94. What is love?
Before I reached Maoshan Mountain, I heard the bell in the Wanfu Palace ringing loudly. The disciples were all arrayed with troops, and they looked like they were facing a great enemy, and the atmosphere was very solemn and tense.
It wasn't until I saw the figure in the middle of the square, and Hua Qiangu breathed a long sigh of relief.
A woman in red knelt on the ground and cried bitterly, which should be pity. The one next to her who was silent should be Qinghuai. The surrounding ground was full of potholes, grass, trees, mountains and rocks were destroyed, as if swept by a violent wind, and it seemed that there had been a fierce battle just now.
Afraid of scaring the other disciples, Hua Qiangu put on the white veiled hat that Dongfang Yuqing gave her before descending from the clouds and unhindered the center of the Zhiluo Formation.
Yun Yin stared straight at her, her eyes wide with excitement, her lips trembling, almost unsteady on her feet.
"Palm ......?"
Hua Qiangu took two steps forward, took his hand, squeezed it gently, and then shook his head.
Yun Yin nodded slightly, but nodded blankly, looked at her with a veil, and then looked at Dongfang Yuqing, her heart was full of excitement.
- She's back?!She's finally back?!Dongfang Yuqing finally picked her up?!
Holding Hua Qiangu's hand tightly, he couldn't help but blur his eyes with tears for a while.
"The two of them?" Dongfang Yuqing pointed to the audience, crying bitterly from time to time, and looking up to the sky and laughing, looking crazy and stupid.
"It's my two uncles, I haven't seen them late, but Master once mentioned to me that they made a big mistake fifty years ago and were banished to the wilderness, and now they are coming back to seek revenge from Master. I said that the master had gone immortal, they didn't believe it, said that the master was already an immortal, it was impossible to die, crazy and crazy, and made a big fuss, not to say that the master was afraid, so they hid. said that he would destroy the entire Maoshan and not believe that the master would not come out. ”
"There are no casualties, right?"
"It's not as powerful as the two of them, and they're elders after all. I didn't want to add unnecessary casualties, so I just besieged it with a frontal conflict. However, Uncle Qing Lian searched the entire Maoshan Mountain and even the Six Realms with Guanwei, but he did not find any trace of the master. Only then did he believe that the master was a real immortal, and when he passed away, he suddenly became crazy in the field. ”
He watched from the sidelines, but he didn't know what to do for a while. However, knowing that since they came out of the wilderness, they must have nothing to do with Dongfang Yuqing, maybe Hua Qiangu has also come out. I couldn't help but feel a burst of ecstasy, but I didn't expect to see Dongfang Yuqing bring her after a while. It's just that why she covered her face and didn't speak, because she was afraid that the other disciples would know and leak the news of her coming out of the wilderness?
Hua Qiangu looked at the pity in the field through the white veil, and her eyes couldn't help but show a trace of compassion. took two steps forward, but Yun Yin still held her hand tightly.
Looking back at him, Yun Yin slowly let go, as if his hand was empty, and he couldn't find her trace again, and goodbye was just a dream.
"They're both amazing...... Be careful......"
Hua Qiangu nodded, walked in front of Qing Lian and Qing Huai, and a huge light overflowed, wrapping the three of them, and the inside and outside were blurry, as if they couldn't see clearly through the water curtain.
"Divine Venerable. Qing Huai saw her speak lightly, he described him as thin, his face was decadent, and he still maintained the appearance of his youth, but he couldn't feel the slightest fairy wind on his body, and he looked like a normal ordinary person.
Hua Qiangu was shocked: "You are?"
Turning his head to look at Qing Lian, his cloak was scattered among the rubble, like a flower that was flying and decaying, withering, and kept muttering to himself: "Why do you want to die, why do you want to die? You should die in my hands! How can you die!"
He frowned slightly: "It turned out to be you." ”
At that time, although she was blind and could not see the voice, she recognized it. The two of them were the group that had caught them in the wilderness, two of them, the woman who was going to eat his heart and lungs, and the man with the palace stone.
Later, I learned that she was a demon god, and although the two of them followed together to go out of the wilderness, they must have carefully avoided themselves, so they never saw each other.
