Chapter 334

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You keep asking me what you were wrong about and why it ended up like this. Pen %Fun %Cabinet www.biquge.info copy URL visit

I didn't answer because I was also at fault.

So, where did we go wrong?

We are wrong to overestimate the length of love, thinking that a lifetime is really like saying that it will be shaken hand in hand for a lifetime, but is a lifetime really so short?

We are wrong to underestimate the power of time, thinking that our love can really resist the time that dilutes everything, but what about the truth?

The fact is that a lifetime is more difficult to shake past than we imagine when we are immersed in love and have no brains, and our love, which is not strong at all, is still corroded by time and falls apart after all.

You once said that everyone will have her own happiness, and everyone will have her belonging.

At that time, I was thinking, will I be your happiness, will I be your belonging?

Now, I think I know the answer.

You have become the happiness I have ever had, but I cannot be where you belong.

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I like quiet girls.

It's the kind of girl who sits in front of the window that day, and when the wind blows, she pulls her hair behind her ears with a slender hand with a red string.

Looking at the past from afar, the face carved by the morning light has a hazy but unreachable beauty.

I don't know how long I've watched you, but after I went back that day, my neck was sore all night.

I didn't know it at the time, but you already knew I was looking at you, and at that time, you were looking at me with your peripheral eyes.

So, while I'm glad my neck can still move, you're also glad that your eyes can still turn back.

I think maybe that's the beginning for us.

Our original yearning was to find a dream lover who was like each other and defined by it.

I often go to the library because I really don't like to play basketball like most boys, and it's okay to watch other people play, but every time I go to see it, I get pulled on the court, so I don't go to the basketball court anymore. I used the time others used to play and continue to add chips to my status as a top student.

Later, I had another reason to go to the library.

That's you. You'll often sit quietly by the window, occasionally pulling your hair down, smiling at a moment, and it's hard to look away.

I "encountered" you in the library every day, and after a week of "chance encounter", you suddenly did not sit in the same place, but saw me coming, and sat next to me.

You turn to me and smile, it's the first time I've seen you so closely, and I can even see the fan-shaped eyelashes that look like fluttering butterfly wings.

"You've seen me watch it for days, can I think you're interested in me?"

Be open and bold, it's my first impression of you at close range.

I smiled back and said, "Yes." ”

God knows why I answered that, but actually, I don't think it knows.

Because I don't know why.

Love, how do you explain it? Is it explained by biology that the body produces dopamine, or is the explanation based only on material and emotional things?

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Did I look at you too much before, do you need to keep staring at me?

I thought it to myself, but I didn't dare to say it.

And you sit next to me, look at me intently with your head sideways, and when you are tired, you switch to the other side.

I was very happy to see it, but it made me sit still.

"I think I really need to think about how to deal with the mistress. "You say.

I thought I understood what it meant to be "amazing," flipped a page and asked, "Why?"

Why, are you afraid that I will find a junior?

You suddenly laugh and continue your "surprising speech": "Because people say that handsome guys are very attentive." ”

"In fact, sometimes, you can't say that, some men don't care, but a lot of affection. ”

"That's an excuse. You laugh again mockingly.

Females, females, the most dangerous and cruel creatures on earth, can also afford the words "dangerous and cruel" when it comes to what they question.

However, love that can withstand doubts will last for a long time, right?

"If you believe it, this is the truth, if you don't believe it, this is fiction, it is an excuse. After saying that, I regretted it.

Many friends have told me: "Reasoning with women, do you have water in your brain?"

So, in exchange, the two of us were silent for a long time.

I don't know if you think I've stepped on your tail.

But I think I know why sweet-tongued men are so popular, because they can always easily avoid women's scales.

As you leave the library, you finally speak, "I'm not questioning you. Moreover, a man with a heart is always better than an amorous man. ”

Yes, a man with a heart is better than an amorous man.

A man with a heart can protect himself from bleeding in the game of love, and when he is about to be hurt, he can easily withdraw without being locked by love, and he will always have a central point, there will always be a real goal, and everything else is just a foil.

