Chapter 43: Two Loves

Long Yin helped Ye Xiaonuo out of his arms, slowly squatted down, and let his eyes be able to look at Ye Xiaonuo's eyes, but Ye Xiaonuo still kept sobbing, Long Yin sighed: "Xiaonuo, I understand your mind very well, and I already knew that you liked me, but I ......"

Long Yin sighed again: "I still can't forget that girl in my heart, it was a girl who carved a mark in my life, although she has passed away, but I still can't suppress my thoughts about her, but I, Long Yin, also have feelings for you, it's just that I don't dare to accept it." ”

"I've also been struggling, I keep asking in my heart, I keep asking, that time you confessed after drinking, I still asked in my heart, but there is still no answer, yes, I understand your mind, but, I really don't know what to do, I, Long Yin, am not a master of emotion, I can't put feelings on this person for a while, and put feelings on that person for a while. ”

Long Yin thought left and right, and finally spoke: "Xiaonuo, but what I can tell you is that if I decide to let go of my obsession with a girl one day, that person will definitely be you." ”

Ye Xiaonuo's mood calmed down a little, but he still sobbed: "So, what the two of them said just now is false?"

"Didn't you keep telling you that it wasn't true? Long Yin barely breathed a sigh of relief, at least Ye Xiaonuo's mood had improved a little.

"They just want to see if you like me and they deliberately provoke you. Long Yin continued to explain.

"Then what do they mean?" Ye Xiaonuo stopped crying and asked slowly.

Long Yin put his hand on his forehead: "Qianli Xue has few normal times all day, and I don't know what she thinks." ”

"Then you have me in your heart? Can you say that?" Ye Xiaonuo said timidly.

Long Yin also asked himself this question in his heart, and the answer he got was yes, he looked at Ye Xiaonuo and nodded solemnly.

"Don't cry. Long Yin slowly comforted.

Ye Xiaonuo wiped his nose, took a deep breath, and then nodded, "Hmm!"

Seeing that Ye Xiaonuo stopped crying, Long Yin breathed a sigh of relief, this coaxing is really a skill, but fortunately, Ye Xiaonuo is relatively easy to coax.

Long Yin nodded Ye Xiaonuo's head and said slowly: "Then I'll send you home." ”

"Hmm. Ye Xiaonuo still just hummed softly, as if he couldn't say anything else.

Long Yin took the lead and walked forward, Ye Xiaonuo trotted all the way to follow, this scene is so similar, the street lamp, Yiren, and the return journey are like another copy, it turns out that this girl already has a certain place in her heart.

Long Yin looked at Ye Xiaonuo beside him and said, "Actually, they still have a sentence that is true. ”

"Huh?

"My former name is really Long Dabao. ”

"Poof, you still have such a well-known name, Dragon Hero. ”

"This has to be blamed on Deng Tianhong's ......"

The street lamp pulled the figures of the two to the ground, and the two figures leaned on each other and went all the way back.

With Ye Xiaonuo sobbing and laughing, this matter is over, Long Yin finally had no way to treat Ye Xiaonuo's feelings coldly, and finally understood that in addition to Ah Xue, he had added another person's name to his heart, but Long Yin still didn't dare to fully accept it, even though Ah Xue had left, but the position in Long Yin's heart was still extremely heavy, and he didn't dare to completely put aside Ah Xue and Ye Xiaonuo together, this was like a blasphemy against Ah Xue, so he only threw out a sentence, " If you want to be together, that person will definitely be you", in the final analysis, it is still delayed.

Hey, just drag it out, as long as you don't make Ye Xiaonuo too sad, Long Yin has no choice but to comfort himself like this.

Sending Ye Xiaonuo home, Long Yin rushed back in the direction of Nanyuan University, and when he returned to Qianli Xue's house, it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and he opened the door and went in, but he didn't turn on the lights, and the room was very dark.

But Long Yin saw Qianli Xue sitting on the sofa at a glance, and said strangely: "Why don't you turn on the light?"

As he spoke, Long Yin wanted to press the switch, but Qianli Xue stopped: "Don't go away, I want to think quietly about something." ”

If so, he didn't turn on the lights, and when he walked to Qianli Xue's side, Long Yin smelled a strong smell of wine, and there were two bottles of opened red wine on the table, without wine glasses.

"You're drinking again?" Long Yin sat down beside Qianli Xue and frowned.

Qianli Xue sniffed, sorted out her throat, took out a cigarette and put it in her mouth, the light was a little, the open flame was lit, and the fire was printed on Qianlixue's face, but she saw that there were two tear stains on Qianlixue's face.

She cried no matter what, and Long Yin was speechless.

Qianli Xue took a hard breath, the room was very dark and quiet, Long Yin could even hear the sound of cigarettes burning, and that little bit of fire was very bright in the room.

"I've actually always hated men. Qianli Xue sorted out her emotions and said like this.

