Thank you.

Really, this is my gratitude from the bottom of my heart

Actually, it's not that the contract was unsuccessful, because I have never applied for a contract until now.

I'm a newcomer, I'm a novice, I've never been in contact with the Internet, and I don't know what to sign or push. All my achievements and progress are the result of everyone's support step by step, really.

So every now and then I upload a lot of words, and I want to let everyone know that I'm always trying to give back to you.

The reason why I say I'm feeling depressed is not because of the contract, because I haven't tried to sign yet. Instead, I suddenly felt very confused and tired, and I didn't know what to continue for.

Upload nearly 10,000 words every day, so that after desperately advertising for yourself. On the surface, I am a person who is hungry for success. Actually, it's not, I said I just wanted to tell a good story, that's all.

But where is the motivation? sacrificing the time of the more daughter-in-law, I am in the code word, sacrificing my own game time, I am in the code word. I now have pain in my spine every day because of the code word code (this book has been on for less than half a month, 110,000 words). But what do I see, or what am I expecting?

I don't really know

I opened all the online websites, and the male frequencies that caught my eye were basically all small white texts, and the female frequencies were all grandstanding. In other words, in addition to the hard work of code words, those who have grasped the so-called mainstream of the Internet, where is the value of words, literary and artistic value, and the value of giving people to think and inspire?

It's not that I can't write Xiaobaiwen, but if I want to write, I can write n parts. I used to write campus novels and Xianxia novels, two types of things that can't be hit by eight poles (at the starting point, it's not famous, and it took six 6,600 hits for two months). But what can it be? I, we, and the people who really want people to see something, what is our passion for? What do we tap the keyboard for?

So I was confused and in a bad mood.

That's it.

So I didn't bother with the book for a noon, and I haven't touched a word of my new chapter until now.

Because I'm waiting, waiting for myself to give myself a reason to convince myself.

That's it.

I waited for everyone's encouragement, all my lovely peers and friends to encourage me, and some people sent me messages to encourage me.

Thank you, thank you, Dye Xiyao's heart is really warm.

I suddenly understood that some people, maybe do this, do nothing, just for that little bit of excitement when they click to upload a chapter, and that's it.

I'm going to keep going, and it's the same as before, even if I only have one reader, even if I haven't signed up for five million yet.

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Isn't it?