Speaking of Murong Wan'er's life, all girls should be very envious.

Since marrying into the Zhong family, the Zhong family has been full of praise for this new daughter-in-law.

On the matter of saving the lotus flower that day, Wan'er was really kind to the Zhong family, first brought everyone to find Mei Wanli, and won the game with her own wisdom, so that Mei Wanli agreed to help the Zhong family, and at the same time replaced Shui'er, as a member of the Zhong family, completed the ceremony of saving the lotus, it can be said that without Wan'er's help along the way, there would be no peaceful life for the Zhong family today.

Therefore, whether it is Zhong Dushan or Mrs. Zhong, they are very satisfied with Wan'er.

Zhong Shen also admired this sister-in-law, after all, as a person who had experienced it personally, he saw all Wan'er's help to the Zhong family, as well as Shui'er, he had always liked this sister, and now she has really become his own family, and she is even more happy every day.

For today's happiness, Zhong Jin really cherishes it, and for this new daughter-in-law, Zhong Jin is even more pampered, and almost all the men in the world should have the favor to this woman who she has never let go.

has become the daughter-in-law of a wealthy family, her in-laws like it, and her brother-in-law and sister-in-law are also satisfied, not to mention that there is such a husband who loves herself, which is probably something that all women dream of.

However, Wan'er really couldn't be happy.

Facing everyone's smiling faces, Wan'er knew that if she was really cold all day long, she would really be sorry for everyone.

Now that Feng'er has returned to a normal life, this is the best ending for herself.

So, Wan'er tried to try to fall in love with Zhong Jin, but she couldn't deceive herself, that heart really only belonged to Murong Feng.

Of course, Zhong Jin didn't fail to see such a situation, but he still chose to forbear, thinking that one day, he would move Wan'er.

On this day, the whole family sat down at the dinner table to eat.

Seeing the family reunion, Zhong Dushan was naturally overjoyed, and Mrs. Zhong was also very happy.

"Wan'er, we have a custom here, that is, three days after the wedding, the new daughter-in-law will go back to her parents' house. When the time comes, I will ask Zhong Jin to send you back, and then bring some snow lotus to your master, I heard that your little sister is not in good health, so let her use the snow lotus to make up for it when the time comes. ”

Mrs. Zhong's kindness, Wan'er understood it, but when she thought that she had finally retracted her heart, if she went back again, she was really afraid that there would be another incident.

"Mother, since I am married, I have nothing to do with the Murong family, besides, Zhong Jin has been very busy recently, so I won't trouble him, and I won't be in my mother's house. ”

Unexpectedly, her kindness was rejected like this, and Mrs. Zhong showed a displeased expression on her face.

Seeing that his mother was a little angry, Zhong Jin hurriedly said, "Mother, Wan'er is also thinking about me and doesn't want me to be tired." ”

This Zhong Jin, who had just gotten married, protected his daughter-in-law like this, which made Mrs. Zhong also very helpless, after all, there is a good saying: marry a daughter-in-law and forget her mother.

"Wan'er, I know you are sensible, but after all, rules are rules, besides, our Zhong family is also a big family with a head and a face, and we are very decent in doing things, you are very embarrassing for us like this, when the time comes, let others talk about it, they will definitely say that our Zhong family does not understand etiquette. Mrs. Zhong said.

Wan'er was about to speak, Zhong Jin hurriedly said, "Wan'er, since mother insists on letting you go back, let's go back." After speaking, he looked at Wan'er, who lowered her head and did not speak.

"Chicken soup is coming. At this time, the maid brought the freshly stewed chicken soup.

"Great, great, got chicken soup to drink. Shui'er said happily.

In normal times, Mrs. Zhong would have been the first to give a bowl of water, but today, Mrs. Zhong gave Wan'er the first bowl of chicken soup.

"Wan'er, this is the chicken soup I specially told the kitchen to boil for you, you drink it while it's hot. Mrs. Zhong said.

Wan'er smiled and said, "Thank you, mother." Then, the chicken broth was served.

"Mother is eccentric," Shui Er said pretending to be angry.

"Haha, the water is jealous. Shui'er, now your sister-in-law is a new member of the family, and she will bring us more new members in the future, so her mother naturally has to take care of her more. Mrs. Zhong said with a smile.

