Text Chapter 84 Painstaking Seeking Deliberate Avoidance
In this way, the two of them began to flip through the books that Murong Feng had brought.
At this time, Murong Feng suddenly saw a text, so he said to Zhong Shen: "Zhong Shen, you see, there is such a story here. It is said that there was once a large family, and the parents always doted on the young son and wanted to leave all the family property to the young son, but the eldest son was unwilling, but he could not bear the infamy of unfilial piety, so in order to win the family property, he thought of a way. ”
"What's the solution?"
The eldest son invited an old man, and cast a spell on his own ox, and then when the ox was plowing, he changed his usual route, and ran like crazy, and the people did not dare to come forward to obstruct it, and when the ox stopped, he found that the place where the ox had walked was actually written in handwriting. ”
"What is written?"
Murong Feng picked up the book and read it word by word: "If you give up the big and pass the small, the heavens will not tolerate it." ”
"Huh?" Zhong Shen couldn't help but be a little surprised when he heard this.
Murong Feng continued: "Then, everyone always thought that this was the will of heaven, and the parents of that family did not dare to disobey the will of heaven, so they had to change their original decision and pass on the family property to their eldest son. ”
"I see. ”
"Zhong Shen, in fact, this is not providence at all. The book says that this is all because the old Taoist cast a spell on the cow and faked the so-called providence. ”
"Brother Murong, your consciousness is to say that the matter of my family that day, someone also cast a spell on the pigeon, and then choked to death and repeated the old trick, wanting to snatch my family's lotus flower by the will of heaven?"
"It's not impossible. Murong Feng said.
"But we don't have any proof. Although Zhong Shen saw hope, he was still uneasy.
"yes, that's where I'm worried. Zhong Shen, don't worry, let's look again and see if there are any other clues. ”
However, the two of them rummaged through all the books, but still couldn't find a way.
Looking at the regret on Murong Feng's face, Zhong Shen comforted: "Brother Murong, don't be discouraged, in short, now at least we know that someone must be framed by this." Brother Murong, I am really grateful to you. ”
"Zhong Shen, don't say such things, I treat you like a brother, and I naturally won't look at you embarrassed. Murong Feng patted Zhong Shen on the shoulder, and then said like a brother.
"By the way, Zhong Shen, I have something I want to ask you. ”
"Big brother, please speak. ”
"Zhong Shen, can you tell me about my past?" Murong Feng asked tentatively.
"What happened before?" Hearing Murong Feng say this, Zhong Shen couldn't help but worry. Did Forsythia and Murong Feng say something just now?
"Zhong Shen, let me tell you the truth, I have always had a doubt, I always feel that there is an important woman in my life who has appeared, but I can't remember it at all. Just a few days ago, your eldest brother Zhong Jin came to my house and said a lot of crazy things, saying that I had an old lover, and at that time, my master was worried that he would say too much, so he knocked him unconscious. You also know that I am in the Murong family, and no one will tell me the truth, so I can only beg you. ”
Looking at Murong Feng's sincere appearance, Zhong Shen panicked.
"Brother Murong, my brother was talking nonsense at that time, don't take it to heart. ”
"Zhong Shen, if it's just your eldest brother who says it alone, forget it. ”
"Anyone else?" Zhong Shen asked in surprise.
Murong Feng nodded.
"Who?" asked like this, but Zhong Shen already had the answer in his heart.
"It's your wife. ”
As expected, it seems that this forsythia really said something to Brother Murong.
"Zhong Shen, Forsythia said to me, I once had a lover. ”
"Then did she tell you who this lover is?" Zhong Shen hurriedly asked.
"No, we haven't finished talking before you come in. Zhong Shen, I always feel that this matter has something to do with the Zhong family, why are you lying to me, why can't you tell me the truth?"
Looking at Murong Feng's painful appearance, Zhong Shen felt very uncomfortable in his heart, but Zhong Shen knew that if he told Murong Feng everything, that would be the beginning of the real pain.
"Brother Murong, I," Zhong Shen didn't know what to say.
"Zhong Shen, if you really think of me as a big brother, you must tell me. You know what? This pain of being robbed of your memory, this feeling of desolation without a past, really makes people have unspeakable pain. ”
Zhong Shen was silent.
"Zhong Shen," Murong Feng took Zhong Shen's hand and said emotionally, "Please tell me." Is there such an old lover?"
Zhong Shen had no choice but to nod.
It seems that all this is true, Murong Feng doesn't know whether he should be glad that he knows the truth, or whether he should be sad that he forgot everything.
"Then tell me, why did I forget it all? Who erased my memory, what about that woman? where is she now? who is it, why did I forget all this, is it to take that woman from me, so that woman must be in danger at this moment. Zhong Shen, do you recognize that woman?"