But what about the amorous man, because he lacks love, so he will dedicate all his love to others, he will be locked by every affectionate person, and finally let down all the people who love him and the people he loves, and he also loses himself, and the end is to let everyone go back together.

Later on, you asked me, if out of the two, you were one of them, then which one would you choose.

I said, whether it is dedicated, flowery, or affectionate, it is better than being affectionate.

It's always 10,000 times better than being kind.

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Most girls expect the boy who loves them to say "I love you" to them personally and affectionately.

But I am destined to be unable to say this.

It's not that I don't love you, it's not that I'm thin-skinned and can't say such sensual words.

It's that I don't know, I don't love you enough to say this, I'm more afraid that you are addicted to listening, and you always want me to say it.

You know, if you say too much, what it originally represents will deteriorate. I don't want to be a frivolous person who says "I love you" when he says "I love you".

So, I'm not too interested in saying these three words.

But you don't understand. You're one of the most girls, but you're not getting what you expected.

I also don't understand why, if I don't say "I love you", I don't love you.

The first time we came up, you like to go to KFC, but I like to go to McDonald's.

Differences are often unavoidable in love, and the solution is either to bypass this disagreement, or someone compromises.

I love you, so I compromised, and I did what you wanted, but I didn't let you get the fulfillment you wanted.

You don't feel what other people say about happiness, you just feel cold.

I'm really sorry that I can't say something I don't want to say with affection, and it makes you come to the conclusion that I don't love you at all.

No one is awake when they are immersed in love.

Sober, that is, there is no sinking, just a shallow taste.

I don't blame you for not understanding me, but I really can't get a vexatious woman who thinks I don't love her.

We all need to be calm, you need it, and I think I need it too.

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Back to the beginning, we were all greedy for each other, the breath of habit in dreams.

Because I've always longed for it, but when I got it, I found that it wasn't as beautiful as I imagined.

As time goes by, more and more shortcomings are magnified in front of our eyes, and our love looks like it is covered with irreparable scars.

I thought that there were a thousand and ten thousand ways to separate, but I never thought of this one.

Little three, what a ridiculous two words.

Is it me who overestimated my loyalty in your heart?!How can you use such pathetic, distrustful grounds to veto my efforts for so long, to veto everything that has come before us.

You don't think you met your prince, so what can I do?

I think I may just play the role of a knight, a supporting role in your life, and a passerby on your way to pursue love.

As a supporting role, you must have the consciousness that you will be killed by all kinds of seconds that you don't know what it is at any time.

I have no choice but to watch your back drift away.

We used to be in love.

When you think about it, why don't you feel sad?

Is it time that has rejected someone who is not suitable for you, or has you let go of your happiness yourself?

When another, cheerful and lively girl, came into my life. In fact, I realized that it wasn't just quiet that was right for me.

I hope that she and I can go further, and I will not think about it for the rest of my life.

As long as you go farther than the last time, it's good enough.

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You're tired of stumbling on the road of love and you're back.

You said to me with red eyes: "In the past, I often heard my table mate mention you, she said that she is your most loyal fan, you are cold, you are indifferent, she told me in detail. I think you should be a hard person to get close to. But that day I found out that it wasn't, you secretly looked at me, it was very cute, obviously secretly, but it was so open. I slowly approached you and found that you are a person who knows what skin care products I use, and often has sunscreen and so on in my bag. You'll copy two notes, you'll stay up with me for a week before the exam, you'll send me home again and you'll ask me to walk in the house before leaving, and then you'll stand downstairs and stare at my window so that the neighbors know you're my boyfriend. Once when I was cooking for you, I didn't know that you were allergic to peanuts, and as a result, you ended up in the hospital, I asked you what was going on, and you didn't say that I made you so miserable. There was also a time when it was raining heavily, and I asked you to pick me up, and then you came in a hurry, and your whole body was soaked, and then you had a high fever, and you refused to let me take care of you, saying that it would be contagious. ”