Although I didn't have any grudges with them, I still couldn't help but feel desolate when I recalled my heartache and humiliation at that time. Thinking that he was naked and was seen by the man in front of him, he was slightly embarrassed to don't start.
"How can you act without permission and expose your whereabouts. ”
Qinghuai just didn't move, staring at the woman who seemed to be crazy with his eyes confused and desperate.
"God forgives some personal grievances, and I can't wait any longer, so I don't ask for instructions. Finally got out of the wilderness, and he was always grateful to Hua Qiangu, thinking about the inhuman acts he had done in order to survive at that time, and he felt a little guilty.
"Go back, Qingxu Dao Chief, he is no longer here, and there is no need for revenge. ”
Suddenly, the red figure pounced on her and restrained her tightly: "How did he die! How did he die! How could he die! That rotten good man! Who would kill him! Who could kill him! How could a little undefeated man kill him! You lied to me! You lied to me!"
"Qing mercy ......" Qing Huai wanted to help her away in distress, but was pushed away by her unceremonious palm.
Hua Qiangu looked straight into her eyes and slowly explained: "He was indeed killed by the undefeated Spring and Autumn Period and his disciple Yun Fei, and in order to snatch the Heavenly Chain Maoshan Mountain, the entire gate was slaughtered. I happened to go to Maoshan to apprentice and learn the arts, and the corpses all over the ground and the Dao Changxian went, I saw it with my own eyes, and Yun Yin didn't lie to you. If you still have a trace in your heart, when you are a disciple of Maoshan, then don't live here anymore, go back with me. ”
Qing Lian stared at her with bloodshot eyes: "Did you see him for the last time? What did he say? Did he mention me?"
Hua Qiangu frowned and slowly shook her head.
Qing Lian grabbed her and shook her long nails vigorously and sank into her flesh: "I don't believe it! I don't believe it! How could he not mention me! He loves me so much! He loves me so much! You lie to me! You lie to me!"
Hua Qiangu watched her close her eyes in despair, tears rolling and slipping down, as if she was old in an instant, and her green hair slowly turned gray, faded and white. A gust of wind blew, and it all fell with the wind. For a while, the sky was full of her silver-white silk flying and intertwined.
"Qing Pien!" Qing Huai staggered back two steps, looking at her in surprise, almost in an instant, her head was gone, and wrinkles spread on her face little by little.
Qing Lian sat slumped on the ground, like a doll that had lost its soul, her eyes glazed over, and her mouth kept muttering to herself, as if she was talking to someone.
"I was frail and always sick, and I could only lie in bed and watch everyone practice swords through the window every day. You and the second senior brother come to see me every day, play with me, and bring me all kinds of delicious things. The second senior brother would only look at me stupidly and smile at me. And you know a lot of things to tell me stories and make sense of me. You taught me to turn the flower rope and teach me to untie the nine links. You said that you have to go out more to get sick, so you carried me on my back and climbed a few Mao Peaks and played all over it. When you know how to resist the sword, I pestered you to ask you to take me to fly, but you said that the wind was strong, and you carefully put me in the clouds. When I lose my temper, I smash things indiscriminately, scold you, and beat you, but you always smile and coax me to be happy, and never get angry. I hate everything that can be reflected in my body, but you hold up a bronze mirror and say to me how beautiful and beautiful I am, you have to learn to face yourself, love yourself, and cherish yourself. You give me medicine everywhere, gently wash my hair, give me bundles, encourage me to have faith, no matter what I am, you will always love me. You're so good to me! You've spoiled me, you've spoiled me!
When I went down the mountain to catch ghosts and eliminate demons, I was ridiculed by the pair of dogs and men in Wang Wushan, and I wanted you to help me avenge me, but you refused, and the second senior brother wanted to kill them, but you also stopped them. I cried and said that you don't love me anymore, but you said that you can be born and die for me, but you can't hurt other people's lives because of me. I said, if one day I and the people of the world want you to choose the same, either I die or someone else dies, don't you want to hurt others for my sake? You said that you will still choose the people of the world, but you will die with me.
