CHAPTER XLII

After returning to the room, Li Tianya's thoughts were still in Li Xianhe's words, from which he also knew that his current strength was too weak, and he originally thought that he would soon be able to reach the realm of the Sword Master of the Condensing Qi Realm, but now that he thinks about it, these are all wishful thinking, thinking about the long road of martial arts, Li Tianya is inevitably a little afraid in his heart, and sometimes he even thinks that the promise he made to the old man can be fulfilled in his lifetime? The pinnacle of the Sword Sect, the Sword Saint, that is what kind of level, now he is only an intermediate sword master, the more he thinks about it, the more he feels that the future is bleak, and he doesn't seem to see a trace of hope, and for a while, the longing and expectation in his heart have faded a lot. In fact, everyone is like this, there will always be many, many ideals and ambitions when they are young, but with the passage of time, many people will stop on the road to chasing their dreams, and even give up on themselves, and then give up the original dream, and there are very few people who really realize it, so they will not enter the torrent of time and disappear in the vicissitudes of life. And every successful person, will go through the hardships of the world, will see the cowardice of human nature, will bear huge pressure and challenges, when the moment of success, in addition to the joy of harvest, perhaps more is the perception of life, the cherishing of life and the cherishing of life.

After thinking for a long time, Li Tianya still decided not to think too much for the time being, after all, no matter how beautiful the future is, but it is unrealistic after all, only by taking action by himself can the ideal become a reality, therefore, he decided that no matter how many bumps and thorns on the road ahead, how many difficulties and obstacles, he must go on step by step, only in this way will he not let his life be full of regrets and regrets, only in this way will he make his life richer and more exciting, and only in this way will he let the people he loves and those who love him not be harmed。 And what he needs to do at the moment is to heal his injuries well, and then enter the practice of the last five styles of the Wind Chasing Sword Technique. After a few battles, he clearly felt that his moves were too simple, so that when he encountered a strong opponent, he would only use those moves over and over again, and there was no means to win at all. This kind of situation is not what he wants to see, whenever he thinks of his desperate and helpless fight against Qi Wushuang, and thinks of his desperate resistance in front of Su Jian, Li Tianya always feels so small and even lonely in his heart. And the way to change all this is to become stronger, only if you are strong, you will not be in a passive situation all the time, only if you become stronger, you will not sigh in front of the enemy, only if you become stronger, you will be qualified enough to call for wind and rain in this world, although Li Tianya's original idea was just to avenge his family, just to live his life with Xie Piaoran in peace, but he found that the world is not as kind as he imagined, even if he wants to live a dull life, but he still has to look at other people's faces, such a day is not what Li Tianya, who once had no one in his eyes, wants to see。

After a simple rest, he got up and went outside for a walk, during this time he stayed in the house every day, Li Tianya also really felt panicked, although Xie Piaoran and several of his brothers would come to visit him from time to time, but every time they felt very short, so they always felt that time passed very slowly, at this time Li Tianya wandered alone in the forest path of Lingyun Sect, looking at the yellow leaves of the trees, and the fine grass under his feet was gradually withering, this situation, Li Tianya thought of his parents and brother again, every time this season in the past, the family would take time out, everyone got together to talk, although it was something inconsequential, but the happy laughter always comes and goes, Li Tianya at that time didn't care about such a party at all, he tried his best to sneak out every time to have fun for himself, but now that he thinks about it, how ignorant and selfish he was at that time. Perhaps this is what people often say in the world, "Only when you lose can you know how to cherish it". Thinking about his mother's scolding of himself, his father's care for him, and his brothers' patience with him, thinking about it, Li Tianya's eyes unconsciously fell two lines of tears, but he didn't wipe them, he wanted to let the tears witness his repentance, let the heartache make up for his ignorance, and let the regret motivate him to move forward.

