Chapter 192 Say it not so that you understand
Then, Murong Kun packed up all his things contentedly.
At this time, he looked at the hard-won transparent liquid in the bottle, and he knew that in a few days, this bottle would be full, and then he could give it to Murong Yingxue, and at the same time, Murong Yingxue was sent to a dead end.
Immediately afterwards, a strange smile appeared on Murong Kun's face again.
Then, Murong Kun put away the flint and steel, and then lay down to rest.
Maybe it was because he was too excited, after lying down, Murong Kun would always be unable to sleep for a while.
And those who can't sleep at the moment are geese.
The fireworks just now are so beautiful.
And what's even more beautiful is the feeling that the senior brother is by his side.
At this time, Yan'er suddenly had a bold idea, that is, to go to the senior brother and tell the senior brother all his thoughts.
I'm afraid that's what happened to the fireworks.
Although it is fleeting, after all, he has been brilliant in the sky, so even if the senior brother rejects him, once he tells all his thoughts, he will have no regrets.
This idea became stronger and stronger, so Yan'er hurriedly got dressed and prepared to go to the senior brother, she was worried that if she delayed for a while, all the courage would be gone.
Then, with this courage for no reason, Yan'er came to Murong Feng's room.
"Knock knock. The geese began to knock on the door.
I don't know if the senior brother fell asleep at this time.
Knock knock. The goose knocked on the door again.
And at this time, Murong Feng was already about to fall asleep.
Hearing a knock on the door, Murong Feng asked, "Who is it?"
"Senior brother, it's me" I don't know how much courage Yan'er took to say such a few words that are ordinary on weekdays.
"Oh, it's Yan'er, wait a minute, I'll open the door for you. While Murong Feng was getting dressed, he still wondered in his heart, I don't know, what happened to Yan'er at such a late hour.
As soon as she heard that the senior brother was going to open the door for herself, Yan'er was a little anxious.
She didn't know how she would face the face of her senior brother later.
Therefore, suddenly an idea appeared in Yan'er's mind, and this idea was not simply retreating, but not facing Murong Feng face to face.
So, at this time, Yan'er said, "Senior brother, wait a minute." ”
"Yan'er, what's wrong?" Murong Feng asked puzzled from within.
"Senior brother, can you please not open the door," Yan'er whispered.
"Don't open the door, aren't you looking for something with me?"
"Yes"
"But if we don't open the door, how can we talk. Murong Feng was very puzzled.
"Senior brother," Yan'er said, "can we talk through the door?"
"Why do you have to open the door through the door? You wait, I'll open the door for you." ”
"Senior Brother" Yan'er couldn't help but be a little anxious, and then raised her voice.
At this time, Murong Feng realized that he might be too anxious.
Yan'er must have had her own ideas.
"Okay, Yan'er," Murong Feng said, and then walked to the door, sat down through the door.
"Yan'er, I'm here, you say, what's the matter?" Murong Feng said through the crack in the door.
"Senior brother, did you fall asleep just now? At this time, Yan'er had no determination and didn't know how to speak. So, let's change the topic first.
"Well, I'm about to fall asleep," Murong Feng said.
"So, did I disturb you?" said Yan'er, full of guilt.
"It's okay, now I don't want to sleep at all, I just want to hear, Yan'er, what's the matter with you?"
Yan'er breathed a sigh of relief, and then said, "Senior brother, there is one thing I have always wanted to say. ”
"What's the matter?" Murong Feng leaned his head against the door, listening to all the movements outside the door.
"Senior brother, that day's lotus feast" Yan'er suddenly stopped talking.
Unexpectedly, Yan'er actually asked such a thing, and Murong Feng was shocked all of a sudden.
"Senior brother, that day, you deliberately stabbed Shen Shuiji to death, didn't you?" Yan'er got straight to the point.
Murong Feng didn't speak.
"Senior brother, I know, you are worried that the second senior sister has told the senior sister everything, right?"
When Yan'er said the three words Senior Sister in her mouth, Murong Feng couldn't close her mouth in surprise.
"Senior brother, I know, you have already remembered Senior Sister, haven't you?" Yan'er said, and then with these few words, Yan'er felt more relaxed than she had ever been.
And Murong Feng behind the door was stunned at the moment.
How did Yan'er know?
Have you already shown it?
Murong Feng really couldn't understand the secret he had been trying his best to hide, how could Yan'er know?
Yes, it's no wonder that Murong Feng is puzzled, if it is opened by outsiders, Murong Feng is indeed a good actor, no one knows, he seems to be calm, and he already knows all the answers.
However, after all, Yan'er is not an outsider, but a person whose eyes have always been on Murong Feng.
Therefore, no matter how well Murong Feng disguised it, he couldn't hide it from Yan'er's eyes.
At this time, Yan'er saw that Murong Feng did not speak, and she was silent for a while.
For a moment, Yan'er even began to regret whether she shouldn't have pierced this layer of window paper.
However, the wood has been completed, and it is difficult to collect it when it is covered with water.
"Senior brother, are you still there?" asked Yan'er.
"I'm here," Murong Feng said
In the night, Murong Yan couldn't see Murong Feng's face, and such a voice also made Yan'er feel no information, I don't know what the senior brother was thinking in his heart at this moment.
