Chapter 39: Life

"When I was six years old, my mother died of illness, and my father was busy dealing with the Liu family, so he didn't have time to take care of our mother, and on the night of my mother's burial, after everyone dispersed, I secretly ran out by myself, and my mother was buried in the back mountain of the house, and I cried for a day and a night that night. After that, I went to my mother to cry whenever I was worried, but every time I went, I felt that someone was staring at me, at first I was very scared, when I was still young, I ran alone to the gloomy back mountain, it was really scary, but then I thought that maybe it was my mother secretly looking at me, maybe with this thought, I was no longer afraid, on the contrary, I preferred that someone really looked at me again, and that person was my mother, however, that night, there was really someone...... appeared on the back mountain......" Ye Xue's face was pale, her eyes seemed to be afraid and unwilling, two tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and she continued after a pause.

"I remember it seemed to be a rainy night, my father came back from outside, but he was very injured, I tried to care for him, but he waved my hand to let me out, I felt aggrieved, tears flowed out involuntarily, I ran all the way out, rushed to my mother's grave, wanted my mother to persuade my father not to work so hard, and then ...... A voice came from behind me...... My eyes widened, thinking that my mother's soul had returned, but when I turned my head, it was a terrifying woman dressed in red, and she was floating there, staring straight at me. The more Ye Xue spoke, the more frightened she became, and her body trembled involuntarily.

"I was scared, I wanted to scream, but I found that I couldn't scream anyway, I wanted to run, and I found that my feet were so frightened that I had no strength, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry, I was there, looking at the woman in fear. After a long time, the woman floated over, I tried to struggle, but I found that my whole body was weak, and finally, the woman came to me, and in the night, the rain kept beating on my face, and the thunder and lightning roared in the sky, and the lightning roared. Finally, when a bolt of lightning streaked behind me, the light of the lightning illuminated the woman's face, and I saw ...... I saw a face that I will never forget in my life!" Ye Xue became more and more frightened the more she spoke, and a confusion appeared in her eyes, Lin Yu wanted to stop it, but she was unwilling, if she didn't let Ye Xue explain the situation, it would only hurt Ye Xue, and it was not the right choice to escape.

"What did I see...... Ye Xue said frantically, "Haha, I saw a woman, that woman's bright red lips like blood, emaciated face, empty eyes, poor woman, terrifying woman, hideous woman, what is that woman? It's a human! It's a ghost! I don't remember, I was frightened, I collapsed on the ground without power, silently closed my eyes and waited for death, let the rain slap on my face, a thought suddenly appeared in my heart, if I die, then I can't see my mother?"

Ye Xue's consciousness began to be confused, and she began to talk nonsense, Lin Yu was startled, and out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of a bright red blood-colored trace that began to appear in the corner of Ye Xue's clothes, and it quietly attached to Ye Xue's body.

Lin Yu was shocked, hurriedly condensed the aura, and transported it into Ye Xue's body, Ye Xue's eyes were flickering, and she received this foreign aura at will, as if her mind was a little clearer, the red stopped at the corner of her clothes, she didn't go any further, but she didn't retreat, Lin Yu breathed a sigh of relief, Ye Xue continued.

"The woman didn't kill me, and when I opened my eyes, I saw a pamphlet in her hand, with three big blood-colored characters written on it, "Red Lotus Decision." I was puzzled and did not dare to speak, but the woman was the first to speak. ”

"Do you want to help your father?"

I was stunned and didn't know how to answer.

"I can give you great power, do you want it?"

"This time I cleared my mind a little, and when I thought of my mother's death and my father's pain, I nodded my head. ”

The woman laughed, and the smile was so horrible that I swallowed my saliva and forced myself to calm down, but my legs still kept shaking. ”

"Okay, if you want to become stronger, practice this Red Lotus Decision, my Red Lotus Old Woman is finally a successor, hahaha, I have been observing you for a long time, but tonight I feel the hatred in your heart, it's very good, planting the seeds of hatred is very helpful for you to practice this Red Lotus Decision." ”

Saying that, the woman who called herself an old woman handed me the red lotus, I took it, and a strange feeling suddenly appeared in my heart, I couldn't say it, but I was a little irritable, I just felt that the people of the Liu family should die, or ...... Everyone in the world deserves to die.

