Chapter 36: Sorrow and Sorrow (5)

The night breeze caresses the flames of the bonfires swaying from side to side, floating.

Next to the bonfire, Zhang Zhengfan silently rubbed a few breads and water, and then kept watching the bonfire silent. In the same way, Tinivea took the bread and water, thanked her, and ate in silence...... , and then also looked at the campfire and was silent.

Zhang Zhengfan was silent because he found that he was really different from Tinivea. I don't know where the difference is, or I can't summarize it in precise words. I always feel like when I entered Mt. Yamaguchi at the beginning of the year, when I was still happy about whether I had brushed up on the equipment, or completed a few tasks, and how much experience I had gained, the other animals in the dormitory were already thinking about how to accept a few new regiments, how to allocate resources, expand influence, and build a world of their own.

This may be the difference in perception brought about by different personalities. It's like when I was thinking about whether I had enough money in my pocket to buy a steamed bun to eat or a bucket, but people were wondering if I should go to the moon to see if there was a Chang'e. The difference in living conditions and living environment brings about a huge difference in life philosophy.

Vision determines the realm.

Although he miraculously has a god-level realm, he is still the vision of a common person, and this is the current Zhang Zhengfan.

Tinivea was silent,......、...... , the devil knows what she's thinking!

"Sail, what are you fighting for?" asked Tinivea, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly and without warning.

"Uh...... "Zhang Zhengfan was a little confused. Yes, what are you fighting for? Some people are fighting for hegemony on the mainland, some people are fighting for love, some people are fighting for revenge, and even more great people are fighting for world peace, so why are you fighting? Honor, faith, freedom, and pride? Don't talk nonsense!

"You should fight for victory!" Zhang Zhengfan thought about it, was silent for a long time, and finally replied: "I don't want to be bullied, I don't want to be swayed by others, and I don't want to lose! So, either you don't fight, or if you want to fight, you will fight for victory!"

"Is it possible to do whatever it takes to win?" asked Tinivea, with her eyelids lowered.

"Right...... Let's go!" Zhang Zhengfan scratched his head with some hesitation. When I was first educated, there was a saying: "History is written by the victors!", and even the words "give up the small self and take the overall situation into account" can be written into textbooks in a grand manner. But do those who have been sacrificed, those who have been abandoned, really deserve to die? Are the victors the people of the world in the end, or are they those figures who look down on all beings from above? Isn't the blood and tears of the people the throne of a mere one or some people finally forged? What are these sacrificed and abandoned people? If they knew that what they had forged by cutting their bones and grinding their flesh and dissolving their blood was just another throne that had been changed without changing the medicine, would they not be blind to death?

But if the battle is not for victory, then for what? Zhang Zhengfan was confused.

Tinivea sighed, and asked as if she was not giving up, "Have you ever thought that even the era of the gods has been destroyed, so who can win forever?"

Zhang Zhengfan thought hard and racked his brains...... In the end, there was nothing to say, so I had to be silent.

Suddenly, Zhang Zhengfan found himself with a huge chasm between himself and Tinivevia. No, it's not there, in fact, this gap has always been there, it's just that I never wanted to see it clearly.

After coming to this world, the scenes slipped through my mind like lightning.

The Western Wasteland, the Western Fortress, the top of the Broken Sky Ridge, and now Anloka. What do you do? What do you want to do in this world? Do you really think of this real world as a game?

"Vivier, why are you fighting?" Zhang Zhengfan opened his mouth, and found that his throat was a little dry.

"For faith and pride!" replied Tinivea simply but firmly.

"What do you believe in, what do you be proud of?" Zhang Zhengfan earnestly asked.

"Believe in justice! Because of justice, so proud!" Tinivea's expression at this time was so solemn and sacred.

"Then what is justice?" Zhang Zhengfan frowned,

"Follow through on your beliefs and do what you think is right. This is my current justice!" Tinivea showed a shy look on her face: "Actually, my understanding is still very shallow, but I will definitely be able to understand it deeper in the future." ”

"I ...... Felt...... There is no such thing as absolute justice and absolute evil. Whoever wins, who is just. Zhang Zhengfan felt that his brain was now like a mess, and said subconsciously. I learned this sentence in a textbook. There is also a detailed exposition of the correctness of this viewpoint in the dialectics!

