Chapter 9: Seven Emotional Changes
Time is always lost without you even noticing.
A year passed quickly in Yue Fan's eyes, every morning he went to the forest to practice sword techniques, after noon, he went to the waterfall to practice his body to resist, and at night he continued to practice the control of his vitality.
For the cultivation of basic moves, Yue Fan had basically completed his goal under half of the load, but he had not made much progress in the cultivation of resisting attacks. In desperation, Yue Fan decided to consult Mr. Wan.
Outside the thatched house, Yue Fan told Mr. Wan about his cultivation.
After hearing about Yue Fan's situation, Mr. Wan frowned, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Well, according to what you say, it is indeed too difficult to practice the ability to resist blows under the waterfall, and the effect is not great. Some kung fu on the rivers and lakes focuses on practicing dark energy, after hitting the body, the skin and flesh will not feel pain, but the internal organs will suffer very serious internal injuries, so people in the martial arts would rather take a few knives, than be hit by the dark energy, after all, the wounds of the skin and flesh are easy to heal, but if the internal injuries are too serious to be cured, the light ones will lose their martial arts, and the heavy ones will go mad and die. โ
"The slapping of the waterfall is not only heavy, but also endless, much like a kind of dark energy in martial arts, so after the constant slapping, your internal organs will be shocked. I don't know anything about martial arts, so I can't instruct you, but if you keep doing this, it may cause harm to your body, so I advise you not to continue to practice, and think of other ways. โ
After listening to Mr. Wan's words, Yue Fan was slightly disappointed, but he was very unwilling. Thinking about it, a year has passed, and there is no physical discomfort, and he believes that as long as he persists, he will succeed. So he said goodbye to Mr. Wan and decided to go back to the waterfall to continue his cultivation.
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Three months have passed, Yue Fan still insisted on bearing the blow of the waterfall, but still did not succeed, and he couldn't hold on to it for a while under the waterfall, thinking of Mr. Wan's words, he was a little discouraged, but he was unwilling to give up, so he decided to try again today.
In more than a year, Yue Fan has been able to basically control the life vitality in his body, but it is still slow, but compared to the previous speed, it is different from the cloud. So he always had an idea in his heart, to use the method of 'practicing gods and cultivating life' under the waterfall to control the operation of the vitality in his body, so that his internal injuries could recover quickly, so that he could continue to cultivate, but the speed of controlling the operation of the vitality was too slow before, and he didn't try, but now he can control the operation of the vitality faster, and there is no better way at this time, so Yue Fan decided to take a risk.
"Today's last attempt, if it can't be done, I have to find another way. "Cheer up your spirits and adjust your state, and walk like a waterfall.
Climbing up the rock, sitting at the bottom of the waterfall, Yue Fan used his mental power to control the operation of life vitality, and wandered between the five internal organs of the body......
silently endured this thunderous blow, and a quarter of an hour passed...... Yue Fan now began to feel that breathing was becoming more and more difficult...... Another moment passed, and the blood qi in his body began to churn violently, and he immediately activated his vitality to wander in the uncomfortable places in his body. However, the speed was still a little slower, and the speed of recovery was not as fast as the speed of shock, so after a while, Yue Fan felt more and more uncomfortable, and his thoughts gradually became heavy and blurred.
"I've survived the pain I suffered from the last injury, and I don't believe I'll be able to survive this time. Yue Fan was ruthless in his heart and said stubbornly.
The more resolute a person is, the more stubborn his temper sometimes comes, and he will not back down, Yue Fan is such a person. For more than a year, his depressed mood had long filled his heart with anger, but today he finally let out the anger in his heart.
Hang on...... Hang on......
Hold on to ......
Yue Fan endured the pain in his body, and silently recited the pure heart decision in the "Heart Cultivation Sutra" in his heart: "The heart is like water, moving without being shocked, stopping at calm......;
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A mouthful of blood spit out of his mouth, but Yue Fan did not stop, regardless of the great pain in his body, gritted his teeth and continued to recite silently: "If the heart is quiet, the sky will fall without being shocked, God is introverted, life is released, there is no life without God, and life is ...... to raise God."
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Reciting "Pure Heart Decision" silently in his heart, Yue Fan's mind gradually sobered up.
I don't know how long it has been, but it seems like a long, long time, the huge impact of the waterfall made Yue Fan come back to his senses, and he was about to check the condition of his body, but suddenly found that he was not breathing, nor did he feel depressed, and his heart was shocked.
After a while, Yue Fan found that he really didn't need to breathe, and his body didn't feel uncomfortable, so he let go of his heart. If it weren't for the impact of the waterfall, Yue Fan's internal organs were in pain, then he would definitely think that he was dreaming.