"I don't think any of them are good, this era is unfair to women, this is a male society, women who can really have status are only one in ten thousand, and other women can only be at the mercy of men. ”

Long Yin didn't know why Qianli Xue suddenly said this, starting from Su Wenxiao's dinner today, she looked very strange, whether it was stimulating Ye Xiaonuo or her performance at the moment, it was something Long Yin couldn't understand.

"My mother is very good to me, and now the picture I can think of in my mind is still when I was five years old, I was sitting on the swing, she gently waved me next to me, it was so kind, it was so warm, over the years, my mother was not by my side, and I have long forgotten the other pictures, but this picture, I kept refreshing in my mind, kept recalling, and I was afraid that one day I would forget this picture. ”

"What is a man? He is a man who has broken the army for thousands of miles, and he is a hero, which can be regarded as success, but what does he rely on, human life, the lives of many people, even my mother, he even thinks that the lives of his relatives are not as good as his own career. ”

Long Yin was speechless, this matter was also mentioned in the mouth of Qianli Pojun, and now he heard it in Qianli Xue's mouth, different people and different angles, Long Yin could feel the deep resentment in Qianli Xue's heart.

"I haven't planned to forgive him since I was five years old, the fate of women is too fragile, and in such a society, you can only be at the mercy of men, and you can do whatever he asks you to do, why?"

"Yes, why, I just don't believe it, I hate all men, but I won't alienate them, on the contrary, I want to deliberately get close to them. ”

Qianli Xue took another hard breath, choking and coughing, she picked up the wine bottle on the table and poured a few more sips, barely stopping her cough.

"I'm going to make those men like me, at least my body, but I'm not going to let them get me, because what you can't get is the best, and at this time, all men will be cheeky and look like scoundrels, and they will do whatever you want, so that they can be at my mercy. ”

"Hehe, man, there is no good thing in the whole world, I feel disgusted when I see them staring at my breasts, I think about sleeping with women all day long, but what do they do after I get it?

Qianli Xue was quite excited, and took the cigarette butt and pressed it directly into her palm.

Long Yin slapped her hand away: "What are you doing!?"

"But you're different, Long Yin!" Qianli Xue, who had been knocked off her cigarette butt, sat on the sofa in a daze, and two lines of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, flowing through the corners of her mouth, and dripping from her cheeks.

"I grew up without mother's love, father's love, and family affection, and I thought I could control all the men in the world. ”

"But you appeared, Long Yin, you took care of me so carefully from the first time we met, like being taken care of by your own father. ”

"You can say that I have a father-lover complex, or you can say that I lack love, but the feeling you give me is so different, like you don't belong to this world, you came to me from another world, and your appearance made me change my opinion for the first time. ”

"I'm just, I'm just, I don't know what kind of feelings I have for you......"

"I've only met so many times, I don't dare to say that I like you, but, but today I saw you chasing Ye Xiaonuo, I was like, very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, you know?"

Long Yin couldn't speak, just one night, his emotions had been impacted twice, and his heart was frozen, but that love was like fire, and he couldn't stop it.

"I look so strong on the surface, but my heart is very fragile, I just deliberately made myself strong, you Long Yin should know this best, I have been injured several times with you by your side, you are like my dependence, I want to be by your side, so I let you be my bodyguard, not to let anyone else, only you. ”

"It's just you......"

At this time, Qianli Xue's mind was already a little unclear, her hands were dancing wildly, and she couldn't hear the words in her mouth clearly.

Long Yin sat on the sofa, the murmur of Qianli Snow ringing in his ears, holding his chin with his hands in fists, looking at the darkness in front of him in a daze.

Thinking back to everything about Chisashiki, from the night she first met her, she said, "There is no good thing in men." ", and then to Qianli Pojun talking about Yan Hong and Qianli Xue, to Qianli Xue deliberately seducing herself but secretly hiding a knife, and then to her fragile appearance after last night's shooting, Qianli Xue's personality seems to be sick but quite a bit of a natural feeling, on the surface she is strong and crazy, but the real her is fragile like a kitten.

is another woman who has feelings for herself, she still looks so much like A Xue, Long Yin's mind is also mushy and vague now, this emotional thing really makes people have a bit of a headache, even Long Yin, who is a master of cultivation, can't resist it.

After the catharsis of feelings, the wine surged, Qianli Xue lay on the sofa and fell asleep again, Long Yin smiled, as if he was used to it, picked her up by the waist, and slowly sent her back to the room, even if you hate men, you have to pay attention to your body.

Turn off the lights and close the door, just let it be God's will.

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This chapter clown wants to mention some vulgar topics, many characters in the novel have their original forms to be found, the character of Qianli Xue is not lacking in reality, a good marriage is not only reflected in the happiness between two people, the behavior between parents seems to have nothing to do with the child, but the impact on the child is imperceptible, a divorce has a much greater impact on the child than imagined, if the two decide to be together and get married and have children, to paraphrase what I heard some time ago: although it is easy to fall in love, marriage is not easy, and cherish it.

Well, this topic itself has nothing to do with the novel, you can listen to it, just skip it if you can't listen to it, it's enough foreshadowing, and a little ** will appear in a few more chapters, and the plot will be exciting again.

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