The blue sky is still a blue sky, the white clouds are fluttering, and they are still floating in the sky, and the subordinates of the Taiwei Mansion are as busy as ever, and nothing seems to have changed.

But Liu Feng was full of loss, confused, and always felt that this world was far away from him, and it felt like losing something precious, which was particularly uncomfortable, and his heart was panicked, and bitterness and pain tormented him.

Suddenly, his heart was heavy, and he lacked the strength to walk.

There was no direction, no purpose, he didn't even know where to go, what to do, at this moment, there was no energy, and he had no previous passion.

In the past, when he was alone, he didn't have so many worries, he wouldn't cry, and naturally he wouldn't feel sad, and if he was alone, if he died, he couldn't complain about the heavens and others, because life should be like this.

Later, when the two of them were two, there was more laughter in life, and he also learned to treat others gently, although he usually did things alone, but at least there was hope, there was someone in the corner silently supporting him, guarding him, no matter how hard it was, they were waiting for him.

Although he realized too little at that time, his heart inadvertently stored that direction, tired, tired, and there was always his belonging.

Today, this kind of waiting suddenly disappeared, and he didn't know what to use to describe his mood, anyway, the words 'stunned' suddenly fell on him.

Maybe he shouldn't have been, because ...... It's just half a month, and after half a month, it can be the same as before.

But now he is very lost, as if the man is gone, and he may not be able to understand it, and even think about living alone many times.

He didn't feel such pain at the time, but now he realizes how ridiculous his previous actions were.

The Prime Minister's Mansion invited him to come to the palace to discuss the matter of elite soldiers, and Sun Sheng dragged people to say: "According to what the Taiwei said, 800 capable people have been carefully selected, I don't know if it is in line with the Taiwei's wishes, Sun Daren hopes that the Taiwei will personally verify it, and the good ones will be kept, and the bad ones will be discarded, and they will be selected later." ”

For the first time in his life, Liu Feng was numb, and in the face of the guard in the Prime Minister's Mansion, he didn't react, he didn't say go, he didn't say no, and walked out of the Taiwei Mansion with an expressionless face.

Liu Feng has never felt this way, even if his mother died and his grandfather died tragically, it was grief at that time, and he could cry up to the sky, but now it is different, he is carrying too many things, but he wants to cry very much, and even tears welled up in his eyes.

Walking out of the mansion, tears couldn't stop flowing, staining his cheeks, Liu Feng looked at the sky, smiled, his face was extremely cold, and it was cold to people's hearts, three points cooler than the autumn wind.

Today, the clothes he wore were exactly the ones that made a big fuss in the Huangfu that day.

Liu Feng touched his sleeves and remembered the first time he met Tian Shaoqing, the feeling was still vivid, he still remembered the sound of his Qing'er screaming, and remembered that she was shocked by his own palm, and there was a drop of blood at the corner of her mouth.

Liu Feng was suddenly extremely uncomfortable, tasted the will of heaven, and walked silently towards the alley alone.

Thinking about the past over and over again, unfortunately, what he thought was not a good thing, Tian Shaoqing slapped himself in Chen Cang, she smiled sadly, and the decision to jump off the cliff kept shaking in front of his eyes.

He didn't know why he thought of this, and he didn't want to think about the past, because as long as he remembered it, his heart hurt very much, and the sadness almost drove him crazy.

He even imagined Qing'er dyed her blood-stained gauze skirt lying on the ground and shouting 'help, help......

Huang Jubai touched his beard and snickered beside him.

After that, he saw Qing'er lying on the soft couch, surrounded by a group of people, Mr. Wenjing's face, dirty hands, Qing'er's hesitation and fear, intertwined together, like scrolling through the pictures in memory.

"Help, help......" Qing'er was calling again.

Liu Feng was in extreme pain, and the street was full of people, he suddenly stood still, let out a loud scream, and ran towards the end of the alley like crazy.

The people on the side of the street were naturally frightened, and some of them were holding things in their hands and fell to the ground in fright, thinking that someone was going to kill them, but when they looked back, it was actually a young man who was going crazy.

At that moment, sighing, noisy, complaining, cursing, sympathy, all kinds of voices came together.

Fu Yushu happened to be on the street, seeing this scene into his eyes, he was originally holding hands with Shangguan Wuwu and talking and laughing, but the exclamation taught him to be stunned for a moment, and when he looked back, he found that it was Taiwei Li Feng, who was playing chess with him in the morning, Fu Yushu couldn't help but murmur: "Isn't that Brother Li? How can this be? It's okay in the morning......