I was touched and relieved, I loved you even more, and I was even more obsessed with it. But I don't understand, I only remember that sentence: you will die with me. But I forgot that you chose the people of the world, and I am more important than yourself in your heart, but you have put yourself behind the people of the world and behind Maoshan. I still stupidly believe that your love for me, like the second senior brother's love for me, can override everything, including dignity, including justice, including a person's principles, including the life and death of other people in the world. It wasn't until later that I realized I was wrong...... You say that I have done all kinds of unrighteousness in the name of love. But I just want to love you, love you more beautifully, and I only want you to love me more......
You chased me to the wilderness, but your eyes clearly told me that you were more uncomfortable than me, but why did you give it up? Why did you give it up? For fifty years! I never gave up hope for a day! I knew you loved me! You just punished me like I did wrong when I was a child, and you refused to give me candy. When one day my sins are atoned for, you can't stand what I think, and you will definitely come to the wilderness to take me back!"
Qing Lian looked up to the sky and couldn't cry anymore like a scream.
"I've been waiting for you for fifty years! Why didn't you come and pick me up? Why don't you forgive me? Have you forgotten me? I know it's wrong, I kept saying that I hate you when I left, it's all false! I know it's wrong! I finally came out to find you, how can you leave me and die first? Didn't you say you'd die with me......
"Pity!"
Qing Huaifei stepped forward and held her in his arms, but saw that her tears were still rolling endlessly, and he actually used internal force to cut off his heart.
"I ...... It's just a little woman who doesn't understand anything, she just wants to be loved by you in a beautiful posture, you don't understand why my love is so selfish and selfish, and I don't understand your so-called forgiveness, so-called compassion, so-called great love. But I have never changed over the years, whether you still love me or not, remember whether you will wait for me on Huangquan Road. It's a little late, but I think you know that I can live for you and die for you......"
Qing Lian slowly closed her eyes, and her hand slipped weakly. Qinghuai hugged her tightly, and her body trembled violently because of the pain.
Hua Qiangu felt dizzy and pitiful, and every word seemed to smash a huge hole in her heart. He took a step forward slightly, stood behind Qinghuai, and watched out.
Qinghuai smiled sadly and bitterly: "Don't worry, I won't go with her." The three of us grew up together, I was stupid, I couldn't speak, I had no understanding and no talent. I like my sister and envy my brother. I don't expect her to take me to heart one day, as long as they are both good, I will go to the trouble whatever they tell me to do. But my sister always thinks I'm cumbersome and troublesome, disturbing them to talk about love and get along alone. This time I'm not going to get in the way of both of them anymore. They can die for each other, or I can live with their thoughts and for them to live alone. Even in this life, I have never been important to the hearts of either of them......"
Hua Qiangu bit her lower lip tightly, only to feel that her heart hurt as if it was about to explode.
"Divine Venerable, forgive me, I won't go back with you, I want to stay in Maoshan Mountain, and I will be on the wall of the meditation cave in Ermao Peak for the rest of my life, and I have atoned for the murders I have committed over the years. ”
Hua Qiangu nodded, Qing got up with Qing in his arms, and disappeared like a gust of wind.
This is the result of love, and in the end, death, death, separation, and separation.
Hua Qiangu staggered to Dongfang Yuqing and Yun Yin.
——Who do you choose from the world and me?
- I choose the people of the world, but I will die with you.
Qingxu Taoist may be the person in the world who really knows what love is, right? Everything goes naturally, let time flow away, and he grows old in vain, even if he is betrayed and killed to death, he is indifferent and transparent, and he does not have the slightest resentment. It's a pity that Siren has been there, and no one can know if he has missed it all these years, whether he has thought about taking Qinglian back......
And she has never wanted to love and protect that person quietly like Qinghuai.
Her heart seemed to be torn apart by ** naked, and her feet were empty and floating, as if she was stepping on the clouds. hurriedly covered his mouth, a mouthful of blood still spurted out like that, splashed on the white yarn, and flowed down his fingers, shocking.
Dongfang Yuqing and Yun Yin stepped forward at the same time, caught her who was kneeling on the ground in time, helped her up, and walked quickly to the apse.
The blood that had been accumulated for too long was gushing outward one by one, Hua Qiangu's body trembled, and she covered her mouth desperately while coughing.
