Chapter 160 Tonight, I just want to take a good look at the moon
Late at night, dawn begins.
With the rising sun in the distance, all the stains and sins of those who cannot see it seem to have disappeared forever like night.
Those small families who used to have ill intentions, those opportunistic profit-making villains, now, with the lotus in hand, seem to have all their greed satisfied, temporarily let go of their sinful thoughts, and began to keep to themselves.
However, just as night will still fall, those hidden scheming will still appear again at a certain time.
Perhaps, this is the norm in Lingyun Mountain, which has never been truly peaceful.
In fact, the Zhong family is not like this.
The next day, at breakfast, everyone seemed to pretend that nothing had happened.
There was no lotus feast yesterday, and Xi'e had never seen the so-called Shen Shuiji, let alone that she used to be Murong Wan'er and a member of the Murong family, and even, she had never heard of it, and she still had a lover who made Shen Shuiji not have time to say it in the end.
In this way, the family deceived themselves and ate breakfast.
This morning, everyone seemed to be very talkative, scrambling to talk, but in fact, it was just a deliberate effort to make the atmosphere not so awkward.
However, for such a performance, in fact, everyone knows it.
"Come, Auntie," said Mrs. Zhong, as she took Auntie's bowl and filled her with a bowl of soup, and then said with a smile on her face, "Drink more soup to replenish your body." ”
However, everyone knows that Xi'e doesn't need to make up for her body, just because Mrs. Zhong really can't find a suitable explanation.
Ji'e is also very sensible, it seems that the lost memory, not only from the past, but also from yesterday, she also smiled, politely took the bowl, and then said: "Thank you, mother." ”
"Wow, it's so fragrant," she added.
So, this meal, everyone eats their own hearts.
After eating, everyone was about to leave, and at this time, Mrs. Zhong suddenly spoke: "Zhong Jin, the cabinet in my room is a little loose, you can help me nail it." ”
After speaking, he gave Zhong Jin a look.
However, before Zhong Jin could speak, Zhong Shen spoke first: "Mother, I'll help you." ”
Actually, Zhong Shen was completely well-intentioned, he just hoped that the eldest brother and sister-in-law could spend a little more time together, and then slowly explain yesterday's events clearly, just let yourself do such things.
However, he did not understand what Mrs. Zhong meant.
At this time, the eccentric forsythia understood the engine, so he said angrily: "Zhong Shen, my mother named my eldest brother to go, what are you doing to make a fuss?"
Seeing Forsythia's cynicism, Zhong Shen was about to defend himself, but Zhong Jin spoke: "Zhong Shen, let me go, I have more strength." ”
Obviously, he understood what his mother meant.
So, Zhong Jin followed Mrs. Zhong to the room.
As soon as she entered, Mrs. Zhong hurriedly closed the door.
Seeing his mother so mysterious, Zhong asked puzzledly, "Mother, what is the matter?"
After carefully checking the doors and windows, and making sure that there was no partition wall with ears again, Mrs. Zhong said slowly: "Zhong Jin, let me ask you, did Wan'er say anything yesterday. ”
"Nope. Hearing his mother's words, Zhong Jin lowered his head and said.
"How is it possible, you are not allowed to lie to me, I am your mother, I will definitely help you if there is anything, but you must tell me the truth. When Mrs. Zhong saw Zhong Jin's answer, she thought that Zhong Jin was deliberately concealing it.
However, Zhong Jin is telling the truth.
"Mother, I didn't lie to you, all of this is true, Wan'er didn't say anything after she came back from the lotus feast yesterday. Zhong Jin said helplessly.
"Didn't she ask you something about the past?" Mrs. Zhong still didn't believe it.
"Mother, I'm telling the truth. Zhong Jin was a little anxious.
Looking at her son's serious expression, Mrs. Zhong began to believe it.
"Mother, isn't it a good thing that Wan'er didn't ask anything?" Zhong asked puzzled.
"Silly boy," Mrs. Zhong glanced at Zhong Jin, her eyes were both angry and distressed, "I hope Wan'er will ask you." ”
"Why?"
"That way, at least we can make our lies as round out as possible. Mrs. Zhong continued: "You think, at yesterday's lotus feast, so many things happened, and a lot of mysteries were related to Wan'er, and Wan'er was also very anxious at that time, and even almost turned her face with you in front of so many people, and that Shen Shuiji didn't tell the truth in the end, it stands to reason that Wan'er should have a lot of questions." But why didn't she ask anything?"
Listening to Mrs. Zhong's words, Zhong Jin suddenly felt that he had never been too uneasy.
"Mother, this" Zhong Jin didn't know what the reason was for a while.
"I'm afraid, Wan'er has already had a plan in her heart. Mrs. Zhong said worriedly.
