Chapter 64: A Wish Is Hard to Achieve
On that day, Zhang Yunyan's father-in-law, Lin Hailong, was poisoned with darts and was about to die.
The father-in-law took advantage of the fact that he still had a breath to confirm her marriage with Jiaxiang's brother.
Since then, Yunyan and Jiaxiang's brother have not only been brother and sister, but also an unmarried couple, with a dual relationship and a double love - family affection and love.
It's strange to say that since the marriage relationship was confirmed, Yunyan and Jiaxiang's brother seem to be separated by an invisible wall, and they are a little restrained from each other, and sometimes they are at a loss.
When Yunyan saw Brother Jiaxiang, she was both happy and shy, she wanted to get close, but she didn't dare to be too presumptuous.
When she was with Brother Jiaxiang, she didn't have the undivided mentality she had before, no words and deeds as she wanted, and no happy conversation.
She is constrained by the mentality of not kissing men and women, and it is also the psychological reaction of the girl's shyness, which is natural and inevitable.
The beautiful love makes her feel sweeter and miss her more, and she wants to hug her beloved brother and enjoy the love given by her fiancé to satisfy her physical and mental thirst.
When facing her fiancé, although Zhang Yunyan was a little restrained and a little shy, she felt sweeter, always with a smile on her face, and her flower-like face was even more ruddy and beautiful.
Her restraint is a natural reaction to her shyness, and it is also the result of the psychological consciousness formed by those rules and precepts.
However, the psychology of shyness is superficial, although it does not dare to violate the mental consciousness of the rules and precepts, it cannot hide the sweetness of love, and cannot stop the desire for love, which always has to be revealed with words and deeds and smiles.
In this shy state of mind, Zhang Yunyan loves her fiancé Jun even more, misses beautiful love even more, looks forward to a beautiful candle night in the cave room even more, is more eager to devote herself to the arms of her beloved as soon as possible, and has endless reverie for a better life......
This kind of shyness is the inevitable reaction of a girl to the opposite sex, and with the passage of time, the deepening of love, the shyness will gradually fade.
The power of love is immeasurable, no one can stop it, and the impulse of feelings will destroy the depression and obstacles in the heart, making the two want to be close more, and want to show the passion of love, and even break through the precept that men and women do not kiss.
This is the charm of love, which cannot be stopped, and no one does not yearn for it.
Zhang Yunyan has been looking forward to a great joy in life - the night of candles in the cave room, hoping to marry Jiaxiang's brother as soon as possible and enjoy the happiness of life in the arms of her beloved.
Who knows, the sky does not obey people's wishes, and on the day Yunyan and Jiaxiang's brother got married, a disaster came. Lin Jiaxiang died of poisoned arrows in order to save Yunyan's sister.
Since then, this pair of handsome men and beauties have been separated by yin and yang, the beautiful marriage has come to naught, and the beautiful reverie has dissipated like cooking smoke.
Zhang Yunyan was in great pain, and her heart was dripping blood all the time. For several years, she was immersed in longing and pain, and she didn't know how many tears she shed.
She hates the bully Hua Tai Sui, hates the corrupt dog officials, if they hadn't done evil, Jiaxiang's brother would not have died, she and her brother had already married, how could there be today's loneliness and pain.
Since her fiancé Jun left, Yunyan has put her long hair on her head, which is not only a nostalgia for her brother, but also an incomparable nostalgia for her broken love.
The beloved cannot be resurrected, the broken love cannot be restored, she can only stay in her heart, and she will survive for a lifetime.
For several years, the bun has been coiled on the head, which is a commemoration of Jiaxiang's brother and also for the convenience of movement.
Zhang Yunyan was reminiscing painfully when someone suddenly came to her.
She looked up, a smile on Junxiu's face.
It turned out that the boy had led an adult to the front. Needless to say, this man must be the child's father.
The child's father and mother were very happy to see the silver and copper coins given by Yunyan, as well as the silver hairpin, so they asked the child to lead the way to thank this good man.
Zhang Yunyan thanked her and comforted her again. She looked at the back of the two of them leaving, and sighed secretly, hoping to help the family get through the difficulties.
She put the wooden hairpin given by Jiaxiang's brother into her bun, and let out a long sigh of relief, and her painful emotions were relieved.
Yun Yan looked at the poor people around her who needed help, and thought of that young master Kuo, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion.
She was uneasy, that brother was not only an eye-catching beautiful man, but also a good person who worried about the country and the people, even in his own time.
Such a beautiful man, such a good person, is worthy of love, and if he can be with his brother for a lifetime, he will be very happy......
Zhang Yunyan was thinking and reverie, and suddenly woke up, and there was a blush and heartbeat.
She took a quick look around and was relieved to see that no one was paying attention to her.
She secretly blamed herself: "What's wrong today, why do you always want to do this kind of thing, it's really infuriating." I was still thinking about Brother Jiaxiang just now, and I was thinking about others, I was so shameless, how to face Brother Jiaxiang......"
Self-blame is self-blame, should you think or think, her fiancé Jun has already passed away, she can't be lonely all her life, she can't love someone else, she naturally wants to seek new love.
The brother from the other world is not only as handsome as Jiaxiang's brother, but also as upright and kind, and he is a rare good person, even in his own time, such a perfect man is rare to see.
