Chapter 182: Comprehension
Ma Guocai is only 267 years old this year, and his life experience has only been so much. Although there are some experiences, but after all, they are still young people, even if the information in modern society is developed, the experience is rich, but the growth of people's hearts needs to be accumulated slowly.
It is one thing to know many things, and it is another thing to understand and understand clearly. Watching a movie and participating in the plot of the movie is another feeling.
Ma Guocai came to the park alone, surrounded by many people, including parents with children, intimate couples, laughing vendors with balloons, etc., laughing, taking pictures and chatting. He didn't come here for any purpose, mainly because there were a lot of people here, sitting in the shade of a tree with a wide line of sight, looking at the travelers around him. Maybe many people are busy and come here to relax and relieve the pressure in life.
Not far away, a three- or four-year-old child, holding his father's hand, stood at a small vendor selling balloons of all kinds of animals, but refused to leave: "Dad, I want that elephant balloon!"
The man looked at his son, and could only helplessly say to the man who sold balloons: "How much is one?"
When the vendor saw the business coming, his face was full of smiles: "Ten yuan!"
"So expensive?" The man frowned, picked up his son, and coaxed: "Xiaojia, this thing is too expensive, will Dad go outside and buy it for you?"
The child was reluctant and said, "No, I want this elephant." ”
"Be good, obedient, Dad will go outside and buy you two more!" The man continued to coax.
"No, I want it now!" The child looked at the balloon with longing in his eyes.
The man turned his face and began to reprimand. Because buying such a balloon outside costs five yuan at most, but here it costs ten yuan, and if you go to a supermarket or something like buying it, it may cost one or two yuan, or even cheaper, men are naturally reluctant to buy it here.
When the child was scolded by his father, he immediately burst into tears and slapped his father with his little hands.
The boy's father was so upset by the little guy that he had to take out ten dollars and buy one from the vendor. When the child held the balloon, he immediately stopped crying, and all his thoughts seemed to be instantly attracted by the elephant's balloon.
Ma Guocai saw this scene from afar, and couldn't help but think of his childhood, he was like this at that time, in his vague memory, sometimes he fell to the ground, he stayed where he was and refused to get up, and it was useless for others to pull, only when his mother came to pull him up, he was willing to move. Looking back now, I don't understand the way I thought when I was a child.
The parents quarreled, and the mother ran to her mother's house, and she didn't take him with her, just chasing and chasing after her, only to cry hard. At that time, my mind was really simple, if I liked it, if I didn't like it, if I didn't like it, I was sad, I laughed when I was happy, and I made trouble when I wanted something.
But now, sometimes I can't laugh when I'm happy, and sometimes I'm always troubled by all kinds of troubles. When you are sad, there is no one to talk to, and you can't cry. Many people don't like to do things, they have to do it every day. Emotions seem to have become a tool for begging for a living in society!
Looking back on more than 20 years of life, from babbling to almost 30. How many naïve thoughts did I have when I was a child, and when I think about it, I occasionally feel the urge to slap myself to death.
When I was a child, my thoughts were very simple, an idea was an idea, like it was like, happy was laughing, it was a very innocent feeling, and it would not be mixed with any other thoughts. And now, a thought will come to mind, and then another will come to you.
I saw a woman pushing a stroller in the distance, taking the child for a walk, and the child in the stroller, not distinguishing between men and women, with a pair of dark and bright, pure eyes, was looking around curiously, sometimes laughing and moving around in it. I can't speak, it's all voice, hey, ah, haha!
What a simple child, I can't help but think of a sentence in my mind: "Self-nature is as it is, and it is as it is!"
What is it like? Isn't it a baby when a child is born?
There is a sentence in the Tao Te Ching that reads: "Holding the camp and embracing one, can it be inseparable, can it be as dedicated and gentle, and can it be as a baby?" Can you not separate? Concentrate on exhaling until the breath is smooth and soft. Can you be like a baby? Taoist qigong practice basically follows this sentence.
A baby's mind and body are extremely pure, so they can grow and develop quickly.
Ma Guocai thought about this, and couldn't help but close his eyes and meditate to realize, to feel the simple heart of returning to his childhood, to abandon all his troubles and thoughts, no longer think, but just to feel.
In the lively park, the heart is getting quieter and quieter, as if it is surrounded by various sounds, let go of the heart, no longer restrain him, and no longer look at everything around him with his eyes, but listen with his ears, the sound gradually becomes clearer, all kinds of sounds are classified, footsteps, talking, laughter, these voices, express all kinds of emotions in the human heart, happiness, happiness, sadness, sadness, distress, love, appreciation, longing, expectation, and so on.