Dongfang Yuqing asked her to sit down at the table, quickly clicked a few acupoints on her back, and said sharply: "Don't hold back and spit it out, the depression is too deep, the entanglement is too sad." ”
Yun Yin looked at her face as she took off the veil, dizzy, and took two steps back, leaning against the wall, gasping for breath.
Hua Qiangu still tried to maintain a smile on his face: "I'm fine, don't ...... Don't worry. He hurriedly comforted Yun Yin and said, "Don't be afraid, it's just a scar......
"Bones!" Dongfang Yuqing suddenly raised his hand and slapped her.
All three of them were stunned, and the room was eerily quiet for a while.
Hua Qiangu watched Dongfang Yuqing with wide eyes, covering her face and slowly lowering her head.
Yun Yin looked at Dongfang Yuqing incredulously, but when he saw Dongfang Yuqing, he sighed lightly and stepped forward and gently took Hua Qiangu into his arms.
Hua Qiangu finally couldn't help crying loudly, and a huge dry thunder suddenly sounded in the sky, and the surrounding houses seemed to be shaking.
"It's okay, it's okay to cry. Dongfang Yuqing patted her shoulder and breathed a sigh of relief.
Hua Qian's bones were buried tightly in his arms, his body trembled violently, and he endured the grief, pain, and grievances that had accumulated for a whole year, and finally collapsed completely.
"Does he not want me anymore? Does he not want me anymore?"
Like a spell finally being revealed, the strength and fearlessness that he had been forcing himself to pretend to be finally exploded at this moment. And it's all just because he's going to take in new disciples again. The last trace of involvement was finally ruthlessly cut off () and from then on he had nothing to do with her.
No matter how much suffering she suffered, she could endure it, but it was so simple, and a piece of news almost cut off all her thoughts of survival. She almost didn't know why she had to work so hard to survive.
Yun Yin looked at the scar on her face due to the ruthless pool water, and couldn't help but have tears on her face. It's his incompetence and Maoshan incompetence that he can't even protect his own head again and again, and he can't save it!!
Dongfang Yuqing patted her shoulder: "The bones forgot him!"
"Can't forget, can't forget......"
Is it impossible to forget? Or can't it be forgotten? She looked at him ridiculously, and she loved him to the point that she didn't want to let go, even if it hurt so much, that she didn't want to forget him, and she forgot the past they shared.
No complaints, no regrets, no regrets, she still can't be as uncomplaining and unrepentant as Qinghuai. She didn't need him to love her, but she wanted to be by his side and wanted to be his apprentice.
Just this one word "think" is destined to her love will be painful, once this word "think" is broken, only a bitter sting remains.
She is not an immortal or a saint after all, she is just a child, she doesn't know what she is wrong with, and she doesn't know how to make up for it. As long as Master can forgive her, she is willing to do anything. Her love is actually as selfish and small as pity. She did not have no regrets, let alone be indifferent to his choice to re-admit disciples. If he accepted her as a disciple at the beginning, how much happiness he brought her, how much liver and intestines are broken now. She is selfish after all, she can't selfishly expect him to love her, but selfishly hopes that he will always have only one apprentice. After so long of grievances and unwillingness, it finally poured out like a flood.
There were still no tears, but she was crying with all her strength, catharsis for so long, and the depressed depression and dullness slowly dispersed, and she felt that her heart that had been restrained and tense for too long began to beat again and start breathing again.
Dongfang Yuqing saw her crying and falling asleep, so she hugged her to the couch.
Yun Yin gritted his teeth and asked, "What's the matter with her face and throat?
"It shouldn't be that Bai Zihua already knew about that incident, there is no need to splash her with ruthless pool water again. If he even went down that hand, he wouldn't be human. ”
"Who's that?"
"I asked the bones and she wouldn't say. But looking at the expression, she thought it was a white painting, so she always avoided talking about it. I wasn't afraid that she would be sad, so I didn't ask much, but I wasn't afraid that I wouldn't be able to find out. Let me know who ruined her face and throat......" Dongfang Yuqing clenched her fists, and the fierce light in her eyes made Yun Yin shudder.
"How do you have a way to enter the wilderness? The Immortal Pavilion will pay you ...... for everything."