Shangguan Wuwu glanced at him curiously, and said, "Looking at his appearance, it seems that he has been stimulated......

What could be the thing that made Li Feng so excited? Fu Yushu thought for a while, shook his head, and didn't care about all the troubles, grabbed Shangguan Wuwu and said, "Don't worry, let's go rowing, okay?"

Shangguan Wuwu immediately said: "Okay!"

The autumn breeze is cool, the lake is leisurely, sparkling, Fu Yushu and Shangguan are worry-free in a small boat, frolicking on the water.

Fu Yushu pressed the slurry with one hand and hugged Shangguan with the other, and the two sat quietly, and the boat floated slowly......

Shangguan Wuwu saw that he was distracted, and he didn't know that he was thinking about Liu Feng's changes, so he pointed at the lake and exclaimed, "Brother Fu, look at it, it's such a big fish!"

As soon as Fu Yushu turned around, Shangguan Wuwu picked up the water and splashed it......

Fu Yushu was splashed with water, his eyes couldn't be opened, and he also got up, smiling and copied Shangguan Wuwu's hand, and then there was laughter on the lake.

There is a bridge on the lake, and Liu Feng is sitting on it, and this scene is also in his eyes.

On weekdays, he rarely sits here, and he rarely pays attention to these, but today he can't take his eyes off it, and he is stunned.

He remembered the letter just now, and there was a sentence at the end: "I don't know if Qing'er will have a chance to take a boat with Brother Liu after you heal from your injury?" Brother Liu is very busy, I know I shouldn't think so." ”

"Brother Liu, can you give me a chance? Just once, Qing'er will have no regrets...... I don't want to say this, but I can't help but write it, I think...... When I come back, my eldest brother's injury will be healed, and I may be free......"

Liu Feng suddenly felt in a trance, a flower in front of him, looked at the lake, and a sentence floated in his ear: "If you have to sacrifice and bloodshed, I will accompany you, you will die, and we ......will die together."

When Qing'er told him this, what kind of determination should he hide?

When he was hit by an arrow, Qing'er protected him, hugged him, and accompanied him to be sad and cry together.

"I think I should have confidence in you, and I can't mess up when something big happens, and keep you worried......"

Qing'er's words sounded over and over again, and his appearance kept appearing in front of his eyes.

Liu Feng suddenly felt that he was negligent and left nothing for the woman who was willing to depend on him for life and death.

At this moment, his eyes were dull, he looked at the lake, and suddenly shouted: "Qing'er......" couldn't help but stand up, and instantly saw Qing'er standing on the lake, with a melancholy face.

Liu Feng stretched out his hand to grab it, and shouted in a lost voice: "Qing'er......" leaned and almost threw himself into the water.

But at this moment, he was patted on the shoulder, and only to hear Fu Yushu's voice sounding behind him: "Brother Li?"

Liu Feng turned his head, and Fu Yushu was stunned: "What's wrong with you......?"

Liu Feng was woken up by this sound, as if he was in a dream, he looked at Fu Yushu as if he was in a dream, stood still, opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but couldn't say it, shook his head, and walked towards the other end of the bridge.

Fu Yushu frowned, looked at Liu Feng's departing back, recalled his helpless smile, and was even more puzzled.

Liu Feng didn't want to do anything, so he hid in the study, touching the painting, and only hoped that Tian Shaoqing would come back soon. I finally realized that once the relationship is giving, it is difficult to recycle.

Tian Shaoqing probably didn't expect Liu Feng to have such a change, the two missed each other, and realized how precious the previous reunion was.

Less than two days after leaving the Taiwei Mansion, during the march between Tian Shaoqing and Shu Wang, the wounds were difficult to heal, and their condition was getting worse and worse.

She claimed that she was ill, she went to the street to grab medicine, asked from pharmacy to pharmacy, no one could heal her injuries, she wanted to go back to the inn, walked to a barren land, suddenly fainted, and when she woke up, she lay down in front of the god of the broken temple.

Shu Wang looked at her for a while, full of questions: "Young girl, you are injured, why are you still poisoned?"

Tian Shaoqing turned his face away and didn't speak, Shu Wang couldn't help but sigh and said: "Hey, how fortunate the son is, you are too good to him......" Suddenly, he turned around and said: "I'll go find a doctor!"

Unexpectedly, in half a moment, Shu Wang had already brought someone back.