In this way, Wan'er blushed instantly.

Zhong Jin also felt embarrassed.

"Oh, I see, sister-in-law, you have to give birth to a big fat boy in our family soon. Shui Er said.

Wan'er's face turned even redder, and she didn't know what to say.

"Zhong Jin, you have to come on. Mrs. Zhong also made a joke about Zhong Jin.

The family burst into laughter.

After eating, Wan'er returned to her room, and after a while, Zhong Jin also came in.

Such a newlywed couple is not at all like glue that a newlywed person should have, but is a little more rusty and polite.

"Wan'er, don't take your mother's words seriously today. Zhong Jin said.

"It's okay, I'll listen to my mother, I'll be home in three days. ”

"Actually, that's not what I'm talking about. ”

"What's that?" Wan'er asked, looking up at Zhong Jin.

"Yes, yes," Zhong Jin stuttered suddenly.

At this moment, Wan'er also realized that what Zhong Jin said was that Mrs. Zhong said at the dinner table just now that they should have children early.

At this moment, Wan'er was also silent.

For having a child, Wan'er never thought about it.

As the head of the Zhong family, it is naturally her Murong Wan'er's responsibility to extend the heirs, but now that she is really a heartless person, how can she bring another innocent life to this world, just like herself, she can't help herself.

Even, Wan'er doesn't know if she will love him if she has a child in the future, after all, she really doesn't have any feelings for the child's father.

"Wan'er, if you don't want to, I won't force you. Zhong Jin said sincerely.

"Brother Zhong, I really don't want to talk about these things now, I'm not ready, ready to be a mother. Wan'er lowered her head and her eyes were red.

Seeing Wan'er sad, Zhong Jin's heart was like a knife, he hurriedly walked to Wan'er's side, gently hugged Wan'er, and said: "Wan'er, I know, I know that you don't have me in your heart now, I don't blame you, but, please believe that one day, I will make you fall in love with me, and then, we will have our own children, and I will make you the happiest mother and son in the world." ”

Wan'er looked at Zhong Jin, who was so forbearing, and really didn't know what to say.

"Alright, it's not too early, let's rest early. After speaking, Zhong Jin consciously took the quilt and walked to the study.

In fact, since getting married, although Wan'er agreed to Zhong Jin on the wedding night, Zhong Jin could obviously feel Wan'er's reluctance, so from that day on, Zhong Jin went to sleep in the study.

He hopes that this woman can willingly become his own woman in the future.

Time passed quickly, and it didn't take long for it to come back to Wan'er's home.

On this day, Wan'er got up early and started dressing up.

However, Wan'er is always distracted, after all, when she returns to Murong's house, she will see Murong Feng again.

Although she has made Murong Feng forget herself, she has not forgotten Murong Feng, Wan'er is worried that when she sees Feng'er, she will not be able to control it, but there will be a lot of misunderstandings.

However, Mrs. Zhong tried her best to ask herself to go back to her parents' house, but Wan'er couldn't refuse.

At this time, Zhong Jin came with a gift.

"Wan'er, are you ready?" Zhong Jin asked softly.

"Alright. Wan'er said, her voice trembling a little.

Zhong Jin naturally understood Wan'er's thoughts, in fact, Zhong Jin was more nervous than anyone else about Wan'er's return to her parents' house, and he was also worried about the rekindling of Wan'er's old relationship with Murong Feng, although Murong Yingxue promised herself that day, saying that she would arrange everything and let Zhong Jin rest assured, but Zhong Jin, who was suspicious by nature, was still not at ease.

In this way, two equally nervous people went out.

Along the way, Wan'er sat in the carriage and didn't say a word, just stared out the window.

It's such a familiar scenery, full of memories of her and Feng'er.

However, now this place is empty, there is no Feng'er, and some are just themselves who have become other people's wives, thinking of this, Wan'er couldn't help but shed tears.

At this moment, Zhong Jin gently hugged Wan'er into his arms and wiped away her tears for Wan'er.

After a while, the two of them arrived at Murong's house.

Zhong Jin got out of the car first and went to knock on the door.

