Chapter 4: Despair

"Senior Brother Ye?" Although Qu Yan was young and didn't understand the affairs of men and women, he probably guessed the direction of things. He doesn't care about these, what he cares about is the identity of the protagonist.

The girl nodded and continued, "Yes. But later, Senior Brother Ye gradually distanced himself from me, and when I went to him, he was just cold to me. Later, when I was in a hurry, he told me that he was single-minded and would not be distracted by anything else...... I was in a hurry, so I asked him, 'Am I anything else?' and he ...... He even said 'yes' and told me not to bother him in the future...... How could he do that?"

After that, the girl was crying again, and finally held back, talked for a while, and said, "Alas, I told you that you don't understand...... You're going to tell me about your sadness that makes me happy?"

At this time, Qu Yan had already guessed the identity of the other party from the other party's words, and his heart was excited, and his hands trembled slightly.

At the moment, he told the other party how he became an orphan overnight, the whole town was slaughtered, and how he was rescued by Fengmei Zhenren, and he had the heart to take revenge but suffered from not having the qualifications to cultivate immortals.

He focused on his tragic life and the sorrow in his heart.

Sure enough, the girl burst into tears when she heard this, "It turned out to be you, I saw you back then." Your miserable life experience, compared to you, my facts are too pediatric......" turned to comfort the other party and said: "Don't worry, I will go to beg my father, and Senior Brother Ye They will avenge you, and I will help you if I am successful in cultivation in the future, don't be sad." ”

Qu Yan just sighed.

"If you still have any difficulties, tell your sister, and my sister will help you. ”

"No, I don't want you to be embarrassed......"

"What's so embarrassing, I don't know if there's anything I can't do Mei Lan?"

Finally confirming the identity of the other party, Qu Yan couldn't hold back the excitement in his heart and said, "Forget it, it's a big deal......

"Say!"

"Alas, although I don't have the qualifications to cultivate immortals, but I have always longed for it, if I can give it a try, if it really doesn't work, I will break the idea of cultivating immortals, and I will be an ordinary person honestly in the future, otherwise I will ......"

Mei Lan patted her chest and said simply: "What's so difficult about this? If you want to learn, I'll teach you now!"

Qu Yan was ecstatic in his heart, but he said, "This ...... Not so good......"

"What's wrong, I'll take care of it if something happens!"

"That'...... Okay...... "Happiness came too suddenly, I couldn't believe it, Qu Yan secretly pinched his thigh, the pain was real, it wasn't a dream.

At that moment, Mei Lan explained the qigong method to Qu Yan in detail, and Qu Yan listened meticulously, memorizing while listening, for fear of missing a word.

Mei Lan even told him some of her experiences. At the end, he told him, "Don't tell anyone about this...... In particular, the exercises must not be known to outsiders!"

Qu Yan agreed, and then solemnly thanked the other party: "Sister Mei, whether I can cultivate immortals or not, I am grateful to you!

Mei Lan waved her hand again and again, how could she use the other party to repay anything, and besides, even if the other party had that heart, he didn't have that strength, after all, his father personally tested him, since his father said that he was not qualified, then it was impossible for him to embark on the road of cultivating immortals.

Her father is naturally the current head of the Shenhuo Sect, Fengmei Zhenren.

If she knew what kind of monstrous waves the other party would set off in the future, I wonder if she would still pass on the exercises to him?

After talking for a while, Mei Lan said goodbye and went back, agreeing to meet again tomorrow night.

Qu Yan was afraid that he would forget the mantra of the exercises, so he stayed in the same place for a while, until he was able to recite it backwards before embarking on the way home.

Today, he was first rejected by Zhu Run, and then inexplicably passed on the skills of Meng Meilan, and the ups and downs of his life were really unexpected.

Li Liushun drank some wine at dinner, and when he woke up in the middle of the night, he felt that his bladder was uncomfortable, so he came out to get up at night.

Just about to go back to the house, he saw a dark shadow in the yard, and he was shocked, and shouted, "Who!?"

The other party did not answer.

Then in the dim candlelight, Li Liushun recognized the other party, and said angrily: "It turned out to be you kid, I want to scare Lao Tzu to death!"

However, the young man's eyes were straight into him, and he seemed to be completely unaware of his presence.

"Sleepwalking?"

Li Liushun only felt a chill down his spine, and hurriedly went back to the house.

Qu Yan thought about the mantra in his heart, he didn't notice him at all, heard the sound of the door closing, gave a strange look, and continued to recite the mantra silently.

When I entered the house, I went to bed directly, sat cross-legged according to the method taught by Mei Lan, looked at my nose and nose, and entered a meditative state.

Consciousness suddenly fell into a state of nothingness.

According to Mei Lan, in order to cultivate Taoism, you must first understand the principles of Taoism. Cultivators control the vitality of heaven and earth, and then use it for their own use, and thus develop a variety of techniques.

And in order to control the Heaven and Earth Yuan Qi, you must first be able to perceive it, and then refine it like a body and use it for your own use. Of course, the power above the Yuan Infant Stage can not only control the Yuan Qi in the body, but also cause the resonance of the Yuan Qi outside the body, so as to send out powerful spells, which is not what Qu Yan can imagine now.