"Yes. Zhong Shen replied in a low voice.
"Then has her memory been erased?" Murong Feng asked excitedly.
"Nope. ”
"Who the hell is it, who erased my memory? Why did you do this? That woman, is it in his hand? Zhong Shen, tell me quickly, who is the person who erased my memory, I am going to save that woman, she must be waiting for me to save her. ”
Seeing Murong Feng's excited appearance, Zhong Shen began to be silent again.
In the face of Zhong Shen's silence, Murong Feng was about to go crazy.
"Zhong Shen, human life is at stake, why didn't you tell me?"
"Brother Murong, calm down. ”
Murong Feng yelled at Zhong Shen: "Calm down, calm down, how can I be calm? My memory is gone now, my lover, I don't know where I am now, I am in danger, you say, how should I be calm!"
"Brother Murong, that woman is fine now. Zhong Shen really had no choice, in order to appease Murong Feng, he had no choice but to say this.
"Then you tell me, who is it, and why did you erase my memory and not let me meet that woman?"
Zhong Shen looked at Murong Feng, who was almost collapsing in front of him, and felt very uncomfortable.
He knows that now the eldest brother Zhong Jin and the eldest sister-in-law Wan'er have finally trusted each other and lived a peaceful life, and the two of them have gone through many ups and downs to get to where they are today, so such happiness cannot be destroyed.
He couldn't bear to see his eldest brother get drunk again because of love, and he couldn't bear to see his elderly mother worry about his eldest brother again.
However, he also couldn't bear to see Murong Feng, who had a life-saving grace for him, suffering so much and separating from the person he loved the most.
The truth, sometimes, is not a good thing.
Zhong Shen paused and said, "Brother Murong, you always suspect that your memory was erased by the wicked, and the difference between yourself and that woman is also because of the wicked, right?"
"Isn't it?"
"Brother Murong, if I tell you that the person who erased your memory is that woman, will you believe it?"
"What?" Murong Feng couldn't believe his ears.
Zhong Shen sighed and continued: "Brother Murong, all the decisions are the decisions of that woman, no one wants to harm you, especially the people of the Zhong family, we have never wanted to harm you. ”
"Why, why?"
"Because she's going to protect you. Because this is the best outcome for you. ”
"Impossible, why, why should she let me forget her, doesn't she love me?"
"It is precisely because she loves you that she will erase your memory, make you forget her, and start a new life well. ”
After listening to Zhong Shen's words, Murong Feng suddenly lost his strength and sat on the ground.
It turned out that the initiator turned out to be herself.
"Zhong Shen, that woman, how are you now?" Murong Feng asked weakly.
"She is married, she is living happily, and her husband loves her very much and takes good care of her, you can rest assured of that. Zhong Shen said lightly.
Murong Feng was speechless in pain.
"Brother Murong," Zhong Shen was very sad when he saw Murong Feng, who had lost his soul, so he helped him up and continued: "Brother Murong, sometimes, the truth is not necessarily a good thing. Since that woman has such a choice, you also have to choose to accept it, if you blindly have your own temperament, in the end, maybe the truth is not the happiness you want, and at the same time, the woman's hard work has also been let down by you. ”
Zhong Shen's words were very reasonable, and Murong Feng didn't know how to express his feelings for a while.
Looking at the silent Murong Feng, Zhong Shen continued: "Brother Murong, now, the past is no longer important to you, you need to look forward. Well, do you have any plans?"
"What are the plans? What hope can a person who has no past, a person who has been abandoned by his lover?"
I didn't expect my promise to be exchanged for such a negative misanthropy as Brother Murong.
"Brother Murong, you must know that that woman did not take the initiative to give up on you, she made that choice out of love for you, so you are not abandoned, on the contrary, you are redeemed. Don't say anything like that, in my heart, Brother Murong has always been a positive and courageous person, and you have always been my role model, so don't do this. ”
"Well, thank you for telling me something like this, I'm leaving. After speaking, Murong Feng left the Zhong family.
Zhong Shen originally wanted to keep it, but seeing Murong Feng's very lost expression, Zhong Shen didn't say anything, so he had to let him go, perhaps, at this moment, the space of one person is the best treatment.
Murong Feng walked on the way back, and his mood was extremely low.
Originally, he made this trip with the intention of finding his past as soon as possible.
However, I didn't expect my past to be so complicated. All the endings, there was no helplessness, it was all the arrangement of the woman she had always wanted to find.
The most painful thing in the world may be that you are trying to find someone, worrying about someone, thinking that because of your own departure, that person may be in trouble, so you overcome all difficulties and think about saving her.
However, in the end, the person you insisted on looking for turned out to be avoiding you all along.