Towering mountains, wild and dense forests, the mountains in the middle of summer are full of life, and the activities of wild beasts are also extremely frequent.

Leaving the convoy to the imperial capital of Youxiong Kingdom, it took more than a month to avoid the patrol soldiers of the Ghost Fang tribe, and Yang Fanhai returned to this homeland that belonged to him.

This time there is no homesickness last time, but there is more melancholy and confusion, and the uncontrollable discomfort in my heart.

Entering the winding mountain, the car was familiar with the road, and through the array of Gendui, I came to the cave with the wooden door. The door was not closed, which meant that Master Feng did not leave.

Pushing the door in, the grass was green, the sun was shining, and Master Feng's voice came from not far away: "I'm back!"

Master Feng seems to be very fond of fishing, and every time he comes back, you can see his back by the stream.

"Yes, Master Feng!" Yang Fanhai nodded and walked towards Master Feng, only when he got closer, he saw Master Feng casually raise his hand, and the fishing rod and fishing line were drawn.

It was another test of his skills, and as soon as the black spear came out, Yang Fanhai greeted him. There is no need to be really angry, and his heart is full of emotions, and he is happy, and there is no accident, he was jerked by the fishing wire, and his nose and face were swollen in a moment.

Goodbye Master Feng moved casually, the fishing line flew back, fell into the stream, and the storm disappeared as if nothing had happened.

"There has been some improvement in marksmanship, but there is no fighting spirit, is there something going on?" asked Master Feng.

Yang Fanhai walked behind Master Feng and sat down cross-legged, and nodded: "The country of Ji is gone, I was defeated and captured, if it weren't for the enemy's main general, I wouldn't even be able to come back......"

When I was about to leave Panshan last time, what happened between this time I came back, I had to briefly talk about it.

"The country of thistle is gone, are you sad?" asked Master Feng.

Yang Fanhai nodded: "Yes, I feel extremely uncomfortable, as if my parents were robbed and my home was gone." ”

"Why is this happening?" Master Feng asked again, "You haven't lived in the Ji Country for a long time, and you are basically in the military camp, why is this happening?" Is it because the Kingdom of Thistle is gone, or is it because of Princess Jinglu?"

"It's not because of the princess!" Yang Fanhai shook his head, he clearly knew that it was not because of Princess Jinglu that he was like this, but the specific reason for it seemed that he couldn't say it clearly.

Master Feng put down the fishing rod, looked back at him and said slowly: "There are three major practices in life, you can see through and think about it, you can afford to hold it and put it down, and you can stand up and walk straight. If you can practice to the fullest, you will have no regrets in life. One of the most difficult is to stand up and walk straight, and the easiest is to see through and think clearly. ”

"You're still young, and you still have a lot of time to go, so let's start practicing from seeing through and thinking about it. Think about why it's uncomfortable, so that you can think of ways to resolve it. ”

The Three Great Spiritual ...... Yang Fanhai was quite surprised, he had never heard of this kind of statement, but Master Feng seemed to be quite reasonable, and he thought carefully in his heart and did not speak.

Master Feng didn't bother him, he waited quietly, and after waiting for a long time, Yang Fanhai finally thought of something and said, "It's because of my father." ”

He has always lived in Panshan, which is not actually the land of the Thistle Country. But after coming out of the mountain, he easily felt a sense of belonging to the country of thistle and regarded himself as a member of the country of thistle. This is not because of meeting Princess Jinglu, but because of the influence of her father over the years.

My father is a scholar of the Ji Kingdom, full of enthusiasm, but there is nowhere to show it, and because he is dissatisfied with the political views of the Ji Kingdom, he chose to go into hiding. But over the years, he actually hasn't let go, and often sighs for the head of the thistle country.

I have listened too much, so I see myself as a person from Jiguo, and I was unconsciously influenced by my father, thinking about revitalizing Jiguo and making the lives of the people of Jiguo better.

And now, hope is shattered, not only has it not gotten better, but even the country of Ji no longer exists, which makes his heart full of frustration and has nowhere to confide.

"Master Feng, I've really tried my best, it seems that I can't do anything more than die!" Yang Fanhai whispered, unable to calm the touch in his heart.

"But why, why is this still happening! I can only watch a little bit, day by day, the country of thistle collapses and disappears, and there is nothing I can do, why?"

Speaking of excitement, I finally couldn't bear it anymore and choked up and cried.

At this moment, he didn't know what he was crying for, because of Jiguo, because he was a warrior, because of Princess Jinglu, or because the place where his father's spirit belonged was a little bit of the past in front of his eyes.

For the sake of Ji Guo, he fought until the last moment until he couldn't move. Everything he did was so weak, facing Gongsun Xuanyuan, there was no way, in the face of the thunderous blow of the bear country, he could only watch everything he protected shattered.

