Chapter 225: Confused
When I got home, my sister hadn't come back yet, and Xiao Jiu was with my sister, so I didn't have to worry about my sister's safety. When it comes to Taoism, I may not be Xiao Jiu's opponent, as long as Xiao Jiu follows her sister, my sister is equivalent to having a super bodyguard. Even if the Tianyin Sect Leader came to the door, he might not be able to hurt his sister. Of course, the most powerful thing in the world may not be mana, but intrigues.
I made the meal myself and sat in the living room watching TV while my sister came back. At this time, I received a call from my sister, saying that I had to work overtime at school and had to come back later, so I would eat alone. I always feel that my sister is in a hurry these days, as if something is hiding from me. After eating, I practiced calligraphy, Chinese painting, and then practiced a song with the guqin.
Then I think about a question that has been bothering me a lot lately. The teacher said that the most fundamental question of human beings is: Who am I, where do I come from, and where am I going?
Originally, I thought that these three questions should not be a problem for me as a cultivator. I am my own divine consciousness, yin and yang intersect and divine consciousness is born, I seek immortality, and my future is naturally eternal. However, occasionally I am confused. Am I really the divine consciousness that arises from the intersection of yin and yang? A cultivator knows his past life and this life, so who is my past life? Can immortality really be eternal? Whenever these doubts arise, I will find that the tree of the Tao in my heart will begin to sway. Because I don't know, after cultivating the Tao, it is really meaningful for a person to live forever like a tree, or as eternal as a planet? I was full of doubts about the future. My wisdom is not enough for me to solve my doubts.
When my mind was confused, I went into a dream. This place is like an eternity, as if I am the only one left in this world.
"Ahh
The whole dream seemed as if time had stopped. All the creatures paused, and their faces looked confused. Some of the small spirit beasts showed a look of trepidation. However, as if a pebble was thrown into the calm water, a halo of water was stirred up, spread out in all directions, and then soon regained calm.
"Maybe when I grow up, I'll be able to know the answer. "I answered myself in the dumbest way possible. The boy's heart seemed to be released at once. Relaxed, Dao Xin calmed down again.
My sister came home late, with a hint of exhaustion.
"Jingyang. Why haven't you slept yet? I have to go to school tomorrow, so let's go to bed quickly. "My sister saw me sitting stupidly on the sofa and putting down the things in my hand, so she came over and gave me a gentle push.
"Sister. Why did you come back so late, are you so busy at school?" I asked.
"A batch of materials has just arrived in the laboratory. I hurriedly sorted out the information. It's been a long time since I've done a big job like this. Although my sister looked tired, she was still very excited.
"Is it the oracle bone inscription data excavated from the archaeological site you mentioned last time?" As soon as I saw my sister's expression, I vaguely knew the outline.
"Jingyang, it's not that my sister doesn't listen to you, if you let me go to that place, I will definitely not agree to go. But now it's the other side that has sent these artifacts directly to my research room. That's what I'm doing now, how can I refuse someone else sending it to the door?" said my sister with some embarrassment.
"I'll go over tomorrow and have a look. And also. No matter where you go in the future, you have to take Xiao Jiu with you. Xiao Jiu's strength is very strong. With it, no matter what the situation, it can be handled. I admonished again.
"Xiao Jiu, I'll take it. Don't go to the research room. If you want to go, you will go again on the weekend, you are in high school now. Schoolwork is also more intense than before. If you want to get into a good university, you have to work hard from the first year of high school. You can't afford to lose at the starting line. Do you know?" my sister hurriedly admonished again.
"Okay. I nodded.
Because the midterm exam is coming, at such a time, Mr. Wang will definitely not grant leave, although I can play first, but I don't want to be different from other students. It's almost the weekend anyway. My sister has Xiao Jiu's protection on her side, and nothing can happen to the horizontal and vertical, so there will be no problem for two days late. I'm not as interested in Oracle now as I used to be. The main thing is that I have become confused about my monastic path. I think the most important thing I need to solve now is to understand why I am cultivating, not how to cultivate it.
"Alright, let's go to bed. My sister hurriedly urged.
In the morning, as soon as I walked into the school gate, Li Wan walked over to me.
"Huang Jingyang, what a coincidence, you just arrived at school?" Li Wan said to me with a smile.
No matter how naïve I am, I know that there is no such coincidence in the world, when I first entered the school gate, I obviously didn't see Li Wan, Li Wan came from under a tree inside the school gate. At first, she kept looking at the time, and it seemed that she had figured out the pattern of my arrival at school.
"Well, that's when you come to school every day. "I can only cooperate with Li Wan.