After a while, he walked to the bottom of a huge banyan tree, the branches were intertwined, and the leaves also fell down from time to time with the sound of the wind, when an orange leaf slipped from Li Tianya's cheeks, he seemed to feel the warmth of his mother's hands when he touched him, just wanted to be intoxicated, the leaves had fallen to the ground, so that Li Tianya, who had just swelled up with joy, was instantly extremely lost, under the banyan tree, sat quietly, watching the mountains red all over, flowers and branches; Father, mother, brother, don't worry, now Tianya has really grown up, no longer the child who used to be idle all day long, don't learn and don't know, and will only cause trouble for you, I now have my own goals, I have my own ideals, I will continue to work hard, and I will never let you down. As he spoke, he remembered Xie Piaoran again, so he said softly, "I also found you a daughter-in-law, she is gentle and graceful, lively and generous, and the most important thing is that she has a heart that will never leave me, I think you will like it very much if you are still alive, but" Saying that Li Tianya's tears fell unconsciously, this may be the saddest time after the death of his parents, he himself doesn't know what the reason is, these days the thoughts of his family are particularly strong, every time he thinks of this, he will be sad, it may be that after a series of things before, it makes him feel very helpless, it may be that the time since his parents passed away, the more intense the thoughts in his heart, or it may be the autumn wind and falling leaves, everything seems so desolate and gloomy, so that he can't accept it for a while. No matter what the reason, Li Tianya also knows that he has to learn to adapt and overcome it by himself, and now he has to rely on himself for everything.

After a long time, Li Tianya finally walked out of the golden mountain forest over there, he knew that he could not immerse himself in the grief of the past forever, it was inevitable to miss the deceased, but he must get out of it in time, otherwise it was a long road, and who would let him fight for himself and feel it. Seeing that the autumn sun has not yet set down, and the birds have not returned to the nest, Li Tianya decided to walk around again, and after a while he came to a wide meadow, at this time there are more than a dozen people playing happily on the grass, in order not to disturb other people's Yaxing, Li Tianya also chose a more remote corner, sat down, and lay on the lawn, he felt so comfortable, covered his eyes, blocked the still dazzling sunlight from his field of vision, listened quietly, and felt that life was so wonderful for a while, if he couldn't adjust his mentality and feel the world, wouldn't it be worth the loss。 Thinking like this, he immediately stood up and shouted to the sky, "God, look at it, I, Li Tianya, will definitely live extremely happily, I will overcome the difficulties you set in front of me, I will use my life to interpret, no one's fate is doomed, as long as you work hard and work hard, you can have a willful life" After shouting, regardless of the discussion of the people around him, he left this slightly dry yellow lawn.

"Tianya, why don't you rest in the house, what are you running out for?" At this time, standing opposite Li Tianya was Xie Piaoran, after leaving the lawn, he found Xie Piaoran directly, he felt that after entering the Lingyun Sect, he was a lot more alienated from Xie Piaoran, and when he was walking in the forest just now, he thought that now Xie Piaoran can say that he is the only relative in this world, he has lost his closest family, and regrets that he has not gotten along with his family well, so in the future life, he must treat the people around him well, martial arts is important, but life and life are more important, so he decided to combine work and rest in the future, so he unconsciously came to Xie Piaoran's residence, hearing Xie Piaoran's question, Li Tianya did not do any thinking, just said, "I miss you, so I'm going to come to see you" "I'm a poor mouth, let's talk about something quickly" "It's really nothing, I just want to see you, you're so beautiful, if any kid takes advantage of my injury and kidnaps you, what can I do, I have to take a good look at such a good woman, and I can't let others take advantage of it." "Cut, when did you become so sentimental, could it be that you were beaten to the point that you had a problem with your head?" said and pretended to reach out to Li Tianya's forehead and touched it, but as soon as his hand was halfway out, he was grabbed by Li Tianya, and then the whole person was held in Li Tianya's arms, "Piaoran, what I said is true, after the events of the past few days, I have reflected on my past well, and I feel that I didn't know how to cherish the people in front of me before, but when they all left me, I regretted it, so I want to change myself." Xie Piaoran listened to Li Tianya's words quietly, and leaned his head deeply into the other party's arms, "Tianya, don't worry, I said a long time ago, no matter when, I will be by your side, don't be cranky all day long" "I don't think nonsense, I just want to spend more time with the person I love in my limited life." Okay, don't be like this, this is not the Li Tianya I know at all, I don't like you like this, let's go back to the previous you, although you have no heart and lungs, but you are very sunny and energetic, look at you now, what kind of yourself are. After that, he broke free from Li Tianya's arms, "It's not too early, let's hurry back and eat something to rest, I think there is a reason that you know better than me, there is a strong strength over there, you can do whatever you want, you can completely ignore the feelings of others" paused, and added, "But don't misinterpret what I mean, I don't mean to let you do whatever you want after you become stronger, like Zhang Xiaokun, Qi Wushuang and others" "Okay, I know, I'll go back and recuperate." In the future, when you are strong in martial arts, you must be upright, eliminate violence and be peaceful, okay!" After a few more simple words, Li Tianya reluctantly left Xie Piaoran and returned to his residence.