"No, justice is justice, evil is evil!" Tinivea shook her head, her eyes clear: "Victory through evil means can never be called justice. Even if we are temporarily defeated by evil, justice will always be justice! I firmly believe that justice will eventually triumph over evil!"

Zhang Zhengfan has completely stopped cooking! What kind of justice and what evil, I haven't thought about it at all! When I was educated, who would talk to me about this? "Everything looks at money," "If you have money, you have the right to have status, but if you don't have money, you don't have the right to be an escort," "Your father and mother are not as good as your money's relatives," "You can't complain about society, you only complain that your father and mother don't have a position!," "The second generation of officials," "The second generation of riches," and ...... These seem to be the mainstream ideas of my original society, right?

This difference is too great, and I can't accept it for a while!Although I vaguely felt that what Tinevia said seemed to be very reasonable, but think about what I had learned at the beginning...... Justice?Can you exchange tea eggs?

Under the starry sky, beside the bonfire, Zhang Zhengfan felt that he was messy......

A glimmer of red light from the morning sun on the horizon indicates that a new day is coming.

"Sail ......"

"Vivier......

Both spoke at the same time, and were silent at the same time.

"Let's go apart!" both spoke at the same time again.

A smile hangs on his lips, but bitterness is in his heart.

"May the sun shine on your forehead forever. For the first time, Tinivea solemnly saluted Zhang Zhengfan.

"May glory always be with you!" Zhang Zhengfan also saluted solemnly for the first time.

When the first round of dawn pierced the sky and expelled the darkness, the Lord of the Western Wilderness circled twice above Zhang Zhengfan's head, let out a long roar, and flew south.

Zhang Zhengfan stood on top of the wasteland, letting the wind blow in his ears. At the moment, he didn't think about anything. It's just that he watched Tinivea's figure fade away until she disappeared into the sky, still reluctant to return to her senses for a long time.

I really want to reach out, to grab, to keep. But this hand, after all, still did not stretch out. Tinivea has her own pride, and is determined to walk her own path under this sky. Watch her drift away. I didn't even know which direction to go, what qualifications did I have to catch her and keep her?

Never, Zhang Zhengfan wants to find his own way and find his pride.

There is a smile on his face, but why are there tears falling?

The slender white fingers caught the crystal teardrop, and Zhang Zhengfan couldn't maintain his smile anymore. He closed his eyes and let the tears fall.

A faintly sweet, but bitter first love after all!

It's really sad, it's really painful.

The magic elements flowing around Zhang Zhengfan, at this moment, seem to be infected by the sadness exuded by Zhang Zhengfan, the sky is no longer bright, the clouds cover the morning sun, countless water droplets gather, and then slide densely from the sky, cold and soft, slowly washing Zhang Zhengfan's face, silently washing away the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes!

People always have to go through certain things to grow, or people always have to go through certain things in the process of growth.

Constantly transforming, maturing, thinking, and learning, so as to form a complete life. Although it contains ups and downs, joys and sorrows, it is precisely because of this that it has a taste and rich color.

In Anluoka, Zhang Zhengfan was drenched in the first rain of his life in this world and experienced the first love in his life. For the first time, I cleared my confused mind. Like a butterfly that has broken out of its cocoon, it begins to wave its wings hard. The insects that crawl on the ground will never be able to grasp the beauty of the sky. I don't want to be a worm crawling on the ground, I want to be a dragon soaring in the sky!

......、......、......

Sadness An Luoka is Zhang Zhengfan's first transformation. Who guessed this ending?

Hahahaha! People who think the alliance is going to be sad and urge them to think about it! You don't know Xiao Fanfan's coquettishness too much! When is Anluoka in his eyes?

ps: Little ghost prays sincerely, everyone, please keep the ticket after reading!