"What are you going to do?" These words made Zhong Jin's heart very nervous all of a sudden.
After all, for the hard-won happiness now, Zhong Jin must not let go.
"Alas," Mrs. Zhong said in a tone, and then continued: "If you want to say what the change is, I don't know, it's just," Mrs. Zhong stopped talking.
"Mother, what do you mean?" Zhong Jin became more and more nervous.
"I can't tell, but this morning, I noticed that this Wan'er doesn't seem to be the same as before. Mrs. Zhong said worriedly.
"But why didn't I see it?"
"I don't know if I'm too careful, I suddenly feel that Wan'er's eyes are different from before. ”
"What's the difference?" Mrs. Zhong's words made Zhong Jin sit on pins and needles.
"In the past, Wan'er's eyes were always so clear, like a well-behaved little sheep, and she was very obedient to everyone, but today, when I saw Wan'er's eyes, there seemed to be something else, as if it was a maturity that I couldn't guess. ”
"Then, what should I do?" Zhong Jin was completely out of idea at this time.
"Alas, now, you can only ask for more blessings for yourself. Mrs. Zhong said.
"By the way, Zhong Jin, there is a sentence that I have always wanted to say to you. Mrs. Zhong suddenly looked at Zhong Jin, and then said earnestly.
"Mother, please speak. ”
"Zhong Jin, I know that you have always loved Wan'er very much, but, do you know, to love someone is to give her respect, not only to be good to her, but also to give her the right and freedom to make her own choices. So,"
Before Mrs. Zhong could finish speaking, Zhong Jin interrupted her words, and then said coldly, "Mother, I know what you have to say. ”
"Say what?"
"You want me to tell Wan'er everything. ”
Mrs. Chung did not speak.
"Mother, this is absolutely not going to work. Zhong Jin said categorically, and there was no room for negotiation in his tone.
Mrs. Zhong looked at Zhong Jin and was also very helpless.
"Mother, I'll handle this matter myself, I'm already an adult, I know what to do, so please don't worry about me. ”
After saying that, Zhong Jin left Mrs. Zhong's room.
Looking at Zhong Jinyuan's back, Mrs. Zhong didn't know what to say.
Or, from ancient times to the present, it is the parents who plan for the long term for themselves, but the children never understand the painstaking efforts of their parents.
Time flies, and the moon is gradually rounding.
These days, Wan'er is still the same as before, relying on Zhong Jin, calling Zhong Jin's brother, nothing has changed, as if nothing has happened, but Mrs. Zhong still feels that Wan'er's eyes are really different from the original.
Yes, it is impossible for anyone not to change the lotus feast they have experienced.
What has changed, not to mention Wan'er.
Murong Yan has also changed.
That night, looking at the moon that was about to be full, Yan'er also made a decision.
On this day, after dinner, Murong Yan walked to Murong Feng's room.
"Big brother. Yan'er shouted.
At this moment, Murong Feng was fiddling with his handkerchief alone, very serious, and naturally very emotional, so he didn't notice Yan'er's arrival, and when he heard Yan'er's call, he was very panicked, and then hurriedly hid the handkerchief behind him.
However, Yan'er is not blind, she has seen all this.
Murong Feng also knew that he was simply covering his ears and stealing the bell, so he felt very embarrassed.
"Little junior sister, is there something wrong?" Murong Feng said hesitantly.
"Actually, I don't have anything to do, I just want to ask you, is there anything going on tonight?" Yan'er pretended not to see everything just now, and said calmly.
"It's okay, what's wrong?"
"Senior brother, do you remember the agreement you made with me?" asked Yan'er, waiting for her big eyes.
"What agreement?" Murong Feng asked embarrassedly.
"That's when you say, wait until the night of the full moon to see the moon with me. Yan'er said seriously.
"Oh, of course I remember. After Yan'er said this, Murong Feng remembered that he had had such an agreement with Yan'er, but there were so many full moon nights, why did Yan'er suddenly have such a request today?
"Well, we'll see you in the courtyard when the moon rises. Before Murong Feng could figure it out, Yan'er said, and then left Murong Feng's room.
Murong Feng was silent.
He didn't know if the delicate-minded Yan'er had any ideas.
It didn't take long for the moon to rise.
The moon tonight seems to be an extraordinarily large garden.
Under such an intoxicating moonlight, Murong Feng came to the courtyard.
In the distance, I saw the geese and waited there early.
Murong Feng stopped, and just like that, in such a place where Yan'er couldn't see himself, he looked at Yan'er from a distance.
The geese sat there quietly, in the moonlight, as if they were one with the moonlight.
