At this moment, Xin Yu felt 'sexuality', and even thought about the meaning of life, but in the world of life, whether it is a Qianshou who eats in the mountains all his life, or an official eunuch who lives in a high temple, or a cultivator who does not seem to eat fireworks in the world, there is a minimum goal in life...... шшш.sнūнāнā.сом is updated so fast.

With a goal, life will be meaningful, and it will not be reduced to the same as those animals who only know that in addition to eating, drinking, and sleeping, there is only reproduction. Even the most "ignorant" ordinary people have the primary desire of "wives and children to warm the kang". Not to mention the astrologers who see longevity as the ultimate goal.

But Xin Yu is very different from ordinary astromagicians, not that his practice method is different from other astromagicians, but that his view of the meaning of life is very different from that of all astromagicians or cultivators.

First of all, Xin Yu felt that he was a person first, and then a cultivator, and in terms of "genus", he felt that he was no different from ordinary people, except that he was more capable and had a longer lifespan, and fundamentally speaking, he was still a "human", not a "god" as the astromagicians thought they were.

In addition to the difference between "human nature" and "divine nature", cultivation is like a person's "profession", which may be able to realize the value of one's life and achieve a certain goal, but practice can never be equated with the meaning of life. Otherwise, cultivation will become a burden, as if you have been "kidnapped" by cultivation, and all of your life will become cultivation, and people will become cultivation machines.

Secondly, in Xin Yu's previous life and the first few years of this life, he was the most humble "mortal" in the mouth of the astromagicians, even if he started trying to refine qi as soon as he was born in this life, he did not position himself as a cultivator. Because he feels that the meaning of life should not be practice, at least not completely, and perhaps practice is the only means for him to achieve the ultimate goal of detachment, but he must not 'confuse' the means with the end.

However, after Xin Yu entered this nebula, he was shocked to see all kinds of colorful and different shapes of light and shadow scenes formed by the light being refracted by the gas, dust and other substances in the nebula.

It's like many people feel relaxed and happy when they see the vast plains, feel refreshed when they see the majestic mountains, and feel open to their hearts when they see the boundless sea. Xin Yu saw such a multi-segmented and beautiful scene in the nebula, as if he had been touched by a nerve related to aesthetics in the depths of his soul, and he felt that this dreamlike 'color' color was like a colorful life and an uncertain future.

Therefore, Xin Yu was 'confused', and he seemed to be a philosopher at this moment, and began to think about the purpose and meaning of his life.

He found that in the last hundred years or so, he had become too obsessed with his cultivation. Perhaps, he wanted to improve his own realm through cultivation, so as to improve his strength, so as not to have any power to resist when he encountered a strong enemy, and at the same time he did not want to abandon his ultimate ideal of transcending the entire universe Heavenly Dao, so he kept whipping himself and put almost all of his 'essence' into cultivation.

But doing so, let him unconsciously accumulate a lot of negative emotions, just like a person who works continuously, it is inevitable that he will be bored, Xin Yu has continued to practice for so many years, although there will be times to rest and relax from time to time, but compared to cultivation, the time spent on rest is too little and too little.

If you are an ordinary person, doing the same thing day in and day out for hundreds of years is like 'doing' on an assembly line, and doing the same thing all year round will cause you to feel bored and nauseous. It's just that a cultivator like Xin Yu has very strong perseverance and willpower, and he can suppress this negative feeling to the lowest and overcome the negative impact in his heart, so that he can act like no one else.

However, although ordinary people can't do one thing for a hundred years like an astrology, and they don't have the willpower of an astrology, it is impossible for ordinary people to work day and night. Even if Xin Yu has time to relax, it is impossible for him to sleep at least a few hours a day like ordinary people.

A practitioner's retreat is a long-term period of focused practice, and there may be a "break" in between, but there is no time for complete relaxation.

In fact, I didn't even have time for an "intermission" when I thought about Xin Yu's previous retreat, because building a small world itself is a continuous thing, and a single stop will undo it, so before the construction of his own small world prototype is completed, Xin Yu can't even relax if he wants to.

And after leaving the Tiansha Lone Star, although Xin Yu practiced divination on the border desert planet, it was also a way to "change his brain", but because he himself did not realize at that time that he had accumulated too many negative emotions in his hundred years of continuous cultivation, and even as far as his own feelings were concerned, he had not thought that he would be like Xin Luyao, and he needed to vent these negative emotions in some special ways.

However, in fact, Xin Yu's accumulated negative emotions are no less than Xin Luyao's, and even because he needs to be responsible for the safety of other people in his companions, the pressure is even greater than Xin Luyao's, and his actual practice time is much longer than Xin Luyao's, so in terms of negative emotions, he will only accumulate more than Xin Luyao, not less.

It's just that because Xin Yu's own control and 'essence' divine power are much smaller than Xin Luyao's, even if the total amount of this negative emotion is doubled now, it can be easily suppressed, and there will be no worries that breed demons.

Moreover, in terms of the total amount and quality of Xin Yu's 'essence' divine power, if his negative emotions did not accumulate to a certain extent, it would be impossible for him to find out how many negative emotions he had accumulated.

However, after entering this nebula, he was "frightened" by the various strange patterns and 'color' colors formed by the rapidly changing light and shadow in front of him, and the negative emotions accumulated in Xin Yu's heart were "triggered", so there was a situation where his mind was now lost and he began to "think wildly".