Wan'er sat in the car, and her heart rose to her throat.

When I see Feng'er later, I must not shed tears, Wan'er bit her lip and told herself.

"Wan'er, Master has come to open the door, come down. Zhong Jin said.

Wan'er lifted the curtain and walked down.

It's still that door, it's still that courtyard, the place where I have been rooted since birth, and I have returned here again, but it is like a world away.

Wan'er vaguely saw several figures at the door.

However, Wan'er didn't see the familiar shadow.

"Senior sister, you're back. Yan'er said, her eyes couldn't help but turn red.

After not seeing each other for a few days, Yan'er seemed to have grown up again, and Wan'er walked over and saluted the master.

Then, all the people came through the door.

The familiar scene in front of her made Wan'er not know what to say, looking at this grass and trees, Wan'er's heart seemed to be pierced by ten thousand arrows.

Isn't that tree the place where I whispered to Feng'er back then?

Isn't that practice room also the place where I practiced with Feng'er back then?

Isn't that room the place where he and Feng'er make a private agreement for life?

And now, things are people, and everything is resting, and tears are shed first.

Wan'er took every step very carefully, as if if if she was not careful, she would be disproportionate by the sudden appearance of Feng'er.

However, along the way, Wan'er didn't see Feng'er at all.

All the people came to the lobby to rest, Murong Yingxue and Zhong Jin spoke politely, Yan'er also cared about Wan'er and asked Wan'er everything, Wan'er replied absent-mindedly, after all, Wan'er's heart was still worried about Feng'er at this moment.

Murong Kun saw Wan'er's thoughts, so he took advantage of everyone's unpreparedness and quietly said to Wan'er: "Senior sister, don't worry, Master is afraid that you don't want to see Senior Brother, so he has already sent him down the mountain, and he won't come back until three days later." ”

Murong Kun's words made Wan'er's hanging heart finally settle down. After all, since last night, Wan'er has been worried about today's reunion with Feng'er, and now it seems that she is really worried.

However, Wan'er suddenly had an indescribable loss in her heart.

It turned out that in Wan'er's heart, although she was worried about seeing Murong Feng, she still wanted to see Murong Feng even more.

I wonder if he's getting better?

I wonder how he is living now?

I wonder if he already has a new sweetheart?

I wonder if he really forgot about himself?

All these doubts made Wan'er at a loss.

Before coming, Wan'er begged not to see Feng'er, so as not to lose her sense of proportion, but when she couldn't see Feng'er today, Wan'er was very disappointed in her heart.

It turns out that this is a dilemma to see or not to see.

That night, Wan'er stayed at Murong's house, Zhong Jin went back alone, according to custom, Wan'er had to stay at her mother's house for two days, and then Zhong Jin would come to pick her up again.

After dinner, Murong Wan'er returned to her room.

As soon as she walked to the door, Wan'er didn't know for a moment whether she was brave enough to push the door open, after all, there were all her memories inside, even her whole life. After coming out of that door, there was no more Murong Wan'er in the world, the eldest daughter-in-law of the Zhong family, just an empty skin without a heart.

After hesitating for a long time, Wan'er pushed the door open.

Everything in the room has not changed.

Except for the dust that falls, it's business as usual.

However, it is such a thin layer of dust, which seems to be like an unattainable mountain range lying in Wan'er's heart, so that Wan'er does not know how to climb over, and it also seems to make Wan'er and everything before forever.

Wan'er paced softly in the room, her steps were so light, so tiptoeing, as if this was not the place where she had lived for more than twenty years, but someone else's territory.

Yes, after all, there used to be a Murong Wan'er who loved Murong Feng deeply, and at this moment, the person who trespassed into this realm without permission was already a person who had no qualifications to have any intersection with Murong Feng anymore.

Thinking of this, Wan'er is really discouraged.

Wan'er walked to the side of the bed, the quilt was still neatly folded, Wan'er stroked it gently, wanting to feel the temperature it used to be, but it may have been too long, everything here has long been without any trace of Murong Wan'er.

Suddenly, Wan'er found that a corner of the quilt seemed to have been moved, so Wan'er opened it, and inside, the wedding dress she had sewn by herself was still there as it was.