No matter how strong a person is, if he endures, he will take off his strong disguise in front of the person he trusts the most, and cry like a child.

The moment he woke up, Yang Fanhai had been uncomfortable and wanted to cry, but he had been patient and unwilling to show his weak side in front of Gongsun Xuanyuan, especially Princess Jinglu. But in front of Master Feng, he finally couldn't bear it anymore.

Master Feng stretched out his hand, touched his head, and then whispered, "I once said that people always have to grow up three times, the first time is when you find that you are not the center of the world, and this second time is when you find that no matter how hard you try, some things cannot succeed. It's just that I didn't expect your second growth to come so quickly. ”

"You've done a good job, it's just that the enemy is too strong, and you know too little about them, and they know too much about you. ”

Yang Fanhai's tears did not stop, he shook his head and said: "However, I really want to win, I don't want the Ji Kingdom to disappear like this! If it weren't for me, the monarch of Changguo might not have joined forces with Youxiong Country." ”

Not being able to lead his men to victory made him feel guilty. He should be the last one to fight among the soldiers of the Ji Kingdom, although it is indeed not his fault, but he always feels that it is because he has lost, so the Ji Kingdom is gone.

Especially thinking of the words that the monarch of Changguo said that day, it was precisely because of his existence that he decided to join forces with Gongsun Xuanyuan to plan Jiguo. One thing after another was connected, and his heart was full of torment.

"That's just maybe!" Master Feng shook his head: "And Gongsun Xuanyuan has also made it very clear to you, even if there is no attack from the Bear Country, you will face the invasion of the Zhu Kingdom in the near future." The country of thistle, which has not had time to become stronger, will still be inevitably defeated and destroyed at that time. ”

"In the final analysis, if you want to really find the culprit, you can only blame the weakness of the thistle country. However, the strengthening of a country is not an overnight thing, it takes several generations to work hard, as long as tens of thousands of years, or at least decades. ”

"You have only been a member of the Thistle Country for more than two years, and with your ability, you can't fundamentally change this country. ”

"Is it also because I'm weak?" Yang Fanhai lowered his head: "If I can be stronger, if I can defeat Gongsun Xuanyuan, if I can resist the attack of Youxiong Country or Zhu Kingdom, everything will not be like this." ”

"Yes, you're still weak!" Master Feng nodded, "But it's inevitable, no one can be born strong enough to have no scruples." ”

"On the day when Hongjun was a slave, the Eastern Emperor also knelt! Even the supreme of heaven and earth had a time when he needed to look up to people to breathe. You are still young, and when you are weak in life, there are some things that cannot be changed. ”

But it's not a bad thing that happens, and if it's too smooth, it can get carried away and ignore the potential dangers. Some dangers grow, and once they reach a certain level, the consequences may be even more difficult to accept. The earlier the outbreak, the more damage will be avoided. ”

"As Gongsun Xuanyuan said, the great integration of the human race is inevitable. The collapse of the country is inevitable, today it is the country of thistle, and tomorrow it may be the country of Xiong or the country of Zhu. ”

"Since there are still foreign races pressing the realm and eyeing the tiger, then we should let go of the past and think about it is no longer just the affairs of the Ji Kingdom, but the affairs of the human race. ”

"Before I say that, you grieve for the country of thistle because of your father. But have you ever thought clearly about whether your father is worried about the people of the country of Ji or the country of thistle?"

"I ......" Yang Fanhai opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't speak clearly at all.

The state seems to have been created by the royal family, and the representative of the country should be the royal family. But if the country of Ji changes to a royal family, my father should not feel sad, but may be happy.

In the final analysis, my father should be concerned about the people who live on this land and can be called clansmen, even if the country changes, as long as the clansmen in my father's heart live well, then he should not be uncomfortable.

After a moment of silence, he still said, "It should be the people!"

"That's it!" Master Feng nodded: "The country is gone, the royal family is gone, but the people are still there." Moving away from your hometown is a sad thing, but as long as you're alive, it's not too bad. ”

"Rather than weeping over past failures, we should think about how to make up for this regrettable failure. ”

"The country of Ji is gone, but the people of the country of Ji are still there. If you have moved to the place where you live, you will naturally miss the place where you once lived. Since Gongsun Xuanyuan promised to recapture this land one day, if you also agree, then you can continue to work hard for this matter. ”

"A failure is not terrible, no matter who you have had at one time or another. The terrible thing is to be knocked down by this defeat and never recover. ”

"Sometimes, we have to let go of our pride and admit our shortcomings, which is not to admit defeat, but to grow. ”

"If you don't want to have greater regrets, you can do what you want. Regain what was lost, let the people return to their former homeland, and at that moment, you may find that some things are more meaningful than you imagined!"