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"You just said that there is no perfect thing in the world, then there is nothing that cannot be changed, whether it is the arrow wound you suffered or your future cultivation, you will definitely be able to return to normal, the master of the sect can cure you, and I can also go and find a way to go to the Hanging Temple, those great masters of the Buddha sect must have a way to heal you." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Prince Chen Lujie said: "The heart of a person will be clear, I have never been so weak as I am now, but I have never understood myself like now, when I broke through the realm, the sea of knowledge was destroyed, I have no hope of practicing in this life, I can't teach, even if it is the light god seat in the hidden pavilion, and even those who are silent in the Buddhist sect can't do it." ”

"Don't hold up any more vain hopes, no one can change my fate. ”

He looked at somewhere in the distance, and said quietly: "I had forgotten it, but a few days ago, before I died, I remembered it inexplicably, and those four words are indisputable." At that time, I didn't understand the true meaning of these four words, but I thought I understood them very well, so I felt unwilling and even contemptuous and sneered at them, but I wanted to fight more and more. Only now do I understand that it is character, and a person's character will determine a person's fate. ”

"I've been fighting all my life. ”

"Although you don't know the true relationship between me and my brother, I am indeed fighting with him, and the fight is known to the whole world, and I am fighting with him for the throne of the world. ”

"In the academy, I also fight, what I want to fight for is the status of the chief disciple, because I am unwilling to love the priest who loves me once he loses power, I will be humiliated and ridiculed, and I am fighting for a breath at that time. ”

"In the Divine Army, I have to fight even more, in the face of this crazy woman of Dao Idiot, if I don't fight for some power, where can I be qualified to sit opposite her?

"I thought it was all the result of the struggle, but now I am in the abyss of despair, and I realize that the Master has already seen through everything, and all the sins and despair are fought for by myself. ”

"It's better not to fight. ”

Chen Yanqiu knelt beside him weakly, lowered his head and listened to him muttering to himself, the hair floating on his forehead swayed like lifeless grass in the wasteland, and his face was pale without a trace of blood.

Prince Chen Lujie laughed stupidly, his pale smile looked extremely desperate, and said, "Do you know? I used to really think that I was the guardian of the light, no matter how many people I killed and how many bloody things I did in your eyes, my Dao heart was still clean, because I firmly believed that I was carrying out God's will. ”

"Since I am the guardian of light, since I am carrying out the will of God, of course I want to be a perfect person, so I pay great attention to the description of appearance, dress and talk to be rigorous and error-free, I rarely drink alcohol to prevent disorder, I am gentle to people and strict with myself, I pay attention to demeanor and temperament, even if I deal with the extremely difficult remnants of the Demon Sect, I have never made a sneak attack, but for the so-called demeanor, I have waited for Xu Chen for a long time, and finally waited for the most difficult and shameless enemy in my life. ”

Prince Chen Lujie looked at the faint sky dome and said: "After being injured, I thought I was going to die, but I never died inexplicably, so I was thinking that God didn't abandon me, it just pointed to the opposite path for me? ”

"I'm willing to give up even the light, I'm shameless, I'm ready to surrender to the darkness and go to the other side of the absolute, but why haven't I succeeded?"

Prince Chen Lujie's eyes showed great fear, and he muttered: "It turns out that this is not a story of God testing believers, not a story of falling from light to darkness, not those stories of suffering but still retaining hope in legends, this is just a ...... A forgotten story. ”

"It's really painful to struggle between light and darkness, and it's even more painful to surrender to the darkness, but that pain is alive and alive, but what about me now? I just want to surrender to the darkness, but I'm turned away, it turns out that I'm not qualified to be abandoned by God at all, I'm just a little person forgotten by God in the north of the wasteland. ”

He coughed in pain, his thin body as stiff as an old man, as if he were about to make a snowdrift in the wasteland.

Chen Yanqiu looked at him stupidly, and suddenly the sadness in his eyes gradually disappeared, he slowly stood up, shook his body slightly, and said calmly and firmly: "I'll kill Xu Chen first." ”

"Does this make sense?" Prince Chen Lujie stood up with difficulty, turned around and held her haggard but still beautiful cheeks, his dirty fingers slowly rubbing against her skin, and said, "This is meaningless. ”

Chen Yanqiu looked at the face that was close at hand, and found that this face had become extremely unfamiliar, her heart ached, and she bit her lower lip gently, she knew that if she couldn't get rid of the despair and demons in Chen Lujie's heart, she couldn't take him away from this wasteland, but she knew that there was no way to make Chen Lujie go back to the past.

Prince Chen Lujie has known her for many years, from birth to the present, and what the world does not know or will definitely spurn is that they have also been in love for many years, this is the relationship they have to hide, they know very well the fanaticism of Chen Yanqiu's indifferent temperament, and guess what she is going to do when she looks at her, she took two steps back with difficulty, widened the distance between her and her, and yelled with an extremely indifferent expression: "Don't try to knock me out!"

"I'm a wasted person, but I don't want to say disgusting things like those wasted people, don't sympathize with me, please stay away from me, and so on! I just want to say a few simple words to you? You have to do these disgusting things like those talented and beautiful people! Do you have to make me cry like an idiot!"

Prince Chen Lujie's voice was hoarse, and he roared at her angrily.

