I think about it day and night, and I can finally see the truth today.

I'm Youyou.,A rookie-level Internet horror amateur writer.,In addition to being an author, I also have my own fixed occupation.,In order to have a better writing environment.,Work can also be closer.,So my family sponsored me to buy a house near the unit.,Just moved these days it's really busy for me!

The unit still takes care of me, probably because I look ugly, so this month has been arranging for me to work the night shift, try to see a little less people to avoid scaring everyone, in fact, the night shift is also very good, work at night during the day will have a lot of rest time, just these days moving gave me enough time, but after all, I am a long flesh not iron, I have to go to work at night and can't sleep, and I have to be busy moving during the day or can't get enough rest, so that in just three days, I am like thirty years old, all day long, confused, although I pay attention to no small accidents in work and lifeI remember one night when I got off work, I hit the glass door directly, and my nose hurt for a long time.

Some people say that often stay up late, the most obvious manifestation of lack of sleep is that the skin will become very poor, the appearance is easy to age, and there will be acne, freckles, eye bags, dark circles or something, these don't matter to me, the most unbearable thing for me is that due to lack of sleep and rest, my head will be particularly painful, and I am used to the fire kang in my hometown, and suddenly fell asleep on this soft mattress, which made me feel very uncomfortable, and I woke up with a sore body to death, more tired than working!

I have to go to work from 10 o'clock in the evening to 6 o'clock in the morning the next day, I wanted to rest for a while before going to work, but I always tossed and turned and said that I couldn't sleep, and when I went to work, I was very unenergetic, yawning and washing my face with cold water all day to ensure that I would not fall asleep at work.

Although the cold water can refresh me, the effect is not very great, and my head is getting more and more painful to the point of unbearable! But there is no way who makes me have to buy a house and be busy moving, and I can rest a little earlier if I decorate my new home earlier, and the current situation is that "the revolution has not yet succeeded, and you still need to work hard!"

The hard work paid off, about half a month, the house was almost decorated, some furniture and electrical equipment were also purchased one after another, and finally I earned pocket money and used to write the baby computer was also moved.

Computers are now very popular, everyone has almost seen, you use the kind of desktop computer, in addition to the monitor, the main chassis, keyboard, mouse, etc., in addition to these things, there are also computer desks to move together, poor Youyou is a poor family of bitter children, can not afford the kind of truck that can hold a lot of things, but also reluctant to spend a hundred yuan to rent those used to pull goods of the small truck, so only to unload these things, with my small motorcycle back and forth three or four times before all these things moved upstairs, because the time is not very sufficient, this thing I moved for three full days！

On this day, I put everything together and put it in my bedroom, and looked at my watch, it was already more than six o'clock in the evening, and I was going to work soon, although I had been busy all day and still didn't get a rest, but I thought that I would be able to write tomorrow, and I could meet with everyone again, and I was still in a good mood! My stomach had already begun to protest, and I was so sleepy that I was about to explode, so hurry up and eat something and hurry up to sleep for a while.

Fortunately, I am a person who is quite resolute in doing things, cooking and eating, brushing my teeth after finishing things, and by the way, it is "convenient", and then it took less than an hour to take a bath and go to bed, and I can rest for three hours when I look at the watch, although it is not very long, but this is also a rare "happy time" after all!

I feel like I've slept for a long time, and this sleep is very comfortable, after waking up, my head doesn't hurt anymore, the soreness of my whole body is gone, I feel particularly energetic, and then look at the time display on my phone, I'm messy in an instant, if I'm not mistaken, I only slept for less than fifteen minutes, it's such a short period of effort, how can I feel like I've slept for a long time?

Since there is still time for me not to waste it, let's sleep a little longer, even if I don't need to rest, just take care of my skin and sleep a beauty sleep! I don't know which great man once said such a very philosophical sentence, that is, "it is more comfortable to stay hard than to work" It turns out that he is right, the feeling of lying in bed is definitely a very enjoyable thing.

I am really tired these days, feeling the comfort in the bed, this comfort has swept all parts of the body, at the moment I have no sleepiness, but I am very greedy for this feeling and feel it silently with my eyes closed.

At this moment, that familiar feeling appeared again, as a writer, my mind was immersed in cranky thoughts all day long, sometimes I really can't distinguish between reality and dreams, I can't tell which ones are real, and which ones are imagined by myself, but there is a "person" I always feel that she is real, she has been by my side since I was a child, has been quietly watching my successes and failures, watching me work hard, watching me lose, happy and happy!

I call this person "Binggu" because her skin is very cold to the touch, but it can give me the greatest comfort and encouragement, every time she comes, I can feel her presence, but she doesn't appear often, I don't know what happened in recent years, she has never appeared, I can't imagine that she also appeared here when I moved to a new house.

I suddenly understood that the reason why I slept for a short period of time, but I was no longer tired and had no energy, this must be Bing Gu helping, but after so many years, I have never seen who Bing Gu is and what she looks like, this should be a big regret in my life.

As time went by, my brain became clearer, my head didn't hurt at all, my thinking became clearer, and my senses were much more sensitive, I found that someone was sitting on the edge of my bed to help me massage my temples and help me relax my tense nerves, I wanted to open my eyes to see who this person was, but the two eyelids seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and I couldn't open anything, but with this familiar feeling, I was sure that this person must be Binggu, I stretched out my hand and grabbed the arm that was still helping me massage, I could feel the other party breaking free, but this is the only chance I can see Bing Gu How can I let it go, so I tried my best to grab that cold arm.

Finally with the arm in my hand disappeared, I also opened my eyes, I was still the only one in the bedroom, I got up and went to the computer desk to tell this story to my readers and friends, this is when I found that there were five or four clear finger prints on the desktop of the computer desk, I pressed my finger up to coincide with the fingerprint on the top, it turned out that Binggu turned out to be it!