It's hard for her to be alone, but she just doesn't want to see her parents anymore. There is nothing to do, just wander the streets. Walking slowly alone, cranky. She thought of Zhou Lan, she is a girl from a big city, he likes a rural child, there is no reason to like it, love does not matter the identity, but marriage may encounter the obstruction of reality, if a woman follows a man with all her heart, others will not be able to stop it, but Zhou Lan is difficult to say, I think he is more demanding from Fang Qiang, whether it is his heart or his money. She didn't want him to suffer the blow of love breakdown again, so she suddenly had an idea to go to Zhou Lan's house to inquire about the person.

She knew that Zhou Lan's family lived in the Sihai community in front of the train station, but she didn't know the specific family. Sitting on the 30 zero work delivery, it is approaching the Chinese New Year, and the road vehicles are more congested, and the cars are stop-and-go. The weather was good, the sun came in through the car window and fell on the legs, the road in front was full of cars, motionless, the driver sighed and cursed, "Damn, it's blocked again." It is estimated that he is halfway by car, he is going home, but he can't go with him, and he has no home to go back, wandering in this city that does not belong to him, and at this moment the sense of loss in life fills his heart. Maybe she still has a glimmer of hope in her heart, Zhou Lan is not the kind of woman who wants to marry him, I hope this trip can understand her shortcomings. But when she finally came to the gate of the Sihai Community, she looked at the people coming in and out, bathed in the winter sun until the afternoon, and she didn't see Zhou Lan's shadow. The sun shone obliquely on the sky and the cold wind rose, and she shivered before she felt hungry. turned around and looked for a noodle restaurant next door to eat beef noodles, at this time the beef noodle restaurant was about to feint, ate a bowl, and then came to the door of the Sihai community. After eating, her body was warmer, but there were fewer people entering the door, and she might stay at home when it was cold, thinking that she would be waiting tomorrow, so she took the bus back to the rental house.

Before the 28th day of the lunar month, someone came to set off firecrackers tonight. Look at the calendar this year, there is no thirty, then the day after tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve. Lighting a string of firecrackers has dispersed the smell of Chinese New Year's Eve, the year is coming to an end, looking back on the past and those who are still haunting in the bottom of my heart, lost a year of youth, and what have been lost? A person's life is lost year after year, and it has not been retained, but when it is not careful, what is lost from the side? A little conscience, a little courage, a little enthusiasm, a little innocence, a little brightness...... how should we spend the coming year?

Children on the road outside the window are not afraid of cold playing, happiness is their characteristic, sleeping on the kang on the back to think has entered the adult psychology, quiet can cultivate self-cultivation. I can't resist the cold storm and snow of tomorrow, but I can make my own decisions about tomorrow's life. Envision yourself tomorrow, grasp your own tomorrow, and live a beautiful life.

Time has sent people from childhood to the edge of the grave, when the weak breath is about to stop, the hands can not grasp firmly, the eyelids cannot be opened, the life is over, will the person say sorry or thank you to the world, is it beautiful or regretful?