Chapter Ninety-Seven: Expressing Feelings

The appearance of Princess Jinglu in front of him surprised Yang Fanhai, how could there be a princess, like a devastated prisoner.

For a while, he naturally asked with concern: "Princess, what's wrong with you." ”

"It's okay!" Princess Jinglu smiled slightly, "I'm troubled by some things, so I'm a little worried." Wait a minute, I'll sort it out, you can take care of yourself first. ”

Then he got up, and asked people to bring snacks and food, and he turned back to the house.

This is the stone pavilion in the backyard, surrounded by flowers and plants, and you can hear the sound of spring water, which is very pleasant. Pink crape myrtle flowers bloom all around, like a flame blooming, reflecting the moonlight, which is very beautiful.

It's just that Yang Fanhai's mind is not on the flowers and plants, and he is thinking about what Princess Jinglu is worried about at the moment, and she has become like this.

After losing his mind for a moment, he heard footsteps coming from his body, and when he looked up, Princess Jinglu had finished combing and walked over.

After some decoration, the hair was combed, a lot of hair accessories were brought in, and a red dress was changed, which looked quite glamorous. There was a little blush on his face, and rouge was smeared on his mouth, which was not as pale as before, but those blushes were more painful in Yang Fanhai's eyes.

There are some things that can be covered up by not only covering up. And the more this happens, the more uncomfortable it becomes.

"Princess!" Yang Fanhai hurriedly got up to greet him.

"Sit down, don't be cramped!" Princess Jinglu smiled slightly, and then instructed the maids around her: "You all go down, I don't need you for the time being." ”

"Yes!"

The maids retreated, and only Yang Fanhai and Princess Jinglu were left in the stone pavilion.

Lanterns were lit all around, and the light blended with the moonlight and shone on Princess Jinglu's face. The red rouge on his mouth was like blood, which made Yang Fanhai's heart feel a little tingling inexplicably.

After staring at it for a long time, he finally couldn't help but ask, "Princess, what's wrong with you?"

Princess Jinglu smiled bitterly: "It's hard to sleep these days, I haven't slept for three days. ”

"Ahh

With his cultivation, let alone two days, even if it is five days without sleeping, there will not be much of a problem. Princess Jinglu is different, although she has practiced some, but I am afraid that she has never even reached the acquired realm. It can be uncomfortable to not sleep for a day, let alone three days.

Counting up, it was only three days since the two returned to Kyoto, which means that Princess Jinglu has not slept since she returned.

Seeing Yang Fanhai's concern, Princess Jinglu shook her head, smiled slightly, seemed to be very sweet, and then said: "The body is fine, but there is something in my heart, so it is difficult to fall asleep." ”

Yang Fanhai immediately asked, "What is the princess worried about?"

Princess Jinglu didn't speak, but just picked up the flask and prepared to pour the wine.

"Princess, let the end come!" Yang Fanhai stretched out his hand and wanted to take the wine jug. The other party is the princess, how dare she let the other party pour wine for herself.

It's just that Princess Jinglu didn't mean to change hands, she grabbed the wine jug and didn't let go, yes, Yang Fanhai grabbed her hand.

Qianqian's jade hands are cold and biting, it is hard to imagine that in this midsummer season, there will be a feeling of cold. It's just that after being stunned, Yang Fanhai immediately hurriedly let go of his hands and retracted as if he had grabbed a soldering iron.

Princess Jinglu smiled faintly, poured him a glass of wine, and then filled the glass in front of her.

"Princess, you're not good at drinking!" Yang Fanhai hurriedly said.

During the celebration in Kangjia Village, the people in the village once toasted the two, and Princess Jinglu only drank a little and felt slightly drunk.

Princess Jinglu nodded: "I know, so I usually never drink alcohol, because when you get drunk, there will be unpredictable dangers." But with the general here today, I'm sure I'm safe, so there's no harm in drinking a little. ”

Yang Fanhai frowned, today's state of Princess Jinglu is very weird. When I think back to the first time I saw her, I was still as beautiful and young as a girl. Now, less than two years have passed, but it seems that he has suddenly grown up a lot.

After taking a sip of wine, Princess Jinglu raised her head, looked at the bright moon in the sky and was silent for a long time, and then asked, "General, do you think this person is better to be selfish or selfless?"

"Uh!" Yang Fanhai was stunned, unable to understand why Princess Jinglu suddenly asked such a question.

Selfish or selfless, with Yang Fanhai's experience, how can he give an answer, he can only be stunned.

"Can't you think of an answer?" Princess Jinglu shook her head, "I can't think of it either." ”

"My mother is a civilian, she has experienced wars, natural disasters, and I don't know how many hardships she has suffered. Later, after being chosen by my father and becoming the queen of thistle, because he knew the suffering of the people, he was always kind and benevolent, saving countless people. ”

Especially after she felt that much of the suffering was caused by my father, she was even more out of control. Like her, she is already selfless to the point of being a so-called sage. ”

No wonder the lord of the Ji Kingdom in his father's mouth is tyrannical, but he can give birth to a daughter like Princess Jinglu, it turns out that there is still this layer of influence in it, and Yang Fanhai can be regarded as suddenly enlightened.