Wan'er didn't have any urge to cry when she saw such a scene, but when Wan'er saw the wedding dress, the tears still couldn't stop flowing.

Once a girl's mood to be married, the joy and apprehension when she used to secretly make a wedding dress, at this moment, all use it in her heart.

Wan'er picked up the wedding dress and pasted her entire face on it, tears soaked the once bright red wedding dress, and also soaked the heart of the once innocent girl.

"Feng'er, after all, I once wore this wedding dress one night, and became your bride one night. Wan'er thought silently, and couldn't help but feel a trace of comfort in her heart.

At this time, there was a sudden knock on the door.

"Big Sister"

It's a wild goose.

Wan'er hurriedly wiped away her tears, and then said, "Please come in." ”

The door opened, and Yan'er walked in.

After not seeing each other for many days, the goose seems to have grown up again, but the gray hair on her head still hasn't improved.

"Senior sister," Yan'er walked over, looking uneasy.

"Come," Wan'er said, holding Yan'er in her arms, "Yan'er, how are you doing lately?"

"Senior sister," Yan'er couldn't stop crying as soon as she spoke.

"Wan'er, what happened?" Seeing Yan'er crying, Wan'er was extremely worried and asked anxiously.

"I'm fine, I just miss you so much" Yan'er cried even more sadly.

"Silly child," Wan'er stroked Yan'er's hair, the snow-white hair grew on the body of a child who was only eighteen years old, Wan'er was still sadder than Yan'er at the moment.

"Yan'er, I'm doing well, you think, Zhong Jin really likes me so much, you can also see that when he and I came just now, he brought so many good things, which shows that I am really important in his heart. Besides, I helped the Zhong family save the lotus that day, so the Zhong family regarded me as a benefactor, so my status in the Zhong family was really high, and I was really happy. Wan'er comforted Yan'er.

"Senior sister, I know that you still have a senior brother in your heart. ”

Listening to Yan'er's words, Wan'er was speechless.

"Yan'er, I did have a relationship with my senior brother, and this relationship is really important to me, but it is enough to have it, everything has passed, I am now Zhong Jin's daughter-in-law, and I have really let go. ”

Wan'er's words made Yan'er really not know what to say, after all, all of this was indirectly contributed by Yan'er.

In an instant, Yan'er was ready to tell Wan'er everything, although Yan'er also knew that it would really be useless for her to do this, but it would make the senior sister have more thoughts about herself from now on, or even from now on, the senior sister would regard herself as an enemy, but Yan'er still mustered up the courage and was ready to tell Wan'er everything, even if she couldn't get Wan'er's forgiveness, Yan'er still didn't want to live forever in the condemnation of conscience in her future life, or live in the shadow of guilt for the rest of her life.

However, just as Yan'er was about to speak, suddenly, the master came in.

"Master, it's so late, do you have anything to do with me?" Wan'er asked puzzled as she watched Master walk in.

"Hmm," Murong Yingxue said coldly.

Then, Murong Yingxue glanced at Yan'er and signaled Yan'er not to stay here.

So, Yan'er wiped away her tears and walked out.

The master closed the door, Wan'er knew that the master had always been in the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, and besides, the master insisted on marrying herself to Zhong Jin that day, and she was sure that she couldn't get rid of the same situation as Jie'er that day, and was used as a chess piece.

"Wan'er, how is it at the Zhong family?" asked Murong Yingxue with a fake smile.

"Naturally, it's very good, you also saw Zhong Jin's appearance just now, I know my status in his heart, the two old people of the Zhong family also appreciate me and have a family, and I am doing well. Wan'er said calmly, as if she was telling someone else's story.

"That's good, so we're going to have a lot easier to do next. Murong Yingxue said thoughtfully.

"Master, I have agreed to your request and married into the Zhong family, as for the next step you mentioned, I really don't want to participate. Wan'er said coldly.

"Wan'er, are you really naïve to think that I have worked hard to raise you for more than 20 years and have done everything possible to marry you into the Zhong family, is it just to let you be a rich young grandmother with peace of mind?" Seeing Wan'er's attitude, Murong Yingxue was a little angry.

Wan'er didn't speak, she already knew that the master would not give up.