After returning to the room, he couldn't sleep when he was idle, Li Tianya took out the marrow washing solution, ran to the bathroom, and prepared to experience the effect of the marrow washing solution, after a while, a full tank of water was put away, Li Tianya poured a bottle of marrow washing solution into the water tank, and a tank of water turned green in an instant, and then Li Tianya couldn't wait to soak in it, there was no reaction at first, but after about a few minutes, he obviously felt that some kind of change was taking place inside the body, and she couldn't tell what it was, she only felt that there was something in the blood vessels and meridians that was slowly crawling, and it was crawling outside the body, But this feeling is very comfortable for Li Tianya, feeling that the body that was originally weak due to the injury is full of vitality at this time, and even she feels that her injuries are constantly recovering, according to this, his injuries will not take two days at all, maybe two hours can be fully recovered, and after a few minutes, Li Tianya found that some black liquid continued to flow out of his body, looking very disgusting, he hurriedly took a towel and wiped all the dirt off to avoid staining a tank of water. In this way, after almost two quarters of an hour, the filth that kept flowing from the body was heard. At this time, he found that the previous feeling of something crawling out disappeared, and was replaced by a lot of thin and soft things surging towards the body, and where these soft things went, the whole skin and even the body felt very comfortable, so that under this feeling, he fell asleep unconsciously, and he didn't know how long he had been asleep, and when he woke up, he found himself lying in a gang of clear water, Li Tianya felt his body carefully, and he found that the flesh of the original injury had been completely closed, and the body that felt tired before was also extremely relaxed and happy at this time。 Li Tianya looked at the jar of water under him incredulously, and then looked at the bottle of marrow washing liquid placed on the small table next to him, his eyes were full of shock, he knew that this bottle of marrow washing liquid must have an unusual effect, but he never expected it to be so domineering. He had been raising an injury that had not recovered for more than ten days, but it was actually repaired by this marrow washing solution in half an hour, and at the same time, Li Tianya's heart was more excited and joyful, so it seemed that he could continue to practice the last five styles of the Wind Chasing Sword Technique tomorrow.

After getting dressed, Li Tianya felt full of strength, and it was impossible to fall asleep at this time, so he decided to take advantage of the current energy, sit down and breathe inhale, see if he could feel the sword qi by chance, and make up his mind, Li Tianya went directly to settle down without saying a word, and after adjusting the breath, he began to feel the sword qi according to the requirements on the Qingxin record, and after a long time, there was still no movement, and he couldn't feel a trace of sword qi flowing in his body at all, but Li Tianya was not discouraged and continued to meditate, he thought that if he was felt by himself so easily, the sword qi would not be precious, almost an hour passed, and the night was late at this time, The surroundings seemed very quiet, at this time, Li Tianya's mind was calm, completely immersed in the Qingxin Lu, but he still did not feel the sword qi, and after another quarter of an hour, Li Tianya finally lost his patience, stood up, thought hard, and wanted to find out the reason, but until he yawned, he found nothing, and finally had to go to bed helplessly