Chapter 20 Love is still dirty

There is nothing that arouses people's hatred and longing to have their bodies torn into pieces than that they regard as very important things being trampled on and slandered.

Maybe Kong Lin is no longer Bingqing Yujie, but she is the love of Nie Tianyang's heart, for her sake, he is even willing to make up his mind to tear his face with the Sword Sect and the Su family, and do the stupid thing of setting himself on fire. The catastrophe in front of the two can be predicted by everyone, and he doesn't know that one day there will be an end, but he still chooses to resist in this way, and loves vigorously.

Nie Tianyang couldn't forget every word he said to Kong Lin, he promised and obeyed with his heart, and he never wanted to be a coward who broke his word.

He said he would protect her, no matter where she went.

Even though he was on his knees to the unbearable homeless people, it was difficult to put down his worth for a man who had once been brilliant, Nie Tianyang still bowed his head.

When the slut's finger touched Kong Lin's forehead, Nie Tianyang understood how intense his heartbeat was.

How deep the love is, it is always clear in that moment.

He has carried a burden that a young man should not have, and he should not have been a child, and he gave up everything for the sake of a mere woman. But when he puts his hand on his chest, there will always be a scorching heat beating, and there is always a voice telling him: You also have a responsibility for this woman, this responsibility is more important than thousands of lives, you care more about it, you have never been so great, you have made a vow of loyalty, but you have sweet words to the woman in your arms, and now this woman is suffering and crying because of you, so are you willing to bear this responsibility?

He never deceived Kong Lin and regarded her as his beloved.

Kong Lin is now his possession, his fatal weakness.

He had accepted the agreement of house arrest, threats, and shame with anger, and Kong Lin shed a tear in front of him, which made him suffer like a roaring beast, no longer caring about how many chains he had, and overturning and emptying everything that had accumulated on his side.

When the woman had a sarcastic taste and slandered Kong Lin, Nie Tianyang's heart was like someone slowly tearing open a crack with her hand, and she couldn't help herself. It doesn't matter whether consciousness or reason, every cell in the body is thunderous.

Under the woman's knife, every trace of turmoil in Kong Lin's heart was not pretended to be written on her face, and her mind was already blank by the simple word 'chastity'.

Every day and night since the encounter and escape, the hidden pain behind the smile and joy was finally uncovered in the most straightforward way.

Nie Tianyang said in a trembling voice: "No, it's not like this, I love you, I don't care." ”

He tried his best to contact Kong Lin with his eyes, but he only saw Kong Lin fleeing in a daze. She didn't dare to raise her head again, trembling under the knife.

The woman looked at the trembling Kong Lin with a playful look, and then judged Nie Tianyang with a sarcastic gaze.

"Hehe, hehe, hehehe...... You men are really born with lies, duplicitous while promising never to cheat. If you really don't care, why don't you avoid it and don't say a word, do you know how your beloved woman hurts her heart?"

The woman lifted Kong Lin's chin with the back of her knife and lifted her dejected face.

"She thought in her heart, if you didn't care, you would have explained everything to her a long time ago, but you didn't mention a word, and sealed it in your heart forever, and this would become a mustard between the two of you, which would never be broken. ”

The woman used a knife to cut a red line of bleeding on Kong Lin's pink neck, licked the blood, and said viciously: "In the bottom of her heart, she has long been injured by you." ”

She pointed her delicate red lips coated with blood to Nie Tianyang, and her two mottled and dark pupils instantly encompassed the man's heart, and she said slowly without leaving room in her mouth.

"Do you still think that the relationship between you is the one that is worth sacrificing for each other in the first place? It has long since been shattered when you tore up the letter, and died when she wept, and disappeared in the distrust of each other! What are you still holding on to hypocritically? Do you prove that you are a lover who abandons everything for love? Ridiculous man, in your meanness, do you dare not face yourself even once! Ask yourself, is it love or poor self-esteem that you insist on!"

Nie Tianyang's eyes widened, and the woman's sharp questioning narrowed his pupils into a deep well, the bottom of which led to the chaos he feared, hugging him as his shame was revealed, wailing in pain.

The wind is like night frost, getting cooler and cooler, quickly cooling every inch of Nie Tianyang's skin, taking away the temperature that was originally warm.

Nie Tianyang felt that his surroundings were so cold, his body could not move a single inch as if he had no instinct, and he was forced to accept the violence of the cold wind. In his ears were the deafening bugles of distant soldiers, and the roar of thunder on a rainy night, and finally the sneer of a woman like a heavy hammer, and the laughter was like a delicate knife, burrowing into the place it wanted to pierce without resistance.

He could clearly see that the knife had pierced his heart, and what was bleeding was no longer blood, but something dirty.

He recalled his sneer, like a mean mask, hiding the vulnerability, and he suddenly realized, maybe this is the so-called strong. His sneers have always been rebellion, all of which are the edges and corners of his pride, he has never thought about how to love Kong Lin at all, Kong Lin is just an excuse for him to take revenge on the Sword Sect and revenge his family.

He had long been dissenting to the suspicion of the Sword Sect, and he had long been angry at the Su family's pervasive oppression and temptation to the point of exploding.

The cage that these two behemoths had built together made him unable to see a way out, as if he had been trapped by his hands and feet, thrown to the bottom of the sea, and dying.

And Kong Lin is just a person who can untie the rope for him.

Nie Tianyang felt that the cold wind was no longer blowing around him, but the cold and biting wind and snow, which made his only remaining body temperature drop rapidly, and he no longer swallowed slowly.

Nie Tianyang's eyes cracked, and there were terrifying green tendons rolling on his forehead, as if he was about to jump out of the shackles of his skin!

At the same time, his heart was stirring: he didn't want to think about everything after the two eloped, did he really not want foreseeable resistance to stop him? If so, why did he think about the plan to fight against the Sword Sect and the Su family step by step, but he thought about it clearly!

Did he make the decision to defect for Kong Lin, or for himself!