This first step has killed many people, and there are only a very few who are suitable for cultivating immortals.

The injustice of heaven can be seen from this.

Qu Yan condensed his senses, only to feel that there was a hazy piece in front of him, and he couldn't see anything really, as if he was covered with a thin veil in front of him.

After working hard all night, I still couldn't see anything, but I blackened my eyes twice.

It would be a lie to say that you are not depressed at all, but a one-night failure doesn't mean anything, life has to go on, and you can try again in the evening.

On this day, Li Liushun still didn't trouble Qu Yan again, and his occasional gaze at the latter made the latter a little confused.

But he was happy to do so, and after eating he went back to the house to continue his meditation.

During this period, Zhou Keshen came to deliver meals twice, and checked his injuries by the way.

He got better quickly, and now there are no other abnormalities except for two dark circles under his eyes, and I don't know if it's because the medicine is good or because he has a special system.

In the evening, Qu Yan came to the stream early.

The person he was waiting for did not come until midnight, and when he came, he cried.

"Today, Senior Brother Ye ignored me again, I kindly sent him pear flower cream, he didn't even open the door, and asked me not to delay his cultivation, so I had to leave first. But I was worried about his body, such a day and night cultivation, I couldn't stand it, so I went to bring him food again, who knew that this time he didn't say a word at all, hiding in the hole and not coming out...... Woohoo......"

Qu Yan said: "How do you pester this kind of person, you have to do what he likes." Since he likes to cultivate, then you can send him something that will help him in his cultivation...... And you yourself are also working hard to cultivate, and naturally old friends are talking about it together. ”

Mei Lan nodded again and again when she heard this, "Yes, why didn't I expect that." You know a lot at such a young age. ”

"If you grew up at the bottom, you know ......" One of the rules of life for little people is to speculate on other people's preferences.

"Huh?" For Mei Lan, who is arrogant and expensive, it has always been people who speculate on her thoughts, and there are not many times when it is the other way around.

Suddenly I thought of something and asked, "By the way, how does it feel to practice for a day?"

"Cultivation ......" Qu Yan smiled bitterly, "Where is my cultivation, I don't feel anything at all at the end of the day......"

"That's right......" This was obviously expected by her, and comforted, "It's okay, it's like this at first...... Don't be too sad. ”

After saying that, the two fell silent, each thinking about their own thoughts.

After a while, Qu Yan asked, "Senior sister, generally speaking, how long does it take for meditation to sense the Heaven and Earth Yuan Qi?"

"Well...... It varies from person to person, and a genius like Senior Brother Ye can sense it on the same day. I only did it the next day, of course, for ordinary people, it's about three or five days, and ten days for a slower person?"

"That means that if you can't sense it for ten days, then it's basically no fun?"

"You can say that......" Seeing that the other party's face was not good, he comforted again: "It's okay, it's only been a day, don't worry." Even if you can't cultivate immortals, my sister will cover you in the future!"

Qu Yan smiled bitterly, but in his heart he was thinking that if he really couldn't cultivate immortals, the opportunity to take revenge in person would be cut off, and if he wanted to take revenge, he could only rely on the strength of others, and this girl might come in handy.

When he knelt down in front of Mei Lan in a serious manner, "Sister Xie!"

Mei Lan tried her best to hold back her smile, and tried her best to put on a big sister's posture, "Hmm! you get up, and follow your sister to eat and drink spicy food in the future!"

"Long live my sister, long live, long live!" Qu Yan repeated the etiquette to the emperor in the play.

"Aiqing, let's get even! hehe......hee"

Mei Lan laughed for a while and didn't know what to think, and her face was covered with dark clouds, saying that the girl's mind was the most difficult to guess, and it seemed that there was some truth.

However, is it easy to guess the heart of a young man?

Looking at Qu Yanyun's breezy smile, who could guess what he was thinking?

Time passed day by day, and Qu Yan's heart sank day by day. Seeing that the ten-day period is approaching, my mood is already extremely irritable.

I really don't have the material for cultivating immortals......

Although he had been mentally prepared, this conclusion still made him depressed and breathless.

It shouldn't be like this.

Fate shouldn't be like this!

Of more than 30,000 people, I survived alone, but I couldn't take the path of cultivation with this sea of blood and hatred?

Are you kidding!

These thoughts have been circling in his mind, lingering, but to no avail. Only by continuing to persevere, can we find the slightest possibility in the impossible.

However, ten days have passed, and there is still no progress.

Mei Lan looked at him with more pity in her eyes, and she witnessed step by step the whole process of this young man from full of hope to slowly dashing hope, which was too cruel for this ten-year-old boy.

The saddest thing in the world is never that there is no hope, but that there is nothing to be done about seeing hope shattered.

Qu Yan also thought about giving up, but he still insisted on it with stubbornness.

I've survived for many years, do you still care about these ten days and half a month?

Asking him to give up is really worse than killing him.

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