Chen Yanqiu looked at him with a pale face, holding his hands on his chest as if begging, as if he wanted to use this action to calm the pain in his heart, and as if he showed that he would not use his hands to stun him.

There was a dead silence on the cold wasteland, and after a long silence, Prince Chen Lujie suppressed the crazy anger on his face. There was no life or hope on that once perfect face, and he said with a very slow and indifferent tone of despair in his eyes: "Don't sympathize with me, don't make me feel that you are sympathizing with me, see you today, it's better not to see you." ”

Chen Yanqiu didn't say anything, and slowly lowered the hand held between his chest.

Chen Lujie turned around, picked up the branch that had been broken in half, and continued to walk north.

Chen Yanqiu was silent for a moment, and then followed him north.

Chen Lujie was too seriously injured, his walking speed was too slow, and after a long time, he only walked out of dozens of feet, and fell down three times on the way, the branch flew away far away, and he no longer had the strength to pick it up, and the wound between his chest and abdomen cracked open again, and began to seep blood to the thin clothes, and condensed into ice blood beads in the cold wind.

Chen Yanqiu had been following behind him, his face was getting paler and paler, but he never stepped forward to help him.

Prince Chen Lujie was tired, sat down on the hard wasteland ground, grabbed a handful of snow with his right hand and stuffed it into his mouth to chew for a while, and then tried to stand up and continue northward, but he didn't stand firm, and fell heavily on the ground again.

He angrily pounded the ground beside him, but because of his weakness, the remaining snow on the ground did not splash a bit.

Chen Yanqiu looked at him silently behind him.

Chen Lujie knew that she was behind her, and after taking a breath for a while, he suddenly shouted: "Everything that should be said is finished, if you want to see each other again, you have already seen each other, what are you still doing with me? If you follow me again, I will die for you." ”

Chen Yanqiu's body shook slightly, and then quickly regained stability, and a trace of perseverance flashed on the girl's bright face, even the most delicate flower also has thorns and stems, and she also has her own bottom limit.

She looked at the back of the dog-like man in front of her, and shouted, "Then you die for me!"

Prince Chen Lujie's body stiffened slightly.

Chen Yanqiu's face was pale, but he stubbornly refused to cry, and shouted: "We have been together for so many years, but you have always refused to let me see you clearly, so you will not even show me death?" But I really want to see it, so if you want to die, then die in front of me, I will collect your body, and then go back to the Central Plains to remarry." ”

Chen Lujie was silent for a moment, and laughed like crazy: "What a crazy woman, no one dares to marry you." ”

Chen Yanqiu shouted: "It's to marry someone else, you are already dead at that time, so you don't need to worry about it." ”

Chen Lujie was silent, and then continued north.

Chen Yanqiu also stopped talking, and followed him silently to continue northward, and the big snow horse followed behind tiredly.

From early morning to dusk, the wind and snow rise again on the wasteland.

All the way north, continue north.

Prince Chen Lujie walked alone in the wind and snow, Chen Yanqiu Chen Yanqiu followed silently not far away, the snow horse silently kicked the horse's hooves to slowly eliminate the fatigue, from morning to twilight, and then from twilight to morning, I don't know how many days I walked, how far I walked, the dark night in the north of the wasteland was still so far away, and it did not close the distance.

On the way, Prince Chen Lujie chewed a handful of snow when he was thirsty, swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva when he was hungry, and became weaker and weaker the more he walked, it seemed that he might fall down at any time and never get up again, Chen Yanqiu had been silently waiting for the arrival of that moment, but although he fell down many times, he struggled to get up every time, and he didn't know how there was so much vitality in his thin body.

Chen Yanqiu looked at the figure dozens of feet away in silence, just kept her distance, and had no intention of stepping forward, because she knew that he didn't like it, she also held a handful of snow to chew when she was thirsty, took out dry food from the horse to eat when she was hungry, and looked at the figure who was weak because of hunger, and it took a lot of effort to suppress the urge to send food.

From the snow to the snow stop, from the wind to the wind, the two of them and one horse are still on the cold wasteland in black and white, and the majestic posture of the Heavenly Forsaken Mountains can be faintly seen in the distance behind, as if they can't get out of this desperate world.

One day, Prince Chen Lujie suddenly stopped, looking at the unreachable night in the north, the fingers that were as thin as a dead tree trembled slightly, and then let go, a branch that he picked up again a few days ago fell from his palm, and hit his feet with a snap, he looked down at the gray-white toenails that the branches had fallen, and found that there was no blood.

He raised his head and continued to squint at the dark night in the north, then turned around slowly, looked at Chen Yanqiu dozens of feet away, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm hungry." ”

Chen Yanqiu's eyes were wet, and he almost cried, forcibly calmed his mind, took out the dry food with trembling hands, softened it with warm water secretly prepared every day, and then held it in front of him.

Chen Lujie didn't say anything more, just swallowed clean food in a panic with her no longer delicate and somewhat rough palm, then rubbed her throat with satisfaction, and returned to the road.

Only this time he no longer went north, without any warning, without any reason, without any words, he thought that he had been abandoned by God, and no longer tried to throw himself into the arms of the night, but turned around lonely and went to the southern Central Plains.