Such a kind person, such a handsome person, such a lovely beautiful man, will inevitably touch the heart of a girl.
Yunyan's shyness and self-blame were useless, and the figure of the beautiful man still flashed in her mind from time to time, unable to be brushed away.
She had no way to calm the ripples of love in her heart, even if there were only slight ripples, and they kept fluctuating.
She can only feel ashamed, blame herself from time to time, and can't help but miss love......
In his thoughts, Jiaxiang's brother's handsome face and the figure of his brother from another world flashed alternately in his mind, and Yunyan was entangled by two beloved men.
She sighed in her heart, these two lovely people do not belong to her, Brother Jiaxiang is no longer alive, and the brother of the other world is an ancient person thousands of years ago, and he has nothing to do with him.
Zhang Yunyan felt deeply heartbroken, she already had a fiancé, she should have had a warm family, she should have had the crystallization of love, and she should have been intoxicated with the happiness of family love.
However, the heavens do not obey people's wishes, the beloved dies, the beautiful love is broken, and the warm family is also in vain.
For several years, she has been missing her fiancé-kun and has been immersed in pain......
Yunyan hated herself for being incompetent and let the wicked succeed, otherwise her fiancé Jun would not have died, and the beautiful marriage had already come true.
She hates the unjust world, hates the injustice of the sky, does not punish the wicked, but lets the good people separate, where is the reason?
Zhang Yunyan thought of another handsome figure, and sighed repeatedly, his brother from another world and himself are not people of the same era, how can there be a marriage to talk about.
The love of two eras separated by thousands of years is like a flower in the moon mirror in the water, ethereal, unattainable, only empty lovesickness, empty love.
It's still the same sentence, and it's in vain that she thinks about it.
However, despite her vain thoughts, she still had to think that she would gradually forget about it only when she returned to her hometown.
Someone nearby was cleaning up the rubble, and the sound woke Yunyan in pain.
She looked around and let out a long breath, her pain relieved.
She looked at the busy people, still worried, the poor people have no place to live, how to get through the difficulties?
Zhang Yunyan didn't know if the king of Tianyue Kingdom would care about these poor people, and if those wealthy families would lend a helping hand, so she could only sigh secretly.
She naturally thought of the brother from another world, and felt a little relieved, finally someone thought of this and had the heart to help a group of suffering people.
My brother is a very good person, I hope there are more such good people, so that the people can live and arrange their future lives.
Zhang Yunyan thought of her brother from another world, and the ripples in her heart rose again, silently thinking about love, silently shy, and silently blaming herself......
When she thought of marriage, she could only sigh silently, it was so difficult to find a lovely husband in her own time, not to mention that this was the world thousands of years ago, and her brother was still a person from ancient times.
No matter how beautiful the love between two time and space is, it is also wishful thinking, it is an impossible dream, she is daydreaming on the land of another world.
Zhang Yunyan knew that she had just met that brother, and although she had become brother and sister, she didn't know each other, so how could she talk about love?
Taking a step back, even if she loves that brother from another world very much, she will not get married. Such a marriage will not only affect my brother and his relatives, but also bring endless pain to myself and lose everything in my time.
Yun Yan shook her head lightly and sighed silently. She secretly warned herself not to think about it, it is useless to think about this kind of thing, it can only be empty lovesickness, which only increases her troubles and self-sadness.
That's right, for Zhang Yunyan, the love between the two worlds is difficult to think about and cannot be realized, and it can only increase the troubles.
However, in her mind, her brother from another world is very perfect, rare to meet, and she can't help but think about it, and she is still silently missing the beautiful love......
Love makes Yunyan's heart as sweet as honey, but reality makes her sigh helplessly, wishful thinking makes her feel ashamed, and she is secretly blaming herself.
Anyway, the love in her heart couldn't be avoided, and she was still pestering Yunyan from time to time, she couldn't help it, and then she was ashamed and sighed, silently blaming herself......
Love is beautiful, beautiful love promotes the process of the world, but also enriches people's lives, no one does not pursue, no one does not yearn.
Zhang Yunyan is an energetic girl, so naturally she will not be a special case. She needs the love of a man, a happy family, and a beautiful family to spend this life in beautiful family love.
Although she was in another world, she saw a lovely beautiful man, and she still had a friendship with each other, so she naturally fell in love and fell in love.
This is the nature of human beings, it is the necessity of life, and such a life is colorful, otherwise human beings will not be able to pass it on.
It's a pity that Zhang Yunyan loves a man from another world thousands of years apart, and no matter how beautiful this love is, it will not be as she wishes.
She can't get rid of this fruitless love trouble, although it is delusional, it is also normal, this is the expression of a girl's emotions, and it is also the nature of people.
Emotional things are hard to guess, and they can bring joy and happiness as well as sorrow and pain.
At this moment, Zhang Yunyan has a beautiful feeling, a happy mood, thinking about what is wrong, and also has the pain of missing Jiaxiang's brother.
Love is a must and necessity in life, and it will accompany you for life. If there is no love, it is a big flaw and an incomplete life.
The strange thing is that when Zhang Yunyan was thinking about the two beautiful men, she thought of the parrot elf green flawless and a little red.
She and the two parrot elves had only seen each other, how could she have thought of them?