen tomorrow, and I'll contact you then, then I'll hang up first." ”