Chapter 282: The Vicissitudes of Life, My Heart Is Thorough
The family placed high hopes on themselves, the deep meaning in their eyes when their parents looked at them before leaving, and the eyes of their pampering grandfather looked at them as if they were saying goodbye.
It's ridiculous that I always thought that they valued the appearance of cultivators in the family more, but now that I think about it, the deeper gaze contained in that gaze is a strong reluctance!
The mother's early departure did not even come to say goodbye to herself, precisely because she was afraid that she would not bear to send herself away from home alone to face the disputes in the cultivation realm, which mother would not want her daughter to be safe and stable for a lifetime!
But the family as a monk family, has been hundreds of years without a cultivator, enjoy the honor of the Xiuzhen family at the same time, but there is no real heritage, if it is not for the ancestor to sit down not long ago, Yu Wei is still there, I am afraid that his family's wealth has long been spied on by those tigers, leopards and jackals around, he is the only person with the talent of a monk in recent years, although not outstanding, but it is the only hope to save the family in danger.
So the family was in that situation, up and down together to save food and clothing, and finally bought a baby to lay a foundation for themselves, and then dredged the way to send themselves to cultivate, in fact, there has always been a resentment of being sacrificed by the family in his heart, at this time I saw it thoroughly, it turned out that the family was forced to do so, I should not hate, but to thank, thank the family for giving me the opportunity to this girl who is not very qualified, otherwise I would not be able to enter this wonderful cultivation world where crises and opportunities coexist, let alone meet Senior Brother Zhang Budong.
That's right, Senior Brother Zhang Budong!
His feelings for Senior Brother Zhang Budong turned out to be so strong.
I clearly remember every detail of my acquaintance with him, I almost lost hope at that time of the entry trial, the entrance assessment of the Royal Beast Sect turned out to be so difficult, I worked hard for a few days and was not able to get a token, the responsibility in my heart and the love and hatred of the family almost broke the jar, thinking that the apprenticeship failed and did not return to the family, but to find a place to die alone.
The future is dark, and there is no light in sight.
It was he who incarnated as 'Lei Feng', and suddenly gave himself a token that he would definitely be able to get started, and he couldn't say a word when he was stunned, and he remembered to thank him before leaving, but that person only left a back, and a sentence that he didn't look good when he cried, and he hoped that he wouldn't cry and laughed.
It's obviously a slightly flirtatious sentence, but somehow it got into my somewhat cold heart, and then warmed it and warmed myself.
It turned out that as early as that moment, that back was deeply imprinted in his heart, no, he lived in his heart.
I thought that I would never meet in this life, because that figure hid himself so that he didn't let others know who he was, and that emotion was hidden.
But who knows? When he was most helpless and his path to cultivation was very slow, Lei Feng appeared again, and once again helped himself, giving him the opportunity to use the cultivation room.
Coincidentally, his natal spirit beast was able to remember the breath of people, and at that time, he thought that if he had the opportunity to meet him again, he would definitely be able to know who he was.
At that time, I couldn't understand what kind of emotion was in letting Zhixianghu remember his breath, and at this time, I thought about it, it turned out that I was ready to meet him and cultivate together, even if he didn't tell himself that he was Lei Feng, he would always be by his side and protect him.
Not long after, Lei Feng's real identity Zhang Budong came, and the moment he saw him, Zhixianghu told himself that this was Lei Feng.
But he didn't seem to know that he had identified his identity, but since he didn't say it, he wouldn't have to poke it himself.
I had imagined Lei Feng's appearance many times, but I didn't expect that it was a boy who was several years younger than him, and this time, the boy helped him again and gave him a great opportunity.
The continuous harvest and the courage and wisdom shown by Senior Brother Zhang Budong along the way have all made Lei Feng, a character who originally existed in fantasy, fuller, more vivid, and more deeply imprinted in his heart, and he really hopes to accompany him forever, even if he is the most obscure ugly duckling in a group of people, but as long as he looks at himself, he is content.
Originally, Chu Xiang'er didn't know what this feeling was, she didn't know whether she was grateful or liking, but after drinking bamboo wine at this time, she suddenly realized that she liked Zhang Budong, and loved him, and she wanted to be with him forever and ever.
Is the subtlety of bamboo wine so magical, Chu Xiang'er felt that she could be sure at this time, it turned out to be really so magical, bamboo wine was like an invisible hand, reaching into her own sea of consciousness, reaching out to her heart, peeling off all the worries and sorrows that were entwined in emotion, revealing the most essential feelings.
Love is love, hate is hate, love that should be loved, hate that should be hated, fight for what should be fought for, and give up what should be given up.
I should fight for Senior Brother Zhang Budong, the inheritance of the Xuannu lineage is enough to make me excellent, and I am no longer an ugly duckling, so can I let Senior Brother Zhang Budong see his shining point!
But what kind of feelings does Senior Brother Zhang Budong have for himself? Will Senior Brother Zhang Budong make his affection for himself clear after drinking bamboo wine, but what if he doesn't like himself!
So what's the matter! It's better to like yourself, if you don't like yourself, that is, you are not good enough, you can still like him, improve yourself, and wait for him to like yourself when she turns into a Nine Heavens Xuannu.
Thinking about this, Chu Xiang'er opened her eyes.
Emotionally thorough, the soul has sublimated, I don't know if it's an illusion, Chu Xiang'er seems to feel that her eyesight has risen to a certain extent, and looking at the world, it seems to be clearer.
In her perception, time passed very slowly, and she only pondered for a moment, afraid that Ah Bao hadn't even drunk the wine in the cup!
Bodhi has no tree, and the mirror is not a platform.
There was nothing in the first place, and there was dust everywhere.
Who said that the dust on the heart is not dust, the eyes of the heart are covered, and the eyes of the material are not covered!
This is the principle that each other is born from the heart.
"Sister Xiang'er, you're awake. ”
The first moment Chu Xiang'er opened her eyes, Ah Bao found out.
At this time, it was still holding the cup, and the strange thing was that the bamboo wine in the cup had been drunk, which was completely different from what Chu Xiang'er expected.
"How long has it been?" Chu Xiang'er asked, she keenly noticed that it didn't seem that Ah Bao drank fast or slowly, as if the time that had passed in reality could not match the time she pondered.
But in your heart, I'm afraid it's just a moment, this is the effect of bamboo wine, so that you can think through a lot of things, such a change is not an exaggeration. ”
Ah Bao was holy and dignified when he answered, without the previous laughter, and without the appearance of being impatient to beg for wine, not because of anything else, because at this moment Chu Xiang'er has really stepped into the Xuannu lineage and entered the inheritance of the Xuannu lineage. (To be continued.) )