"Listen, the reason why I let you marry into the Zhong family is for something more important. Murong Yingxue continued: "Fortunately, the people of the Zhong family like you so much, if you do things for me in the future, they will not doubt you." ”

"Master, what else do you want me to do?" Wan'er couldn't bear it anymore and couldn't help but ask in a loud voice.

Murong Yingxue knew Wan'er's character, if she just blindly hit hard, Wan'er would not give in at all. So, Murong Yingxue softened: "Wan'er, it's actually not a thing, you know, I don't have any other hobbies, but I like to study some martial arts and spells the most, and it just so happens that your father-in-law Zhong Dushan has a lot of books on this subject, so ......"

"So, you're asking me to steal it?" Murong Yingxue hadn't finished speaking, and Wan'er said sharply.

"It's not stealing, it's just borrowing it, and in a few days, I'll return it untouched. Of course, in this case, I naturally can't speak, which requires you to say a few kind words in front of your father-in-law. Wan'er, this is not a hurtful thing, I think, you won't refuse me, right?"

"I tried my best. Wan'er said coldly.

"Also, there's something more important that you need to do. Murong Yingxue said, her eyes were sharp.

"What's the matter?"

"If you don't have anything to do on weekdays, go to the Zhong family and walk around, and then, try to familiarize yourself with the environment and draw me a map of the Zhong family. ”

"What, what do you want the map of the Zhong family for?" Wan'er asked puzzled, worried that her master would have something else to do.

"Wan'er, you have only been married to the Zhong family for a few days, have you forgotten the rules you have learned in the Murong family in the past twenty years? Murong Yingxue said angrily.

"However, you just said that you won't do anything hurtful, and now you want the map of the Zhong family, I really can't do what you ask, after all, the Zhong family treats me well, and Zhong Jin has saved my life. Wan'er firmly refused.

"Yo, it seems that you really have a deep affection for the Zhong family, it seems that I let you marry the Zhong family that day but fulfilled your wish. I really don't know what Murong Feng, who loves you so much that he dares to fight with me, will think when he hears such words. ”

Unexpectedly, the master threatened Feng'er again, and Wan'er's heart suddenly became chaotic.

The expression on Wan'er's face changed, and Murong Yingxue knew that she had said Wan'er's sore spot, so she continued: "Wan'er, you forgot, I was able to use Murong Feng to blackmail you into marrying the Zhong family back then, and I will naturally be able to use him to blackmail you into doing anything in the future, but if you really don't care about his life or death, then do whatever you want." ”

"Okay, I know, I will do what you tell me, but, Master, I also have a bottom line, if what you ask me to do is really bad for the Zhong family, or if you want to hurt the Zhong family one day in the future, when the time comes, please don't blame me for standing on the side of the Zhong family. ”

"Don't worry, when the time comes, I won't embarrass you, the most important thing, I have never liked others to do it for me, but to do it myself, you just create a little condition for me. Murong Yingxue said coldly, with an unfathomable unknown in her tone.

"Master, I want to go back early tomorrow, so I don't have to wait until two days later for Zhong Jin to pick me up. Also, Master, this is the last time that Murong Wan'er will return to the Murong family, and from now on, I will not set foot in this courtyard for half a step, nor will I have any contact with the people of the Murong family. Don't worry, I will do whatever you want me to do, and I will draw that map as soon as possible and send it with flying pigeons, but after this incident, I will not do anything for you. ”

Murong Yingxue didn't speak, left a sneer, and then walked out.

In the empty room, only Wan'er was left alone, and everything that was familiar in the past seemed to be a hell at the moment.

Early the next morning, Wan'er packed her things and prepared to leave.

When she walked to the gate, Wan'er turned her head and looked at the place where she had recorded all her joys, sorrows and sorrows for more than 20 years, at the place where an unforgettable love had occurred, at the place that she once regarded as the warmest place in the world, and at the place where she once had her favorite person, Wan'er shed her last tears, and then turned around and left.

However, just as Wan'er turned her head, Wan'er saw a person who happened to walk in from the door.

A man who makes himself so loved that he forgets everything,

A man who willingly bids farewell to all happiness from now on,

Murong Feng.