In fact, after the meridians of the whole body of the innate master are opened, they can guide the innate qi to circulate continuously in the body, so for these innate masters, it is not difficult to hold their breath, of course, there are some kung fu in the rivers and lakes that specialize in holding their breath and cultivating. Yue Fan's meridians in the whole body are now connected, although there is no innate qi, but the life vitality in the body can also have the same effect, circulating in the body, under the effect of the vitality, the pores of the whole body are connected with the body, and you can also breathe freely. Under the action of external forces, instinctively out of self-preservation, so there was the paragraph just now, but Yue Fan didn't know these situations now.
Letting go of the doubts in his heart, Yue Fan began to do his best to control the operation of the vitality in his body, he felt that the pressure was much less now, although the internal organs were still shaking, but this pain was nothing to him, and if it hurt again, would it hurt to have a 'golden needle breaking acupoint'.
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After persisting for a long time, Yue Fan controlled the speed of the vitality operation a little faster, and felt that the pressure on his body was gradually decreasing, and the excitement in his heart could not be described in words, more than a year of hard work finally made a breakthrough today, although there was no real success, but it was a big step towards success, how could this not make him feel happy and excited.
Yue Fan was now completely immersed in cultivation, constantly condensing his spiritual power, and then controlling the non-stop operation of the vitality in his body. I don't know how long it has been, time has passed little by little, and Yue Fan has no intention of stopping his cultivation. With the passage of time, he now felt that the impact of the waterfall was getting smaller and smaller, and he couldn't even feel the pain in his body.
For a moment, it seemed that there was no feeling at all, and the heart was calm and calm. Yue Fan suddenly remembered a passage in the Tao Te Ching: "Good is like water." Water is good for all things. The evil of the people is more than the Tao. Dwelling in a good place, a good heart, a good heart, a good word, a good word, a good governance, a good work, and a good time. The husband is indisputable, so there is no special ......"
Quietly feeling the softness of the water, Yue Fan suddenly felt as if he could communicate with it, his mind merged into the heaven and earth, everything around him became so beautiful and natural, full of the breath of life, at this moment Yue Fan entered the realm of the unity of heaven and man......
Carefully experiencing this beautiful feeling, Yue Fan did not control the vitality at this time and continued to cultivate, let it run on its own, completely immersed in the realm of the unity of heaven and man and felt the natural life, so he didn't know what kind of changes were happening to him now.
At this time, Yue Fan sat under the waterfall, and there was a layer of white light outside his body, which was thicker and brighter than before, blocking the impact of the waterfall, and the powerful vitality was released, constantly flowing on his body, more and more, gradually wrapping Yue Fan, looking like a huge cocoon, occasionally protruding and spitting out filament-like gas lines.
The plants around the waterfall seem to be nourished by the vitality and grow rapidly, and even the dead trees are beginning to grow anew......
After a long time, Yue Fan's thoughts slowly recovered, but he did not wake up, but recalled the past......
The feeling of accomplishment and joy when writing a name for the first time and harvesting prey;
the anger of being bullied and abused when I was a child;
When I was sensible, I knew the grief when my mother died;
the helpless fear when his father was bitten by a poisonous snake to save himself;
Since childhood, I have relied on my father for my life, and I have experienced the kind of family affection and love;
Whenever I see other children in my mother's arms, I imagine the appearance of my mother according to my father's description, and I miss it deeply;
When fighting with masters, I feel powerless, and in order to protect my relatives and friends, I want to become stronger.
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These fragments kept repeating in Yue Fan's mind, and different moods influenced his feelings: 'joy, anger, sorrow, fear, love, thought, and desire' The seven emotions became more and more profound, and his soul was constantly invaded by various emotions. At the same time, the life vitality in the body slowly decomposed, turning into seven qi that appeared through the skin and swam out of the body.
Under the waterfall, the white cocoon did not change at all, and after a while, suddenly seven gas filaments of different colors came out of the white cocoon, and swam around the white cocoon from time to time.
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From dark to dawn to dark, the white cocoon under the waterfall remains unchanged.
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Half a month passed, and the white cocoon finally reacted and began to get smaller little by little......
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Another half a month passed, and the white giant cocoon had disappeared, leaving only seven qi lines of different colors swimming outside the body, and finally slowly burrowed into Yue Fan's body.
Without the support of the white air mask, the waterfall slapped on Yue Fan's body mercilessly, and he gradually woke up after feeling the heavy pressure. After experiencing the baptism of emotion this time, Yue Fan's current soul has gradually transformed and matured.
resisting external pressure and checking the situation in his body, this look surprised Yue Fan!
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Yue Fan was indeed very surprised now, but then his mentality recovered, and he quietly thought about the situation in his body.
In the past, Yue Fan only relied on the feeling of his body to check the situation in his body, and only through his feelings did he know a certain position of life vitality in his body, but when he checked it just now, he really "saw" the situation in his body, a piece of meridians were staggered, but he was shocked and immediately withdrew from his body, and then opened his eyes, only to see the white water around him.
