The soul is in a spirit of not crying, not being sad, not despairing and other complex emotions in the inner door to walk lost. Despair walked over to the side at this time, and immediately attracted the attention of the soul.

Soul said lightly: "Desperate, why don't you say hello when you see me?

Desperately said: "I am in the foundation building period, you are just in the Qi cultivation period, if you want to say hello, you also say hello to me, where is I to say hello to you?"

Soul Dan suddenly remembered that despair had already built a foundation, so he said: "I'm sorry, uncle, it's my nephew who offended." Once again, the mood of the soul was hit hard.

Despair gave him a look, then turned away.

In fact, the despair is not comfortable, since the apprenticeship, it has been more than eight years, and I haven't even been home once, I think I promised my parents to go home to visit the second elder when I learned the skills, but I actually forgot.

Anyway, Desperate was also an innocent child when he was young, and he hadn't laughed much since he joined the Qingxuan faction. When I was a child, I was very naughty, either the owner stole an egg and went home to try to hatch a chick, or went to the west house to steal a watermelon, and then practiced my iron head skills, and then ate it、、、、、、

In Lin Yu's words: "The hairy boy went out to be naughty, pulled out the valve core of the neighbor's bicycle, jumped on the glass of the opposite building with a slingshot, and then ran away!"

Despair recalls what happened when he was a child, and he smiles knowingly.

Fifteen years ago, despair followed his parents out of the village to deliver vegetables to the city, and his parents pulled a two-wheeled wooden cart full of sweet potatoes, which was the harvest that the desperate father had worked hard to plant for months, although it was very hard, but seeing the smile of his wife and the innocence of the child, he did not feel tired.

At this time, Despair was only 6 years old, still a naïve child, and did not know the hardships of life, just blindly playful, watching his parents sweat with the car, and did not know how to take out a towel from the car to wipe the sweat of his parents. But the parents didn't care, because there was such a precious son at home.

Desperate holding a small windmill in his hand, running behind the two-wheeled wooden cart pulled by his parents, playing and playing, and his carefree appearance made his parents very happy, at least the childhood was beautiful, and the parents also hoped to give Despair a good childhood.

When I entered the city, my parents pulled a cart of sweet potatoes to the restaurant, and after finding the boss and delivering the goods, I got the money for selling sweet potatoes, and when I turned around, I found that the despair was gone!

So the anxious parents began to look for their children, but they couldn't find them for a long time.

When the mother was crying and the father was angry, the father noticed that there were many people talking about something on the side of the road ahead, so he took his wife over to take a look.

The mother was sad that the child was lost, unlike in the past, so the father went alone to see what was going on, so he took advantage of the large number of people around him to inquire if his child was desperate and whether anyone had seen it.

The father walked into the crowd and saw at a glance that despair was grabbed by a man who sold rock sugar gourds, and the desperate collar was grabbed by a man who sold rock sugar gourds, and tears flowed non-stop, and the little windmill did not know where it was thrown.

So the father hurriedly squeezed through the crowd and walked up, pushed away the rock candy gourd seller, and said, "How can you bully a child as an adult?

The person who sells rock sugar gourds is humanitarian: "Your child eats my rock sugar gourd and doesn't give money, and says that my rock sugar gourd is sour." The rock sugar gourd itself is sweet and sour, and you came just in time! My small business, you give me the money for the rock sugar gourd, and take your unlucky child away!"

My father was very angry and slapped him in despair, and said, "Didn't I tell you? If we don't let you leave us, what are you running around? What kind of rock sugar gourd do you eat if you have no money? You are angry with me!"

When the man selling rock sugar gourds heard this, he immediately said in a hurry: "Okay! You don't have any money to eat my rock sugar gourds! No, go to the yamen! I will sue you!"

At this time, my mother saw my father arguing with others, so she came over, and heard the man who sold rock sugar gourds saying that he was going to the yamen, so she hurriedly said: "What's the matter, what's the matter? Why did you arrest me and go to the yamen?"

The father explained what had happened, and the mother suddenly became angry, with a crisp sound of "pop", desperate to be so good at hitting her parents with two big-eared melon seeds, heartbroken.