This is both a bad thing and a good thing for Xin Yu. The reason why it is so contradictory is that it is as stated in materialist dialectics that everything has both positive and negative sides. Xin Yu's negative emotions were passively triggered to erupt because of the "resonance" of his own mind and the scene inside Lucky, without any preparation, for Xin Yu, not only because he was caught off guard, but also because of the problem of triggering his inner demons, it can even be said that at this moment, Xin Yu's mind was lost, that is, Xin Yu temporarily lost his grasp of his 'essence' divine power.

What kind of terrible situation is it for an astrologist, to be precise, for all cultivators, to lose the mastery of his 'essence' divine power? Although Xin Yu's situation is not so bad as that now, it is just that his mind has lost his mind and temporarily neglected the control of his 'essence' divine power, if he is serious, he can still gain control of his 'essence' divine power, which is not too bad.

However, this situation is not very bad for Xin Yu, but it is definitely not a good thing. Therefore, the negative emotions in Xin Yu's heart were triggered when he couldn't take the initiative to grasp it, and the disadvantage was still great, if one didn't control it well and continued to 'obsess' himself in his own thoughts, without being aware of this situation, it was still more dangerous.

However, it is not without benefits for Xin Yu to vent his negative emotions in this situation, at least if he ignores the danger, after purifying his soul, it will also be of great benefit to his cultivation...... Although the 'cloud' dust of the soul is not like the impurities in the 'essence' divine power, which will make the astral magician feel obvious obstacles to cultivation, if you want to comprehend the law, without a pure mind, the efficiency will be reduced a lot.

And the most important thing is that although Xin Yu can suppress the accumulated negative emotions with strong perseverance and 'essence' divine power, this is not a long-term solution after all. Because negative emotions will not disappear with the passage of time, on the contrary, negative emotions, the 'dark' side of human beings, will gradually brew and grow with the cultivation of cultivators, and one day it will reach the point that Xin Yu cannot suppress.

Although this process is very long, and it can be solved as long as one pays attention to cultivating one's mind and cultivating one's nature' or knows how to "sweep away" the "dust" from one's mind, it is impossible for a practitioner to perceive one's own soul at most, and it is naturally impossible to know whether one has negative emotions or not. Otherwise, the Taoists of Xin Yu's previous life would not have said that they had demons.

And now Xin Yu's negative 'yin' dark emotions have accumulated a lot, but compared to his 'essence' divine power, it is not too serious, and venting these negative emotions in advance is also a process of "purification" for his soul. And because the 'essence' divine power can easily suppress these 'dark' emotions, the dangerous 'nature' is far simpler and safer than dealing with it in the future when it is "difficult to return".

Of course, the premise is that Xin Yu can survive this difficulty and wake up in time from the kind of "cranky thoughts" evoked by the internal scene of the nebula.

Speaking of which, in fact, any cultivator, even an astral sorcerer who has just entered the 'gate', may not be able to be 'fascinated' by this colorful and unpredictable scene in the nebula, and Xin Yu naturally cannot be 'fascinated' by this scene.

It's just that Xin Yu has been studying the art of divination recently, and this landscape inside the nebula is exactly like the kind of light and shadow that he saw in the 'fog' fog when he projected his Yuan Shen perception to the "future", which caused his spiritual resonance.

And he is not 'obsessed' with this beauty, but because this scene resonates with his heart, his mind relaxes, and his mind diverges to other aspects.

However, despite this, it is actually more dangerous for him, because contemplating the meaning of life will not let a practitioner go crazy, but it will make people immerse themselves in this kind of thought, and become more and more focused, until he has figured it out at some point, and then he will naturally "wake up".

Under normal circumstances, no matter how he thinks about the philosophy of life, it will not cause him any harm, but who let him meditate on this because of the catharsis of negative emotions? Moreover, even when he was meditating, the 'dark' emotions that he had accumulated were still invading his mind, and if he didn't solve this problem in time, these difficult emotions would eventually form demons in his heart and destroy the foundation of Xin Yu's cultivation...... This is commonly known as "Dow...... It's not absolutely impossible.

Fortunately, Xin Yu's luck has always been good, just when he was quietly watching the scene inside the nebula and thinking about what he was living for, Xin Luyao, who was originally looking for an energy crystal inside the nebula, and Lan Keer, who accompanied the 'girl' in case of accidents, found Xin Yu standing inside the nebula, "remnants" by various lights and shadows.

Because the "dust" and light and shadow inside this nebula are very dense, the "visibility" is also relatively high, and because the free energy is extremely abundant, the interference caused by the cultivators when they exert their 'essence' divine power perception inside it is also very serious.

If it weren't for the fact that Xin Yu's location was an area where various lights were concentrated, and Xin Yu himself "attracted" a lot of dust around the protective shield he held up with his 'essence' divine power, and through the reflection of the light, he looked like a large luminous body.

This "luminous body" is not particularly obvious inside the nebula, but its characteristics are very similar to the energy spar that Xin Luyao is looking for, so it "attracts" Xin Luyao and Lan Ke'er.

"Abba, why are you?" Xin Luyao was disappointed, she originally thought that she had encountered a "top-grade" spare, but who knew that after calling free energy to "sweep away" the dust around Xin Yu, she found that the expected top-grade energy spar was actually her father who had come to join her.

"Why can't it be me?" Xin Yu, who watched the 'girl' grow up, naturally saw the 'girl''s careful thoughts' from Xin Luyao's disappointed face, but at this time, he didn't have time to explain to Xin Luyao, because he had already discovered something wrong with his body, so after asking rhetorically, he waved his hand and said, "I'll tell you in detail later, I was hurt a little just now, and I need to take care of it, Ke'er took A-Yao out first, and I'll explain it to you when I'm done." ”