Chapter 1: Emotional Wounds
Huaxia Guo...
The town of Shanjia... A certain food stall, perhaps because it is the third day of the Lunar New Year, there are not many customers in the food stall, and there are two young people sitting at the only table.
"Fan Hua, isn't Liu Li really coming back for the New Year this year? Are you quarreling?" asked a young man as he poured wine for another man named Fan Hua.
Fan Hua was obviously stunned for a moment when he heard the young man's question, and then drank the wine he had just poured before slowly speaking, "We didn't quarrel, but maybe we are about to break up, and Li has been separated and reunited several times in the past few years, maybe this is also the last time, in the last half a year, I basically haven't had much contact with her, and I have been busy when I call her, and I basically don't reply to messages."
Maybe it's really in two different cities that the relationship has faded, but why do I love her more and more?" "Watching the person I love the most slowly get farther and farther away from me, but I don't have any ability to keep it, my heart is like being cut one by one, but even if it hurts, it's useless, and the person who wants to leave will leave after all, isn't it?"
A trace of helplessness and distress flashed in Fan Hua's eyes. The young man sighed slightly when he heard what Fan Hua said, "Alas, Fan Hua, don't think about it too much, maybe Liu Li is really busy." ”
"Oh, Fuyou! You don't have to comfort me, you and Liu Li are in the same city, and you can often meet, you must know whether she is busy or not. Fan Hua smiled self-deprecatingly.
Liu Fuyou picked up the wine and poured Fan Hua a full glass again before shaking his head and continuing: "It turns out that you still know something, your pair was the most optimistic pair for so many of us, but I didn't expect you to come to this point." He really couldn't understand why a pair of lovers who were once so loving would come to this point.
"Alas, I can only blame me for being ignorant and incompetent, forget it, don't talk about this, it's enough to have you brothers! After Fan Hua finished speaking, he picked up the cup and touched Zhao Fu's cup, and then drank the wine in the cup in one gulp.
Liu Fuyou also picked up his cup and drank it in one gulp, "Okay, let's not talk about her, no matter what, it's enough that we are all good brothers, and the woman who wants to leave can't stay." Come, let's keep drinking. In fact, Liu Fuyou also knows that Fan Hua is really sad now, otherwise Fan Hua, who has not been drinking much, would have drunk so much wine today, and all Liu Fuyou can do is to accompany him to get drunk and rest.
When Liu Fuyou poured the wine of the two again, his mobile phone rang just when he wanted to drink it, Liu Fuyou took out his mobile phone and looked at it, his face became weird, he glanced at Fan Huacai and said, "It's Liu Li calling." ”
Fan Hua didn't react much when he heard it, but said lightly, "You pick it up, she should come back too, and she doesn't want me to pick her up, maybe she doesn't want me to know that she's back at all, so I called you." After Fan Hua finished speaking, he drank by himself, maybe Liu Li didn't know Fan Hua, but Fan Hua knew Liu Li very well.
Liu Fuyou looked at Fan Hua, and wanted to ask him how he knew, but he still didn't ask. could only pick up the phone helplessly, putting aside his relationship with Fan Hua, his own relationship with Liu Li was an old classmate and good friend, so he had to answer Liu Li's call.
Liu Fuyou's face became even more strange after answering the phone, because the content of Liu Li's phone call just now was the same as what Fan Hua said, that is, Liu Li was back, let him drive to pick her up, and at the same time don't tell Fan Hua that she is back, he really can't understand why Fan Hua said it so accurately.
Fan Hua saw Liu Fuyou in a daze after listening to the phone, he picked up the wine on the table and said to Zhao Fu while drinking, "What's the matter?"
"How do you know? Did she tell you she was coming back?" Liu Fuyou looked at Fan Hua suspiciously.
"Heh, she will tell me that it's weird, that's because I know her too well, from the time she said that she would go abroad for the New Year and not come back for the New Year, I knew that she would come back, saying that going abroad just wanted to avoid me. Fan Hua smiled bitterly, thinking of Liu Li's indifference to him in the past six months, his heart ached faintly.
Liu Fuyou really didn't know what to say at the moment, and just when he was about to say something, Fan Hua spoke again, "Okay, you go and pick her up." We didn't see each other today or drink together, and we didn't know she was back. I'll go first, don't forget to pay. Liu Fuyou looked at Fan Hua's departing back and was speechless for a while, sighed and got up to pay the bill and left.
Fan Hua walked lonely on the street, the memories of the past came to his heart one by one, from acquaintance with Liu Li to love, six years, six years have been divided and combined several times, she is the first girl he loves, she really loves deeply, but the last half a year has made Fan Hua deeply feel that they are going to break up again, and they will never be together again.
He was going to lose her forever, and the more he didn't want to lose, the faster he lost. He also wanted to tell himself to see it, but it was just self-comforting, his heart was really painful, so painful that he couldn't breathe, why would it be so painful to love someone?
Fan Hua took out his mobile phone and pressed the familiar number, and looked at it for a long time before pressing the dial-out button as if he had made up his mind.
