Chapter 13 Loneliness, Loneliness, Loneliness, and Peace

"Who is it. A girl's voice came out of the hut, and although it was drunk, it was very pleasant.

"Well, I hope the girl will forgive me, I am attracted by the sound of the girl's piano. Liu Suixin saw that there was anger in the girl's tone, and hurriedly explained.

"Oh, then tell me about the sound of my piano that attracts you. The girl said with a slight sarcasm, obviously not believing Liu Suixin's words.

Liu Suixin smiled bitterly in his heart, he couldn't hear that the girl was laughing at him, but he still explained.

"Whether the girl believes it or not, I heard that there was a great loneliness in the sound of the girl's piano, and I wanted to know what kind of person spoke about it. ”

"Lonely, can you hear that?" the girl asked rhetorically, in fact, she was very shocked in her heart, because Liu Suixin was very right.

"My uncle once said that you have to be attentive to everything you do, and only by using your heart can you understand the true meaning of this matter. Liu said with a smile.

"Heart?,, then I'm playing a song and see what you can hear. ”

As he spoke, the sound of the piano came out again, but this time Liu Suixin did not hear the feeling of loneliness, but a sense of sadness, but this sadness was only a little bit. Liu Suixin knew that he was not playing this song for herself, because this injury was only one-sided.

"How. After a while, the girl asked.

"Not very good. Liu replied decisively.

The girl in the cabin frowned, of course Liu Suixin couldn't see it.

"Then tell me why, I played this song with my heart. The last few words of the girl deliberately accentuated the tone.

"Yes, you did put your heart into it, but you haven't been through these things, and you can't understand that kind of heartache. Liu Suixin's tone was calm.

The girl did not speak, as if she was thinking about something, and the scene suddenly became quiet, and sometimes the sound of the wind blowing out of the leaves could be heard.

"You just said you wanted to see what kind of person the piano player is, and now you see it. What do you think?" the girl was the first to break the silence.

"It's a lot worse than I expected. ”

"Oh, tell me what's the difference. ”

"In my imagination, the one who can play such a lonely tune should be an old man in his last years, although I have not seen you, but it is not difficult to hear from your voice that you are still very young. ”

"Really, then why do you think such a tune should be played by an old man?"

"Because only the old people enjoy the pain of loneliness, when their relatives leave them, when the old friends of the past are gone before themselves, that kind of loneliness is loneliness, and the loneliest person is not the one who is lonely, but in the sea of people, but without a familiar face. ”

"Hehe, that's just your own opinion, there are many kinds of loneliness, and everyone's perception of loneliness is different. ”

"Maybe, I haven't experienced it either, but I don't understand what there is to be lonely at your age. ”

"What can be lonely?,, of course you don't understand, how can you understand that you are actually living for others, your role is the feeling of being an object, and you will not understand the feeling that your father's relationship with you is "father and daughter", I dare not make friends, because I am not mine, my body is not mine, so I close myself, I don't want to hurt others, and I don't want to be hurt myself. The girl's voice became more and more excited.

At this moment, Liu Suixin was stunned, he didn't expect that this girl had endured so much, he thought of himself, thought of his family who he couldn't remember, but he thought more about his current life, thinking of the master, Uncle He, Master Mao, painting poems, Mingfeng. He suddenly felt that he had too many concerns.

"It is precisely in this way that you should have more fun, whose life can guarantee immortality, immortals may be, but we were born in mortal dust, since ancient times, how many people can become immortals? After all, it is still turned into a handful of loess, you should be your life shorter than others, you should be drunk today, instead of thinking about God's injustice to you every day, life is actually very simple, it depends on how you live. ”

"Simple, but I don't think so. The girl did not agree with Liu Suixin's statement. "I don't know why I came to this world, and I don't know why I live, someone told me that I was going to die, but there was a man who saved me, but at the same time he saved me, he also treated me as an object, and gave me to another person, a man who didn't know whether he was old or young, who didn't know whether he was ugly or beautiful. And my father not only did not object, but happily accepted that I was like an object, an object to be traded. ”

"Maybe there's some misunderstanding here?"

"Misunderstanding, hehe, that's just an excuse to escape reality. ”

Although the girl laughed again, Liu Suixin could hear the desolation. Liu Suixin didn't speak, he knew that he hadn't experienced those things himself, and he couldn't understand it, he was just admonishing others according to his own understanding.

Once again, there was silence, but this time there was already the sound of birds chirping in the forest, and through the cracks, Liu knew that the sky was already dark, and before he knew it, he and the girl had been talking for a night.

It's time to go back, they should be worried if they don't go back overnight, Liu thought to himself.

"Girl, everyone has their own ideas, so I won't persuade you, I hope that one day you can understand for yourself. It's getting late, I'm leaving. Good bye. ”

"Are you leaving, goodbye. There was loss in the girl's voice.

"Well, the girl is fine. Liu Suixin heard the girl's lamentation and couldn't help asking.

"It's okay, it's just a long time of loneliness, and suddenly someone chats with me, I'm not used to it, but when you're leaving, I'm a little lost. ”

Liu Suixin was speechless for a while, and he didn't know what to say.

"Goodbye. In the end, he only held back two words, and turned away.

The forest became quieter, and the huts were pushed open, and as the years had passed, there was a "rattle" sound when they opened.

"Hehe, are you even laughing at me?" said a young girl who came out of the hut and looked at the door. She stood alone in the clearing, just like her last name "lonely",

She walked out of the wooden house, this is just a girl about the same age as Liu Suixin, her face can be described as overwhelming, wearing a lilac dress. The petite figure reveals the air of a girl.

The sun has risen, but only a few rays of sunlight shine in the forest because of the reason that it is blocked by trees, and suddenly a bright light flashes in front of Gu Nian'an's eyes, Lonely Nian'an first felt a flower in front of him, fixed his eyes, the flash came from a dead wood that fell to the ground, Lonely Nian'an walked forward, a piece of jade pendant lay next to the dead wood, Lonely Nian'an picked it up, the jade pendant was written with the word Taoism, turned it over, and the three words Liu Suixin appeared in front of Lonely Nian'an's eyes.

"Liu Suixin,,Poof. Gu Nian'an suddenly laughed, and her smile made Baihua lose its color.