Why can't I hear anything? Why don't I want to hear anything? What am I afraid of? Am I afraid? Brother Nuns, is that the girl the sister you recognized outside? Is that so?

"Zihan, what are you doing in a daze? Your senior brother Xiu is back, aren't you happy?"

Xia Zihan was finally able to hear the voice, and looked at the deliberate face of the boss, Xia Zihan finally smiled, covered his mouth and smiled, laughing with tears, no matter what, Brother Xiu is finally back, yes, it's good to come back, it's good to come back! But why am I crying? I should be happy, I should be happy.

Xia Zihan tried to endure not to cry, but she couldn't help it, her tears always flowed down uncontrollably, maybe it was to no longer break her image in front of her brother, maybe it was because she didn't want to show her weak side by the woman's side, maybe, maybe, too much, in short, Xia Zihan she left, she came in less than a cup of tea, didn't say a word, just ran away, ran sadly, she didn't know why, she just wanted to leave here, wanted to find a place where no one was there and cry quietly for a while, cry quietly for a while, just want to cry for a while。

Why do you have to deceive yourself so much? Actually, you have heard it all! Why do you have to pretend that you can't hear anything? Xia Zihan, you are so useless, you only know how to cry, why are you crying? You should stand in front of that woman very calmly, and say some interesting things about you and Senior Brother Xiu when they were young, she can't defeat you, why do you run away? Why?

She can't deceive herself anymore, because the facts are in front of her, and no matter how much you deceive yourself, it can't be changed.

Hehe, I have thought about the situation when I met Senior Brother Xiu countless times, hugged each other when I missed each other, told each other that I miss you, and there were people who pretended to be nothing in front of the head and Senior Brother, and then kissed each other in private, there are too many situations.

But why is this happening? Why didn't I think of this? I didn't even have a mental preparation, hehe, was I too self-inflicted? Brother Xiu never loved you at all, he already had a fiancée, but the fiancée was not you, it was the woman in blue, she was not you! Xia Zihan, Xia Zihan, do you know, you have been waiting in vain for so many years, you are like a fool, stupidly thinking about someone who doesn't want you, just like Ouyang Ke, so stupid, so stupid!

So many years of longing, so many years of pain, so many years of waiting, at this moment, turned into a bubble, turned into dust, and turned into the woman in blue.

Xia Zihan squatted on the ground and buried his head in his knees, he didn't want to face the sun, he didn't want to face the trees, he didn't want to face everything, he just wanted to be alone in the dark, in this darkness where there was nothing to do, no sadness, no Brother Xiu, no dark of the woman in blue, there was only himself here, how good it was!

Feeling a gust of wind coming from beside him, Xia Zihan raised his head to look at the person next to him, and Ouyang Ke patted Xia Zihan on the back.

"Wow!"

Suddenly, Xia Zihan threw himself into Ouyang Ke's arms, crying out in pain, no longer suppressing his tears, no longer suppressing his voice, like a child, crying loudly, crying without any image.

Ouyang Ke only kept Xia Zihan's back, he didn't know how to comfort her, he knew this pain best, he could only hug Xia Zihan tightly and keep patting her back.

At this moment, Ouyang Ke was not happy, not happy, just sad, sad for Xia Zihan, sad for Xia Zihan, he hoped that Xia Zihan would be well, not a little wronged, not a little hurt, but now, she cried, crying so sadly, so hoarse.

Ouyang Ke stopped patting her shoulder, and at some point, he hugged her tightly with both hands, rubbed her hair with his face, and kept saying, "It's okay, you still have me, you still have me." ”

He remembered what he had said to her not long ago: "I said, with me, you will be fine, you see, I did it!"

At that time, he was so happy and proud!

He kissed her forehead, looked at Xia Zihan who fainted, and said gently: "Only let you sleep for a while, and when you wake up, everything will be fine, don't worry, I can do it with my life before, I can still do it with my life now, and I will do it with my life in the future!"

He loves her more than his own life, more than everything about himself, and he has begun to like to do things for her, just to make her good, just to make her good!

He carefully put her here, let her bask in the sun, sleep quietly, looking at her painful face, even when she fell asleep, she was in tears, he knew that she was not happy, so he was also unhappy, he knew that kind of taste too well, such a heart-rending heartbreak, so he didn't want her to suffer that kind of taste anymore, he wanted her to live well.

Ouyang Ke went to find Xiu Yu, went to find Senior Brother Xiu who Xia Zihan was thinking about all night, opened his door, Ouyang Ke was angry, he changed his mind.

At first, he came with the idea of having a good talk with Xiu Yu, hoping that he could make a new choice, but now, what did he see? He saw Xia Zihan's favorite senior brother, the senior brother who was thinking about him hard, hugging his friend, wiping her tears, and comforting something.

Ouyang Ke was angry, thinking that Xia Zihan was breaking his liver and intestines for him, and what about him? He didn't worry about your life or death at all, he was accompanying another woman in the room, Zihan, did you see it? Is such a man really worth your love? Is it really worth it?

