In fact, Zhong Shen's experience is the same as Zhong Jin's.

When I picked up the pen just now, I didn't do it like water.

Although he is not worried about Wan'er all the time like Zhong Jin, Zhong Shen's heart is not 100% quiet.

Because, the current life is not what he wants.

As we all know, Zhong Shen is a person without utilitarianism, if he wasn't born in such a family, he could live freely, do what he likes, and love the people he likes.

However, because he was born in the Zhong family, he had the responsibility to protect the lotus, and his marriage became a victim of the clan marriage.

Zhong Shen, who was originally going to live the life of idle clouds and wild cranes, had to shoulder such a heavy responsibility at this moment.

And just when he told himself to concentrate, these thoughts, for some reason, suddenly appeared in his mind.

So, after trying many times, I still can't write anything.

Zhong Shen found that Zhong Jin was looking at him, so he also raised his head and saw that the eldest brother's paper was also empty.

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, and then they both looked at Murong Feng.

The results were unsurprising.

Murong Feng didn't write a word.

In other words, when Murong Feng first started writing, there was no trace at all.

Like Zhong Jin, he couldn't write words on the paper, so he thought of Master Zhong's teachings, so he kept telling himself to concentrate and calm down, but the more this happened, the more chaotic his mind became.

And there is only one result of chaos, that is, Wan'er.

I don't know why, just now, Murong Feng remembered all the things about himself and Wan'er, from two little guesses, to two lovers, to private life, to the final life and death parting.

And as soon as such an idea arose, Murong Feng could no longer write words.

At this time, all three people found that no matter who they were, they couldn't write.

Then, everyone reluctantly put down the pen in their hands and looked at Zhong Dushan.

I thought that Zhong Dushan would be a little unhappy, but he didn't expect Zhong Dushan to have a calm face, as if everything was as he expected.

"Father, we," Zhong Jin lowered his head.

"Haha," Zhong Dushan smiled, "How about it, why don't you write?"

"When we picked up the pen, there was no trace on the paper. ”

"Why is that?" Zhong Dushan asked knowingly.

"None of us can concentrate. Murong Feng said.

"Well, I once told you that when you copy the scriptures, you must be serious, and you must not think about other things, although you have not done it, but you know the reason for your failure, and you have not wasted my good intentions. ”

Seeing that the three of them didn't speak, Zhong Dushan continued: "Since you know the reason why you can't write, then tell me, what were you thinking in your hearts just now?"

At this time, the three people looked at each other.

Because, what I just thought of is, so to speak, the deepest secret in my heart.

Zhong Dushan noticed that the three of them were embarrassed, so he laughed.

Zhong Dushan smiled, and everyone was even more at a loss.

"Well, it looks like I really didn't guess wrong. What you just thought of is the secret that you don't want others to know. ”

Unexpectedly, Zhong Dushan hit the nail on the head.

Yes, Zhong Shen's leisurely and wandering life, Zhong Jin's worries about Murong Feng and Wan'er, and Murong Feng's heart of Wan'er, who can never let go, all of these things are hidden in the hearts of the three people.

"Well, I'll tell you the truth. Zhong Dushan said straight to the point: "This is still a disguised test for you. As you know, I told you that you must be distracted when you copy the scriptures, but even if you tell yourself over and over again, I know from the blank paper in front of you that you have not done it. ”

"Yes, father, why is that?" Zhong Jin asked.

"And, Father, for some reason, when I strengthened my consciousness, when I calmed myself down and focused on writing, the things that came to my mind became clearer. Zhong Shen said all the doubts in his heart.

Listening to Zhong Shen's words, Zhong Dushan smiled and said, "I just thought that this was the case, so the matter of copying scriptures is not a simple matter. ”

"I see, that's why you told us at the time that it would take ten days to copy the scriptures, alas, just now I simply thought that why ten days for such a thin scripture. At this time, Zhong Jin realized his mistakes and shallowness.

"Moreover, at this time, the things you think are your secrets, and this is a test for you. How can you overcome your own demons, eliminate these distractions, and be free of distractions, so that you can successfully copy the scriptures with the pen in your hand? Zhong Dushan said.

"But, Master Zhong, how can we do this, I mean, it's really hard. Murong Feng was a little puzzled.

"Well, I can't help you. ”

"So, father, how did you manage to let go of all the secrets in your heart and really have no distractions. Zhong Jin couldn't help but ask, hoping to get a little help from his father's experience back then.

Hearing this, Zhong Dushan couldn't help laughing: "Back then, I was only in my early twenties, and I was very satisfied with life, and at that time, your mother had not yet appeared, and I was never troubled by love in my heart, although I can't say that there is no secret in my heart, but compared to you, I really don't have so many thoughts." ”

The three of them stopped talking.