I looked at the red lotus duel suspiciously, and then raised my head, the woman was gone, I got up and tried to call her out, but there was no response, I went there every day for the next few days to find her, but there was no news, and later, I gave up, so, I hid in the room and began to study the so-called red lotus duel, at that time I didn't know that there was such a thing as a demon sect exercise, and then I heard my father mention it, I think my red lotus duel is probably also. ”

"I was seven years old that year, I hid in the room and began to officially practice the Red Lotus Due, but as soon as I practiced, I gave up, because that trace of disgusting feeling filled my whole body, I couldn't bear this feeling, and then I made up my mind to practice this exercise, and finally I held back that feeling, at that moment, I felt as if something flew into my mind, I didn't care, because I didn't know what it was, but at that moment, the moment I practiced the Red Lotus Due, the clothes on my body suddenly turned red, I didn't seem to be myself anymore, I started to become hateful, I started to become devouring, that night, I went crazy, I was completely crazy, I rushed out of the room, Because the sky is dark, and I am wearing red clothes, my temperament has changed greatly, no one can think that the murderous demon that night will be a seven-year-old girl, I see people to kill, I don't know how many maids and servants died in my hands, but the more I kill, the happier I am, there is no trace of guilt, at that time my father was recuperating from his injury, smelled movement outside and came out to check, saw this scene of his chest was furious, regardless of his own injuries tried to erase me, of course he didn't know that it was me, thought it was the Liu family invited helper, although I increased the strength, but not yet Daddy's opponent, after two rounds I felt defeated, so I retreated, Daddy wanted to chase out, but the old injury recurredAfter all, he stopped, and just wanted to come back to fix the deceased, but suddenly a servant came to report that the young lady was missing. ”

"It is said that Daddy's hair was flying at that moment, the momentum was compelling, and the murderous aura surrounded him, he did not hesitate, and chased him out directly, I was shocked, and ran with all my might, fortunately, Daddy was injured at that time, otherwise I don't know how to explain it if I was caught up and found out that it was me. ”

"I was exhausted after I got rid of my father, and the red color of my whole body faded by itself, and I hid in the Falling Forest, and I could no longer stand on my feet and passed out. ”

"I heard that my father found me two days later, I am very glad that I was not eaten by wild beasts, it is said that when my father found me, he held me tightly in his arms, old tears, the servant said that it was the first time they saw the master of the house crying, in fact, I only found out later, that was the second time he cried, the first time was in front of my mother's grave, he was alone, crying, this is what I learned later. After Ye Xue finished speaking, there seemed to be a trace of relief and happiness in her eyes, and she continued.

"Since then, I don't feel like touching the red lotus, but the people I killed will not be resurrected, and the guilt of killing has been suppressing me, and the red lotus is like magic, so I always want to use it, I began to be afraid, I want to tell my father, and I am afraid that he will blame me, I want to tell others, only to find that no one can listen to me, I had to run to my mother again, and tell her everything I suppressed in my heart, but this time, I ...... There was no effect, and after I finished speaking, I did not feel a little relaxed from sin, on the contrary, my guilt increased, because I made my mother worry about me even when she died, and I began to be irritable and restless, but I was still clear-headed, and I never touched the red lotus. But in the end, I still performed the Red Lotus Duel ......" Ye Xue said helplessly.

Lin Yu's heart tightened, and he looked at Ye Xue silently, but his heart was extremely painful.

"That year...... I am fourteen years old, the feeling of hatred and guilt in my heart seems to have disappeared, after all, after so many years, I don't even hate my father too much, and my father finally shared a territory with the Liu family, my life is relatively much more stable, and my father has more time, the only regret is that my mother died, my father seems to be pampering me in every way to compensate me, and I am also living my eldest lady-like life under my father's favor, admired by thousands of people, when Ye Guang was sixteen years old, I treated him as an elder brother, we played together every day, he took care of me very much, but I didn't know, he would do this kind of thing to me...... that night, he secretly came to my room and tried to violate me, at that time his strength was higher than mine, I couldn't resist, fortunately, my father happened to come to see me to stop him, my father scolded him and told him to get out, I was panicked on the side, but at that moment, I had the seeds of hatred again, I thought of the red lotus again, I was shocked in my heart, and quickly suppressed this thought, but it was too late, the next night, or the scene of last night kept coming to my mind, I was irritable, angry, disgusted, Ye Guang's disgusting figure has been in my mind, the lewd, slutty laughter and words kept echoing in my mind, and the killing intent in my heart became stronger and strongerThe body is not under my control, and I ...... again Picked up the Red Lotus Duel ......"