Yue Fan said in his heart: "Could it be that the situation just now is the state of internal vision noted in the "Medical Scripture". In order to find out the situation, I adjusted my mentality and went ashore to check the situation in my body again.
After Yue Fan's observation, the meridians and viscera inside the body should still be the same as before, there is no change, but the life vitality circulating in the meridians in the body before can no longer be felt, but now there are seven more qi of different colors, which are constantly circulating in the meridians, but they will not hinder each other.
After a while, Yue Fan felt that this aura was very familiar, the same as the vitality of life, but it seemed to have something else, but he couldn't say what it was. So I wanted to stop these seven vitality and then take a closer look. I thought about it in my heart for a while, but they didn't listen to the call, and they took care of their own cycle, just like the life vitality in their bodies at the beginning.
In such a situation, Yue Fan put his heart down, after all, he felt that he was very good now, and based on his previous experience in controlling the Yuan Qi, he believed that he would definitely be able to control the Seven Yuan Qi, but it might be more difficult, but Yue Fan was definitely not a person who knew the difficulties and retreated. Now he was more curious, how did these seven realms of vitality come into being, how could they have colors, and what did they do?
Yue Fan took out the dagger from the pile of clothes on the side and slashed it on his arm!
"Zi~~"
There was a burning pain in the arm, but the strange thing was that the blood had not yet invaded the wound and the wound had already coagulated, and after a while, there was only a shallow scar, which would have screamed if anyone saw it. Although his arm still hurt a little, Yue Fan was extremely surprised in his heart, and muttered in a daze: "Uh! This is amazing, it's much faster than before." โ
After coming back to his senses, he began to run the method of breathing in the "Heart Sutra", at this time Yue Fan felt extremely happy, and his whole body was comfortable for a while.
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After a while, Yue Fan began to practice the method of 'practicing divine cultivation', and worked hard to mobilize his spiritual power to communicate with the vitality in his body first. Since there were as many as seven Yuan Qi, he decided to come one by one. The red vitality in his body was moving rapidly, very dazzling, "Let's find it first!" Yue Fan said in his heart. After observing the route of the red vitality, he immediately mobilized his spiritual power to chase after it.
When the mental power reaches a certain height, you can observe the situation of the body's internal organs through the mind 'four seasons and five elements', and the internal vision of the five internal organs can be large or small, fast or slow. Therefore, Yue Fan's mind moved and he came to the front of the red vitality.
"Suddenly~", before Yue Fan had time to use his spiritual power, he felt the red vitality pass through his mind like an entity, and what followed was a moment of joy, "Yes, it's happy, happy, excited...... How can there be such a feeling? Is it an illusion?" His heart was full of doubts, so he chased in front of the red vitality, and with the same "suddenly~", the red vitality passed through Yue Fan's mind again, followed by a moment of joy.
"What's going on? It's not an illusion, but how can the vitality have emotions?" After exiting his inner vision, Yue Fan thought about it seriously, carefully recalling the scene during his cultivation.
From cultivating under the waterfall to holding your breath to the realm of the unity of heaven and man, and then to reminiscing about the past, "Yes, it is memory." Yue Fan suddenly affirmed: "It seems that when I recall, my various emotions are integrated into the vitality of life, which makes it undergo strange changes. In order to confirm his thoughts, he entered the state of inner vision again, and experienced the feelings brought by the other six colors with his mind: red is joy, purple is anger, cyan is sadness, black is fear, white is love, orange is longing, and blue is desire.
After experiencing various emotions one by one, Yue Fan's heart gradually regained his calmness, and he sighed: "It seems that there are no surprises in this world." The seven colors represent the seven emotions, and the path to be taken in the future is different. โ
"Every time I experience an emotion, I feel that my mind will become more condensed, and it is good to use these seven emotions to train my mind, but after repeating it a few times, it has no effect, and it seems that I still need to hone more. โ
Yue Fan was in a good mood now, and his cultivation had made new progress, and he looked up at the sky, it was noon (the sun was shining), so he decided to go home first to have a look.
After getting up, he suddenly noticed that his body had become very light, and then smiled slightly: "This feels so good!" said and ran out of the mountain.
As soon as Yue Fan left, a light breeze blew, and a white-haired old man suddenly appeared where he was standing, pinching a pinch of his beard and nodding and muttering to himself: "At a young age, you can attract the aura of heaven and earth, and it seems that the future is limitless." Then he shook his head again: "It's just that he has white hair at a young age, alas~~" and without any movement, the old man disappeared, just a breeze blowing slowly, as if no one had ever been here.