Ouyang Ke walked over directly, grabbed Xiu Yu's arm, and walked out, Xiu Yu was about to break away, but saw the woman in blue shaking her head, so she had to give up helplessly, and let Ouyang lead him to a place where no one was.

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"Senior Brother Xiu, do you love me? Senior Brother Xiu, don't go, don't ignore me, Senior Brother Xiu!"

In the nightmare, Xia Zihan was awakened and touched his forehead, "Is it a dream?"

How much I hope it's a nightmare, but that heart-rending feeling is still there, thinking of the senior brother he has been waiting for for so many years, Xia Zihan touched his heart, it hurts, it hurts!

wiped the tears on his face, stood up slowly, walked in a daze, didn't dare to think about anything, didn't want to think about anything, just walked like this, like a walking corpse, as if he had lost his soul and lost his feelings, just walking, walking, walking!

Unconsciously, Xia Zihan walked to the front of his house, opened the door, looked at the thousands of paper cranes that were hanging in the air, the room was full of paper cranes, watching them swaying in the air, Xia Zihan felt that she had been ridiculed, laughed at her ignorance, laughed at her self-righteousness, looked at them, looked at them quietly, remembered the past, remembered the thoughts of Ziji under the moon, but in exchange for the arms occupied by other women.

The more I love them, the more I hate them, and the more I annoy and annoy them when I watch them.

"Ah~~~!"

Xia Zihan suddenly held his head and screamed, rushed into it like crazy, tearing wildly, stirring wildly, trampling, and trampling the thousands of paper cranes in the room slowly, like Xia Zihan's heart, were destroyed and cut, until there was no one left, nothing left.

The house was full of messes, just like Xia Zihan's mood, sitting on top of the thousand paper cranes, Xia Zihan hugged his knees weakly, looking at the room where there were no more paper cranes, empty, he slowly let it occupy the room, but destroyed it with his own hands.

"Is it self-inflicted? Or is it just like I shouldn't have it? Am I not qualified to have it? Or am I not capable of having it?"

She didn't know, what she was supposed to do, what she was supposed to do, she didn't know, she didn't want to think about these things, but how could these things keep popping up in her head?

Xia Zihan suddenly knocked his head hard, and kept knocking his head, "Don't think, don't think, tell you not to think, why are you so disobedient, so disobedient, I told you not to think!"

"Zihan, don't be like this, don't be like this!"

Ouyang Ke suddenly rushed in, and hurriedly stopped Xia Zihan's self-harming behavior, glad that he was still here, otherwise he would never be able to forgive himself in the future.

"Ouyang Ke, what are you doing, you let me die, I'm so miserable, I'm so miserable, woo woo..."

Xia Zihan struggled, trying to get rid of Ouyang Ke's embrace, and Ouyang Ke hugged him tighter.

"Zihan, don't be like this, Zihan!"

"Ouyang Ke, do you know, Senior Brother Xiu, he doesn't want me anymore, do you know, Senior Brother Xiu, he has a fiancée, but the fiancée is not me, do you know, she is not me!

"I know, I know, I know all this, okay, okay, okay..."

Ouyang Ke kept patting Xia Zihan's back.

"Ouyang Ke, do you know, do you know, I'm so miserable now, woo woo, I've waited, I've been waiting for three years, I've been waiting for three years. ”

Xia Zihan raised three fingers and looked at Ouyang Ke: "Do you, know, do you know, how did I spend these three years, I, I think about it every day, but what did I... wait for?"

"I didn't wait for anything!"

"Woooooooooo

"You know, that, that feeling, do you, understand?"

Ouyang Ke wanted to say I understand, I understand better than you, but looking at Xia Zihan's appearance, Ouyang Ke swallowed his words and continued to pat Xia Zihan's back to help her relax.

"You... You know what, this... ”

Xia Zihan pointed to the unshapeable paper cranes on the ground, densely packed and covered the ground, "Do you know?" Every... whenever I start to miss Brother Xiu, I... I will fold a thousand paper cranes, and then carefully save them, and when... when I collect all the eleven, I... I will use threads to string them together and hang them in the house, I think, when Brother Xiu comes back, I... I will take Brother Xiu to see them, I want him to know how much I miss him, and I miss him desperately. ”

Ouyang Ke thought that when he gave her a thousand paper cranes, he thought that she would like them very much, but he didn't expect that the thousand paper cranes did miss her senior brother, Ouyang Ke silently looked at the thousand paper cranes on the ground, he didn't know what mood he was in now. Is it jealousy? a little, is it heartache? a little, is it because she feels unworthy? a little, is it envy? a little, a little, is it hate? a little, too much, a little bit has come together, I don't know what it's like now, I don't know how to describe it.

"But now? Woo woo woo

Xia Zihan buried his head in Ouyang Ke's arms, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying.

Her eyes have long been red and swollen, her tears have long since dried up, and her voice has long been hoarse, just to love him and think of him!

His soul is broken, his body is sore, his heart is broken, just to love her and think of her!