At the beginning, after the soul was eliminated and crucified, Maoshan ordered Chang Liushan to hand over people, but Mo Yan delayed on the pretext that people were killed and rescued by Qianmo. However, at that time, he was seriously injured and poisoned, and he couldn't be found anywhere. When he killed Qianmo and led the troops to the long-term dignitaries again, Bai Zihua came out to announce to the world, saying that Hua Qiangu had been driven to the wilderness.
Since then, the two worlds of immortals and demons have become even more incompatible. Killing Qianmo changed his carelessness and began to work hard to reorganize the two realms of demons. The demon god has been born, and the world has been plagued by disasters and disasters, and now the power of demons and monsters has increased greatly. It is completely enough to match the immortal world, and the immortal demon battle has been fought dozens of times, and the immortal world is weak, and there is almost only defensive power. I only hope that on the day of the five-star sun, I will first get rid of the demon god Nan Wuyue to suppress the violence, ambition, despair, strife, vain death and other evil spirits in the world. Otherwise, the Six Realms will eventually fall into the hands of demons.
Killing Qianmo led his troops to attack Changliu Mountain five times regardless of his own injuries. And sure enough, as said before, a long-standing disciple was caught every day for a year, skinned and killed, and then abandoned the corpse on the sea, and now more than 300 people have been brutally killed, just to force Bai Zihua to recall Hua Qiangu from the wilderness.
Eight thousand disciples were left behind, and those who fled to death and fled after several wars, but now they have decayed to only more than 3,000 people. At the beginning, the most prosperous and prosperous family in the fairy world never thought that it would almost ruin the thousand-year-old foundation because of a small flower and a thousand bones.
Bai Zihua was also reappointed as the head of Changliu under such circumstances, but he and Ji Qianmo refused to recall Hua Qiangu when one died, and refused to stop when one died. The slaughter continued, and no matter how powerful Mo Yan was, he couldn't protect every disciple. The entire Changliu Mountain was shrouded in the shadow of killing Qianmo, and he couldn't live in panic.
And Kill Qianmo, regardless of his injuries, forcibly practiced against the sky again and again, cast spells, and was ferocious and brutal, and his demonic nature was stronger day by day. I didn't listen to anyone, and it was like a different person. Dongfang Yuqing originally wanted to inform him of the rescue of Hua Qiangu and ask him not to kill again, but he thought of his temperament. Once she saw Hua Qiangu's face, she knew what she was suffering in the wilderness. I'm afraid that if you don't just kill one person a day, you may really have to slaughter the door for a long time.
As for Bai Zihua, Hua Qiangu has suffered so many soul elimination nails, and his vitality has been greatly damaged, and there is not much immortal power left, even Luo Eleven and Yun Yin can't fight too long, and Liushan alone relies on Mo Yan and Sheng Xiaomo to support it. At this time, he suddenly said that accepting the great-granddaughter of the Jade Emperor as an apprentice may also be forced by the situation of internal and external troubles.
Bai Zihua never thought that Changliu would be destroyed in his hands because of Hua Qiangu......
Dongfang Yuqing sighed lightly and comforted Yun Yin. Let him tell the people to be clear and merciful today, and not to spread the word about what happened in the future. Although it was done in secret, not many people knew that the two of them were expelled from the wilderness. But if it is known by Bai Zihua, it will definitely not be hidden. At that time, it will be even more difficult to save Satsuki. He had limited time, and he had to help the bones get it done quickly, settle everything down before he could let go.
In the evening, Dongfang Yuqing brought some food and took it to the flower thousand bones room, but the person had already woken up and disappeared. couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly, now that he has the power of the demon god, he can't look at her anymore.
Leave a book on the table: I'll go and stay for a long time to see that Tangbao and Xiaoyue will come back soon without worrying that they won't be revealed.
How could he not be at ease, with her current strength, not to mention sneaking in Changliu unknowingly, as long as she is calm and calm, she should be able to retreat when she meets Mo Yan head-on. It's just that there is a white painting in her, how can she be calm?
Thinking of this, my heart was in turmoil again, and I closed my eyes in contemplation, and tapped my fingers lightly on the table. said that she was going to see Tangbao and Xiaoyue, what she really wanted to see was Bai Zihua......
It's just that if she doesn't see it with her own eyes, how can she really let go.