I have always had a dream of becoming a god, both in the past and now!

Once, in the darkest two years, forced to live, I have been working as a gun and ghostwriter in the studio!

Everyday life, code words! code words!

From eight o'clock in the morning, four hours in the morning, the first book of the code studio, five chapters of 10,000 words, from two o'clock in the afternoon, the second book of the code studio, five chapters of 10,000 words, after the wife and children slept at night, began to code their own books, two chapters of 4,000 words!

This kind of life lasted for two years, with no weekends and no holidays!

In two years, fifteen million words were written!

For an author who loves words and loves to write, it has been painful, helpless and dark two years!

Same outline, déjà vu content!

What I do every day is to write out what the other party needs according to the rigid outline and brainless settings, like a machine!

Boring, boring, helpless......

However, I always have the light in my heart and yearn for the light!

There is a pure land, there is a glimmer of light, let me stubbornly persevere!

This place, called, is the starting point!

I yearn for this pure land of online literature, the most sacred palace of online literature, where I admire many writers the most, here are the loveliest readers, and here accompany me from junior high school to college, from teenager to middle age, from young and frivolous to carrying heavy burdens for my family.

Two years of gunner, I didn't go with the flow, I didn't hydrograph for hydrology's sake, I have been studying hard, watching more, understanding more, writing more, integrating all my experience and improving my level!

I always have a dream of becoming a god, and I long for the day when I return to the starting point, fight my way out of countless enemies, and become a god!

I always have a dream of becoming a god, even if I am in the dark, even if I am willing to fall into a gunslinger, I am still persevering!

I always had a dream of becoming a god, but today, this dream, she is broken, she is trampled under her feet, she has no dignity, all her insistence, has become so ridiculous!

I tried my best to improve my writing, I paid countless blood and sweat to hone my writing, I insisted on the dream of my whole youth, but now you tell me that I am just a gunslinger you hired, I am just ghostwriting for you!

So what is the difference between you and the studio?

Here, I have been writing for seven years, changing many author numbers, and pounced countless times, but I still persist here and have not left!

It carries my entire youth and my literary dream from the beginning!

I haven't forgotten my original intention!

But, what about you?

When I was a gunman in the studio, it was you who gave me dreams, gave me the light to persevere, and gave me the motivation to keep writing.

But now, where do I go from here?

I'm not Chu Du, I don't have so many scheming, I can't reverse this game!

All I can do is sigh at this time: I once had a dream of becoming a god, and I had a dream of becoming a god at the starting point!

May the literary fortune be prosperous, may the literary freedom, may the backbone of our generation of literati continue, and may the spirit and bones of the people of the world last forever!

Before this matter is resolved,This book will no longer be updated,Just gave me a reason to break the update,If we win,Then I promise,Start updating normally,For me now,Update this book normally,It's very difficult,I'm willing to make a meager effort,Make a contribution to online literature!

Phoenix eyes!

2020.05.05