But the phone rang for a long time until it hung up automatically and no one answered, Fan Hua could only press the redial button again and again, but after calling five times in a row, no one answered, and he didn't call the sixth time, because he knew that if she didn't want to answer his phone, it would be useless to call many times, and it was not the first time in the past six months, and in the end she could always find a lot of excuses to say that she didn't see his call.
Fan Hua, who put his mobile phone in his pocket, walked around the small street again, but this short street has left a lot of good memories, maybe it's time to leave, and I don't know when I will come back to this town next time, and how many memories of this short street will remain.
At eight o'clock in the evening, Fan Hua did not go out with a large group of friends as in previous years, but was in a daze in the room, and the memories of the past in his mind were like playing a movie, flashing scene by scene, sour, sweet, happy, and sad. Fan Hua, who didn't know how long he had been stunned, finally let the ringtone of his mobile phone pull him back to reality from his past memories.
Picking up the phone and seeing that it was Liu Li calling, Fan Hua couldn't wait to pick up the phone, and at the same time he was a little excited and happy in his heart, because he also forgot how long Liu Li hadn't taken the initiative to call him, he had always taken the initiative to call her a lot, once upon a time they could talk on the phone for a few hours, but in the last six months, they haven't talked on the phone for more than a few minutes.
"Hey, Li, do you have something to do with me?" Fan Hua still had a little expectation in his heart, he was expecting Liu Li to be very happy to tell him that she was going home, and asked him to go to her quickly, because it was like this in previous years.
But it was obvious that Fan Hua was going to be disappointed, because Liu Li just replied to him lightly, "It's okay, I just want to ask why you called me?"
Hearing Liu Li's words, Fan Hua felt a sense of loss in her heart, it turned out that she just replied to the phone he called her during the day, and it was really that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and I don't know when it started, it became a matter of hope for her to take the initiative to call him.
Although Fan Hua was very disappointed in his heart, Fan Hua still pretended to be nothing and said, "It's nothing, I just miss you a little, how are you doing abroad?Why didn't you answer my phone during the day?" Speaking of this, Fan Hua was even more disappointed, before Liu Li would take the initiative to say why she didn't answer his phone, but now she is too lazy to explain.
The phone was silent for a while before I heard Liu Li's reply, "I didn't hear it in my bag, I went home, I just came back today." Fan Hua was even more stunned when she heard Liu Li's words, how could she take the initiative to say that she was going home, could it be that Zhao Fu told her that he knew she was back?
"Really, I'll go to you now, then I'll hang up first, and we'll talk about it when we meet." After Fan Hua finished speaking, he wanted to hang up the phone to find Liu Li, but what Liu Li said next also made him stop moving, and it gave him a bigger blow.
"Fan Hua, don't look for me, I just came back by car, I'm a little tired, and I want to rest early. Also, can you not come to me again in the future?" Although Liu Li's tone on the other side of the phone was inquiring, Fan Hua could still hear the hint of determination, which was the determination to end.
It was also because of hearing that trace of determination that Fan Hua froze like a lightning strike, and everything was about to end. After a long time, Fan Hua said with difficulty, "Have you decided? Is it really over like this after so many years?" Although he had thought of such a result a long time ago, he thought of it, and when he thought of it, it was really at such a moment, Fan Hua was still a little difficult to accept, and the heart-rending pain made Fan Hua feel a little about to collapse.
Liu Li also heard Fan Hua's sadness, originally she didn't want to say this early, this time she came back and wanted not to let Fan Hua know, but she also knew that this couldn't fool him for long, so the long pain is better than the short pain, Liu Li can only resolutely go down "Fan Hua, don't say anything else, we have been divided and combined so many times in the past few years, I am really tired, my family doesn't like you, you also know, and more importantly, I don't have that feeling of love for you anymore." Can you understand?"
Fan Hua didn't know when the corners of his eyes were already a little wet, but in the end he didn't cry. Fan Hua was silent for a while before he spoke, "Okay, Li, then let's be universal friends, I know that no one in your family likes me." Fan Hua also knew that Liu Li's family didn't like him, because Liu Li used to say who in her family didn't like him to him, and then he would worry, Liu Li would comfort him every time she saw him worried, and said that she was going to marry him, not her family.
Fan Hua didn't want to change Liu Li's family's opinion of him, but the reasons why her family didn't like him really made it difficult for him to change for a while, for example, her mother said that his family was not rich enough and he was not good-looking; Her brother just looked down on him all the time. So Fan Hua really can't change it for a while.
Fan Hua also knew that it was impossible for him to be with her, so if he wanted to be an ordinary friend, at least he could stay by her side silently; if you love someone, you don't have to have her, you can silently guard her side, and watching her words and smiles is not a kind of happiness.
But Liu Li said another sentence that shattered Fan Hua's last hope, and what Liu Li said was, "Fan Hua, we don't want to be ordinary friends anymore, I don't want to have any contact with you anymore, so don't call and send me messages in the future, I will go to other cities after a while, and the number will be changed." Okay, I'm tired and I'm going to rest, that's all. Liu Li hung up the phone after speaking.
Fan Hua heard the busy sound of the mobile phone, and the whole person fell softly on the chair, and the mobile phone also slipped from his hand to the ground.
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