Following these voices, to feel the emotions expressed in them, he didn't know how far he had heard, and it seemed that he was no longer confined to this park. These voices represent the seven emotions and six desires of people, and he is surrounded by these voices, gradually getting carried away, not knowing where he is, as if these voices are his seven emotions and six desires, telling him about happiness and unhappiness, and all kinds of emotions are surrounding him.
The heart and God gradually become one, merging into one, so that the whole self seems to have received a new change.
"I, thoughtless, quiet as crystal, seven emotions and six desires, one after another, in the center, forget so, I am me, let the wind and rain prevail, stand tall, the sea is dry and rotten, the mind is one, quiet!
A kind of comprehension gradually came to my heart, as if I saw all my emotions, surrounding me, intertwined, trying to affect my mind, those emotions, like wind and rain eroding myself at all times. There is no so-called nature, there is no good and no evil, there is no sorrow and no joy, you are yourself, a pure self.
The seven emotions and six desires have not been annihilated, but surround themselves like a broken silk thread.
When he was in this state, someone suddenly pushed him: "Hey, friend, wake up." ”
Ma Guo was just pushed to wake up, a little unhappy, and looked at the uncle with a red armband in front of him suspiciously.
"Are you okay, I see you've been sleeping here for a long time, it's getting dark!"
As soon as he saw that the sky was already setting, Ma Guocai realized that he had been here for at least seven or eight hours. No wonder this kind uncle came to see the situation.
"It's okay, it's okay, thank you, uncle, I'm leaving!"
Under the strange gaze of the uncle, Ma Guocai hurriedly left.
On the way home, he received a call from Tang Ziyi, asking where he was and whether he would come back for dinner. Being cared for, a wave of emotion and happiness grows in my heart and swells up in my heart. This emotion, he seems to be able to clearly feel his existence, and it is no longer like before, without a trace.
When he returned home and saw the mother and daughter, there were several emotions in his heart, including joy, possession, lust, etc., which were surging towards him together. It's a wonderful feeling, and it seems like you can choose to accept it or not. When he accepted these emotions, he seemed to return to the feeling of the morning, but with great clarity.
When the mind digests this emotion, the mind seems to be a little brighter, and it cannot be seen, but it can be felt, and this feeling cannot be expressed in words. Could it be that this is the so-called red dust heart training?
After dinner, Ma Guocai accompanied the mother and daughter to sit in the living room to watch a talk show.
"Husband, I want to eat apples!" Tang Ziyi is pregnant, and occasionally wants to eat something sour, and there is a basket of green apples on the coffee table.
"Okay, I'll peel you!" Ma Guocai got up and was about to take the green apple on the coffee table, when he suddenly had a feeling that when he wanted to take the green apple, it seemed that the green apple moved on its own. Strange, is it a delusion?
Ma Guocai stretched out his hand to the green apple, thinking about taking it, this thought moved, slightly stronger, and the green apple actually flew into his hand automatically. What's going on, how can this be?
Ma Guocai really held the apple in his hand, a little stunned, this was not an illusion, he didn't use his divine thoughts, but the apple flew over automatically.
He went to get the fruit knife again, and as soon as the same thought moved, the fruit knife moved, and he strengthened this thought, and the fruit knife automatically flew into his hand again. This time is very short, and the mother and daughter did not notice this anomaly, and they were both attracted by the TV show.
It's weird, it's weird! It's amazing. Ma Guocai took the fruit knife and peeled the apples while thinking, what is the reason, as long as he moves his mind, the items will automatically fly over?
At eight or nine o'clock, the talk show was over, and when the mother and daughter went to wash up, Ma Guo began to experiment in the living room, and found that about a pound or so of items, as long as the mind moved, they could automatically fly over, and like those pounds or even heavier, there was no response, and they had to use their minds.
After testing it for a while, I felt that in fact, the divine thoughts were consumed, but not much. I couldn't help but wonder if this was the result of the unity of mind and mind? In fact, it was the mind that commanded the mind to get the object in a more stable, faster, and more subtle way! This even made him feel that his wish had come true!
In the past, using one's mind to observe one's surroundings was like a person looking through a telescope, but now, as long as the mind moves, the image will automatically reflect in the mind. Of course, there is still a distance limit, but it is much more flexible and powerful than the Divine Thoughts, and the Divine Thoughts consumed are also pitiful.
This Tang Ziyi is washing PP, no matter what angle it is, he can see it clearly, the water dripping from the hair, and the rebound of the hair after caressing it are clearly reflected in his mind.
At the same time, a pure desire arises in the heart, and when this desire is received into the mind, the body immediately begins to react. Is this the power of desire? (To be continued.) If you like this work. You are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, your support is my biggest motivation ......)