"Yan'er" Murong Feng finally spoke.
"Senior brother, is what I said true?" Yan'er asked, at this moment, how much she wished, the senior brother would ask suspiciously, who is the senior sister?
However, Yan'er knew that this was just her own wishful thinking.
"Yan'er, yes, I remember it all. Murong Feng said.
Hearing such words, Yan'er felt a sudden pain in her heart.
"Senior brother, do you still love Senior Sister?" Yan'er mustered up her courage and then asked.
Murong Feng was silent.
"Senior brother, actually, I know that in your heart, you have never let go of Senior Sister, that day of the Lotus Feast, you also know that Senior Sister has also lost her memory, so you are worried about the second senior sister saying everything, so, you just,"
Yan'er stopped, sat down, and leaned against the door like Murong Feng.
"Yan'er, I" Murong Feng wanted to speak and stopped, indeed, Yan'er was right, he had never forgotten Wan'er, and he had never thought of letting Wan'er go completely.
"Senior brother, can you tell me why you like Senior Sister?" Yan'er wanted to know the answer.
"Alas, it's hard to say, in short, Wan'er is a knot in my heart that can never be untied. ”
"But, Senior Brother, Senior Sister is already married. ”
"I know, that's why I won't bother her anymore, so that she can have a good life and a happy future. And for her love, I will always cherish it in my heart. Murong Feng said.
This is the first time I have said this to outsiders.
And this emotion has really been buried in his heart for too long, so when Murong Feng said it, he actually had a feeling of relief that he had never felt before.
Therefore, it is not so much to say such things to Yan'er, but to say them to yourself.
When Yan'er heard such words, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart.
In fact, Yan'er has always known that Murong Feng really loves Wan'er.
"Senior Brother," at this time, Yan'er suddenly said, "Although Senior Sister is gone, you should still start your own life." ”
Own life?
Murong Feng couldn't help but wonder what his life was.
"Senior Brother," Yan'er said, "Senior Sister is very happy now, so you should also find your own happiness." ”
"Yan'er, you just want to talk to me about this?" Murong Feng really didn't know, what happened to Yan'er?
"Senior brother, I came to have a more important matter to tell you. Yan'er shook her lips and said.
"What's the matter?"
"Senior brother, I know," Yan'er paused, and then said: "Senior Sister is in your heart, no one can replace her, and I also know that there is no second person in this world who can make you love like Senior Sister." But, big brother, you really deserve to be loved, and you deserve to have a good love again. ”
At this time, Murong Feng seemed to know the purpose of Yan'er's visit this time.
"Senior brother, in this world, there is still a person who will love you, care about you, care about you, and take care of you like Senior Sister, but she never wanted to replace Senior Sister in your heart, she just wanted to replace Senior Sister and love you well. ”
Speaking of this, Yan'er had already burst into tears.
"Yan'er," Murong Feng also felt very uncomfortable in his heart.
It's not that he doesn't know Yan'er's thoughts, but he really can't have one person in his heart and love another.
"Senior Brother" Yan'er stood up at this time, and then said, "This person is me, Murong Yan." ”
Yan'er said such things, but she knew that she was not trying to make Murong Feng understand, but to make him agree.
"Yan'er" Murong Feng sighed, and then said, "I know your affection for me, but. Murong Feng couldn't go on.
"But what?" asked Yan'er, crying.
At this time, Yan'er really wanted to open the door and ask Murong Feng well, what do you want to say?
So, Yan'er began to knock on the door like crazy.
However, Murong Feng stubbornly pressed against the door.
"Senior brother, but what?" asked Yan'er as she lost her strength and cried.
Murong Feng was silent.
He didn't know how to let Yan'er understand his thoughts, or rather, he didn't know how to not hurt Yan'er.
"I'm sorry. I don't know how long it took for Murong Feng to finally say such a thing.
"I don't want to be sorry, I don't want to be sorry," Yan'er was completely out of control at this time.
"Yan'er, let's go, I'm going to rest. Murong Feng said coldly, but behind the coldness, there was still indescribable sadness.
And the cries of the geese still echoed outside the door.
"Senior brother, you open the door, you open the door. Yan'er cried.
And Murong Feng also had red eyes, how much he wanted to open the door at this moment, comfort this lovely child, or lie to her, and promise her for the time being, at least stop her tears at the moment.
However, Murong Feng knew that if Yan'er stopped crying at this time, in the future, Yan'er's tears would be even more.
Therefore, Murong Feng was ruthless and didn't pay attention to her, but lay on the bed.
The geese were still crying.
I don't know how long it took, Yan'er knew that the senior brother would not open the door and would not change his mind, so Yan'er left.
Listening to the footsteps of the wild goose getting farther and farther away, Murong Feng only got up at this time.
Walked to the door, then quietly opened the door.
The back of the goose, in the night, is so lonely and thin.
And not long ago, I set off fireworks with Yan'er, and Yan'er was so happy at that time.
Murong Feng's heart suddenly had an indescribable feeling.
So, just like that, Murong Feng silently watched Yan'er leave, and even, until the end, Yan'er's figure disappeared from Murong Feng's sight, and Murong Feng was still standing there.
Perhaps, at this time, even he didn't know what he was looking at.
What are you waiting for?