Outside the โโโโโโโโโโโโ hut, Li Tan was chopping firewood, and suddenly heard a soft shout "Dad". His body shook slightly, and when he looked up and saw Yue Fan running towards him, he was excited: "It's been more than a month, and I'm finally back today." He ran forward, and a bear hug embraced him into his arms.
After a while, Li Tan pushed Yue Fan away, knocked him on the head hard, and said angrily: "Stinky boy, why did you go for more than a month, and you still thought you had an accident?"
"What? It's been more than a month, but I remember it's only been two or three days, how can this be? Could it be that the strange experience when I was cultivating made me feel the loss of time. Yue Fan was taken aback, but after experiencing the transformation of his soul and his thinking matured, he quickly thought of the reason and was immediately relieved.
Looking at Li Tan's eyes full of warmth, Yue Fan felt more and more guilty, and said apologetically: "Dad, I'm sorry! There were some accidents when I was practicing, and I didn't notice the time, let's go in and talk." โ
Yue Fan's words made Li Tan angry and funny, so he had to shake his head helplessly.
As soon as he walked forward, Yue Fan felt that something was wrong, suddenly stopped, looked at his father blankly, and said in disbelief: "Dad, you ...... Your feet...... Okay?" he was sure that his father had come running over and that his foot was not lame.
Li Tan smiled: "You haven't been home for more than a month, if I don't heal my foot, then who will take care of me." Okay, let's get inside and I'll tell you in detail. After finishing speaking, he took Yue Fandu's hand and walked into the house.
After sitting down, both of them were silent for a while, and they didn't know where to start.
After a dry cough, Li Tan said first: "Actually, my foot could have been healed six years ago." Thinking that Mr. Wan's medical skills are excellent, the venom of the iron-headed snake should not be difficult for him, but when he wanted to treat me, I refused. โ
Although Yue Fan was curious, he didn't interrupt his father's speech, he knew that his father must have some reason for doing this, so he listened silently.
Li Tan continued: "At that time, I thought that if you grew up under my protection, then you would never be able to become a good hunter. I've always been strict with you since I was a kid and I wanted you to surpass me, so I made a decision that I'm proud of ever since. It's just that I promised your mother to take good care of you back then, but I didn't do it, I hope you Xiaoning won't blame me.
In order to prevent the spread of the poison, Mr. Wan taught me some methods to suppress the toxicity with medicine. I originally wanted to go to Mr. Wan to heal the root of the disease in a few years, when you really grew up, but I didn't expect that you have grown up now, so I went to Mr. Wan a month ago to cure the root of the disease. After saying that, he smiled lightly.
Although Yue Fan saw that his father was already healthy and smiled very easily, he deeply understood that behind his father's smile, the pain he had endured for many years was definitely heavier than the pain Yue Fan had endured, after all, the long pain was more painful than the short pain.
Tears fell from his eyes, Yue Fan didn't wipe them, but looked straight at his father and said, "Dad, I understand!"
Li Tan's body was shocked, he looked a little excited, looked at Yue Fan's tears of understanding, felt that everything was not in vain, his eyes were full of love and relief, and nodded and said, "I know you will understand." โ
After a while, Li Tan calmed down his excitement before he said, "Then tell me what's going on with you, it's been more than a month since you left?" He knew that Yue Fan was a responsible person, so there must be some reason for it.
Yue Fan's heart also calmed down at this time, and he slowly told his father everything that had happened to him in the past month or so.
After listening to this, Li Tan was full of emotion, he didn't expect his child to have such an opportunity. Finally, after knowing that Yue Fan hadn't eaten for more than a month, he was even more surprised in his heart, with an expression of disbelief.
After a while of inquiry, we chatted about family life.
Yue Fan asked, "Father and Grandpa Wan have been living for more than a month, okay?"
Li Tan nodded and smiled: "Well, it's not bad." Mr. Wan was also very happy to see that I was willing to heal the root of the disease, due to the influence of many years, it was not easy to walk at the beginning, but after half a month, it was cured. It's just hard for me to be old enough to go to the city every three days. At the end, the tone changed a little bit.
Yue Fan's heart was hot, and he said ashamedly: "Thank you, Dad, just leave this kind of thing to me in the future." โ
Li Tan waved his hand and said: "Then don't use it, let me move, I haven't worked for so many years, and my whole body is uncomfortable." Now that I see you grow up, I am relieved, and I will concentrate on my own things in the future, and in a few years, I will give the family a daughter-in-law, and I also want to hug my grandson. Haha~~~" laughed out loud after the teasing.
Father's ridicule Yue Fan didn't take it to heart, but asked with a smile: "Do you have anything to eat?" I haven't eaten for more than a month, although I don't feel hungry, I still want to eat something, otherwise I feel like I'm about to become a monster." โ
Insipid...... This is Yue Fanfazi's inner smile.
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