"Okay, I don't know how to help you, in short, it's easy to defeat the demons, as long as you are determined enough, but it's easy to let the demons control you, everything is up to you. After Zhong Dushan finished speaking, he sat on the side.

So, the three of them returned to their places and picked up the pen again.

This time, it was not so much that they were copying the scriptures as that they were fighting.

Fight against your demons.

Zhong Shen breathed a sigh of relief, and then thought that although he didn't live the life he wanted, maybe this was both providence, but, after thinking about it, what he gained was also a lot, a life of fine clothes and food, a noble status, and most importantly, he had two parents who loved him, an excellent brother, and a friend who made him respect, that was Murong Feng.

I used to complain that I got too little, but now that I think about it, I have gotten a lot.

Thinking of this, Zhong Shen suddenly felt very open-minded. The things that upset me just now disappeared all at once.

Is this so-called distraction-free?

So, Zhong Shen hurriedly picked up the pen and wrote the first stroke on the paper.

This time, there were traces on the white paper.

"I did it, I did it. Zhong Shen was overjoyed and cheered happily.

Zhong Dushan nodded on the side, very comforted in his heart.

Seeing that Zhong Shen had defeated the demons in his heart, Murong Feng also decided to control himself well.

What made Murong Feng the most sad was Wan'er.

Last time, the scene of Wan'er and Zhong Jin playing in the rain was like a thorn in Murong Feng's heart forever.

He didn't know why Wan'er, who had once sworn an alliance with him, would fall in love with another man.

However, in order to calm his mind, he tried to convince himself.

Wan'er once really loved herself, those bits and pieces of life together, those morning and twilight together, those vows, that handkerchief, everything, was true.

Even if Wan'er finally married Zhong Jin, it was forced by the master, Wan'er had to be with someone she didn't love in order to save her life, and at the same time, in order to keep herself from being sad and start a new life, Wan'er also reluctantly erased her memory.

In this way, Wan'er's feelings for herself are still very deep, even deeper than herself.

And Murong Feng knew that although Wan'er seemed to have accepted his fate now, he still loved Wan'er.

Since they are in love, they want each other to be happy.

And Wan'er is very happy now, isn't this the result she wants?

Love her, let her be happy, let her have free space. Whether this happiness, this freedom of space, is given by him or not.

Thinking of this, Murong Feng couldn't bear it, but if he could exchange Wan'er's happiness by letting go, Murong Feng was willing, and all his love was to hope that Wan'er would be happy.

Although the circles under his eyes are red at the moment, his heart is warm.

May she be happy, that's all.

Suddenly, Murong Feng also had a very relieved feeling.

So, he picked up his pen and began to write.

Sure enough, there were traces on the paper.

At this time, Zhong Shen saw it, so he shouted happily: "Father, look, Brother Murong has also written." ”

And Zhong Jin saw that all the people had succeeded, and he was a little anxious.

Just now, he had been experimenting, but no matter how distracted he told himself to be, it was still empty.

"Big brother, come on. Zhong Shen looked at his eldest brother's anxious appearance, very anxious.

"Jin'er, many times, overcoming the demons is not a very difficult thing. You have to remember that the demons in your heart, sometimes, are your own subjective assumptions, in fact, many things are not as serious as you think, it is you who impose too much anxiety on yourself that should not be so anxious. Zhong Dushan saw that his eldest son still had no progress, so he said his heartfelt words.

Zhong Jin bit it.

Lay down, let go, let go.

However, after lifting the pen, there was still no effect.

Zhong Jin was angry at his own incompetence, but he knew all the reasons because he cared too much about Wan'er.

Because they cared, they were worried that Wan'er would be snatched away by Murong Feng, not to mention that they had such an unforgettable love before.

However, it's not a way to go on like this, everyone has succeeded, and I'm simply too faceless.

So, Zhong Jin glanced at Murong Feng.

He told himself that although the person in front of him loved Wan'er, his memory had been erased by Wan'er, and he didn't know who Wan'er was, so he naturally wouldn't love her.

Then, he remembered Wan'er again. Although Wan'er loves Murong Feng, Wan'er's memory is gone, and now she is no longer Murong Wan'er, but Ji'e, and Xi'e is like a child all day long, calling her brother, and she can't leave herself for a moment, she doesn't know who Murong Feng is, and naturally she won't love him anymore.

So, how can two people who have forgotten each other rekindle their old love?

Thinking of this, Zhong Jin felt that his previous worries were a little unfounded.

Feeling a little more calm in his heart, Zhong Jin picked up the pen.

I don't know what kind of results will appear on the blank paper this time?

All of them, waiting.