"yes, yes. I brought a little breakfast from home, my dad knows how to make breakfast. Can you taste it and see what suits your taste?" Li Wan took out a plastic box from her schoolbag, and deliberately wrapped it tightly in a towel, probably to keep warm. After opening the towel to death, it was still warm inside.
People are so caring, I'm embarrassed not to give face, being so cared for by others will always make me feel very touched. I can feel Li Wan's sincerity.
"Hey, thank you. "I took the plastic box and felt the temperature on that box.
"Thank you, I made it at home, and it didn't cost anything. Li Wan helped me open the box, and took a pair of chopsticks from the side, "Clean." You can rest assured. ”
I was just about to eat it, when I heard someone shouting behind me, which startled me, and the dumplings held on the chopsticks fell straight down, fortunately, I am a cultivator, and I quickly caught the dumplings that fell into the air.
"Huang Jingyang, your family Li Wan prepared breakfast for you, right?" I didn't have to look back, I also knew that the person who came was Wei Mojian.
There was a hint of shyness on Li Wan's face, but the aura of battle was also rolling in.
"Wei Mojian, do you believe that I let Xiao Manli ignore you in the future?" Li Wan pointed at Wei Mochen and said viciously.
Wei Mochen is really afraid, although Xiao Manli has a good impression of him, but she has not yet reached the realm where she can't live without him. But Xiao Manli has been obedient to Li Wan, a good sister, since she was a child. Who let the two of them grow up in the same courtyard?
"Don't. Li Wan, aunt and grandmother, you must be merciful. Wei Mochen immediately turned into a tame puppy, wagging his tail to please Li Wan.
I couldn't help but laugh, it's really boiled tofu in brine, one thing drops one thing.
Wei Mochen looked at me with a look of resentment, "Huang Jingyang, you are too little brother. Brother is in trouble, and you can still laugh. ”
"Ignore him, you hurry up and finish your breakfast. It's almost time for class. Li Wan's tone of voice to me seemed to have suddenly changed. The woman is really a monster with all kinds of contradictions, she was so hot just now, and in the blink of an eye, she became so gentle.
"Huang Jingyang, I took the high school entrance examination today, how are you preparing?" asked Li Wan.
I don't even bother to prepare for the high school entrance examination, and I have never worked hard for the exam since I was a child. In the past, I used to listen to what I wanted in class, but where it is like now, I still attend classes honestly every day. Although not all of them will listen attentively every minute. But it's a big step forward from before.
"It's okay. "I'm saying this a bit perfunctory.
"Then you have to work hard, Tan Liwen has always worked hard, and he is counting on beating you in the exam. You've made him a traitor in the class, and no one in the class wants to talk to him. He studies desperately, just trying to hold you down in his studies. Li Wan said with some concern.
"Whatever he wants. Isn't it just an exam? It's not a college entrance examination. "I don't think so.
"It doesn't matter if it's a college entrance examination or not, it's better to do well than to do badly. "When Li Wan walked, she looked at me from time to time.
"Anyway, it's going to be an exam today, so it's too late to say anything. I laughed. Exams have never been too important to me.
"Then you should be careful about the exam. I heard Tan Liwen tell people outside the class that you came in through the back door, and you will engage in some evil ways, and when it comes to academic performance, you are not his opponent. When Li Wan said this, her eyes kept staring at me, for fear that I would be unhappy.
Actually, he was right. I was able to enter Yan University because my sister came to work at Yan University. Although it is not a back door, Tan Liwen is not wrong to say this. "I don't care about anything like that.
People like Tan Liwen are like ants in my eyes, what he says, how can it affect me?
"I just want to see you do well in the exam and give him a nice slap in the face. Li Wan snorted. Obviously, she cares more about Tan Liwen's words than I do.
The midterm exam wasn't as big a battle as the final exam, and the seats in the classroom were just a little stretched. Even the books in the desks were not cleaned up. It's just like a normal quiz.
"This exam is the first time students have entered high school. I hope that everyone will be able to abide by the discipline of the exam. Get your real results......" Wang Shipeng stood on the podium and said a few words before handing out the test papers.
Ms. Wang invigilated the exam with the English teacher, one after the other, and the invigilation was no less severe than the final exam.
I did it for about 20 minutes, and then I stopped writing.
Teacher Wang walked over to me, "Huang Jingyang, why didn't you answer the question?"
"I'm done, can I submit the paper in advance?" I didn't want to be too maverick, who knew that Mr. Wang would give me such a chance.
"Done?" Mr. Wang opened my test paper and read it from beginning to end, and found that my test paper was really full, neat and tidy, and I didn't change a word from beginning to end. And it seems, as if the answers are all correct.
"Can I turn in the papers?" I asked.
"Okay. Teacher Wang said casually. By the time he wanted me to sit down and check it out again, I was already walking out briskly. (To be continued.) )