The parents handed over the money for the rock sugar gourd, and were scolded by the person who sold the rock sugar gourd, but they could only swallow their anger, and there was no way to do it! If their children did something wrong, the parents would be scolded.

In desperation, the parents pulled the cart home.

When he got home, his father was angry and said to despair, "Kneel down for me!"

Despair is a child after all, and he is afraid of his father, so he kneels down.

The mother was afraid that the father would beat the child, so she hurriedly said to despair: "You still don't admit your father's mistake?"

Desperation, perhaps frightened by his father's sternness, cried out, and said with a crying voice: "I'm not wrong!"

Father "snap!", and rewarded a big mouth of despair. The mother felt sorry for the child and suddenly became anxious, and said: "The matter has passed, why are you still beating the child! Haven't you beaten all of them in front of so many people during the day?"

The father said: "If you don't beat him, you don't know the lesson!"

In the eyes of the dealer, there is nothing wrong with filial piety under the stick, but it is also necessary to see how old a child is! Where does a six-year-old child understand this?

The father wanted to take off his shoes again, and used the soles of his shoes to pump despair, but the mother hurriedly went up to stop him.

But he suddenly stood up in despair, and said almost in a shouting tone with a crying voice: "I'm not wrong, I didn't eat his sugar gourd at all!"

At this time, the parents realized that their children did not eat the sugar gourd at all, and suddenly understood that they had wronged the child, and the one who sold the sugar gourd was just looking at a desperate six-year-old child, walking alone, and went up to him to stop him for eating the sugar gourd and not giving money, so as to blackmail his parents.

After the parents figured it out, they hurriedly went out to look for their children, but the despair had already run away.

The parents searched for an afternoon but did not find despair, and returned home sadly.

At this time, the mother complained: "Why didn't you ask what was going on at that time?"

The father said: "At that time, so many people around said that the child would not be given money for eating sugar gourds, and the people who sold sugar gourds were holding on to them, what could I do?"

The mother said, "Then you can't beat the child!"

My father also had no choice, he didn't know what he wanted to say, so he opened his mouth and stopped.

In desperation, he ran out of the house alone, came to a wooded field alone, and hid under a huge plane tree and wept.

Desperate didn't understand why his parents beat him, didn't understand why the person who sold rock sugar gourds wronged him, and didn't understand why he didn't even ask anyone what happened.

Sadness, pain, hatred, despair.

A variety of emotions are mixed in with a six-year-old child, and you can imagine how cruel this is.

The despair of a six-year-old should have been the happiest and happiest time under the care of his parents. But because of this incident, he hid alone in the woods and wept, and there was no one to speak.

Despair went on like this for a long time, and as night fell, despair began to frighten. At this time, a little wolf covered in blood came running from a distance, and the six-year-old desperate had never seen a wolf, thinking that it was just a big dog, so he used his clothes to tear into strips of cloth to bandage the wound of the little wolf. The little wolf was still very scared at first, after all, it was a human being, but after seeing that despair was very small, and there was no bloodthirsty look in his eyes, he slowly accepted despair, and after despair bandaged the little wolf, the little wolf became good friends with despair.

The next day, a child and a wolf cub were playing in the forest, walking slowly. Despair picked a lot of fruit from the bushes, and the little wolf caught a hare, and the two spent the day in the deep woods, and made good memories.

On the third day, desperate homesickness, the six-year-old child can't do without his parents after all, so he and the little wolf reluctantly parted, the little wolf looked at the back of the despair gradually drifting away and was very lost, turned his head and walked towards the depths of the forest, and at this moment, despair also looked back at the little wolf, and his eyes were also full of lost eyes.

Desperation returned home, because his clothes had been torn into strips of cloth and bandaged the wounds of the little wolf, so he was now shirtless and dirty.

The parents were very angry when they saw it, and they ran out to play crazy for a day and a night, and when they came back, their clothes didn't come, and they were dirty, so they didn't have the anger to let Despair take a shower and put on a dress, and the others didn't say much.

Despair also felt the anger of the parents, but they took this anger as indifference.