"My father, on the other hand, may be a good father, but he is not a good king. For the so-called ambition in his heart, he did not hesitate to use the country and the people of the entire country as his bargaining chips. ”

"I don't know if it's fortunate or unfortunate, I became the child of the two of them. One is so selfless that he almost forgets his family, and the other is so selfish that he doesn't care about anyone outside of his family. ”

In the end, the selfless mother died early in the hospital bed, but the selfless father has been living in good health until now. Many old people from that era praised my mother's greatness, and although I did a lot of things that she did, I don't know why, I prefer my selfish father. ”

Speaking of this, Princess Jinglu drank all the wine in the cup, her face flushed, and she said slightly drunk, "Maybe...... I'm a selfish person myself, which is why I like my father more. General, it's better to be selfish, as if it's better to be selfless. ”

"I don't know!" Yang Fanhai lowered his head, and suddenly remembered what Master Feng said that he hoped to be a good person, and said, "Perhaps, selflessness will be better." Selfish people are lighter, selfless people ...... Greater. ”

"Yes, selfless people are greater!" Princess Jinglu smiled with satisfaction as if she had gotten the answer she wanted.

There was an indescribable sadness between the red lips and the red cheeks, which made Yang Fanhai feel a little uncomfortable, and asked again: "Princess, your body is ...... What the hell is going on?"

"It's nothing!" Princess Jinglu smiled, "I was scared by that big snake, I always think of it these days, and I was scared to wake up as soon as I fell asleep, so it's like this." ”

"Uh!" Yang Fanhai was stunned: "Why didn't it seem to have appeared before?"

It has been a few months since Shekou escaped, and after thousands of miles, Princess Jinglu has never had any problems sleeping along the way. Even in the first few days of my return to Kyoto, I slept very soundly on horseback, and I wondered why this was the case now.

Princess Jinglu poured wine and said, "Because there were generals guarding me in those days, I was not afraid and slept peacefully." ”

"General, if there is something in front of you, and you hate it from the bottom of your heart, but you can save the lives of millions of people by doing it, will you do it?"

Will you do it? Yang Fanhai thought about it for a long time in his heart, whether it was his father's education, Master Feng's hope, or his own principles, I am afraid that it would be the same answer.

"Will do!"

"Thank you!" Princess Jinglu thanked her, but her face was a little gloomy, she picked up her wine glass and said to Yang Fanhai: "General, accompany me for a drink!"

Yang Fanhai picked up the wine glass, touched it, and was about to drink it, but heard Princess Jinglu say, "Wait!"

Immediately, the jade hand stretched out, passed through Yang Fanhai's arm, wrapped it around his mouth, and then drank the wine in the cup.

Yang Fanhai didn't understand the meaning of drinking like this, but after seeing Princess Jinglu finish drinking, he also drank it all in one gulp.

Princess Jinglu seemed extremely satisfied, and for a moment, with a smile on her face, she put down her wine glass, stood up, and walked out of the stone pavilion to the crape myrtle tree.

Humming a little song, it turned. The long skirt swirls and spreads like a big red flower, which is beautiful. A breeze blew, and the crape myrtle flowers swept off the branches, like a light rain, falling red on the bluestone slabs under their feet.

In an instant, it was like cruising in a sea of flowers, surrounded by flower spirits, and the beauty was breathtaking.

The humming song stopped, accompanied by a burst of laughter, not like a silver bell as in the past, but a kind of poignant and heart-wrenching.

"Princess ......"

Yang Fanhai got up and walked over, he felt that Princess Jinglu's situation was a little bad, and he was extremely worried.

As soon as he walked a few steps, he saw Princess Jinglu's feet slip and almost fall, Yang Fanhai was quick to rush over and hold her up.

"Princess, be careful......"

Before he finished speaking, Princess Jinglu suddenly hugged him and began to cry, not too loud, only to hear the twitching in the depths of his throat, trembling all over, as if she wanted to vent something, but had to suppress it.

Yang Fanhai panicked in his heart, and hurriedly asked, "Princess, what's wrong with you!"

Princess Jinglu didn't answer, but kept crying, as if she wanted to vent all the pain in her heart.

Yang Fanhai didn't know what to do, so he could only hold her motionless and stand straight.

After crying for a long time, Princess Jinglu finally stopped, let go of the hands holding Yang Fanhai, her cheeks were flushed, her face was confused, and she was very embarrassed and said, "I'm sorry, general, I made you laugh!"

"It's okay!" Yang Fanhai shook his head: "As long as you can be comfortable." ”

Glancing at the bright moon in the sky, Princess Jinglu said softly, "Time is running out, I want to sleep, General, can you guard me?"

"Of course!" Yang Fanhai said without hesitation: "I will guard you!"

That night, a woman dressed in red slept in the stone pavilion, safe and quiet.

The man with the black spear sat against the stone pavilion for the night, motionless.