At this moment, the sky was already completely dark, but the moonlight gave such a darkness a bright and extinguished light, and under such light, Murong Feng discovered for the first time that it turned out that Yan'er was also so beautiful.
The long white hair, like the traces of the moonlight left on her body.
"Yan'er" Murong Feng called softly, and then stepped forward.
Seeing the senior brother coming as promised, the geese smiled like a flower.
"Why are you here so early?" Murong Feng said, and then sat down beside Yan'er.
"I want to see more of it. Yan'er said.
So, following Yan'er's gaze, Murong Feng also looked at the moonlight overhead.
At this time, it seems that no language can describe such a beautiful scenery.
"Big brother, look, how beautiful the moon is. Yan'er said as if she was intoxicated.
"yes. ”
"In the past, every time I came to this time, I was very miserable, every time I came out of the secret room, I felt like I was going to die, and then on the way back, I saw the moonlight so charming, how I thought, when I can no longer heal my wounds, sit in the courtyard well, and take a good look at this kind of moonlight. Yan'er said emotionally.
"Yan'er" heard Yan'er say such things, Murong Feng was also very emotional, so he said: "Let's not talk about the past, in the future, we can come to see this kind of moonshine every month." ”
"Really?" Yan'er said, "Senior brother, will you really watch the moonlight with me every month from now on?"
However, Yan'er's words do not seem to be questions, but rhetorical questions.
It's as if Yan'er knows that the senior brother won't look at the moon with her at all.
Murong Feng didn't know what to say.
"Senior brother, do you know? Yan'er abruptly changed the subject.
"Chang'e to the moon, I've heard of it," Murong Feng said.
However, it is said that Chang'e back then gave up her lover for her immortality. ”
"Yes, so, Chang'e will only be alone on the moon. ”
"Senior brother, will you give up your lover?"
didn't expect Yan'er to ask such a question, so Murong Feng was speechless for a while.
"What?"
"Senior brother, if you have a lover, will you always remember her and never abandon her?"
"I," Murong Feng didn't know how to answer.
"If it were me, it wouldn't be. Yan'er said to herself.
Murong Feng didn't speak.
"Senior brother, do you have a lover in your heart?" Yan'er suddenly asked.
"Yan'er, why did you suddenly ask this?"
Seeing that Murong Feng didn't answer his question directly, Yan'er understood everything.
In fact, at the very beginning, when Murong Feng had just begun to recover his memory, Yan'er discovered the abnormality of the senior brother.
At that time, the senior brother suddenly ignored himself, as if he had made some mistake.
At first, Yan'er was puzzled. But later, more and more phenomena made Yan'er wonder if Murong Feng had recovered his memory, because, for a while, Murong Feng always went to the Zhong family, and even one day, Murong Feng came back from the Zhong family like a chicken in soup, and as soon as he came back, he walked into his room and didn't say anything.
Yan'er was very anxious at that time, so that night, she secretly came to the senior brother's room.
Through the window, Yan'er saw the scene she didn't want to see.
That is, Murong Feng in the room couldn't cry.
Holding the handkerchief in his hand, he said, "Wan'er, I remembered everything, but you forgot everything."
So, by that time, Yan'er understood everything.
And at this moment, in the face of Murong Feng's questioning, Yan'er just said lightly: "It's okay, I'm just curious." ”
Murong Feng didn't know what to say.
"Since you don't want to say it, forget it. Yan'er said.
Murong Feng originally wanted to say something to explain, but before he could speak, Yan'er continued: "Senior brother, I have a lover in my heart. ”
"Who is it?"
Yan'er didn't answer, but said to herself, "I love him very much, and I am willing to do anything for him, but he has never had me in his heart." ”
Murong Feng was silent, in fact, he still knew Yan'er's affection for him.
However, even if you have affection, but I already have Wan'er, how can I let go of others in my heart?
Therefore, for so many years, Murong Feng has always pretended to be deaf and dumb.
Murong Feng thought about it and decided to tell Yan'er what he wanted.
Tell Yan'er that she has recovered her memory, tell Yan'er that she only has Wan'er in her heart, tell Yan'er that she just keeps treating her as a sister, and tell Yan'er not to waste time on herself.
So, Murong Feng bit it and spoke:
"Wild Goose"
Before Murong Feng could start speaking, Yan'er interrupted him: "Senior brother, look, how beautiful the moon is. ”
Murong Feng knew that he couldn't do this anymore and had to tell Yan'er, so he continued: "Yan'er, I have something to say to you. ”
"No" Yan'er said suddenly: "Senior brother, don't say anything, I know everything, today, I just want to take a good look at the moon." ”
So, Murong Feng sighed and fell silent.
In the dark, he didn't see it, and Yan'er's eyes were full of tears.